Wonerin'

Did you just drop me off life and not stop and know??

It's still @ the kids in school??


Yea, I wanted to move up north and meet people..

So..

I look like my Sleeping Beauty pin..

Problem

Why say I'm irrational like my dad?  I'm a different set of cells..

Well

Ellen follows Bella Thorne on Twitter but of course not me.  We change our Twitters too much, non-famous people I meant.

Problem

I don't want musical theater.. I want something new

I just really

wanna go up north

Considering

a nice musical theater program, but I feel it won't help actually.  I just am not getting accepted.  I am thin enough.

I figured it out-

So, I am not a Baby Boomer and have to be in a college program of lots of other kids who want attention from their parental generations..

Interest

Ellen is not interested in the life I've been provided with.

Don't worry, I turned off what was on the radio..

Question

My parents look very basic and possibly general.  Look at your owns elf, don't pick out my parents to torture in the dead end.

Think @ It

All the commotion is those kids.  There is an unrest all the time.

Even

the radio is not soothing, nothing is!  These stupid kids I gave up my life for!

Did you get what hit me?

I was thinking of how people let everyone else do ^what^ I want.  I don't really interact with my parents, we don't engaged in organized activity, not like putt putt.. I mean in a different way.  Like, they are not organized thinkers..  They seem like they are a different race that I don't want to become.

So..

..Ellen is out to know?  Who wants to be my friend??  I still like her show and all, but I mean lots of people would love to know her!  She doesn't care!  I mean, why Portia??

Well

You seem to have a problem with Portia.  Why does she mean you can't like anyone else??

Scardy Cat

Ellen I don't need no song and dance but I do not approve of Portia in some abstract way no offense if that makes sense.  You do not provide me with what I need before I die.

How many people in Orlando..

..coud provide like Ginny?  People kidin

Unwanted Desires....

You keep making me feel guilty about desires you placed in front of me!

I'm toired

of my dad's secret rantings at me..like I just got the public message from someone I AM NOT FRENCH and like I think I'm high and mighty.  Why wait for my dad?  I used to interact.  This is because not only or if at all by Tim Burton thought it was in a way but essentially no..

Bored

With all my efforts no one could get me into a life in music from college and other talents like ballet.

News

Ellen people want New Orleanians to behave and be more bucked and polished socially..

Hey

Ellen howcome no one else reads and responds to my blogging?

The main point

was that my parents do not ^socialize^ with me.

I just wanted you to know

I always wanted youto sing

I thought you said

being sloppy like this was bad.  I didn't process your logic.  Doesn't have a point.  Says itself.

I found

You are making places other than New Orleans like China, private and unable to function like you.

Hey

Ellen people up north don't get mad at me like you.

Moody

Ellen I am sick and don't know when I will feel ready to view your shows without getting mad and messing things up.

So

I have a love for studying music in a nice school..

I need a good college major.

I want to sing but not just opera.

Before You Even Think About It

I don't plan to have a family now and about the future I set guidelines for different types of fathers..  I'm not getting together, though.  People I like have been too mean to me.

Almost Died

I found I might die if I can't talk to people I want and I don't want anyone I'm related to to find out I want to get close to any other people physically but not s*******.

I was left out in freezing weather in thin pants but a nice jacket, given the wrong pickup time, too..  I was convinced and almost got near death.  I had some coffee with chocolate and sugar.

I also just found Ellen can't provide for me socially, and that's what's killing me.  The people at Disney are so agreeable and free and happy all the time except people were stirring things up and making things impossible I just know it.

I said on Twitter I wish to be in movies but not a star now.  I need money.  I am not provided for.  I would like to see my cousins up north.  They are open to me and know about me.  I don't need famous this and that Ellen and whatever.

There's more, I just forget.

Also, I will not put up with any family members of friends, so plan not to meet.  I was saying I wanted a life like others have.  Oh yes, in the end you have me dead.  I have no money is my problem.  I need to make it.  My aunt doesn't even talk to me much anymore..

If I didn't hold my backpack, it'd fall.

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popcorn more?

Light Chocolate Chip Cookies

I guess

some people look up to ME and not the other way around

Funny Thing

So, people like me!  Ha ha!  It seems in a way for some I must meet to not meet.

