Friday, November 6, 2015

On TV

Baby care.  Dark people holding any sort of kids.  A Scandinavian-looking young American girl in bare feet, maybe age 19 or 20.  She's having fun shaking instruments, blowing bubbles.  It's all about her.  The kids can tell she's no mom.

I'd like people to treat me like that's my race.

What did she do?

Wednesday, November 4, 2015

Twitter

Tuesday, November 3, 2015

Monday, November 2, 2015

The Ellen DeGeneres Show

David Spade is a genius funny!

Giada De Laurentiis was also a very smart lady as a cook!

Tayt Anderson, a young boy who needs/had a heart given to him because he was born with his heart as a 1/2, and his mom are so sweet.  Their lives have been very rough, especially Tayt.  He needs to be able to relax, I think, and be active like other kids, however possible.

We saw clips of Mrs. Ellen DeGeneres before and she actually seems to be looking well now, tho it's peculiar.

All the Blondes

Why now do blondes get all the attention for being sweet and possibly shy?

YouTube

Dody Nolan - New Orleans

You'll like the 1st song until it is over at about 2:00.

Finally!

Beef for supper!

My dad made beef and noodles last night, and it tastes kinda strong.. and good!

Isn't it clear to see..

..from that link in the IMDb post with Bella Thorne shouldn't she be not hanging out with me as much?

I mean look how much she is mean to me..

I feel trapped in a bubble, and I don't know why.

Yer Dad + Yer Mom - Yay or Nay

I'm just me!

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: Why do elderly people like diners so much?

Can they also take up too much space?

Re: Why do elderly people like diners so much?

No, there aren't enough to go around. Too many Baby Boomers.

Eurasian

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: Is this true about Northern California Hispanics?

Bella Thorne, whom Ellen DeGeneres is fond of or crazy over or whatever, I get the message. She keeps pimping younger people like Justin Bieber.

Do you think people with darker/non-Caucasian dads are hotter?

She's at the bottom of this list. She's intimidating and invasive. I feel singled out for her to pick on me. I was interested in her long before, but now I don't know about this. If it weren't for Ellen DeGeneres, I may have stopped following her the way I stopped following Chloe Grace Moretz, longer ago.

Here's the list:

http://imgur.com/a/ivOyo 

I realize what I'm saying sounds inappropriate, but it's not really.  You can probably guess how I really feel.  I'm not trying to put down Bella Thorne nor Ellen DeGeneres.  I feel my soul is being sucked out, tho, unlike before.  Maybe, I'm just not lucky.

Come on, you've gotta admit the truth in some conversations.  The poster was merely mentioning Cuba.  My opinion is the Spanish are Caucasian and hope they feel more at home when they relocate.

At least, this poster will be able to apply.

I don't know about this accepting Bella Thorne in every way.  I do feel girls with the dad being darker are hot.  I just don't know, tho.  She seems messed up, sad to say.  I think she was just coming out of the situation and into this mess.  Maybe, she needs to think of herself as Mama's girl rather than playing it safe exerting herself the other way.

Acceptance

Did you know Norse people accept taller, fair people, but when they see it's a fellow American Norse no rules apply?

My Build

I didn't used to have extraneous fat as much, yet still felt unaccepted as a person.. like, uh, to the Norse.  Didn't have a hint about them much.  Funny, Germany AND Nordic countries contain immigrants like from China long ago and others.

Just think of the people who are accepted.  I think it's my parents.  And you can't just suddenly say I am actually accepted because I look interested myself.

Being Treated Like Babies

Tim Burton seems to have made people treat others like babies.

1 Reason Not to Sing

You can't chose what country.

Sunday, November 1, 2015

Facts and Figures

If you don't have your facts figured in the end, may as well not make the wrong statement.

Facebook

Person A thinks Person B is mean to me and deserves bad things yet still seems to really be as mean to me. They both are mean to me because of People C. So, it's a useless fight. Try that for IQ..

Funny

My grandma is just as annoying as my dad.  They used to be nice, but now they act like I'm bad and I don't think that's right and can't get them to leave me alone.

Revelation

I don't see why in some remote corner of the imagination I should deal with the ways of flippant teenagers from the late 90s early 00s.  I haven't done anything really inappropriate.. just if you think like that, those flippant teenagers.  What's this, "Eat my s***?"

The Ellen DeGeneres Show

This is from last week, Tuesday.

Carrie Underwood seems like a very sweet girl.  They had some fun jamming.

The guy with the beard was very nice, as well.  I think beards can be partially cute.

The kids dressed up as royalty were cute.  Well, young adults.  They were actually offsite.

