Wednesday, September 3, 2014
Apology
I see some of my wording was off before. Hopefully you'll catch the change here, at least, if I don't go back and reconstruct part of the post to point it out there.
Topic
I don't want a parental connection with my dad, insofar as he is rather sick and gross about some feelings behind my back. It doesn't mean I don't want any relationship. He thinks he knows what I need and supposedly he got me even kicked outta college. Then, he took advantage and made it seem gross. It feels like being m*****ed. I don't f***in' need him. I don't need that much affection from him like that..
What are your parents like? Isn't that what you get from your mom? It's already been established I'm more white than him, like as a person. I don't want to be his situation like that. He can't *** control me.
If you're too immature to talk, you might end up m********ing.
What are your parents like? Isn't that what you get from your mom? It's already been established I'm more white than him, like as a person. I don't want to be his situation like that. He can't *** control me.
If you're too immature to talk, you might end up m********ing.
You better stop.
You think you have some romance that I'm not cool like Ellen but some saucy shit girl to elder men.
Are you people insane?
Why are you at me at all? You should have never bothered me or hurt me massively. What is this shit?
Well
I posted it nicely. I am feeling laughed at. I said I wouldn't be mad.. I do think it's wrong. If I didn't think that, what would that mean?
These Nasty People
They act like me and my family for some reason deserve to die as an excuse for their racial uppitiness with their own race, like that presenting oneself a certain way is everything, even if nothing bad really happeened. Like, oh, race, what, it doesn't matter, I'll get you as the wrong race by acting weird.
Everyone is saying..
..Ellen thinks I deserve to die. I'm tired of her double messages and pretending she didn't insult me only to bring it up again like she's looking it from different angles. That's all anyone thinks she does or is doing to me..
Ugh!
I was thinking of laughing with servile Latino men in my college theater class, and I imagined Ellen DeGeneres worrying she'd have to do that so rebelling and asking if I can do that. Mistake!
I wanna talk
about this:
So, my mom has breast cancer, and my dad's sister is really worried, the older 1. I don't know why she's visiting us so much, when it's just peace and quiet my mom needs. She zoned me out when she was in school.
People think Ellen DeGeneres rightly gave my mom breast cancer. It must have been out of her hands, meaning she didn't cause it. Ellen wouldn't be as good at the things my mom were raising me than her solutions to "what" I am from my dad's side. I just said she wouldn't have the same influence on what she thinks is better. I didn't block suggest anything, like everything is 1 thing or another. Life's more complicated than that.
I'm just wondering about Ellen DeGeneres wishing ill on me. She probably is only concerned about herself succeeding cuz she has to work so hard to keep her position, or job.
What if she did cause it by accident? It could have been caused by more than 1 person.
So, my mom has breast cancer, and my dad's sister is really worried, the older 1. I don't know why she's visiting us so much, when it's just peace and quiet my mom needs. She zoned me out when she was in school.
People think Ellen DeGeneres rightly gave my mom breast cancer. It must have been out of her hands, meaning she didn't cause it. Ellen wouldn't be as good at the things my mom were raising me than her solutions to "what" I am from my dad's side. I just said she wouldn't have the same influence on what she thinks is better. I didn't block suggest anything, like everything is 1 thing or another. Life's more complicated than that.
I'm just wondering about Ellen DeGeneres wishing ill on me. She probably is only concerned about herself succeeding cuz she has to work so hard to keep her position, or job.
What if she did cause it by accident? It could have been caused by more than 1 person.
I will never listen
to if you think my dad is okay with saying I should be in trouble. He should not be in my life, I order a divorce! I mean, I like having fun, with him.
What kind of trick is it
to tell someone they can't even talk but you can do something to them?
The only thing I got was image and quality of the post.
The only thing I got was image and quality of the post.
Mistake
You just wanna see younger kids pleasured and smile at it with younger people as parents. I don't want any parents if it has to be certain people of an older age. I'm doing fine already. My dad is the big brother.
Tuesday, September 2, 2014
Actors and Pop Singers
remember their craft heavily. Others, it's gone with the wind, more. As far as style goes.
Well, I'm awake!
Hope everyone is having a bright and blue day! I have no clue what happened last night.
Want to know something pathetic?
Where I used to live compared to where my cousin and aunts live, for my cousin who was always in trouble her happiness is a playground away or whatever, but I lived in Daytona Beach, Boca Raton. I am proud to have 1st existed in Pompano Beach, yes not far from the shore somehow. I was always very good.
Florida Homes?
"Buying the Beach" is on. It doesn't look as beachy as I'd have it. It's wood-themed. It feels very middle-classed.
Worried
I didn't get to see my Gramma, and people might play around by like unusually doing something about what didn't have to be done, but then that'll be "why."
