Tuesday, June 2, 2015
Hurt Races
What if it hurts someone of a non-white/Middle Eastern race to be praised to feel special but not if it's someone whose white?
Connections
You might know a lot, but apparently you aren't the one who is really connected. If you have a problem with your own kids not seeming how you want, it's not gonna be "because of me." I'm not talking about anyone specific. Also, I meant you might have imagined having a lotta friends, but if you are being silly saying it's all about one person you don't even tie with, then that makes no sense.
The Source of the Problem
It should not take forever to get to.
You'll find in the end I am agreeable. Unless, you just don't want anyone there.
You'll find in the end I am agreeable. Unless, you just don't want anyone there.
Your Answer?
A drooling, dull, "I dunno.." You judge people for who they are, not with an intent to be mean.
Mean
Why do you think something is so important and I didn't really say anything that bad?.. like important for someone who doesn't really care? Music people have something in common, too. Why not just group brains into blondes and brunettes, then? I think you've lost it. I'm not trying to ruin anything. I don't sit there like a doll content with my social situation, tho. I just wanted to point out something interesting.
Outspoken
Can you people or music people be so "***" as to come into my house just to tell me not to ever be able to come to you, like something's up? This is too funny!
..And I see people just lighting up to do something against me with no "brains" in it, like it's just popular. If that were popular, something would be wrong. It doesn't seem completely popular like you think, if you have an interest in good, clean people, normal people..
I'm not trying to point out a specific person/people.
..And I see people just lighting up to do something against me with no "brains" in it, like it's just popular. If that were popular, something would be wrong. It doesn't seem completely popular like you think, if you have an interest in good, clean people, normal people..
I'm not trying to point out a specific person/people.
Annie
The girl was a year younger than me and from where I moved the year before, 1998. The girl who played Dorothy in the Wizard of Oz I met a year before. She lost some weight or looked shorter, too. She was a year younger and had dark straight hair and maybe blue eyes. Courtney Cole. She moved to Tennessee. She didn't seem to think she was so comfortable with acting strangely when she went to an arts school later. I think she might have said it or put on that front. I mean, I think she was a great actor. Maybe, it was too much for her. She starred in St. Louis, too. She is a singer now. She must regret not singing as much as she could have.. Here is her website. You know, I feel my own comfort with things got studded, as well, the more I played myself out.
Strange
It seems I can't do anything about my problems with others. They won't leave me alone unless I put on earplugs.
Sizes of Noses
How does having a smaller nose make one more complex than someone with a larger nose? You think the larger nose cheats? Maybe, smaller noses are messed up, tho.
Full Asians and Part Asians
Asians want to fight other Asians down from making it racially.
No, being mixed with white is not less white than full Asian..
No, being mixed with white is not less white than full Asian..
Even..
..me trying to connect with red hair myself seems to be a futile, unwanted attempt for no connected reason.
"The 80s??"
So your cheap answer is everyone loses cuz some people aren't white and just they lose as a false answer of hope?
"My True Feelings"
I might say something on the outside, but I am not really happy about right now 2 people having the same hair color when I am pushed aside as having nothing in common because of it and other situations.
Fed Up!
I'm fed up with stupidity.
Your rules make no sense. When you come to a conflict, it just says I'm wrong and deserve to be hurt by default.
Your rules make no sense. When you come to a conflict, it just says I'm wrong and deserve to be hurt by default.
YOU DON'T REALIZE IT..
You are always mean to me now. When you started talking to me in private I said no but you still did it but you were nice. You can't do this!
Pathetic
You're creating weird fantasies to weird extremes about weird things, as though you've got nothing anyway in any way..
Apparently, they were right, something about you is "flawed" or rather not perfect..
I'm not the one making up weird things about myself! You can mention it, but I didn't think you'd want to.
I just meant day in and out things sure have come out differently than I would have expected things to before, like I'm trapped.
Apparently, they were right, something about you is "flawed" or rather not perfect..
I'm not the one making up weird things about myself! You can mention it, but I didn't think you'd want to.
I just meant day in and out things sure have come out differently than I would have expected things to before, like I'm trapped.
Insane
Why am I getting vicious messages about someone else getting all and me being threatened like I did something or would be foolish as a suggestion and no one else?
TV
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
The 2 girls playing the game where they go across the spinning circles to fetch to object to bring back was neat. The yoga instructor had an easy time, but the blonde didn't.