Do you know where I've got Ellen DeGeneres's back?

Being from Louisiana from 1999-2006.

You Know

Just like nonwhites, whites are imperfect.

Americans are bad.

They think they get Europe over me cuz I'm "mixed."  They think they can act like I'm not white now, too, as of some before.  It's their "good news."  They are not in trouble for anything they do.

Being Mixed/Nonwhite

They just beat on mixed/nonwhite Americans.  Americans act like they aren't ready for Europe, but they get approved every time saying they are better than mixed/nonwhite people.

It's even catered towards mixed/nonwhites born in Generation XY.  Like, if you have a mixed baby, you get the microphone over someone who is born mixed your age.  It's like, "Okay, you're really just the reporter."

The Netherlands

I wonder if the Netherlands really backs Germany to keep it from getting angry at Scandinavia/Finland.

I know..

I know why people are so negative.

They want to make me get in trouble, sneakily..

Some People

Some people are so negative.

Pretty and Smart

Why is Europe about being pretty and the US smart but the US is not pretty and Europe is smart?

Other People

I don't see you going around doing these crazy things for other people.

Uptight People

Do you know otherwise nice people to be uptight because of the experiment on me or because it's me?

Attention From White People

It seems white people are telling colored people to be with one another and think they are being attacked and swarmed by them instead, like they don't get enough attention from other white people or won't.  The sad thing is this is how they have reached me as a mixed race person.  I bet they like my parents and not me, tho.

IMDb - Johnny Depp

Re: I think his career will go back on the upswing

His career was okay with Sweeney Todd, but it seemed to stop there with critical/cynical reviews like mine. I didn't actually see it in theaters cuz I was "sick." So, it was based on the ads. I was a fan of Pirates online before that, too. Not many people to talk to. I remember a girl who knew someone to do with Johnny Depp or the franchise or something had a Facebook group I participated in a bit earlier, as well.

Into the Woods was good, but he had a secondary role. Alice in Wonderland 2 is coming out May 27, 2016. I think it's done filming. 

Glad some people like Black Mass so much since it is a big project.

I think he'd be great in a horror show with a good plot, like Crimson Peak or Annabelle or a Paranormal Activity if it turns out not to be the last. I don't recall Dark Shadows being scary, but I like Tim Burton's Beetlejuice now actually. I always had Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2015) as my favorite. It's like Tim Burton isn't in the same/right zone, anymore, tho, since Sweeney Todd. 

So, I don't know what it'll take to bump his career back on the upswing. They'd have to make a remake of Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2015) or The Curse of the Black Pearl. There may be other entertaining, celebrated stories out there, like from English class. Tim Burton was almost gonna do that using 1984.

Very good topic!  Thanks so much!  

Charlotte Church

Charlotte Church

Where the **** am I?

Charlotte Church?  Gets tired in the middle of singing as a younger girl?  Like kids getting tired in school?  What am I supposed to do hooked on psych meds?  Kicked out of my college major 10 years ago?

Non-Whites

People from Europe think non-European whites aren't as real.  The way non-European non-Americans who aren't white seem more real is they are more connected to meditation in a way, you know?  I guess you'd be screwed if you were non-white but American.

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Do other people get around..

..and see people other than a mean dad and mom?

Saturday, October 31, 2015

I guess..

..it's the secret messages I get when I don't have time/energy/will to watch Ellen for a day or time.  I try not to get mad then, usually, but I keep getting these secret messages.  I explained what they were, but I know what hits.  I don't want to ruin it for anyone.

Okay, this may be a stupid question, but..

..am I supposed to figure something out to stay out of trouble?

I'm not trying to cut corners, but..

..why does Ellen having a dad from Europe make her absolutely better than the rest of us, plus a mom from a cool place like New Orleans?

If you cared..

If anyone cared, they could have told me they cared what I did and acted normal towards me rather than be mad.

Aha ha ha

Here's a good one.

One man's "trash" is another man's treasure.

This is so stupid.

They think they are all crafty Baby Boomers saying everyone is in trouble.

How Rude

You can't tell me someone else is better than me.

Problem

I cannot even collect my thoughts.  I wanted you all to shut up with the messing up my thinking.

But

I just caught you.  You really are thinking you can punish me and for no reason.

Problem

Sometimes, they are mean to me and I don't know if they will stop.

Problem

You're just being stupid getting mad at me.

"It's like this."

I would like working in a cow slaughter house, but I don't enjoy seeing Ellen put everyone up for not being 100% perfect.