I believe
I am being spoken to, honestly I think maybe by Ellen, in secret message through my parents..and she gets a kick out of wondering if what happened was because of something I did and thinks, "See, that's it." Well, that's not nice, even if you didn't do anything bad in doing what you did but bothering me about it to tie it up. I mean, making fun of me wondering what they're telling me. I am not bad and didn't do anything. At the movies, people were really bothering me. I did stop, so maybe it wasn't perfect. It's how I act, but that's not a good thing to do. It's just stupid, really. I mean, why do they deserve to feel the reverberations of their satisfaction?
Monday, September 1, 2014
From what I understand..
..I wonder if that picture of Britney Spears with her fam and kids.. like the girl was in on something I used to be, and if Ellen DeGeneres knew then she'd be against anyone in LA doing anything like that, but that also would mean she's not good enough for me.
Does someone have a serious, skittish issue?
Why are you playing around with things in my world? Who lets you complete this task? These messages are mean, and it's *** you are able to do it. I am 28 and you all are just attacking me like I can't succeed, like you're jealous and kidnapping a star. My energy is drained of, and even when it started my talents dwindled. Stop telling me I can't do anything now. You're just bothering me. I did not do anything bad. You're just, like, ***. What else can I say? Even as I write this, you perturb me and turn me off.
Why think
all people born around 1997-8 are right automatically in a certain way generation-wise without "the contest?"
I even know your mistake.
It's if I'm not perfect or do something when I think it's okay only when I'm mad and being hurt.
I stomped my hurt leg by accident. It has 2 cuts|bites. People started bothering me, so I kept stomping. I haerd a loud noise and did it again.
Ya'll don't deserve what you have.
I stomped my hurt leg by accident. It has 2 cuts|bites. People started bothering me, so I kept stomping. I haerd a loud noise and did it again.
Ya'll don't deserve what you have.
Drunk
for an older guy now to have before said that you can rub in to someone with an older dad and|or mom that they have younger parents and are younger and therefore deserve the attention from the "cool ones" and that they are nothing to us.
Mistaken
I didn't do anything to deserve this, people put evil in my head and I think of it sometimes.
Problem
My dad wants me not to have my precious Chinese-Indonesian mom but thinks other younger people can have moms her age cuz they're younger like she's not as old as he is.
Problem
My dad gets ticked with me all the time, and sometimes good things happen to me. When this coincides, he thinks it's serious enough he can just take anything away. Problem is I didn't do anything and I'm 28. That's rather suggestive of something inappropriate in different ways.
I found that my submitting to things existed of injustices equal in situation with blacks. This made me know that I was dealing with things that I only found out were wrong if I got really hyped up.
I found that my submitting to things existed of injustices equal in situation with blacks. This made me know that I was dealing with things that I only found out were wrong if I got really hyped up.
How do you feel about
people wearing glasses for fun or just because I said something bad to Ellen but was sorta fooling but sorta mad?
Me Singing
Hymnal Medley
Record music with Vocaroo >>
the soft shoe- not that great but shows something
Audio recording and upload >>
Record music with Vocaroo >>
the soft shoe- not that great but shows something
Audio recording and upload >>
Wow
Yer mom did it for you. I know she's Italian (and Irish.)
Like, wow, did my eyes just pop outta my head? Gotta make it, eh?
Like, wow, did my eyes just pop outta my head? Gotta make it, eh?
Bon Voyage!
Ellen DeGeneres has a typical nose like Bella Thorne. I don't want a nose like that, anymore. My nose has a more smooth and basic shape.
>>> this
Josh Groban - eek! xp
>>> this
Josh Groban - eek! xp
Saturday, August 30, 2014
Help, I need help.
Ever since I got really upset once and actually hit things, like my sofa, in my room, my aunt's been traveling to see me and does not seem to be doing well. I think she has done it like 4 times as of soon. I think she is trying to make me feel uncomfortable, incessively. She's with my Gramma and will only be here a couple hours this time.
I realize this is inappropriate, but that's how I ended up forming my thoughts and writing.
Also, you'd need to know, she does not claim to read my blog, but my parents know when I do this I recently found, if I scream. They wouldn't tell her, though. Some people watch me on a secret camera, though they are far from perfect. This means she is in on things like this, I just realized.
Bare in mind the sincerity of my post. WWYD? You may help me out with next time I write all this about a problem.. people these days sure don't know how to e-mail nor post online with everyone.
I am also concerned they will do something to me for saying she does this "incessively" though it is an honest topic and writing without extra insults to hurt her nor anyone.
She also has visited with my brother all of a sudden, to celebrate his success in college. I don't want this incessant feeling to be involved with me of secret messages from her, like I need a mom, because I already wanted to be like friends with her before.. this is merely an attack at her disagreements with me, not that I did anything wrong. Her changing her lifestyle is a suggestive attempt but not quite like this. I sorta feel at this point it doesn't matter and it may not be exactly "what" is affecting me. It's a "secret" message with an "excuse."