I guess..

..my friend was a good American with significant English heritage from both parents.

Update

New Text Box

YOU SHOULD HAVE STUCK TO AGE

.. OF THE PERSON

Prejudices

It's okay if everything isn't that way.  Are you more interested in a friend I have with parents who are super older than her?  I had to have a laugh if it was just because you didn't want to admit you didn't really care.  Also, I'm being picked at for having European heritage and like it should "go" to her.  LOL?  Well, I guess you are bad and using it as an excuse.  Me having a 3rd World race does not make me a show-off.  I'm that and American.  NO EUROPEAN GLORY.  I'm scraping by.

Cont.

Well, my room is cleanER.  I just hope that I can finish my laundry soon.  You know, I can't do it on the weekends.  I can iron, though.  Got 2 huge piles of clothes somehow.  I wonder if I'll get some done tonight.  Okay, Ellen, see you Tuesday??

Wah!  So, how often do you watch her and do you watch her??

When will I catch up

with Ellen?  Maybe, I don't wanna get mad.  I have to wake up early tomorrow.  I hope I watch it while I wait to go.  I missed Thursday, Friday, Monday, Tuesday, today.  Do you thinks she is mad?  I managed to do some things for myself.. (chores.)

New Videos

New Videos of Me

3 - 5/10 - Rainy Days and Mondays
4 - 5/10 - Rainy Days and Mondays
5 - 5/10 - Top of the World
6 - 3/10 - Angel of Music

Me Talking

Well

Time for lunch!!

Disney

I didn't scream on Space Mountain.

I did on Dumbo and found I could not lower my car.

Update

I put up another old Facebook.

Something Came Up-

So, I was wondering if Richard Carpenter likes to go along with things.  I was trying to see why that tagalog was so upset with him, and he just kinda gave in from other things though in and of itself didn't want to.  I was interested so watched it again.  He isn't quite like a reserved British family, more social and engaging like Tim Burton but more private.

Snail Mail

Dear Richard Carpenter,

I have started to become an avid fan of you and your work and performances..

I was wondering how you get to sing with you, those performances you've been giving lately.  I understand if you wish to not respond but was just wondering.

Go to this site - - if you want to hear my singing, also your music, an unlisted YouTube video pasted to this site..

Thank you very much!

Sincerely,
Christina Ann <3

Update

I list my videos on my website.

Also, new page.

New Videos

New Videos of Me Singing

1
2 

Slideshow of Good Midnight Snacks

Healthy Midnight Snacks

Website Updates

IMDb

Johnny Depp


Wow! I didn't know she wanted to be committed to him by marriage. I don't. I am a polybisensual. Wish he'd marry me into the family or I was a friend of Lily Rose, but you can tell I am older than her so maybe not but younger than her mom by a lot. Wouldn't anyone like to know them??

Does anyone know why they are together? Is it just for Johnny Depp's popularity like we thought with Tim Burton and Helena Bonham Carter? She looks too young to marry and too young to marry him. She's still like a kid almost or teenager.


I've already made a decision to be famous and if I were to meet lots of people and not get married nor have kids until I become too old for people to care about me, like 40, if I feel old enough, which I expect to dedicate myself to people who are not in my family, as well..

I know, though, like we're following the romantic lives of certain individuals in the public eye.

Also, we all can see the message that famous people think they will always feel as substantial and feel that they did the right thing and therefore seem to look as happy as before whereas all other people who are not famous don't.

Off Schedule

I'll watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" in good time, I'm behind on laundry and have a full week's schedule almost.  I was able to complete a lot today.  I'm making my website now.  So, Ellen, sorry, I will try to catch up, I also feel sick from cookies 1 day.  Everyone else, have a great time watching the show if you watch it!  I lost 2 days 1 week, 1 the next, and now I lost 2 so far.  Hopefully, I'll be awake tomorrow.  Plan to wash laundry and other than that I don't think I'll be able to finish all my laundry.  I cleared my room some.  I lost my Wii, might have to buy a new system sometime.  I have $80+ right now.  I'm just not in the mood for serious TV.  I might have to work out later today.  I'm working on my website for fun, want to get back to watching that show, not sure what she thinks about how much we watch it.  I try to write summaries on it.  I changed my blog, so the tag doesn't include it all from previous blogs.