Allison Janney was really cool. She looks good and has a good personality, is very smart.
The girl who Ellen saw dancing who came back was really sweet, a nice African American girl. She played a few games and won $10,000, which was really nice!
The racecar driver was very cute. I liked his young daughters, as well. It was interesting a driver he was associated with had kids at the same school together.
Ellen sure is a sign of hope in the light, a torch to modern ways, as well.
The 2 girls playing the game where they go across the spinning circles to fetch to object to bring back was neat. The yoga instructor had an easy time, but the blonde didn't.
Allison Janney was really cool. She looks good and has a good personality, is very smart.
The girl who Ellen saw dancing who came back was really sweet, a nice African American girl. She played a few games and won $10,000, which was really nice!
The racecar driver was very cute. I liked his young daughters, as well. It was interesting a driver he was associated with had kids at the same school together.
Ellen sure is a sign of hope in the light, a torch to modern ways, as well.
Positivity These Days
Kids at school these days are told to be positive, but if I am positive I am told I am making good out of bad in a bad way. This could be because kids can still be good movie stars, in that it's not too late for them. It could also be just trying to get at people like me and still making it.
Monday, June 1, 2015
Wow, you sure are well-liked I can tell by your mood. I am happy for you. https://t.co/hHllRnkj0W— Christina Barrett (@CAJoanna1986) June 2, 2015
What Now?
What right do you have to claim I'm in trouble all the time still?
I even want to ask if there ever was a real good reason.
You all don't have the right to trash my personal life. No offense in using the word "trash."
I even want to ask if there ever was a real good reason.
You all don't have the right to trash my personal life. No offense in using the word "trash."
Against Me
Why are people out there chosing to go against me? It's "the talk of the day." I feel ignored.
Pathetic Laugh
I see parents going around acting like they're a redhead I found taking care of their child, another redhead I found, redheads at birth probably both?
They knew I liked that person. People used to act like I was a baby at that age a little older, too.
They knew I liked that person. People used to act like I was a baby at that age a little older, too.
Okay, Not Having a Good Day
I walk in to get interviewed and find the bathroom and then a black lady down the way asking someone who might be looking for me.
I come out, and people are judging me like they can tell I'm Southeast Asian and like it's s***.
I sit there thinking evil thoughts, and then my interviewer comes along acts mean at 1st and I don't really perk up to his racism against me, a colored maybe Hispanic or some odd minority group, whom I respect, though I am not accepted because I think too highly of myself - their bad. I can't smile. When it comes to saying what I think is good or something, I say it and try to smile for a chance like and say helping people, and the 2 people act like I did something.
This is the high ranked college with cute kids. Guess I'm stuck at the remedial school, reform school.
I come out, and people are judging me like they can tell I'm Southeast Asian and like it's s***.
I sit there thinking evil thoughts, and then my interviewer comes along acts mean at 1st and I don't really perk up to his racism against me, a colored maybe Hispanic or some odd minority group, whom I respect, though I am not accepted because I think too highly of myself - their bad. I can't smile. When it comes to saying what I think is good or something, I say it and try to smile for a chance like and say helping people, and the 2 people act like I did something.
This is the high ranked college with cute kids. Guess I'm stuck at the remedial school, reform school.
Unqualified/Mental and Social Invalids
You celebrities aren't qualified to think cuz yer from LA and NY.
Don't take this personally on an individual basis..
Don't take this personally on an individual basis..
Something Else Came Up
I don't know what's accepted, but it's not nice to be mean to someone, like no matter what..
I'm not saying who has to do what. This idea just seems to come thru. It might help the people settle to know. Things like this may happen that you may not have caused and possibly practice disliking.
I'm not saying who has to do what. This idea just seems to come thru. It might help the people settle to know. Things like this may happen that you may not have caused and possibly practice disliking.
Fail
I can't be treated humanely cuz someone else is #1. It looks like I got a taste of your own medicine. I thought people had special bonds that superseded some, naturally. I got backlash on that quite severely, just for my interest in the idea existing and concern for the other thinking there is a competition. And, yes, the other side seemed very crazy about it. I don't need to know who it was? I guess I get to sit here and figure things because I can't seem to do anything for myself. I need to be occupied by people who own conversation between others. Is there any problem with that? Oh I see, that's how you get to get around me. That doesn't seem like an okay thing that anyone would agree with, tho, and I'm with anyone.