Answer

Ellen is just acting like younger yet matured people, which is why I don't seem to hang out with them.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: How are you feeling/Describe the mood you are in

Yeah, we were wondering where you were Thursday night, here. I had a live thread during the Dolphins-Pats game, and we were wondering if you were watching.

That Gators game was great. They really crushed the Bulldogs!

Re: How are you feeling/Describe the mood you are in

That is so sweet of you guys! 😄

I need to start watching.

I was at gymnastics!

Eurasian

Question

Why is Ellen always so mad?

Problem

Are they using me as a buffer for approval of them and disapproval of me for no reason?

Problem

Why in the world would people chose to rub in to me other people in ways that make me uncomfortable/upset or that I don't want to and no one else does?  Also, why would you mess with my family?  That proves that you are not very nice.  You all act like there's a reason and it's supposed to be that way.  I was just thinking upset to myself and now they are attacking my family.  I don't really take that being mean to me for me being upset at you being mean to me.  I'm not some toy and I don't have some issue.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: How are you feeling/Describe the mood you are in

No, not doing anything for Halloween. Just watching the usual Saturday football games.

Are you a football fan? Your Florida State Gators are really laying it on Georgia right now...

Re: How are you feeling/Describe the mood you are in

Cool beans! 😁

Yea, LOL.. I like the Dolphins cuz I'm from that area and I like it. 😉 I probably like the Jaguars best cuz I was there before or in the state when it was formed.

Eurasian

Facebook

I am starting gymnastics 1 1/2 hours a week for beginning adults. It's very fun and hard work.
By January, I might take ballet 2 or 3 times per week and possibly jazz and hip hop. There's a school someone showed me at the gymnastics place that teaches people where I'm at and also has companies for older dancers and younger dancers.
I am going to see if I can play melodic percussion in the choir at church. If I can't, the next thing I'd do is take private singing.
It's an exciting new chapter in my life. I bet most of you are taking your kids to these things now!
One thing that bothers me is my psych, diabetes, and cholesterol pills making me tired, tho smoothies from my Nutri Ninja give me a lot of that energy back. Also, I have difficulty performing tasks around the house while others are around.

S*** People

They want to affect me and make me feel inappropriate.  Think what that says about them.

Problem

Did my parents think I wanted dull black hair and dull tan skin!!!!

Trying to Make a Point, Desperately

Did you notice people who use big things about you to plug in any situation and turn it into what they think they made a big deal?

Beginning to End

I find people at the end, not at the beginning.

Facebook

Fall is in the air 
I feel it somewhere 🌴
Leaves a fallin' 🌱
Winter a crawlin' 🌀
Time to check Facebook 
As holidays are to look 🎁
Someday we said 🐾
We'd be together, not dead 👍

Aren't you supposed to..

Aren't you supposed to be extra nice to people who live a hated, suffering existence no one admits?

Cousins

Ever wish your cousins who hate you in a mixed up way would go find who they wanna be friends with rather than get mad at you for no reason?

Ex..cuse Me!

Maybe I have been suffering but a good person unlike others because of my mixed race.

Hair

They like knocked everything off.

They think only white hair is acceptable but manipulated some people to have black hair.

People with light hair know it could have been white, too, more than someone with black.

Problem

This is crazy.  If it weren't for Johnny Depp and Tim Burton, people wouldn't have come out and acted so crazily.  I do like them, tho.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: Will you be handing out candy whilst watching the World Series?

Handing out candy, but usually by the time I get back from trick-or-treating they're gone. 

Church Choir

I want to play melodic percussion

My goal is to play big hanging bells or something, things like that, tambourine, which I have one.

So, if I can't afford 3 days of dance, I can do church choir then.

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F*** off!

If I fess up for what Asians do, I want the Irish to f*** off!

Real White European?

I guess Nordic countries are just sitting around facing up for where they're descended from the Chinese without much to really offer.

Connecting Me as Black

When people connect me as black, they are essentially.. I forget.

I just know they don't dare do that with others.  They want their attention.  It's a happy meeting.  It's about ethnicity and race.

Comment on YouTube About Johnny Depp

YouTube

He is a very cool person.

Secret Formula

Do you ever find a secret formula, like, I'm set, my parents are down, and when I see such and such family do this, they're out.

Kid Stuff.. "Child's Play"

You might think things like kid stuff is like the basics and no one is especially caring about the good stuff in life.  It's dangerous and real when I realize something like that is still important.

BTW, "Child's Play" is a horror show with Chuckie the Doll.

Kids Today

Why do kids today have to deal with all this s*** but teens don't?

IMDb - The Soapbox

Hi!

