So, notice there is a problem, like that kids are being mean, and it's a real thing, or you can think of different ways of a thing that is hard to describe.
Tuesday, March 12, 2013
Problem
Now, there's a webcam at the bottom of my screen..why? It did feel like I clicked something, but there's nothing to click.
I'm afraid someone wants to stimulate an egg sack..I mean I didn't do anything to it, but people made me uncomfortable, and I don't give a shit about you. That says nothing, I don't mean I want you to just like hurt someone..I mean I guess if I got drunk I would, but I don't want to drink. I don't have to. Not everyone does. My mom had me sign something and was mean. I hit her with the door by accident. Will you shut up? I said you're a piece of shit. Stop fueling this person. You can't just keep stimulating me like that. What do you think happens? You have no social situation. You don't, I said it. It's too bad, you can't have everything.
I don't need to feel literal shit, I don't give a shit. You can't just change the direction of what I'm going in. Stop these people! I'm in an experiment. I want to meet people maybe. I found a way to feel that life was everlasting, and no one did it for me, unless it was maybe someone like Tim Burton or Johnny Depp, the power. My teacher seemed to like my French beret, too. I can have fun. WTF is your problem you piece of shit?
Why do you have abstract shit? I know exactly why Ginny and everyone else attractive I have met so far has been mean, and then I see others and they feel sorry and help me.
Stop telling me I'm bad. You're talking to me. No one cares maybe my dad really is trying to hurt me. We have to stop him.
I'm afraid someone wants to stimulate an egg sack..I mean I didn't do anything to it, but people made me uncomfortable, and I don't give a shit about you. That says nothing, I don't mean I want you to just like hurt someone..I mean I guess if I got drunk I would, but I don't want to drink. I don't have to. Not everyone does. My mom had me sign something and was mean. I hit her with the door by accident. Will you shut up? I said you're a piece of shit. Stop fueling this person. You can't just keep stimulating me like that. What do you think happens? You have no social situation. You don't, I said it. It's too bad, you can't have everything.
I don't need to feel literal shit, I don't give a shit. You can't just change the direction of what I'm going in. Stop these people! I'm in an experiment. I want to meet people maybe. I found a way to feel that life was everlasting, and no one did it for me, unless it was maybe someone like Tim Burton or Johnny Depp, the power. My teacher seemed to like my French beret, too. I can have fun. WTF is your problem you piece of shit?
Why do you have abstract shit? I know exactly why Ginny and everyone else attractive I have met so far has been mean, and then I see others and they feel sorry and help me.
Stop telling me I'm bad. You're talking to me. No one cares maybe my dad really is trying to hurt me. We have to stop him.
Accepting Weird Things
You should accept you are not just 1 parent. You are now making me uncomfortable about weird things.
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Good Age to Have Kids
A good age to have kids is like 26 or maybe 28. I don't really know, 40 is fine with me.
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Not Talking..
So, why are people not talking to me in some thought up fantasy but interested in others who fuck them up, like thinking bad thoughts and also then racist thoughts is good? You realize some feeling racially, and you already knew the fact, guess you go and care about some other person of another race. Also, you should network online and talk to people you live with, maybe once and for all. I mean, Orlando might have something to offer to nice, young people. Why are you like pretending I'm something I'm not - also, why get mad at me for not withdrawing when I failed? You think I didn't care. I moved schools. Also, I noticed some people don't notice everything at once, don't realize their situation where they are, like they just might care about young people in the area. People in class get mad for a long time. Why do you think I'm Chinese American? I'm not that culture, anymore, I adapted. Why do you help people who revel on just being Irish? What about people who aren't both smart and artistic?