Undisturbed
Is being non-Caucasian an eliminating factor? Why would I be upset about any one person not giving me attention?.. I see that I'm treated like a failure for reasons that don't matter. There is an explanation seeable.
Upset!
I can't live my life because I'm disturbed about messages from others. Someone else probably got so fueled by my failure to reincarnate that they rocked on, for once in this world these days at least.
Bullseye
You complain about me talking to people who are cool and hurt me if I don't talk to people who annoy me on purpose.
Alone
You adults just wanna be immature kids and hurt me cuz yer jealous of my perfection.
You claim this is not true sometimes, but you still do it.
You claim this is not true sometimes, but you still do it.
Sunday, May 31, 2015
The Problem in a Group Scale
I noticed that someone in a group of people is considered most precious and that who is closest people deem is making problems, until they said it was just a trick like magic and I made them problematic and they're really good and for no reason that also must mean I'm really the worst one.
Being Short
It seems people who are taller will make fun of short people rather than think they are cute. That seems to be the default. The only way around is if you are proud of it.
Weird People
They act like I'm coy.
They also think I have something wrong with me cuz I cursed on my blog when I was trapped in my room with hurtful noises. I could have called the police, but I didn't want them to go altogether. I don't know why they're so upset to begin with so much. I didn't realize there was a meme going on and I couldn't say what I wanted "cuz this is a free country." I was being hurt, but I didn't really feel like hurting anyone, especially if they were innocent people..
They also think I have something wrong with me cuz I cursed on my blog when I was trapped in my room with hurtful noises. I could have called the police, but I didn't want them to go altogether. I don't know why they're so upset to begin with so much. I didn't realize there was a meme going on and I couldn't say what I wanted "cuz this is a free country." I was being hurt, but I didn't really feel like hurting anyone, especially if they were innocent people..
It's true!
If you hear someone ask something and then hear someone answer, it can make you feel like you said it at the moment without being able to do anything about it. I'm not sure if that can be "fixed."
I heard a question about Florida on TV as I went to press the button of a toy doll that says sassy insults..
Did you just feel a rush that it was funny to be bad? It's not really that bad.
I heard a question about Florida on TV as I went to press the button of a toy doll that says sassy insults..
Did you just feel a rush that it was funny to be bad? It's not really that bad.
Saturday, May 30, 2015
Thursday, April 2, 2015
Needs, Wants, and Desires
I want to do my ironing, but a part of me is turned on and I feel tired. Who knows how I'll feel after lunch or maybe won't be a good time. Then again, there isn't much to do other than iron my "nice" clothes.. Maybe, it'll make me even thinner. :D
Awake
I had my fruit cup for breakfast, showered and got dressed and put on make-up, and did a 5+ minute upper and core workout.
Wednesday, April 1, 2015
Being Accepted "Unconditionally"
Some people are accepted while they go thru phases others have them go thru and approve of.
Others have to be more careful and have a different image to uphold.
~ This can happen because of difference of age. ~
Young people tend to be told to be more free, but why not work on something spectacular with guidelines that allow things to happen? One example would include dedicating your life to trying to be a child actor.
When you're older, it seems like there are different things you should be able to do. Others may stop you from finding ways to do this because they don't wanna deal with a new you.
Others have to be more careful and have a different image to uphold.
~ This can happen because of difference of age. ~
Young people tend to be told to be more free, but why not work on something spectacular with guidelines that allow things to happen? One example would include dedicating your life to trying to be a child actor.
When you're older, it seems like there are different things you should be able to do. Others may stop you from finding ways to do this because they don't wanna deal with a new you.
In Proving a Point
When you come across adverse ideas, some people say that is the journey.
Some people even lie to get correct information.
Others spot you out for the negative ideas that come up and never accomplish, at least not using things in this way. They must at least have it very hard.
Some people even lie to get correct information.
Others spot you out for the negative ideas that come up and never accomplish, at least not using things in this way. They must at least have it very hard.
My Hair
It finally looks long enough for the 1st time. I styled it like I have little bangs and swooped the rest of it with my comb. Another Barber success! ;)
Stuffed Silly
I feel fat and stuffed from my female thing and what I ate yesterday night. I feel stress. I am uncomfortable. I didn't think a little dessert then would hurt. And all the Chinese?? I guess that's called straying from your diet. It's easy to get hungry when you're dieting.
