Saturday, June 6, 2015

Generations

Is Early Boom and Generation X social slaves?

The Joke Goes Both Ways

You'd say a Late Boomer is worth more than a Generation X because they were there successfully 1st, but I know people'd say "make one" to a Generation X concerning children of Late Boomers as Generation Z.  So, you can change the fact and say when it means certain people it's about how young you are and others it's about how old?

Me Singing

Ellen

I'm glad I got to catch up with today so far.

The 2 people playing the game at the beginning looked cool to me.  They were so happy to be there.  They were both brunettes, kinda big.

Howie Mandel was beyond funny.  He did some jigging on the show and sat there in humor with Ellen at the audience!  I didn't catch all that was happening.

Lonnie Love? was nice, too.  She was in fairy school and was a fairy for little kids's party.  She was so funny!

The couple at the end had a nice new house interior design.  It was so nice.  I'm glad they like it so much.  It was inspirational, esp. the little purple room..

I think Ellen is a great person.  Everyone has their ups and downs, but in the end you just gotta have a "good" time..  (I know life throws things at you and for some things happening on their lives have happened.  Some things maybe can't be thought out and are indeed H***.  That's a life lesson learned.  Social situations aren't really that complicated these days.)

Thursday, June 4, 2015

Messed Up

Exhibit A seems sloppier with their kid/s yet does not get as beat for it as someone who is doing mostly what they are supposed to on some level yet gets people angry at them for the weirdness of the end result partly.

Also, they flop around the identity of their child, like, "Oh 'wife' you did such and such and that means our child did it, too."  It doesn't.

Wednesday, June 3, 2015

Unaccepted

Even in Facebook fanpages, people judge you by if you went online or to a certain site soon enough.

Cheaters

You know how people act so weird and letting it lose in public like only they mean anything?  Well, then, they see someone strict and such like Ellen and say it was all that.  What liars!  Where's our chance?  What happened?

So

Are people only mean to me cuz my dad threatens to hurt me if they aren't?  He needs to be taken away from me by the police, and I'd need money to take care of myself.

Ellen

I think the reason we like to go online to normal people is cuz we know or thought we knew that they wouldn't get us into trouble.  It gives us a sense of relaxation.  I feel so in trouble with some people.

It is rewarding to also see Ellen.

The beginning Epic or Fail, seems redundant recurring on the show but an interesting idea to get together.  I got at least 1/2 right as Fail.  Most or all seemed to be Fail, and I don't remember guessing Epic.

The lady who did comedy was funny.  She had a dark ponytail.  She seemed genuinely friendly yet a bit aloofly insulting.

I think everyone liked the dancer from the Ukraine.  He was tall and good-looking with a long nose with fair, light brown hair.  He did a ballet dance in a naked costume.

It was nice to see Ellen's #1 college fan.  She did well in the game.  I could have put 10 layers of clothing on faster and knew the name of Ellen's dancer faster after her hint.

So, about what I said at 1st, when we go online we just feel so open and settled and safer than how I usually feel around people I know and also insulting famous people.  Ellen is a good girl, tho, but sometimes she does what most talk show hosts do, go into this strange established way of doing negative comedy.  I mean, I go to a restaurant and the losers there are fine with me.  I used to be considered all that, and now when I try to meet someone prestigious people lose it.

Website Update

I had updated the Problems site to delete the 1st page.

Annie (1999)

I watched this whole thing to see a little girl sing "Tomorrow" in red curls and that never happens.  I don't remember the other 2.  There is another Annie sequel tho I don't feel like alotting my money to that.

What I'm up To

I just bought a fox and the Amazon Instant Video Annie (1999.)

Tuesday, June 2, 2015

Welcome!

Welcome to my Blogspot!

Hurt Races

What if it hurts someone of a non-white/Middle Eastern race to be praised to feel special but not if it's someone whose white?

Me at Your Age

I didn't suddenly become trash because a few years went by.

Connections

You might know a lot, but apparently you aren't the one who is really connected.  If you have a problem with your own kids not seeming how you want, it's not gonna be "because of me."  I'm not talking about anyone specific.  Also, I meant you might have imagined having a lotta friends, but if you are being silly saying it's all about one person you don't even tie with, then that makes no sense.

The Source of the Problem

It should not take forever to get to.

You'll find in the end I am agreeable.  Unless, you just don't want anyone there.

