Dr. Phil
He thinks if society says cigarettes are bad, they change their mind and say it's not. It's the same with other things, they can't say it has to be a certain way for someone else that doesn't make sense. Why don't you just stop being bad to me?
Tuesday, November 11, 2014
Contribution
If my thoughts go overboard for a slight bit does not mean you can end the conversation as me in moot.
Something Personal
There is no reason and you have no right to take away a relationship from me and tell me all of them have been planted there by someone else and just snuff it off.
So what if I was upset and hit something? I try not to do it.
They are hand guiding another girl into someone I was into when they bite at me about it. They rub it in good. Can you explain to me this is all something more than prestige?? This sounds like a grade school lesson.
So what if I was upset and hit something? I try not to do it.
They are hand guiding another girl into someone I was into when they bite at me about it. They rub it in good. Can you explain to me this is all something more than prestige?? This sounds like a grade school lesson.
cont.
What about "the real Ellen?" Is it Portia's wife or Ellen DeGeneres? She refuels using Portia. What about having a mentor? Is she too old for that? Does she have a psychiatrist?
I know what you're thinking..
Ellen. What about her?
Well, what about her? I'm expecting the genius posts to flood the internets and drown me out forever. You might not need that, anyway, with what I told you happened..I don't think it'll totally jeopardize me, but there's not much left.
Well, what about her? I'm expecting the genius posts to flood the internets and drown me out forever. You might not need that, anyway, with what I told you happened..I don't think it'll totally jeopardize me, but there's not much left.
I follow lazy actors and actresses who do nothing but prop their stinkin' feet up all day and curl up with 1 of their many scripts. They wind down and forget what they are for, for they are racists with racial impurities themselves, if you will..
TV
Dr. Phil
He made me think some things. Like, my dad thinks it's okay to keep being punishing in attitude all the time to be right, when it actually has to be partially wrong, while he's trying to be right. Sometimes, I feel he's like a magnet who wants to mimic everything I do. That's a big thing that people know is very hated. No one wants that to happen to them in that way. It's not like the kids I played with who were younger saying, "I wanna be like Christina Barrett."
He made me think some things. Like, my dad thinks it's okay to keep being punishing in attitude all the time to be right, when it actually has to be partially wrong, while he's trying to be right. Sometimes, I feel he's like a magnet who wants to mimic everything I do. That's a big thing that people know is very hated. No one wants that to happen to them in that way. It's not like the kids I played with who were younger saying, "I wanna be like Christina Barrett."
..cont.
I think I thought it was ridiculous that people would watch Ellen every day for so many years and just be normal people, I guess.
cont.
I respect Ellen as a long-time and well figure for the public. I just know that you don't have to be famous nor old to be considered something significant compared to others.
Recently, what's gone on is I was upset and screamed and hit things every day during the weekdays last week. The thing is I didn't know my parents could hear me until then. Last night, as they got back from somewhere, I hit the chair hard when they acted like someone would corner me, with whom I was already feeling on good terms with. I think I fumbled a button, etc.
I have to admit it upset me because it ruined my relationships and what went on in my life. It made me sad, but I might have seemed frustrated. In the end, I just accept whatever anyone does, even if some of them were actually wrong..! Maybe, there is a real reason behind what they do, tho, in certain things. I've been vying for other people as big Ellen fans, but they just wait behind the TV for the next victim and are probably awaiting their turn. I see things that I personally admittedly feel are ridiculous. (I forget why I just said that.. but it was about Ellen and what I just said.)
Recently, what's gone on is I was upset and screamed and hit things every day during the weekdays last week. The thing is I didn't know my parents could hear me until then. Last night, as they got back from somewhere, I hit the chair hard when they acted like someone would corner me, with whom I was already feeling on good terms with. I think I fumbled a button, etc.
