The Ellen DeGeneres Show
Bill Clinton, former US President, was on. He is very smart. He is very happy with the girls in his family, like Camelot.
The dancing was nice. It was neat when the audience learned a dance. That's funny, in Annie, the lead girl said she had to take singing and dancing. I think someone mentioned Sweeney Todd on the show yesterday! It's a show where actors learn to be singers and sing for the theater. I was feeling unwell when it came out so waited for the DVD.
Wednesday, November 12, 2014
Don't get me wrong.
I won't fight if you wanna do something to someone else you did to me, but I think that I had to suffer a lot in my life.
Problem
Why just because I was frustrated and hit my desk some but not like an animal and ended up resorting to screaming from Disney, and my dad coughed and sent a message that upset me, like that morning. I was trying to put it in the past, but they kept making little annoying noises at me, and it was just too much to this point and still is.
I know there was tension when I saw my parents, again.
I am watching The Ellen DeGeneres Show, and I saw a lady shake her head from the back with short blonde hair a lot like Ellen. What, did I get on the show, now? I was thinking I'd remember to "let Bella" have really attractive people I see but not to worry about every single, little person.
Why am I being made fun of!! for saying like Bella gets it all. My dad keeps recycling and acting like I'm bad! when I hadn't done anything! It's like I'm selfish. I mean, why hate me? You can have what you want, but why get me in trouble in the process??
I know there was tension when I saw my parents, again.
I am watching The Ellen DeGeneres Show, and I saw a lady shake her head from the back with short blonde hair a lot like Ellen. What, did I get on the show, now? I was thinking I'd remember to "let Bella" have really attractive people I see but not to worry about every single, little person.
Why am I being made fun of!! for saying like Bella gets it all. My dad keeps recycling and acting like I'm bad! when I hadn't done anything! It's like I'm selfish. I mean, why hate me? You can have what you want, but why get me in trouble in the process??
Tuesday, November 11, 2014
God bless..
TV actors.
How can they memorize all that? Now, I've been in plays, but I'm not really a theater major, which Acting 1 wasn't bad.
How can they memorize all that? Now, I've been in plays, but I'm not really a theater major, which Acting 1 wasn't bad.
Problem
I'm tired of going around having people bark at me for privately hitting things and screaming in my room. I really don't like being in trouble for any particle of dust of thought.
Am I supposed to even write more to "explain myself" and explore? Am I to sit here totally silent? People are indefinitely being lame to me for my bad week.
I don't think I had anything against anyone.
I know this is just picking at me for a kick.
What's the big deal?
Is this just another button to press for you about me?? I see Bella Thorne being perfectly happy, except she's not watching what's on Ellen.. but just because I watch Ellen and post about it online people think they can be mean to me, but that's actually a separate issue.
I don't know what you'll make of me ending up extending this post. I don't mean anyone any harm.
Something else happen that forks an afterthought. So, I was in the kitchen and my dad strongly acted like he said I was "shit." I was upset and the thought of hitting him with my cup came, and there are more details.
He also had his fingers behind his back and twiddled them, one hand. What could that actually mean? It sucks being here. If he k***s my mom with cancer, I'm movin' out. I think he's saying he's smarter, but he's not. I've lived with him, that stick on a log. I did want to encourage him, but that's how he comes out.
The purpose of this post was not to attack but to say I noticed this is getting out of hand. Maybe, not. Maybe, it will go away soon for me and if for anyone else.. I know some people think it's good I hit stuff and screamed because I was being attacked. Why should I be expected to remain sane? I'm not sure how I put this, but I said that Ellen for freaking me out with noises in my room or whoever that the feeling to curse is natural and does not stop.. I said I didn't do it, tho, but I didn't understand why I couldn't do it. All my dad would do is say I was shit in secret and stuff.
So, the big question is what of that? Well, you should not curse at people. If they put you in danger, that might happen, tho. The people experimenting on me get physical and just inject things, noises, etc., that bother me. It makes me wanna hit things and scream. I am not the monkey.. Is that point even accepted, that I'm not a monkey?
I'm still freaked out and should not be expected to apologize but do, anyway, to anyone for anything. I think you all should get on the ball and figure out it's not okay. Hope you are smart enough to know the alternative. Most people wouldn't. I am not mad at anyone, otherwise..
So, what are you gonna do with the base of the population disagreeing with your freaking me out thinking it's productive to call me "shit?" What's wrong with this, now? Just the appearance of the word "shit?" This is being used at last resort! It's too common a definition that exists. At a last resort.