K
I just m********** and I'm on my female thing. I'm now sore in certain regions to do with it. I think I just made it worse. Something not in it in my mind. Wheezing a bit. Something turned me on, in for an interesting day either way. :(
Awake
I woke up around 1: something. I've taken a shower. About to do about 5 minutes of chest and ab workouts. I did some necessary shopping, but one site is down.
Tuesday, March 31, 2015
Sweet Tooth
I ate all the rest of the Chinese and had a Nutty bar or something and a packaged fudge brownie.
I'm looking forward to getting back on track with my diet. I foresee fried fish in the future.
I'm looking forward to getting back on track with my diet. I foresee fried fish in the future.
Back
I jogged for 30 minutes. I had had Chinese my mom got earlier, but I couldn't eat much of it but the eggroll. She brought me back a green smoothie. It's my 1st and it's good! It tastes pretty healthy to me.
I just woke up.
about 15 minutes ago. I slept for about 6 more hours.
I did wake up to go to the bathroom and later throw up the 1st time I slept, from about 10-4. So, that's 6 and 6 hours. I woke up saying, "Oh my gosh," chugging some water down my throat. It stung all these hours some. I had to take a cough drop.
I did wake up to go to the bathroom and later throw up the 1st time I slept, from about 10-4. So, that's 6 and 6 hours. I woke up saying, "Oh my gosh," chugging some water down my throat. It stung all these hours some. I had to take a cough drop.
Monday, March 30, 2015
I can do it.
There is no point in giving up my life for something weird.
Are people just pointing fingers at my reputation from the past as being academic and quiet..? So what? That has nothing to do with my personality and who I am.. Maybe, I was just sensitive then.
Are people just pointing fingers at my reputation from the past as being academic and quiet..? So what? That has nothing to do with my personality and who I am.. Maybe, I was just sensitive then.
Not an Achiever
I have to understand in some ways I am unaccomplished and others I am. I am accomplished in retaining myself as a person but unaccomplished in achieving.
"Being a Kid"
Why do you look at bad kids with good parents and say they are okay but not me cuz I'm also not like my parents?
Proof
You know people who just wanna nestle in a hole at some point in their life. Well, fat dads don't want their ballerina daughters to be fat, too, and same for fat moms, as you well know. That's just an example. So, why spend my life bribing I'm like my parents but in a bad way cuz you just want my parents to make you feel cozy as they are adults and not me?
Good Looks and Essence of Personality
I don't have exactly what I want and don't want to be a copy of my family. I feel like I'm going thru a process of change, similar to others.
I don't share the same values as my family. I feel people only want to see me as my family in a negative light. I must be stuck with some of that, on top of the benefits I've enjoyed growing up. I feel I've been trapped in more mature age to do things that babies do.
I feel empty like I can't do anything, can't change, can't move around, can't be attractive. I just get seen as something else and knocked around til death.
If the problem is my parents aren't what they wanna be like, how they act and dress, I understand. If they don't do it, that's not my fault. I've hit the ground running. I have needs and responsibilities in my generation.
For a fact, I want you to know a secret. The youngest girl in The Brady Bunch only was able to act about skin deep. She easily digressed into something else or someone else. Now, she's from LA.
I don't share the same values as my family. I feel people only want to see me as my family in a negative light. I must be stuck with some of that, on top of the benefits I've enjoyed growing up. I feel I've been trapped in more mature age to do things that babies do.
I feel empty like I can't do anything, can't change, can't move around, can't be attractive. I just get seen as something else and knocked around til death.
If the problem is my parents aren't what they wanna be like, how they act and dress, I understand. If they don't do it, that's not my fault. I've hit the ground running. I have needs and responsibilities in my generation.
For a fact, I want you to know a secret. The youngest girl in The Brady Bunch only was able to act about skin deep. She easily digressed into something else or someone else. Now, she's from LA.
Dieting
I started eating more healthily. I had a Dole fruit cup for breakfast and my salad with no dressing but oil for lunch. I am gonna cook seafood for a dinner. I also have frozen Japanese vegetables, nice and healthy. ^--^
Hair Wraps and Shirt Clips
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This is done in places like Key West. Also, in Southern Florida they wrap their T-shirt up in a clip. Here's a sample of someone wearing it low:
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This is done in places like Key West. Also, in Southern Florida they wrap their T-shirt up in a clip. Here's a sample of someone wearing it low:
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