I have to admit it upset me because it ruined my relationships and what went on in my life. It made me sad, but I might have seemed frustrated. In the end, I just accept whatever anyone does, even if some of them were actually wrong..! Maybe, there is a real reason behind what they do, tho, in certain things. I've been vying for other people as big Ellen fans, but they just wait behind the TV for the next victim and are probably awaiting their turn. I see things that I personally admittedly feel are ridiculous. (I forget why I just said that.. but it was about Ellen and what I just said.)
What I Watch TV For
1st off, for entertainment, Ghost Adventures, Forensic Files.
The real deal is to see Ellen.
The other shows I watch to better my behavior with the baggage I carry from Ellen. It's also just me branching out and something to do. I don't work right now. I'm not really supposed to because I am labeled as some sort of schizophrenic and my therapist is a more freakish type.
The real deal is to see Ellen.
The other shows I watch to better my behavior with the baggage I carry from Ellen. It's also just me branching out and something to do. I don't work right now. I'm not really supposed to because I am labeled as some sort of schizophrenic and my therapist is a more freakish type.
I'm ba-ack!
I took a shower and feel better. Dr. Phil is on. Hopefully, I will learn something that helps me in my life, right now. You know, I do this for the greater good..
Sunday, November 2, 2014
Apology
to anyone who was sensitive to my getting tired waiting at America's Got Talent for like 9 hours. I tried to sleep and thought I was good to go. It was so cold outside! November 2nd!
Well!
Have a good day, everyone! Sorry if I upset anyone on my Problems blog. I will try to fix it. Tired, though, and out tomorrow, possibly.
A Changed Being
I don't want to blame any person, but I was looking thru my old pix and see I turned off after I was told to leave my major.
Aw
People "know what I did" and want it back that way but no thank you. My nose wasn't as strong before. My teeth probably seemed prominent but not like buck teeth like the English. It's like I had to suffer the opposite of my dream. My hair finally changed colors.
Um
So best friend has risque mom that lets her be cool early on and wipes the world of any opportunity to feel any pleasure because it's it for Ellen, it's what Ellen says. No hard feelings, but it's so funny to find out.
Saturday, November 1, 2014
I just watched a video
of identical twins connected by their head. It's on my YouTube. I put it under "disturbing" for the sake of other viewers, as the title of the playlist.
The interesting thing is they simply receive what the other does, their brains are 2 but combined.
The interesting thing is they simply receive what the other does, their brains are 2 but combined.
You can run, but you can't hide.
You can run, but you can't hide.
I saw Ellen DeGeneres get encouraged to be all ***ed up. Let's get down and the boogy w'it! Why say I'm shit to be disposed of when you decided to have me and k*** me? A life is just a life. A friendless life is yet to be discovered..
I saw Ellen DeGeneres get encouraged to be all ***ed up. Let's get down and the boogy w'it! Why say I'm shit to be disposed of when you decided to have me and k*** me? A life is just a life. A friendless life is yet to be discovered..
"It Won't Stop"
You need to all stop this Ellen nonsense like only she deserves to live. I'm not joking about her but talking about us. This will lead to all of us suffering. Uh huh uh huh uh huh. I want this to stop. Why am I always in trouble? I know people like that who did something. I surely didn't start it. Failing school wasn't my fault, and I did have to quit. That's not my fault, neither. My parents and therapist don't want me in school. I'll ask my psychiatrist what he wants.
Deserving Folk
Someone out there is, and I do not see myself weaved over in the mistakes of my parents because my genes give me a unique family. I'm not even a twin.
So.. how's your *** life?
I found you can get an o***** and not even feel ***. I skip everything to get one.
You can't say..
You can't say I wasn't ever mistreated because you can't admit it and that now I'm not as good as I was because of Ellen DeGeneres.
Discovery
Did you ever "do something" that seems up in the cosmos?
Like, discovering there's more to being "just friends?" Like, I'm "no" because I'm 1/2 Asian?
Like, discovering there's more to being "just friends?" Like, I'm "no" because I'm 1/2 Asian?
TV
"The Ellen DeGeneres Show"
It was very good. I totally appreciated her having the puppets out for everyone..
