Sunday, August 14, 2016

How I Feel

Some people may be withdrawn or ^preoccupied^ and even mentally ^disturbed^ and ^need help^.

I feel "emotionally ^challenged^."

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Girl, coffee, cup, girl, orange, redheads, sexy, woman

Prejudice of a Certain Stereotype

If you are prejudiced towards males who are dark with dark hair and dark eyes with a gruff look, then you are missing something and that is shallow-minded to believe cool people are all one way, like Hitler, long, thin, blonde, smooth, but ditzy.  You can be whoever you want eventually, but you are wrong to musjudge people and be rude "to their face."

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"Solo" Musicians Gather to Flock Together

I am watching TV, and they were showing the blue whale, the largest known animal in the world.

I noticed the background music sounded like high-pitched choral singing with an orchestral group in the background.

I wish I could just participate in something like that and have already long quit the piano and organ.

If I knew a bit earlier even that I could rent instruments, I would have been learning the oboe.  I am doing violin, now.

You know, they really have a comfortable life, in a way.  They play instruments that play one line.  They start in grade school and perform every semester.  They can join a group rather than becoming like the phantom of the opera in their basement playing and singing along but almost always alone.

Actually, I've been in church/school choir mostly age 8-18.  It was actually one of the biggest things of my life.

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Prestigious Colored African People

There are 2 kinds of colored African people, dark and light.

I notice there are some healthier looking people of African American heritage and very few of them seem fair tho some do.

For example, on The Ellen DeGeneres Show, there was a mom and daughter dancers, and the mom, who was African American, seemed fair and very smart and to act good according to standards of Europeans/White Americans.

Leontyne Price (opera singer from Mississippi in the New Orleans area)
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Sacrifice

Before, older adults respected me, but now they think they are off-limits because they might be as hot as Johnny Depp, who is off-limits.

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Piano Playing - Arthritis

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That's one more reason to stay away.

Brandenburg Concerto 3-1 - by Bach

They are from Las Vegas.  The Carolinas and Las Vegas remind me of my home in the New Orleans, Louisiana area.

Friday, August 12, 2016

TV

Are shows like Access Hollywood like the new SNL?

Sunday, August 7, 2016

Monday, July 11, 2016

Blog

New Blog

later will be christinabarrett.com

My Dad

I think some people I really like did something cuza my dad, committed their bodies to 1 soul and make it so I can't feel worthwhile among them.

Ha..

Ha ha laugh at yourself and lie to others.

Manners?

Do you know of someone getting mad at you for thinking highly of them and then blaming you for not being good enough for themselves in their opinion?

Praytell

What did other people do to deserve to get my relationships and keep me from having them, like oh maybe they met them or something..

Lies

They act like it's different people.

Redundancy

So, they're coming in my home telling me an insult and then another to top it off, like I can't cope.

Weird

It's not about what you do but what your races is.

Can't Really Get Out of This

If I'm smarter cuz I'm not born around 1997 and 1998, why not listen to me?

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Talking Me Down

Who says they can do that?