New Videos

New Videos of Me Singing

What will I ever amount to?

I'm Charlie Brown!

What do you think on this interesting thing?

Chloe Grace Moretz is alive in the fantasy, in a good way, that she's Ellen DeGeneres just because Mamma is a Southerner.

What She Is

Does Ginny know Orlando is shit?

No, Ginny is not, though.

I thought..

..Ellen was nice and smart, like people say I am.

Theraputic Talk Now

Just tell yourself Ellen is wrong to push in "what" you did.. when that's not the way it should be.  I feel very bullied just because I also cursed.  You sure don't do that to big, burly men.

Back

Well, I got back from the group.  Nothing much to be eaten.  Wanna watch TV, maybe rest 1st..

That group sure was funny. Some worked, some play video games.  1 wants me over to dance and I said yes.  I think someone else wanted to contact me.  We got everyone's info.  It'll be over in May.  Another is like February to April.  Then, I volunteer, unless I make it as Tinkerbell and lose some weight and cook some healthier food.  I wanna cook breakfast and dessert, too, which is a downfall.  The vegan recipe wasn't as tasty.  It was okay to eat, though.  I just am afraid of getting cancer.  I don't eat vegan a lot now.

Nitey Soon

Still doing my nails, though.

Mobile

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link

I took a break, too.  I was a singer with great potential in 2004-2005 when I started college in music.  My life became a monitored sort of experiment..  I grew lazy and unable to succeed in school.

Since I was tricked online to being hated for something stupid.. I started posting my karaokes I started to record.  It gave me something to do, if you will.  Now, I label all my videos with a note that I didn't know if it was legal, just in case.

You do seem like a nice-looking girl with music in her heart and soul..  I was more of a prodigy than a musically inclined personality, if you will.  I was asked to do different things but not like all the time like I was also in band a lot.  I went up north to an organ workshop for teens and we all laughed at every other instrument.  I was kicked outta singing in college for being shy, too.

My dad is like that I guess, doesn't set me up to be a winner but always wants to be there to stimulate me, though I grew up being picky to his touch..

I know my dad lets me talk about him.  He was a champion in martial arts, was in the same event as I think either Bruce Lee or the other world famous martial artist, Billy Blancs?  I think the 1st..  He had a band where they played popular music and he was rhythm.  The funny thing is I'm learning the notes 1 by 1.  He sings alone at least now I know, started up again around 2000 I think.  He acted like he wanted to start piano when I did, hope he does.. if he really wants that.  :/

Yes, I am hoping to go to college even if I'm famous to study opera, which is 4 years, sounds like fun! though I'm too old now.  There is also dance, which I think I will do.  Ballet.  It will broaden the options I have in what I do I guess..  I'm also trying to get famous in a movie via Explore Talent and local agencies if they accept me ever..

I'm a pretty active singer and could outsing most anyone or at least used to.  Mindi doesn't seem to be interested in singing so much as enjoying having a talented, loving dad.  His family does seem warped.  I could not imagine being related to them.  Obviously, saying so, I am still a fan.  I think my parents just wanted me to be a good weight and size with neat hair and no attitude.. I was pretty slender.  With my brother around, though, coupled with nothing to do, I seemed to pop my belt buckle.

Well, I started being active ever since I could remember.  I wanted to sing when I was 5 and got to do so at 7 and was in choir|s most of my life and some band with keyboard skills..

I did some private lessons including a year at college.

I didn't know opera to be angelic until now, too..  :|

I think Mindi would be a good friend and she'd probably be happy on Twitter.

Being Good

Ellen can tell us to be nice to others and accept their fallbacks, but maybe we can at least put Ellen under the proper label, whatever it really is for those who are good..

STOP

CURSING MY FUTURE BABY

STOP

THAT IS NOT MY BABY

Stupid

Why won't anyone "cast" me?  Oh no, that looks like something my dad did to who was flooding me with insults who I don't like in that way that much.

Problems

My mom won't stop sending messages, talking with her noises!  Even when I'm in the garage!  No that friend is not nice.  Stop hitting me up like that!!  Get that outta my life!!