So, yes, I apologize if I made anyone upset. I guess my other point is what can I do? Things are gone wrong. My parents take me somewhere tomorrow, an appointment.. I hope nothing happens. What can I do to stay like I am, now?
I think this post mainly got long because I said I thought I should feel free to curse about and unfortunately technically even at whoever put the noises in my room. I figured that was debatable to them.
So, over, for now? My blog is filled with problems! D: (I realize the smiley might seem inappropriate, but I think I've gone over that barrier)
So, sorry? I'll try to post better posts? I might go back to bed, now, too, in fact. I'll wake up and at least watch The Ellen DeGeneres Show. I watched some other things this morning.
You know, though, I don't see things as getting better. I might, but others should not drag me down somehow. The thing is there is supposed to be a service there for others to you. I guess in Florida, it's not like other places. It's not supposed to be like throwing yourself all over someone. You greet people and find out who they are and what they are like. Then, if they are worthy you give them a more servile attitude or helping attitude. It's about trying to make people comfortable and good. I find this is not true in my life. I always feel so stressed, and this is probably bad for you. It's worrying about something you post online to people like in this place, who can do things like segregate you.
So, what should I do if I don't see that things are getting better? I did not mean to act like hitting my dad with a cup, but it's one of those things. I am not eating with them, now, but usually do. I ate before. My therapist and psychiatrist don't do much. The Hope Line expects me to help myself. I didn't do it, and I didn't mean to do it. I don't like them reaching out like that and then insulting me. I can't even react in private here. "They know what they're doing." They follow me carefully, like they knew they insulted me. They are going crazy thinking I could get mad but not other people.
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Am I supposed to even write more to "explain myself" and explore? Am I to sit here totally silent? People are indefinitely being lame to me for my bad week.
I don't think I had anything against anyone.
I know this is just picking at me for a kick.
What's the big deal?
Is this just another button to press for you about me?? I see Bella Thorne being perfectly happy, except she's not watching what's on Ellen.. but just because I watch Ellen and post about it online people think they can be mean to me, but that's actually a separate issue.
I don't know what you'll make of me ending up extending this post. I don't mean anyone any harm.
Something else happen that forks an afterthought. So, I was in the kitchen and my dad strongly acted like he said I was "shit." I was upset and the thought of hitting him with my cup came, and there are more details.
He also had his fingers behind his back and twiddled them, one hand. What could that actually mean? It sucks being here. If he k***s my mom with cancer, I'm movin' out. I think he's saying he's smarter, but he's not. I've lived with him, that stick on a log. I did want to encourage him, but that's how he comes out.
The purpose of this post was not to attack but to say I noticed this is getting out of hand. Maybe, not. Maybe, it will go away soon for me and if for anyone else.. I know some people think it's good I hit stuff and screamed because I was being attacked. Why should I be expected to remain sane? I'm not sure how I put this, but I said that Ellen for freaking me out with noises in my room or whoever that the feeling to curse is natural and does not stop.. I said I didn't do it, tho, but I didn't understand why I couldn't do it. All my dad would do is say I was shit in secret and stuff.
So, the big question is what of that? Well, you should not curse at people. If they put you in danger, that might happen, tho. The people experimenting on me get physical and just inject things, noises, etc., that bother me. It makes me wanna hit things and scream. I am not the monkey.. Is that point even accepted, that I'm not a monkey?
I'm still freaked out and should not be expected to apologize but do, anyway, to anyone for anything. I think you all should get on the ball and figure out it's not okay. Hope you are smart enough to know the alternative. Most people wouldn't. I am not mad at anyone, otherwise..
So, what are you gonna do with the base of the population disagreeing with your freaking me out thinking it's productive to call me "shit?" What's wrong with this, now? Just the appearance of the word "shit?" This is being used at last resort! It's too common a definition that exists. At a last resort.
So, yes, I apologize if I made anyone upset. I guess my other point is what can I do? Things are gone wrong. My parents take me somewhere tomorrow, an appointment.. I hope nothing happens. What can I do to stay like I am, now?
I think this post mainly got long because I said I thought I should feel free to curse about and unfortunately technically even at whoever put the noises in my room. I figured that was debatable to them.
So, over, for now? My blog is filled with problems! D: (I realize the smiley might seem inappropriate, but I think I've gone over that barrier)
So, sorry? I'll try to post better posts? I might go back to bed, now, too, in fact. I'll wake up and at least watch The Ellen DeGeneres Show. I watched some other things this morning.