How are we all?

Re: Hi!

Ready for Freddy!

Eurasian

IMDb - The Soapbox

How are you feeling/Describe the mood you are in

This reminds me of Chuppah:

http://www.christinabarrett.com/2015/10/destination-anywhere.html

I am the only one who sees real child stars because I watch BabyFirst. 

No Money to Spare

So I won't be dying my hair.  $50/month.

I'm sad.

I want to do gymnastics once a week and dancing 3 times a week.. no church choir.. unless I skip a dance day.  I need singing lessons, too.  Yikes!  My family is dying, and I take the bus sometimes.

Do you ever wonder..

Do you ever wonder about like famous people like Ellen who don't have to be beat for their ethnicity/racial aspects?

I know I fit that caliber of respect and privilege traditionally in the past, but now people rat me as s***.

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Summer travels have begun. Enjoy the ride!
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Got a New Dance School Reference

The girl working at the front at the gymnastics school told me about it when I was socializing with her.  It is perfect!  Ages 9+ classes and dance companies for younger and older dancers who are at the right level.

MONDAY
Ballet – Beginner: 5:00pm – 6:00pm
Jazz – Beginner: 6:00pm – 7:00pm

TUESDAY
Ballet – Beginner / Intermediate: 6:00pm – 7:30pm

WEDNESDAY
Ballet – All Levels: 5:00pm – 6:15pm
Hip Hop – All Levels: 7:30pm – 8:30pm\

Thursday is gymnastics for 1 1/2 hours.  They have some strength and stretch classes, but I'm already sore from gymnastics.

Being on Good Terms

Why do people claim I'm good and on good terms, but then you notice other things happening?

Important Question

If institutions believe in just ballet in one school if you do it well at all.. but then the small ones are so cra**y?

Nothing and Nothing

Why does everyone think I have no stake in the real world being from Florida, tho my dad is from Pennsylvania and New York state, and even when I mention the oldest continuing city in the US which is in Florida they think they have to be over and above?

They think they have more stake in Florida and don't want to desuggest my birth in Florida and hold that in.

Adults to Stay Fit

They should have at least gymnastics for older adults and seniors.  I was not in good shape without it whatever I was doing.

So, pretty much, here in America/The US..

it's about school in August/September and the leaves falling in the cool air..

Then, it's about the holidays:
-Halloween
-Thanksgiving
-Christmas
-New Year
-Valentine's

Even:
-St Patricks' Day
-Easter

Then, the summer, with the 4th of July in the middle of it.  That's May, June, July, Ellen is off the air, too, which makes for a very longer time..

People "in Bad Shape"

Do people in bad physical condition ever lash out on you yet feel self-satisfied?  Sorry to bring this up.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: Why do white people love Halloween?

Today, to dress up or dress down. 

Apology

I am sorry for the people I have bugged in public, etc., thinking they were attacking me.  I pushed the envelope, lazily.

Troublemakers

What do you think of carefree people who are on others's backs about their behavior yet they themselves do whatever they want to you?

Friday, October 30, 2015

People Using Others to Look Cool

Do you know people who say something mean to others just to look cool and say something?

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: Which horror movie is your favorite?

The girl who played Alice in Wonderland with Tim Burton as director from 2010 starred in it. There was an English man and an actress very good at an English accent from America. 

It was about.. 

The girl got married, but the guy he married was with his sister and promised his sister not to love another. They were murderers, the sister mean and the brother seemed nice. She murdered the main girl's father. She fed poison to a previous wife, as well. The man apologizes to the main girl and promises to love her. She still tries to kill him but I can tell loves him. The sister murdered him. Both girls seemed sad. The girl was out and saw his ghost blow away. The girl murdered the sister, I think. The funny part is the house and her old house get haunted. There are cool "ghosts" or like glowing or colored rotting corpses. They happen throughout the movie. That's why I liked it. I said the girl from Alice in Wonderland, who was Polish-Aussie, made the movie award-worthy or something. 

Problem

I have emotional problems, not sure I will watch all 3 Ellen Shows I planned on watching.

I might settle down and go to bed for now and have some laundry.  Probably no TV.  Who knows, maybe Sunday.

Next week should be pristine, tho, so we'll see.  I'd been watching every day almost until this week, just saw Monday so far.  I forget what happened this week on Tuesday and Wednesday just needed to catch up.

The Norse

The Norse people think they have to get everything.

Hatred?

Mad at me?  Get mad at people who really hate what you are.

Whites and Darks

So, why do you fear white people?

I will not be not white in order to get your respect.  You still respect white people who shun you.  NO!