Foreign Language

We have to take 5 or 6 classes in a foreign language.  I choose German over French.  I feel German is more of a base language.

Hmph

This sucks.

Problem

Wow, Ellen, you just wanna hurt me for talking about how you hurt me and I don't hurt you?  You think I hurt you.  And I'm not being sarcastic like other kids would think everything is not okay to say cuz they're gonna lose socially..

Problem

I have this old friend who acts like you shouldn't say anything and has a younger dad.. which I like younger dads.  I think ya'll are following this message.  That's not okay.  You even let the English say to "get something out."

People

won't stop going around trying to arouse me!!  What are you some kinda joke?  I mean here in Orlando and people like Ellen!!  I didn't say she had to stoop low into my crap I get from ya'll!  No one "needs" to read my blog..

Should I arouse you just because I can?

Auditioning

Why don't casting directors "want" the auditions directly from the auditionees?

I wanna go here

http://www.bw.edu/academics/conservatory/academics/2013%20Voice%20Performance.pdf

What to Do

Chores?  Lie down?  I will watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" after I exercise when I get back to town.

New Photos

New Photos of Me

Auditions

I don't know if the Tinkerbells are for the parade because they are casting Ariel and not Snow White I think now in 1 of the auditions together.  Next week is Tinkerbell.  I need to diet better.  I need to cook.

Breakfast

I had a bunch of Chips Ahoy! chocolate chip cookies and some fat free Breyer's vanilla ice cream and Nesquik I think chocolate powder.  I tried my sammich but ick.  Tired of wheat bread for sammiches.  I need a dinner for my lunch.  How will I lose weight?  I go to a support group this evening.  Maybe, I'll work out after.  Tomorrow is nothing so I can do my ironing then.  Gotta reserve a ride for Disney, unless maybe I'd be too tired.  I might skip this week.  Save up my money, go to the mall.  I fell asleep with Hitler on.

Contrary to popular belief..

..more people should be more like Ellen DeGeneres.

I'm getting the rights to sell..

.."Both Sides Now."

BLEH

I realized I shouldn't worry.  So what of this silent thing going around with Ellen the blonde where we destroy ourselves by putting us into too much contact to people, people who are changing us in ways we don't want.

More?

A messenger pseudo Ellen keeps being cute dropping in more messages that hurt my feelings quite a bit or too often.  Don't you think this is ridiculous?  She won't leave me alone, and she's starting to round up other fans and not let me be involved.  I mean she probably is.  That's fine, I have other things to do, if that's the case.  I want Ellen to have fun with teens.

I got something annoying, my background changed and a browser there isn't even open.

Ellen may not really care.  That's why she doesn't put teens on her show.  Maybe, she thinks they're stuck up, but I like them.

BLEH tired

I'm not a weirdo and do not appreciate people being mean to me where I can't get them to stop.

Mad

Ellen may have told a stead to affect my body when talking, my mouse arm.

Problems

I didn't have a remote yesterday and the internet is slow today and I'm actually going somewhere tomorrow..

STOP

I am not a baby.  My mouth closed up and finally the post was made.  I told you I didn't want to be in this experiment.  You are rude and claim not to affiliate any need with me.

My lips - hey what was that - closed up on each side.  ':[

I see..

..on IMDb they are getting rowdier.  An African-American poster is trying to mirror younger posters to be black in a bad way.  Is this the kill for Ellen?  I'm serious.  I'm not saying it to feel the effect.

I guess..

..Ellen is an adult now.

Wow

Wow, Ellen, you sure make for a cute baby!

So Sorry

If I hurt you Ellen, you probably have enough problems already.  People are hard on you.  You're perfect and sweet.  Take it easy?  What is it, is it Mamma?

Now..

..my internet is so slow sometimes.  Golden Globes keeping more people up?

What if..

..I accompanied Mindi Carpenter on Titanic?

Would you say I was..

.. ^good^

Astute to my sanity from alcohol, a non-smoker, someone who doesn't even have any friends cuz she's so goody good.. so on and so forth????

Yay

I lost my appetite for chocolate chip cookies!  On my way!

My remote broke yesterday..

..my dad traded remotes.

I find this highly degrading.

Wow

Wow Tim Burton we need to get it out not magically get stupid.