Your Answer?

A drooling, dull, "I dunno.."  You judge people for who they are, not with an intent to be mean.

Mean

Why do you think something is so important and I didn't really say anything that bad?.. like important for someone who doesn't really care?  Music people have something in common, too.  Why not just group brains into blondes and brunettes, then?  I think you've lost it.  I'm not trying to ruin anything.  I don't sit there like a doll content with my social situation, tho.  I just wanted to point out something interesting.

Outspoken

Can you people or music people be so "***" as to come into my house just to tell me not to ever be able to come to you, like something's up?  This is too funny!

..And I see people just lighting up to do something against me with no "brains" in it, like it's just popular.  If that were popular, something would be wrong.  It doesn't seem completely popular like you think, if you have an interest in good, clean people, normal people..

I'm not trying to point out a specific person/people.

Annie

The girl was a year younger than me and from where I moved the year before, 1998.  The girl who played Dorothy in the Wizard of Oz I met a year before.  She lost some weight or looked shorter, too.  She was a year younger and had dark straight hair and maybe blue eyes.  Courtney Cole.  She moved to Tennessee.  She didn't seem to think she was so comfortable with acting strangely when she went to an arts school later.  I think she might have said it or put on that front.  I mean, I think she was a great actor.  Maybe, it was too much for her.  She starred in St. Louis, too.  She is a singer now.  She must regret not singing as much as she could have..  Here is her website.  You know, I feel my own comfort with things got studded, as well, the more I played myself out.

Regrets

School s***ed so much, I now wish I became a child star but didn't have dark hair.

What will happen if..

..whites want to say mixed race people are inferior to full minorities?

Strange

It seems I can't do anything about my problems with others.  They won't leave me alone unless I put on earplugs.

Feelings

Why do you keep making it a statement that someone supposedly has certain feelings?

Sizes of Noses

How does having a smaller nose make one more complex than someone with a larger nose?  You think the larger nose cheats?  Maybe, smaller noses are messed up, tho.

Full Asians and Part Asians

Asians want to fight other Asians down from making it racially.

No, being mixed with white is not less white than full Asian..

New Website Pages

1

2

Even..

..me trying to connect with red hair myself seems to be a futile, unwanted attempt for no connected reason.

In Your Family

Who seems to be the princess/prince?

You should stop being the one to fight with me.

It's about stuff that normally does not matter.

"The 80s??"

So your cheap answer is everyone loses cuz some people aren't white and just they lose as a false answer of hope?

"Soul Sister?"

Who ever said that about anything?

"My True Feelings"

I might say something on the outside, but I am not really happy about right now 2 people having the same hair color when I am pushed aside as having nothing in common because of it and other situations.

Blase

The relations between England and places like Finland are not really a win-win situation.

Fed Up!

I'm fed up with stupidity.

Your rules make no sense.  When you come to a conflict, it just says I'm wrong and deserve to be hurt by default.

Boring

All this is about nothing.  Nothing you all do is ever important.

YOU DON'T REALIZE IT..

You are always mean to me now.  When you started talking to me in private I said no but you still did it but you were nice.  You can't do this!

Freedom of Speech

It seems that's all you have.

Pathetic

You're creating weird fantasies to weird extremes about weird things, as though you've got nothing anyway in any way..

Apparently, they were right, something about you is "flawed" or rather not perfect..

I'm not the one making up weird things about myself!  You can mention it, but I didn't think you'd want to.

I just meant day in and out things sure have come out differently than I would have expected things to before, like I'm trapped.

Insane

Why am I getting vicious messages about someone else getting all and me being threatened like I did something or would be foolish as a suggestion and no one else?

TV

The Ellen DeGeneres Show

The 2 girls playing the game where they go across the spinning circles to fetch to object to bring back was neat.  The yoga instructor had an easy time, but the blonde didn't.

Allison Janney was really cool.  She looks good and has a good personality, is very smart.

The girl who Ellen saw dancing who came back was really sweet, a nice African American girl.  She played a few games and won $10,000, which was really nice!

The racecar driver was very cute.  I liked his young daughters, as well.  It was interesting a driver he was associated with had kids at the same school together.

Ellen sure is a sign of hope in the light, a torch to modern ways, as well.