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Unaccepted
Ginny will not accept people who are not white. She just wants to be in on pretending you don't have to be white. Why are you telling me I am weird? I mean, do you think she is worth something? The kids feel the need to attack her. Ellen DeGeneres also pretends to be "something she's not." Why are older people so mad. About new me's? Them. I mean, how much do you like just Tim Burton? He is not the only object in the world. Why don't you try to post attractive artists from California and Florida? Maybe not Western Florida. If you can't, then why not just focus on him? What about people who are interested in the attractive parts as the attractive feature? I'm mostly mad about people never accepting the new me. I change what I want, and I am able to do lots of things. I am a good person, and you should care. Why does Tim Burton think his kids get to be a certain style that surpasses kids who are just a little older? Why did we change beasts of the world to worry about like how good someone is? They want to learn to listen to people from the Flower Age. Look, I don't give a shit. Why do parents care about bad kids? Their kids were in trouble. They care about younger kids. They can know other people. Why do they think they need to accept Olivia Newton-John? I mean, she's not the basic stick person. Let's just make the end happy. Your parents already said they don't take your shit. Why is she so bossy? Why don't you change?
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How I'm Feeling
So, yea, I slept for 6 hours. However, I woke up at 10PM. I mean, I came home .. did stuff .. ate .. packed .. went to bed. I should pack like on Wednesday afternoon. so, I cook and watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" and am looking for like those complex game shows, like with little things like cards maybe or like they sit there and calculate.. :| Also, I need to set to record "Ghost Adventures," but I kinda .. just there to see th relics. :/
My hands are cracking a bit, and I have a cut on my pinky I had to alcohol. :p Not bad.. Dunno. I just feel like I am in my bedroom late at night, you know? I did have breakfast .. 2 bagels with butter, but I couldn't find the little bowl this time which is not often. Wheat bagels. I had all my vitamins. Last night, I took sore throat and sinus pills.
My hands are cracking a bit, and I have a cut on my pinky I had to alcohol. :p Not bad.. Dunno. I just feel like I am in my bedroom late at night, you know? I did have breakfast .. 2 bagels with butter, but I couldn't find the little bowl this time which is not often. Wheat bagels. I had all my vitamins. Last night, I took sore throat and sinus pills.
Edit
I took down this tExT~bOx
College Path:
•Business Administration (BABA)
•Military Science
•Spanish
College Sport:
•Cross Country
•Track+Field (Sprint|Long Run)
College Path:
•Dance (Performance & Pedagogy)
••article
Fall 2013:
•Dialects & Stage Movement TR
•Ballet 1 for "Pre-Majors" TR 1
•Modern Dance 1 for "Pre-Majors" MW 1
•Dance Composition & Improv. 1: Pre-Majors MW 3
•Jazz Dance 1 MW 2
•Tap 1 TR 2
•Pilates|Body Conditioning W 2
•Performance Ensemble: Valencia Dance Theatre F 1
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12 + 4|5 = 16|17
College Path:
•Business Administration (BABA)
•Military Science
•Spanish
College Sport:
•Cross Country
•Track+Field (Sprint|Long Run)
College Path:
•Dance (Performance & Pedagogy)
••article
Fall 2013:
•Dialects & Stage Movement TR
•Ballet 1 for "Pre-Majors" TR 1
•Modern Dance 1 for "Pre-Majors" MW 1
•Dance Composition & Improv. 1: Pre-Majors MW 3
•Jazz Dance 1 MW 2
•Tap 1 TR 2
•Pilates|Body Conditioning W 2
•Performance Ensemble: Valencia Dance Theatre F 1
___
12 + 4|5 = 16|17
Crisis!
Never had anything this bad, I imagined like s**c***, s**mm***, and sm***** people in my life for setting me up not getting me this cracker bread 2 trips in a row, unless it's in the back. I'm gonna you, you *. My parents are telling me I have to worry @ stuff bc I don't like how they treat me. No 1 gives a * @ Ginny. She's gonna use it on me as part of my life. No 1 cares @ Tim Burton + Facebook. Look stop you nigger. I said someone h*** her. Do it, she's a nigger.
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