I almost used the word "shit" in this post, and I am stuck with a secret message from the experimenters that when I reach the end of a line I should think about "me using that word 'to my aunt.'" She used that word a lot in my presence, I'm enough proud to say.
I am not willing to let it get by that kids younger than me deserve the sweeter and stellar generation as their parental generation without me saying I don't have parents as much, at all. I will not be raised at age 28 by backwards people who had their chance with me. There are boundaries for people like that. You want me to be your parental figure for you? Then, you listen! You think what you do doesn't mean anything to anyone. That's all that seems to count, what you really mean. Everyone has a chance. No one agrees with this. I do agree we need to be nice to older people, but there's something about people born around 1950. Some older people have things, too.
You know, I was with a lady and her granddaughter, I'm pretty sure, maybe Italian or possibly Spanish, and I didn't shave and someone thought I misbehaved recently, and she said, "You will not watch me undress." Now, people are all over like I did something, but I didn't. My life is horrible. I like to shave, but the meds make me tired and forgetful probably.
Also, these people experimenting on my just denied me, again, like I'm no good. I can express what I think. It comes on as a splash of inappropriateness, and you probably know what I'd say.
I realize this is inappropriate, but that's how I ended up forming my thoughts and writing.
Also, you'd need to know, she does not claim to read my blog, but my parents know when I do this I recently found, if I scream. They wouldn't tell her, though. Some people watch me on a secret camera, though they are far from perfect. This means she is in on things like this, I just realized.
Bare in mind the sincerity of my post. WWYD? You may help me out with next time I write all this about a problem.. people these days sure don't know how to e-mail nor post online with everyone.
I am also concerned they will do something to me for saying she does this "incessively" though it is an honest topic and writing without extra insults to hurt her nor anyone.
She also has visited with my brother all of a sudden, to celebrate his success in college. I don't want this incessant feeling to be involved with me of secret messages from her, like I need a mom, because I already wanted to be like friends with her before.. this is merely an attack at her disagreements with me, not that I did anything wrong. Her changing her lifestyle is a suggestive attempt but not quite like this. I sorta feel at this point it doesn't matter and it may not be exactly "what" is affecting me. It's a "secret" message with an "excuse."
I almost used the word "shit" in this post, and I am stuck with a secret message from the experimenters that when I reach the end of a line I should think about "me using that word 'to my aunt.'" She used that word a lot in my presence, I'm enough proud to say.
I am not willing to let it get by that kids younger than me deserve the sweeter and stellar generation as their parental generation without me saying I don't have parents as much, at all. I will not be raised at age 28 by backwards people who had their chance with me. There are boundaries for people like that. You want me to be your parental figure for you? Then, you listen! You think what you do doesn't mean anything to anyone. That's all that seems to count, what you really mean. Everyone has a chance. No one agrees with this. I do agree we need to be nice to older people, but there's something about people born around 1950. Some older people have things, too.
You know, I was with a lady and her granddaughter, I'm pretty sure, maybe Italian or possibly Spanish, and I didn't shave and someone thought I misbehaved recently, and she said, "You will not watch me undress." Now, people are all over like I did something, but I didn't. My life is horrible. I like to shave, but the meds make me tired and forgetful probably.
Also, these people experimenting on my just denied me, again, like I'm no good. I can express what I think. It comes on as a splash of inappropriateness, and you probably know what I'd say.
Friday, August 29, 2014
Laughed So Hard
at Ellen in the ride.
I remember it was because once "the program" for her was school, and for us nothing works. Nothing makes anyone like people around my age.
I remember it was because once "the program" for her was school, and for us nothing works. Nothing makes anyone like people around my age.
Someone tell me if this is legal.
Or go buy it..?
It is the best example of music I can think of. The singing after has good moments.
It is the best example of music I can think of. The singing after has good moments.
In like 2 minutes
I read the sample prologue of Miss Peregrine and the Peculiar Children, which Tim Burton is releasing I think for Christmas.
Thursday, August 28, 2014
I watched
some of Ellen today with Emma Stone.
My, she's getting older. )': Still is there for the "kids" or teens rather.
My, she's getting older. )': Still is there for the "kids" or teens rather.
I'm tired
of seeing people just be mean to me like I'm a bad person when they're lying and invasive and doing it for their own pleasure.
Problem
People in Orlando can't get enough of calling me Asian when I don't like it. Making fun of me. Pretending to mimic me. Going around coming up with jokes.
I'm gonna look into Irish Dancing
I'm busy with my money @ Disney, though, but I'd like to know about my options.
I am definitely
still growing and developing. I don't sit in my room and read, I post on my blog, on message boards, I go out and go to the movies and watch TV, and I post on the most popular boards online.
Even if your life is messed up
The way I fixed my brother's is how I hope I can have a child with a better life than I had socially and behavior-wise.
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