So Sad

The dogs on TV that have been mistreated.

Update

I added a favorite song to my website.

I just bought

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https://www.archetypes.com/christina-barrett

TV

I saw "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" earlier this morning and thought it was so cool to see all those ladies! Martha Stewart and the 2 similar Julies. From last Wednesday.

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I .. let it go .. let it go

but probably want to hear it again.  I was so sad.

Muusik Muuusik

Because of my sensitive hearing, I thought I heard low rapid knocks while I lay on my couch, like they were magic.  If you really loved doing music seriously, it is probably possible that this could happen to you.

Problem

Thanks, a lot, Tim Burton, I have to avoid being around my family.  You're just setting it up that way.  My mom'll randomly bring up insults from people.  Are those real??  What is your big idea, whoever is doing any of this?

What'd everyone eat?

I had a deluxe burger @ an ICE exhibition, @ a hotel, and it said you could add bacon and mushrooms.

New Height

5'5

Also

She might be out partying a lot!  Wonder if she'll still be there, hope she has fun.

So guys

hope Ellen is having a good holiday with mammy etc.  =]  guess we'll see after new year

New Photo

New Photo of Me

Wow, what upset this pathetic holiday?

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Sorry

if anything is hanging around I said that offended anyone..

New Videos

New Videos of Me Singing

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So.. how'd it go?

Would you rather have a loved celeb be mean to you or not talk to you instead?

Why is..

..my name Christina?  Everyone hated me and thought I was a robot, a Chinese robot, too.

Hm

Ellen, look at those cute teens, young enough to be your kids!  I hope you learn to fit in while they're still under 16!

Where was

Ellen?  In the bushes..waiting?

Edit

I added my race to my Twitter.

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New Photo of Me

Archetypes

I got that book.  It has 12 types.  2013.  By an intellectual but nice about 55 year old lady.

Now what?

I said I wasn't ruining my brother's having kids!!  Why did you put that African American lady there and make me uncomfortable?  That's rather sick..  She was jingling the whole time.. like it's okay and I saw a couple turn the corner and she didn't do it to them!  ARGH I already said what I thought of Central Florida.  Why is Ellen acting all melancholy about stuff?  This is an example of why it's not fun to follow her, she only accepts certain people.  Why would anyone treat me this way at all?  I just had violent thoughts and knew she'd be nibbling at me, though it was really annoying.  I was worried how long it was, just to stimulate me.  What about Ellen, you're not gonna do anything to her?  I'm sick of you guys and Twitter.

STOP

What's your problem?  I can think violently if I'm being tortured.  Stop trailing me!

STOP

Quit ruining my Christmas and monitoring my language!!

Zonk

Sweet dreams Ellen and all, a new day is tomorrow.. Ellen noticed that, already.

Stop telling me I made a scene.  I didn't, you were being mean to me.

Sorry

Ellen if I was upset, but I am upset in general..  The whole town attacked me.  Even on the phone.  If you did it, why can't I be mad?

(last post late)

Wow

Ellen so this is what you're used to?

STOP

How can I live?

RACIST

YOU NEVER LISTEN

STOP

YOU RED BLOODED CRIMINALS STOP MAKING FUN OF ME WHEN I'M MAD - WHY DO I HAVE TO DO THE DISHES IS THAT ALL YOU HAVE TO SAY

Wow

Go inju** yourself Tim Burton [satirically]

STOP

WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO STOP

Look

ELLEN I JUST TOLD YOU TO STOP

Problem

My mom is making annoying noises!  STOP ELLEN AND DEPP

STOP IT

I can say something and not be told to say nothing.  I just don't wanna think @ it.  I have a life that involves sleeping.

I got the message across.

Problem

Ellen, if you can't do something, then you can't do it.

Problem

Ellen, stop messing around with my little brother.  I'm the 1 who's watchin' the show, now.

IN FACT SOMEONE DO SOMETHING FIX IT  I ALREADY DON'T THINK ANYTHING JUST HAPPENED..

Guess..

..I won't be helping in the kitchen

Problem

Make Ellen suffer what she finds fun to me.