I remember 1st Harry Potter. He is nice and smart, and I strive to be like him..
The girl from Scandal was so cool! Cutie! Would love to get on her good side..
The guy with Olaf was nice, dressed as Christoff. So sweet. He won the game! He got an answer I slipped.. that the African American lady happened not to remember the answer to a math-related question.
It was very good. I totally appreciated her having the puppets out for everyone..
I remember 1st Harry Potter. He is nice and smart, and I strive to be like him..
The girl from Scandal was so cool! Cutie! Would love to get on her good side..
The guy with Olaf was nice, dressed as Christoff. So sweet. He won the game! He got an answer I slipped.. that the African American lady happened not to remember the answer to a math-related question.
Friday, October 31, 2014
Like, waht?
How attractive and pleasurable is it to gurgle at your Baby Boom parents, while Late Boomers experience "all the drama" firsthand? This is an important real issue that exists that needs addressing all over the world. There is no such thing as a bad time to be born.
Website Update
Cool Terms (Words and Phrases)
link
link
Words and Terms
melancholy
moody
has an issue
ardent
adamant
affection, affectionate
romantic
artsy
ardent
adamant
affection, affectionate
romantic
artsy
Modern Words and Terms
sad ("saad")
disturbed
,like,
"because.."
cool
neat
Retro Words and Terms
totally
rad
hot
man ("aw, man" or "oh, man")
Why O Why
Why did "being a fan of Tim Burton" make me lose my soul? A part of my brain has been shut away permanently. I was an adamant and ardent fan. I feel there's something I lost about making anything matter. I got kicked outta college because o'him. Or that's why it became hopeless, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory jitters around the world? It certainly was entertaining, but the world went mad. I could not stand the sounds I heard after the hurricane.
My H A L L O W E E N ! : )
I was unfortunately the only Elsa. Lotta black girls, at least 2 older guys, and some others said, "Elsa!" or "Anna!" Like, when the black girls said it, I sang the 1st few lines. The cape blew in the wind I found as I walked home. I did 2 areas, 2 hours out. I'm showered and letting my nails dry, ready for tomorrow. We had Pizza Hut and I am so addicted to that soda.
Why is it "okay"
if I have a stumpy nose? "I can still be like Ellen DeGeneres, as long as my nose is ugly."
Critiqued
People seem overly critical of me because of my race. It is highly insulting but maybe on target with what should be pushed for.
TV
"The Ellen DeGeneres Show"
I watched it earlier this evening. My stomach hurt.
Anyway, so, I remember the little redhead from Pennsylvania. He was cute at the Texas State Fair.
The people on were kinda nice, but the one from Australia seemed concerned about race. I think I heard there are Germans without Jewish, but are they without the ancient Chinese? That and being Native American are all too common. It's the mixed Asians etc. to look out for. Now, that's "different."
The finding audience with stuff in their pockets was interesting.
The 2 ladies, Marla and Carla? were very nice. They remind me of the 2 ladies from Pennsylvania who have Ellen DeGeneres taped up at work from like 2 years ago.
I watched it earlier this evening. My stomach hurt.
Anyway, so, I remember the little redhead from Pennsylvania. He was cute at the Texas State Fair.
The people on were kinda nice, but the one from Australia seemed concerned about race. I think I heard there are Germans without Jewish, but are they without the ancient Chinese? That and being Native American are all too common. It's the mixed Asians etc. to look out for. Now, that's "different."
The finding audience with stuff in their pockets was interesting.
The 2 ladies, Marla and Carla? were very nice. They remind me of the 2 ladies from Pennsylvania who have Ellen DeGeneres taped up at work from like 2 years ago.
Thursday, October 30, 2014
Plans
I watched "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," my stomach aches, going for a jog to slim up, will write the review later! :) And other things probably. Trick-or-treating, as usual, tomorrow. Will try to stay out late. Going somewhere the next morning. Sleeping Saturday, out Sunday. Probably out Monday. Will watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," too!
Hurt
My stomach and lungs were hurting.