Positivity These Days

Kids at school these days are told to be positive, but if I am positive I am told I am making good out of bad in a bad way.  This could be because kids can still be good movie stars, in that it's not too late for them.  It could also be just trying to get at people like me and still making it.

Monday, June 1, 2015

We have to keep someone happy

so they won't get mad at me.

Twitter

What Now?

What right do you have to claim I'm in trouble all the time still?

I even want to ask if there ever was a real good reason.

You all don't have the right to trash my personal life.  No offense in using the word "trash."

Against Me

Why are people out there chosing to go against me?  It's "the talk of the day."  I feel ignored.

New Audios of Me Singing


Pathetic Laugh

I see parents going around acting like they're a redhead I found taking care of their child, another redhead I found, redheads at birth probably both?

They knew I liked that person.  People used to act like I was a baby at that age a little older, too.

Okay, Not Having a Good Day

I walk in to get interviewed and find the bathroom and then a black lady down the way asking someone who might be looking for me.

I come out, and people are judging me like they can tell I'm Southeast Asian and like it's s***.

I sit there thinking evil thoughts, and then my interviewer comes along acts mean at 1st and I don't really perk up to his racism against me, a colored maybe Hispanic or some odd minority group, whom I respect, though I am not accepted because I think too highly of myself - their bad.  I can't smile.  When it comes to saying what I think is good or something, I say it and try to smile for a chance like and say helping people, and the 2 people act like I did something.

This is the high ranked college with cute kids.  Guess I'm stuck at the remedial school, reform school.

Arghh

I've followed thru ya'll's ^rules^ recently, yet I am rejected and dealt with like a re****.

Unqualified/Mental and Social Invalids

You celebrities aren't qualified to think cuz yer from LA and NY.

Don't take this personally on an individual basis..

Pretend Jail

I can do other things.

Something Else Came Up

I don't know what's accepted, but it's not nice to be mean to someone, like no matter what..

I'm not saying who has to do what.  This idea just seems to come thru.  It might help the people settle to know.  Things like this may happen that you may not have caused and possibly practice disliking.

Fail

I can't be treated humanely cuz someone else is #1.  It looks like I got a taste of your own medicine.  I thought people had special bonds that superseded some, naturally.  I got backlash on that quite severely, just for my interest in the idea existing and concern for the other thinking there is a competition.  And, yes, the other side seemed very crazy about it.  I don't need to know who it was?  I guess I get to sit here and figure things because I can't seem to do anything for myself.  I need to be occupied by people who own conversation between others.  Is there any problem with that?  Oh I see, that's how you get to get around me.  That doesn't seem like an okay thing that anyone would agree with, tho, and I'm with anyone.

I know

you're just punishing me.  You think I'm unkempt with an unnecessary/unamusing attitude..

Nonsensical

None of what you do makes sense.

No..

I never asked you to stay by force and do that.

Hey

You don't have to hurt me!

Looks like you went to far on that one!

Undisturbed

Is being non-Caucasian an eliminating factor?  Why would I be upset about any one person not giving me attention?..  I see that I'm treated like a failure for reasons that don't matter.  There is an explanation seeable.

Upset!

I can't live my life because I'm disturbed about messages from others.  Someone else probably got so fueled by my failure to reincarnate that they rocked on, for once in this world these days at least.

You're the one who's unprepared to do anything.

So, what are you getting at, already??

Why are you talking to me like that?

You think you wasted your own life?

Quit

Quit wasting my life.  Something must be done to stifle the issue..

Who's fighting me?

"Who?"

So..

Why do you get mad at me for being proper and not like everyone else?

Bullseye

You complain about me talking to people who are cool and hurt me if I don't talk to people who annoy me on purpose.

"Something to Talk About"

That's not how.

If people think that, so be it.

Forget Me?

People want to treat me like I'm not as amazing as how they supposedly made me think.

Alone

You adults just wanna be immature kids and hurt me cuz yer jealous of my perfection.

You claim this is not true sometimes, but you still do it.

Sunday, May 31, 2015

New Audio of Me Singing

It's True

Someone else is more comf in social situations than I.

The Problem in a Group Scale

I noticed that someone in a group of people is considered most precious and that who is closest people deem is making problems, until they said it was just a trick like magic and I made them problematic and they're really good and for no reason that also must mean I'm really the worst one.

Being Short

It seems people who are taller will make fun of short people rather than think they are cute.  That seems to be the default.  The only way around is if you are proud of it.