WHAT IS THIS

STOP

THEY KEEP TALKING BACK

Inconvenient and "Unintelligent" or Just Not a Good Idea??

I walked home and there was an annoying African American girl jingling her dog in a hateful way all the way home.  I think someone told her to do it in the experiment, like Ellen.  She will be mother to my age, not 10 years younger only!!  Anyway, Ellen, don't talk back, but my brother was offset ***ually because of you and his kids he's not sure of, he goes on a streak, and you all offset it cuz people are racist.  My mom blames you.  You can't do anything, you never listen, your show is painful to watch.  You would listen to someone other than me, my mom, I see..  Well, I came home and like he wanted to exchange some idea with me and we weren't like "cool" or something.  My house is not 1 of hate.  Give my brother a chance, ya'll.. Why didn't he come home happy?  A problem with the teachers?  He never listens to me.

Also, my brotehr is slicing vegetables and he wanted to slice my brains in half so I can't dream now!  YA'LL GET AWAY FROM ME I CAN DREAM IF I WANT YOU DID IT AFTER I KNEW @ A LADY WHO WAS EVEN OLDER THAN MY DAD TO SUGGEST ONLY I CAN'T ENJOY HER AND MAYBE DREAM @ HER

Question

Why does Ellen care @ mean people? Wait, what was I gonna say? What did I do? She likes people who don't talk much unless it's on 1 of her shows or episodes on TV. I don't think I was rude, not just now, too. Maybe, she is just attacking me on purpose. I am not Non-European-liking. So what?

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Why does it matter? I forget what it was.. She keeps funning @ age. I will never let her make me seem too old to be her kid and it's just to be mean. She is like 55.

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Question

Why is Ellen suggesting things that don't have a reason and taunting us @ not having kids?

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Apology

Sorry if I seemed rude to Ellen. Same for others.

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There's a picture of a boy on the bus with reddish blonde hair naked, English-looking, thought of Karen Carpenter and all the magic left. Also a highlighted brunette naked revealing some less.

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Don't Worry

Nothing beat Karen Carpenter, but I will.



Worry ruins hair.

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Is it that confusing to you.. what you think people who make a statement are not good enough?

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How weird is it that instead of even being my friend.. you all kill me saying I'm sweet, shy, quiet, and to get outta my shell a lot, too.. then how much you hated shy people.. doubting my talent now.. only bc of things like Charlie and the Chocolate Factory to pretend I'm bad?

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Staying Young

No one does anything here.

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I'm mad.

I have 3 shows to catch up on but have the holidays to do it. It's too much cuz I never feel good. I am so accomplished talent-wise and got kicked out for nothing. And I don't mean Ginny in Orlando.

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I got so upset I turned the show off. She just plays around and wants to push us. I was always considered likeable. She's taken in by little Timmy Burton. I don't enjoy her like saying I have to wanna watch something like that or something like that. I feel made fun of for someone such as me liking her. Well, actually, you see, I am gonna have an internet show and even painting my garage now..

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Question

Ellen, why do you just act sarcastic @ me? I only get mad if someone does something to me.

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I got Fructis Frizz and dry hair shampoo, conditioner, and leave in conditioner.

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Got off the wrong bus-

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Caucasian adults are so suicidal or submissive. Like you know attractive adults who are Caucasian. There's no one "all there," like as in the Cheshire Cat, for me.

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I need this

red wig

link

Edit

I edited the About Me on my website.

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I added Hometown and Where I've Lived.

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I added my size.

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I edited the text box.

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I added more info. to my Twitter bio.

What if in some way I was like my mom but with the good strong parts of my dad?

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Does..

So, does Ellen really teach people to withstand a pointless life?