I might watch TV now, though, anyway.
Then, my dad cuts my hair.
I might watch TV now, though, anyway.
Then, my dad cuts my hair.
If a favorite thing of mine is being European..
..why would someone make it their point to be it against me their point?
Why
are people always making fun of me? Thanks, a lot. Is it because of Tim Burton and the N word thing?
Using Life
Some people use life and forget the schedule of about when they will have to have passed away.
American Blood
What do you hate about someone who is better as in nicer and more hard-working/accomplished socially if their blood is American compared to someone with no American blood?
It's so sad..
..when someone cares about me and someone else doesn't and shits all over me. That's what the people waiting for the bus are like.
Problem
People keep telling me I'm a less than because my dad is born so early on in the century compared to another dad. You can't tell me "what" I am.
Do you like only certain hair colors?
I just can't imagine the whole world having the same kind of hair.
Funny
People are addicted to their nonwhite race.. I wouldn't want to be someone just because they were white.
Website Update
How to Change Yourself
Be like Princess Elsa. Be the one to be more European like it's in you. I take credit from the middle singer here: link.
Be like Princess Elsa. Be the one to be more European like it's in you. I take credit from the middle singer here: link.
People are in on
being tacky of a generation they've already trashed to trash the people in it who think they're gonna make it racially.
Wednesday, October 29, 2014
TV
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
I forgot I loved that animation speaker yesterday about the shell with one eye with a black piece of dust like a poodle.
Today, the 1st guy I remember coming on was so astute and it's amazing. I wonder how he prioritizes.
I liked the singers and the guest singer lady with short spiky darkish hair. The drummer/s really knew how to pep it up!! I had some issues, but they seemed to lighten up, as people do, I guess..
The cross country girls were cool. One of the carried a hurt one. Now, I did cross country, too! I should scan a pic or something. I saw the benefits I got of doing cross country my 1st year as opposed to people who started the next. We were warned about our time and that nothing will come back. I didn't do it my 3rd year, 16, and just did adult ballet. I went back to everything at 17. Funny I flunked that semester. Not enough time to myself. I did do theater in the summers mostly. I visited people I missed away from my old homes.
The girl at the end throwing was good. It reminds me of me at Disney trying to win such a cute stuffed animal. I wanna get there earlier next time and win. I already got the bear for the Food and Wine celebration at Epcot!! It's Duffy the new Disney bear. It's so perfect, I got it the next time I went.
Today, Ellen seems okay. I want it to be more about her and like people who fit in with her that she likes a lot. I know there's a thing actually if you deny someone liking you tho, too, so I need to figure out what that is.. I tried making like that Twitter account to post things that would interest her, famous people, at twitter.com/Ellen3. I also have Ellen4 as things for her fans. I'm not pushing her into people, neither. I just want to disperse myself and feel that my life is a failure. I am interested in directing and making my scripts I will turn into books and hopefully direct a movie from. Then, I will not be a waste of space. So, it's taking awhile. I can do like a paragraph at a time it seems now.
Oh, the Halloween kids were so cute. Halloween is on its merry way. I will try to get lots of candy. I'm trying a backpack Trick-or-Treat bag. I have an Elsa costume that's popular on Ebay from China. It's not the real thing, too bad, but I just got it. It does drag along the floor and is pretty. I just liked it, didn't realize it was from China.
About the idea of being a waste of space. Everyone should follow their dreams and forget the things that they don't need to waste their lives doing. People should talk to others about Ellen DeGeneres and the show, too. I wonder if I can find fans today. I have another Ellen account where I can Tweet stuff for her or on my regular Twitter.
I feel people are depressed about me living by Disney, like jealous, and I was upset the day before I went once and feel that it is making people superstitious. Well, it's almost Halloween, Friday the 31st, 13 backwards. It'll be great.
I think people are trying to get their lives together. The thing is to do it gradually, working out, if they can get slightly more healthy things. Do it once in awhile or for how long it feels natural to do what. I bumped up and felt like a longer break and am not incredibly fat. I do take walks most days of the week, though, for over an hour.