You know, though, I don't see things as getting better. I might, but others should not drag me down somehow. The thing is there is supposed to be a service there for others to you. I guess in Florida, it's not like other places. It's not supposed to be like throwing yourself all over someone. You greet people and find out who they are and what they are like. Then, if they are worthy you give them a more servile attitude or helping attitude. It's about trying to make people comfortable and good. I find this is not true in my life. I always feel so stressed, and this is probably bad for you. It's worrying about something you post online to people like in this place, who can do things like segregate you.
So, what should I do if I don't see that things are getting better? I did not mean to act like hitting my dad with a cup, but it's one of those things. I am not eating with them, now, but usually do. I ate before. My therapist and psychiatrist don't do much. The Hope Line expects me to help myself. I didn't do it, and I didn't mean to do it. I don't like them reaching out like that and then insulting me. I can't even react in private here. "They know what they're doing." They follow me carefully, like they knew they insulted me. They are going crazy thinking I could get mad but not other people.
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We got something to mention.
My dad should not be involved and enraptured about his feelings on the question of my existence because I don't lean on him.
Don't stop tomorrow, stop today!
If you are gonna sin every time you mention Bella Thorne, stop it today. Learn to love.
Taunting Me
People think Ellen is popular for annoying people who deserve it in how they do. People in Orlando like that. She might do it for Britney Spears. They don't seem like the same type, just both famous. Britney is sure remodeling herself.
Because she is popular for that, they are mad I got mad when she literally was mean to me, cuz it was just to even it up. I bet it's because we're younger, us younger fans than before.
Because she is popular for that, they are mad I got mad when she literally was mean to me, cuz it was just to even it up. I bet it's because we're younger, us younger fans than before.
Ugh!
Watching Ellen closely before, she seems so intrusively critical.. mad and saying, "no" ..annoyingly and really wrongly, which others know. I can say a fact and not get dumped for it. I said I wasn't rude. I didn't even call anyone rude.. I hope it doesn't come out somewhere else later.... I am NOT rude.
Problem
Why are people doing stuff for other people against me? I am not even sitting here cursing you out, but I felt a bit bipolar there. So what? I can e-mail if no one says to stop, and they claimed to like it. I already said I had nothing to do and I was trapped in a room. I don't watch movies.
Problem
I don't want to be guilty of starting anything.
Now, my dad positions himself in a weird way all fascinated about it and like that part seems stimulating when you are there and see it. He thinks that means he's helping me from being stimulated by the world, but that only triggers a hate response.
Now, my dad positions himself in a weird way all fascinated about it and like that part seems stimulating when you are there and see it. He thinks that means he's helping me from being stimulated by the world, but that only triggers a hate response.
What It Is
They are taking this girl by the hand and giving her things that I've supposedly earned and having a cow if I want them. If Ellen put annoying noises in my room, why wouldn't I be allowed to curse her out forever? I didn't, but don't hold a kn*** to me.
Contribution
If my thoughts go overboard for a slight bit does not mean you can end the conversation as me in moot.
Something Personal
There is no reason and you have no right to take away a relationship from me and tell me all of them have been planted there by someone else and just snuff it off.
So what if I was upset and hit something? I try not to do it.
They are hand guiding another girl into someone I was into when they bite at me about it. They rub it in good. Can you explain to me this is all something more than prestige?? This sounds like a grade school lesson.
So what if I was upset and hit something? I try not to do it.
They are hand guiding another girl into someone I was into when they bite at me about it. They rub it in good. Can you explain to me this is all something more than prestige?? This sounds like a grade school lesson.
I know what you're thinking..
Ellen. What about her?
Well, what about her? I'm expecting the genius posts to flood the internets and drown me out forever. You might not need that, anyway, with what I told you happened..I don't think it'll totally jeopardize me, but there's not much left.
Well, what about her? I'm expecting the genius posts to flood the internets and drown me out forever. You might not need that, anyway, with what I told you happened..I don't think it'll totally jeopardize me, but there's not much left.
TV
Dr. Phil
He made me think some things. Like, my dad thinks it's okay to keep being punishing in attitude all the time to be right, when it actually has to be partially wrong, while he's trying to be right. Sometimes, I feel he's like a magnet who wants to mimic everything I do. That's a big thing that people know is very hated. No one wants that to happen to them in that way. It's not like the kids I played with who were younger saying, "I wanna be like Christina Barrett."
He made me think some things. Like, my dad thinks it's okay to keep being punishing in attitude all the time to be right, when it actually has to be partially wrong, while he's trying to be right. Sometimes, I feel he's like a magnet who wants to mimic everything I do. That's a big thing that people know is very hated. No one wants that to happen to them in that way. It's not like the kids I played with who were younger saying, "I wanna be like Christina Barrett."
cont.
