Well, I'm on the Wednesday episode, and I saw Ellen in the Nikki Minaj video.. and I'm like wow she's so hot and whatever that is is too good for me and not something like I should be the 1 dealing with. Maybe, I can be hot, too.. but I mean I'm like wow this woman is amazing. Look at all she's put into this. I hope that this is going out to people and that she has fun more in whatever ways are right. I mean, this is like precious, Ellen dancing out in shorts to a girly girl music vid?
Okay, okay.. ?
Also, I love Nikki Minaj's shirt. It's like the 1 I wore to my 1st dance when I was 11 in 1997. It, however, had a zipper at the top with the collar-like thing hanging out. So, it's long sleeves and white. The long sleeves are supposed to be *** inducing, in fact, and the zipper is supposed to make it for the day and age. It's almost like the way old times fell apart, like farms and all the healthy food that kept them going so much.
So, people, please watch precious Ellen. She only comes around once. Get your daughters to watch and sometimes your sons. I'm hooked every day. I record it and you can fast-forward through the commercials. Part of it is just a band, so I mean you don't have to watch that. I mean, you could or should, but like I dunno the show just seems so long and like I wanna play. I do like watching it, I mean, but I mean I'm not saying I like watching it more. This is just a tip if you don't like zonking out to TV for too long in things that might make you feel shocked, like. Not sure what most people watch on the TV. So, the total time skipping commercials may be around 45 minutes. Minus the band might be 40 minutes. That's pretty good. I just, tho, have this feeling I need to move on in my life, as well. I want to accomplish something before I die. I mean, the show is good, but I want to be a performer, as I have my whole life. I've done performing things and still want to perform in the classical arts. I don't have the money to take private ballet and stuff, but I do sing now. I need my body in shape before I do ballet, probably, and I'm getting there. I use my money to go to Disney about each week, tho, and if not I use extra money to get necessities at the store.
So, I love lounging around and catching the show, too, but it'd be great not to be at home doing "nothing." But I've been posting online this whole time, too. I'd like to work or go to school. I'm gonna just stay home and try to get in shape for acting. My hair is still short from being shaved. I like it curly, too. If I dyed my hair, it'd look fake and the roots I'd have to deal with. I am gonna try to go out in the sun or something. Maybe, soak in the bath. Right now there's a spider, though. :(
So, plan your life well. Be able to do things like catch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show." Post about it online. I know it seems like old news, but you don't see how important it is for you and how we all hold up for you cuz it's made for you. If you post online, the show will be even better.