I think people need blogs so they can be discovered. Their reasons for not are forgetting why they wanted one. It's hard to like get people to talk to. My comments are not always approved, and I don't really do that that much. It's fun to, though. I don't know what I'm getting myself caught up in. My blogging taught me what's wrong with me and reminding me how to write. You should also record yourself talking..
I forgot I loved that animation speaker yesterday about the shell with one eye with a black piece of dust like a poodle.
Today, the 1st guy I remember coming on was so astute and it's amazing. I wonder how he prioritizes.
I liked the singers and the guest singer lady with short spiky darkish hair. The drummer/s really knew how to pep it up!! I had some issues, but they seemed to lighten up, as people do, I guess..
The cross country girls were cool. One of the carried a hurt one. Now, I did cross country, too! I should scan a pic or something. I saw the benefits I got of doing cross country my 1st year as opposed to people who started the next. We were warned about our time and that nothing will come back. I didn't do it my 3rd year, 16, and just did adult ballet. I went back to everything at 17. Funny I flunked that semester. Not enough time to myself. I did do theater in the summers mostly. I visited people I missed away from my old homes.
The girl at the end throwing was good. It reminds me of me at Disney trying to win such a cute stuffed animal. I wanna get there earlier next time and win. I already got the bear for the Food and Wine celebration at Epcot!! It's Duffy the new Disney bear. It's so perfect, I got it the next time I went.
Today, Ellen seems okay. I want it to be more about her and like people who fit in with her that she likes a lot. I know there's a thing actually if you deny someone liking you tho, too, so I need to figure out what that is.. I tried making like that Twitter account to post things that would interest her, famous people, at twitter.com/Ellen3. I also have Ellen4 as things for her fans. I'm not pushing her into people, neither. I just want to disperse myself and feel that my life is a failure. I am interested in directing and making my scripts I will turn into books and hopefully direct a movie from. Then, I will not be a waste of space. So, it's taking awhile. I can do like a paragraph at a time it seems now.
Oh, the Halloween kids were so cute. Halloween is on its merry way. I will try to get lots of candy. I'm trying a backpack Trick-or-Treat bag. I have an Elsa costume that's popular on Ebay from China. It's not the real thing, too bad, but I just got it. It does drag along the floor and is pretty. I just liked it, didn't realize it was from China.
About the idea of being a waste of space. Everyone should follow their dreams and forget the things that they don't need to waste their lives doing. People should talk to others about Ellen DeGeneres and the show, too. I wonder if I can find fans today. I have another Ellen account where I can Tweet stuff for her or on my regular Twitter.
I feel people are depressed about me living by Disney, like jealous, and I was upset the day before I went once and feel that it is making people superstitious. Well, it's almost Halloween, Friday the 31st, 13 backwards. It'll be great.
I think people are trying to get their lives together. The thing is to do it gradually, working out, if they can get slightly more healthy things. Do it once in awhile or for how long it feels natural to do what. I bumped up and felt like a longer break and am not incredibly fat. I do take walks most days of the week, though, for over an hour.
I think people need blogs so they can be discovered. Their reasons for not are forgetting why they wanted one. It's hard to like get people to talk to. My comments are not always approved, and I don't really do that that much. It's fun to, though. I don't know what I'm getting myself caught up in. My blogging taught me what's wrong with me and reminding me how to write. You should also record yourself talking..
Website Update
Advice
I don't diet too heavily because I know I will gain it back later. The same goes with overexercising in ways I don't like.
What was once in
is now out.
Think about families with people born in earlier 1958. They won't fit in with the new Ellen DeGeneres look-alikes born noteably in the 1970s.
They have those extended, overly feeling shaped thumbs/fingers. All those Late Boomer families. I feel that I know what's in and "that I was right all along."
Think about families with people born in earlier 1958. They won't fit in with the new Ellen DeGeneres look-alikes born noteably in the 1970s.