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Woke Up

You might think I really miss Karen Carpenter for what I got outta my dad being born in 1950, but I get more outta her dark hair and I guess eyes..  I don't know that I'd ever want my hair and eyes dark, actually.  However, I grew up most of my life with that kinda look.  I actually do like her for being in my dad's class a lot, but he has blue eyes and it's very different.  He just has a whole different kinda world provided.  It seems just as prominent.  I found.. oh I forget.  Oh, I found that I was able to understand why she died meant people could have prevented it.  I still beleive it could have been that she's really hiding like Amelia Earhart, but I mean it only makes sense for the same reason she would take her life to begin with.  Maybe, she wanted to get away from things.  I know she may have died like a martyr.  I do not really understand other than to be amazing.  I imagine that's when Jesus died, too.  It's just sad.  I do not get why just how in some ways.  Whatever is best for her, to rest in peace.  I don't really agree with it but respect her wishes.

Old Text Box

1/8 Irish, French, German
1/8 3rd Generation Irish-American
1/4 German, Irish, Dutch, French
1/2 Dutch-Chinese-Indonesian 6-700 years

Heritage:
Pennsylvanian+New Yorker

Hometowns:
SE-NE-SE-NE FL,
New Orleans area,
Central FL + Orlando

Height: 5'-5'3"
Hair: Brunette, Curly-Wavy
Eyes: Hazel
Skin: White

Preferred College Major:
Singing + Ballet

Other Interests:
Art

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I feel like..

..people think me singing is awkward.

What is your problem!

I sang whenever I could!  Why don't you lighten some of my load and think @ why you kicked me out?

f.y.i.

When people come up not really caring about classical music nor @ their attitude, the teachers don't like them.  I hope they don't do that to make other people look good.  I wasn't on the list of "delinquent singers.."  I only stopped ballet and singing to grow and improve my acting, which is more important.  However, I've been back since 2010.

IMDb - The Soapbox

I can sing more than most people..whoops was that mean?

Why are people trying to hit a point at me about my weakness in singing since wanting to become an actor like Johnny Depp? Other than the fact he did Sweeney Todd and didn't act it out much.. For your information, it's about quality and not quantity. What will you tell all those other people who started singing later than me? I taught myself to sing after being in choir and things. I've taken lessons, which I've been respected at very much, that was 2004. And for more information, I did sing Andrew Lloyd Webber, Les Miserables, church music too, some soft rock pop.. quite frequently judging by my homework and shyness around my parents. I also had a life and exercised! That put me ahead even more to what I am to this day. Why are there people playing around with me about this so much? What's the big idea, jealous I can just "sing" and not just sit there and try to get something technically and never go beyond what others do? As for the title of my post, I mean that you learn singing and I've gotten some booty from it. You are welcome to learn to sing as much or better.

Problem

Why are you gaping at me and suggesting I can't sing?

Stop judging me.  I didn't do anything to you.  You're the 1 who needs to learn to be nice.

Why can't I sang?  I've sang ardently well since I was 9.  I've always loved classical music.

Adults don't care @ us.

They die when we're young, too.

I feel like..

..I've grown older..

So, why does

Karen matter to older people and not younger people?

You thought this made sense..

..No, just because the generation problem exists does not mean you should die.

So..

..there's a point in living.  I thought older people took care of posterity.

Do you think..

..someone nice and famous would be selfish to die or did she suspect something?

I know now he

I know how she died.  Her metabolism was pumped way up with all the food when she was at the hospital.

She could have..

..hid from society.

We can't all just die.  I know she had an excuse.

The End of the 80s Was Marked By

Karen Carpenter  :|

When people don't show..

..you learn to underestimate them.

Update

I starred off 2 songs on my website.  I -really- lost my voice.  I never said I -was- a good singer..  Everyone else says that when I sing.

The funny thing is..

..I -have- always liked singing.  I wanted experience badly. I had to do also gymnastics as a kid for exercise and later on piano to learn music.

Problem

My mom always comes in and stares at me with a sarcastic grin and like cuts in after ideas like she thinks I gave in.  I am not shit!  I am just as cute as someone with a dad 10 years younger.. my mom might be young.

Problem

Ellen wants to ultimately hurt me.

So, what is it now?

Age?  Popularity?

I found..

..my voice sounds too strained.  That means I have no voice.

I only got..

..1 chance to guess how to be good and that chance has fleeted away, though technically I was not bad..

Apparently

You need to be famous for Ellen to think you are worth something..