I respect Ellen as a long-time and well figure for the public. I just know that you don't have to be famous nor old to be considered something significant compared to others.
Recently, what's gone on is I was upset and screamed and hit things every day during the weekdays last week. The thing is I didn't know my parents could hear me until then. Last night, as they got back from somewhere, I hit the chair hard when they acted like someone would corner me, with whom I was already feeling on good terms with. I think I fumbled a button, etc.
I have to admit it upset me because it ruined my relationships and what went on in my life. It made me sad, but I might have seemed frustrated. In the end, I just accept whatever anyone does, even if some of them were actually wrong..! Maybe, there is a real reason behind what they do, tho, in certain things. I've been vying for other people as big Ellen fans, but they just wait behind the TV for the next victim and are probably awaiting their turn. I see things that I personally admittedly feel are ridiculous. (I forget why I just said that.. but it was about Ellen and what I just said.)
Recently, what's gone on is I was upset and screamed and hit things every day during the weekdays last week. The thing is I didn't know my parents could hear me until then. Last night, as they got back from somewhere, I hit the chair hard when they acted like someone would corner me, with whom I was already feeling on good terms with. I think I fumbled a button, etc.
I have to admit it upset me because it ruined my relationships and what went on in my life. It made me sad, but I might have seemed frustrated. In the end, I just accept whatever anyone does, even if some of them were actually wrong..! Maybe, there is a real reason behind what they do, tho, in certain things. I've been vying for other people as big Ellen fans, but they just wait behind the TV for the next victim and are probably awaiting their turn. I see things that I personally admittedly feel are ridiculous. (I forget why I just said that.. but it was about Ellen and what I just said.)
What I Watch TV For
1st off, for entertainment, Ghost Adventures, Forensic Files.
The real deal is to see Ellen.
The other shows I watch to better my behavior with the baggage I carry from Ellen. It's also just me branching out and something to do. I don't work right now. I'm not really supposed to because I am labeled as some sort of schizophrenic and my therapist is a more freakish type.
The real deal is to see Ellen.
The other shows I watch to better my behavior with the baggage I carry from Ellen. It's also just me branching out and something to do. I don't work right now. I'm not really supposed to because I am labeled as some sort of schizophrenic and my therapist is a more freakish type.
I'm ba-ack!
I took a shower and feel better. Dr. Phil is on. Hopefully, I will learn something that helps me in my life, right now. You know, I do this for the greater good..
Sunday, November 2, 2014
Apology
to anyone who was sensitive to my getting tired waiting at America's Got Talent for like 9 hours. I tried to sleep and thought I was good to go. It was so cold outside! November 2nd!
A Changed Being
I don't want to blame any person, but I was looking thru my old pix and see I turned off after I was told to leave my major.
IMDb - The Soapbox
Re: Anyone looking forward to 2015?
I'm having trouble getting thru the night.
I wanna study abroad in Australia but am depressed I am too old for the student exchange program, but it would matter who I'd be staying with. My mom let me have a foreign exchange student. I got one from Germany who was 3/4 French 1/4 German.
And that medicine makes me tired, too. I have trouble sleeping, tho, it seems, always doing something.
I wanna study abroad in Australia but am depressed I am too old for the student exchange program, but it would matter who I'd be staying with. My mom let me have a foreign exchange student. I got one from Germany who was 3/4 French 1/4 German.
And that medicine makes me tired, too. I have trouble sleeping, tho, it seems, always doing something.
Saturday, November 1, 2014
I just watched a video
of identical twins connected by their head. It's on my YouTube. I put it under "disturbing" for the sake of other viewers, as the title of the playlist.
The interesting thing is they simply receive what the other does, their brains are 2 but combined.
The interesting thing is they simply receive what the other does, their brains are 2 but combined.
You can run, but you can't hide.
You can run, but you can't hide.
I saw Ellen DeGeneres get encouraged to be all ***ed up. Let's get down and the boogy w'it! Why say I'm shit to be disposed of when you decided to have me and k*** me? A life is just a life. A friendless life is yet to be discovered..
I saw Ellen DeGeneres get encouraged to be all ***ed up. Let's get down and the boogy w'it! Why say I'm shit to be disposed of when you decided to have me and k*** me? A life is just a life. A friendless life is yet to be discovered..