They have those extended, overly feeling shaped thumbs/fingers. All those Late Boomer families. I feel that I know what's in and "that I was right all along."
Dreams
They were pretty dramatic. I can't remember. I had 2.
The 1st one I was worrying and concerned about Ellen DeGeneres's body being okay. I wanted to go put my arm around her and give her a hug and like hold onto her. I found myself on her back, too, still worrying about her.
The 2nd one was cool. I remember at the end I was wondering where I think Celine Dion's body guards were, a 2nd set in the dream. They were way behind, and 2 had a cannon and cannon ball. I saw the rifle, too. I just can't remember what I did. The 1st one had more things I thought.
The 1st one I was worrying and concerned about Ellen DeGeneres's body being okay. I wanted to go put my arm around her and give her a hug and like hold onto her. I found myself on her back, too, still worrying about her.
The 2nd one was cool. I remember at the end I was wondering where I think Celine Dion's body guards were, a 2nd set in the dream. They were way behind, and 2 had a cannon and cannon ball. I saw the rifle, too. I just can't remember what I did. The 1st one had more things I thought.
The Great But Not So Great
Me, Christina..
I am just a thick hollow thing with crinkling hair who remembers how to talk.
I am just a thick hollow thing with crinkling hair who remembers how to talk.
TV
"The Ellen DeGeneres Show"
That guy, Steve Harvey?, was so so funny. He made it on Ellen. He was just so funny about being black and connecting black for all ages..
The girl was very nice, as well.
Ellen had sorta a hard time. She looks stressed. She is being good and nice.
The singer keyboardist girl was outta this world. I saw her play a few notes. I can only play a few songs.. :| She should be known somehow. I used to listen to Hit List all the time, but it's so repetitive.
I loved seeing all the cancer patients.
What I gather from her shows is she brings agreeable people on who have a quaintly acute sense of humor. She brings on stars. If I get on the show, I hope if it's as a guest it will be as a star. Johnny Depp got to go on her show twice. I honestly am not the Ellen fan I wanna be. I wanted to watch before but didn't. I thought I was too late and not ready and busy with other things that mattered or not. I think people should seek out any opportunity to like improve having acquaintence relationships, like meeting people at Disney or talking online.
I think about myself and how I pucker up and give Ellen a kiss like a fish online when I drop these little notes of love. However, I feel I didn't "do the work" and that my parents don't really love me because they don't let me do what they want me to do even that would be better.
About Steve Harvey, it's like he was eying his own son the whole time. He is so kind and on the ball. We all know what he's thinking.
That girl was so celestial. She deserves a lot for what she does. She was sweet and pretty. She's just a nice person.
OK, I've been up and about and am gonna post this.
That guy, Steve Harvey?, was so so funny. He made it on Ellen. He was just so funny about being black and connecting black for all ages..
The girl was very nice, as well.
Ellen had sorta a hard time. She looks stressed. She is being good and nice.
The singer keyboardist girl was outta this world. I saw her play a few notes. I can only play a few songs.. :| She should be known somehow. I used to listen to Hit List all the time, but it's so repetitive.
I loved seeing all the cancer patients.
What I gather from her shows is she brings agreeable people on who have a quaintly acute sense of humor. She brings on stars. If I get on the show, I hope if it's as a guest it will be as a star. Johnny Depp got to go on her show twice. I honestly am not the Ellen fan I wanna be. I wanted to watch before but didn't. I thought I was too late and not ready and busy with other things that mattered or not. I think people should seek out any opportunity to like improve having acquaintence relationships, like meeting people at Disney or talking online.
I think about myself and how I pucker up and give Ellen a kiss like a fish online when I drop these little notes of love. However, I feel I didn't "do the work" and that my parents don't really love me because they don't let me do what they want me to do even that would be better.
About Steve Harvey, it's like he was eying his own son the whole time. He is so kind and on the ball. We all know what he's thinking.
That girl was so celestial. She deserves a lot for what she does. She was sweet and pretty. She's just a nice person.
OK, I've been up and about and am gonna post this.
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