Weird People

They act like I'm coy.

They also think I have something wrong with me cuz I cursed on my blog when I was trapped in my room with hurtful noises.  I could have called the police, but I didn't want them to go altogether.  I don't know why they're so upset to begin with so much.  I didn't realize there was a meme going on and I couldn't say what I wanted "cuz this is a free country."  I was being hurt, but I didn't really feel like hurting anyone, especially if they were innocent people..

It's true!

If you hear someone ask something and then hear someone answer, it can make you feel like you said it at the moment without being able to do anything about it.  I'm not sure if that can be "fixed."

I heard a question about Florida on TV as I went to press the button of a toy doll that says sassy insults..

Did you just feel a rush that it was funny to be bad?  It's not really that bad.

Saturday, May 30, 2015

Welcome!

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Thursday, April 2, 2015

In Bed for a Long Time

I was trying to get my brain to be functional.

Needs, Wants, and Desires

I want to do my ironing, but a part of me is turned on and I feel tired.  Who knows how I'll feel after lunch or maybe won't be a good time.  Then again, there isn't much to do other than iron my "nice" clothes..  Maybe, it'll make me even thinner.  :D

Hearing Things

Sometimes, I wake up to a scary distant knock before I am conscious.

Bed

I slept from about 10-12 and 12-10 and 10-12.

Awake

I had my fruit cup for breakfast, showered and got dressed and put on make-up, and did a 5+ minute upper and core workout.

Wednesday, April 1, 2015

Being Accepted "Unconditionally"

Some people are accepted while they go thru phases others have them go thru and approve of.

Others have to be more careful and have a different image to uphold.

~ This can happen because of difference of age. ~

Young people tend to be told to be more free, but why not work on something spectacular with guidelines that allow things to happen?  One example would include dedicating your life to trying to be a child actor.

When you're older, it seems like there are different things you should be able to do.  Others may stop you from finding ways to do this because they don't wanna deal with a new you.

In Proving a Point

When you come across adverse ideas, some people say that is the journey.

Some people even lie to get correct information.

Others spot you out for the negative ideas that come up and never accomplish, at least not using things in this way.  They must at least have it very hard.

Jog

I jogged and walked earlier today.  My legs are getting so big.

Supper

I just had chicken in sauce with yellow rice and tea and all my vitamins and pills.

Therapist

I saw my therapist today.

My Hair

It finally looks long enough for the 1st time.  I styled it like I have little bangs and swooped the rest of it with my comb.  Another Barber success!  ;)

Stuffed Silly

I feel fat and stuffed from my female thing and what I ate yesterday night.  I feel stress.  I am uncomfortable.  I didn't think a little dessert then would hurt.  And all the Chinese??  I guess that's called straying from your diet.  It's easy to get hungry when you're dieting.

K

I just m********** and I'm on my female thing.  I'm now sore in certain regions to do with it.  I think I just made it worse.  Something not in it in my mind.  Wheezing a bit.  Something turned me on, in for an interesting day either way.  :(

Awake

I woke up around 1: something.  I've taken a shower.  About to do about 5 minutes of chest and ab workouts.  I did some necessary shopping, but one site is down.

Tuesday, March 31, 2015

Good Night!

Hope I can fall asleep.

Sweet Tooth

I ate all the rest of the Chinese and had a Nutty bar or something and a packaged fudge brownie.

I'm looking forward to getting back on track with my diet.  I foresee fried fish in the future.

Supper

my salad with no dressing but oil and sweet iced tea

Exercise

I jogged twice for 1/2 hour today, 15 minutes on elliptical, and a long walk.

Back

I jogged for 30 minutes.  I had had Chinese my mom got earlier, but I couldn't eat much of it but the eggroll.  She brought me back a green smoothie.  It's my 1st and it's good!  It tastes pretty healthy to me.

Bye!

Out for a jog/walk.

Exercise

I took my jog the 1st time I woke up.

I just woke up.

about 15 minutes ago.  I slept for about 6 more hours.

I did wake up to go to the bathroom and later throw up the 1st time I slept, from about 10-4.  So, that's 6 and 6 hours.  I woke up saying, "Oh my gosh," chugging some water down my throat.  It stung all these hours some.  I had to take a cough drop.

Good Morning!

I woke up about 1 1/2 hours ago, 4:30.  A nice bright early morning.