"It Won't Stop"
You need to all stop this Ellen nonsense like only she deserves to live. I'm not joking about her but talking about us. This will lead to all of us suffering. Uh huh uh huh uh huh. I want this to stop. Why am I always in trouble? I know people like that who did something. I surely didn't start it. Failing school wasn't my fault, and I did have to quit. That's not my fault, neither. My parents and therapist don't want me in school. I'll ask my psychiatrist what he wants.
Deserving Folk
Someone out there is, and I do not see myself weaved over in the mistakes of my parents because my genes give me a unique family. I'm not even a twin.
So.. how's your *** life?
I found you can get an o***** and not even feel ***. I skip everything to get one.
You can't say..
You can't say I wasn't ever mistreated because you can't admit it and that now I'm not as good as I was because of Ellen DeGeneres.
TV
"The Ellen DeGeneres Show"
It was very good. I totally appreciated her having the puppets out for everyone..
I remember 1st Harry Potter. He is nice and smart, and I strive to be like him..
The girl from Scandal was so cool! Cutie! Would love to get on her good side..
The guy with Olaf was nice, dressed as Christoff. So sweet. He won the game! He got an answer I slipped.. that the African American lady happened not to remember the answer to a math-related question.
It was very good. I totally appreciated her having the puppets out for everyone..
I remember 1st Harry Potter. He is nice and smart, and I strive to be like him..
The girl from Scandal was so cool! Cutie! Would love to get on her good side..
The guy with Olaf was nice, dressed as Christoff. So sweet. He won the game! He got an answer I slipped.. that the African American lady happened not to remember the answer to a math-related question.
Friday, October 31, 2014
Like, waht?
How attractive and pleasurable is it to gurgle at your Baby Boom parents, while Late Boomers experience "all the drama" firsthand? This is an important real issue that exists that needs addressing all over the world. There is no such thing as a bad time to be born.
Website Update
Cool Terms (Words and Phrases)
link
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Words and Terms
melancholy
moody
has an issue
ardent
adamant
affection, affectionate
romantic
artsy
ardent
adamant
affection, affectionate
romantic
artsy
Modern Words and Terms
sad ("saad")
disturbed
,like,
"because.."
cool
neat
Retro Words and Terms
totally
rad
hot
man ("aw, man" or "oh, man")
Why O Why
Why did "being a fan of Tim Burton" make me lose my soul? A part of my brain has been shut away permanently. I was an adamant and ardent fan. I feel there's something I lost about making anything matter. I got kicked outta college because o'him. Or that's why it became hopeless, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory jitters around the world? It certainly was entertaining, but the world went mad. I could not stand the sounds I heard after the hurricane.
My H A L L O W E E N ! : )
I was unfortunately the only Elsa. Lotta black girls, at least 2 older guys, and some others said, "Elsa!" or "Anna!" Like, when the black girls said it, I sang the 1st few lines. The cape blew in the wind I found as I walked home. I did 2 areas, 2 hours out. I'm showered and letting my nails dry, ready for tomorrow. We had Pizza Hut and I am so addicted to that soda.
Why is it "okay"
if I have a stumpy nose? "I can still be like Ellen DeGeneres, as long as my nose is ugly."
TV
"The Ellen DeGeneres Show"
I watched it earlier this evening. My stomach hurt.
Anyway, so, I remember the little redhead from Pennsylvania. He was cute at the Texas State Fair.
The people on were kinda nice, but the one from Australia seemed concerned about race. I think I heard there are Germans without Jewish, but are they without the ancient Chinese? That and being Native American are all too common. It's the mixed Asians etc. to look out for. Now, that's "different."
The finding audience with stuff in their pockets was interesting.
The 2 ladies, Marla and Carla? were very nice. They remind me of the 2 ladies from Pennsylvania who have Ellen DeGeneres taped up at work from like 2 years ago.
I watched it earlier this evening. My stomach hurt.
Anyway, so, I remember the little redhead from Pennsylvania. He was cute at the Texas State Fair.
The people on were kinda nice, but the one from Australia seemed concerned about race. I think I heard there are Germans without Jewish, but are they without the ancient Chinese? That and being Native American are all too common. It's the mixed Asians etc. to look out for. Now, that's "different."
The finding audience with stuff in their pockets was interesting.
The 2 ladies, Marla and Carla? were very nice. They remind me of the 2 ladies from Pennsylvania who have Ellen DeGeneres taped up at work from like 2 years ago.
Thursday, October 30, 2014
Plans
I watched "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," my stomach aches, going for a jog to slim up, will write the review later! :) And other things probably. Trick-or-treating, as usual, tomorrow. Will try to stay out late. Going somewhere the next morning. Sleeping Saturday, out Sunday. Probably out Monday. Will watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," too!
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