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Sunday, November 17, 2013

Stop bothering me.

I realized it's my other leg!!!!

Ow

My foot hurts. That person in the experiment made a noise.

My heel, I needed a cane.

SHUT UP ELLEN I SAID SO

Problem

You niggers stop getting my family to communicate with me.

Problem

Ellen does something to me if I get mad when she's mean to me. GIVE ME MY FAMILY BACK YOU CRUEL CRUEL WORLD

Problem

Stop threatening me from my mom. I told you stop. I already said you were the one who did it.

Question

Orla Karron Fallon is stuck up. I deserve more than her.

I said leave me alone.

There was a guy with a stance on TV and I punched my table when I saw 2 women being attacking @ me.

They're being annoying honks. They're liars and don't mean anything they do. They say Jackie is something cuz I'm nothing.

Wut.

If I didn't care @ my life, I'd raid T** E**** ****.

Weirdo

Ellen you're more of a PA nut I don't go around acting like Elvis.

Problem

WHAT THO ELLEN YOU FREAK YOU GONNA PUT SOMETHING ON YOUR SHOW @ THIS

WOW

I just imagined I'd m***** my mom. Let's get Ellen..

Problem

I AM WHO I AM ELLEN WHAT ARE YOU DOING

Know What

THE END

I can't do anything, they won't stop attacking me! Leave me in my life in peace!

Problem

Ellen wants to k*** my Gramma. That's why they did it.

I wanted to stay with my parents eating but ended up leaving..

I am supposed to wait and see why someone said it, but this may be why.

GET OUTTA MY FAMILY b4 we end up making fun of yours. At least everyone can see the shit you spew in my previous blogs.

Problem

No one cares @ you Ellen, you had an attitude with your mom. You can't control yourself. You're just mean to me. I can shit at you and not have you shit back!

Problem

No, Ellen, I don't wanna hurt your mom, but my parents "said" she's letting you be the 1 to party in New Orleans, so I imagined hitting her on the head at dinner.. a few times.. I will not listen.

STOP

Who is categorizing me as something worse than yourself, you weird nurse! I am not shit for Ellen, like ooh I was in Texas like Ellen. It just so happens to be what it is. It's Texas, didn't even look Ellen up, at the time.

So what?

So what if I stayed in a hotel in Texas during Hurricane Katrina?

New Video

New Video of Me Singing

What should I do?

What do you do when you're really angrily irritated?

Also, I'm auditioning for "The Voice."

Well, yes.

Why are you coming into my home and ruining my life? Why not ruin yours? I want a chance.

I know what you did.

Ellen.

Wow

Ellen, you'll unfortunately die 1 day and find you didn't do anything. Mommy thinks so, too, but it's not easy, apparently.

Problem

I think I hurt my dad. He wouldn't stop paying attention to this girl online, he's not even looking! It was because of Ellen. She is not a caring person. She never goes into anything. I don't think it's cool. I think her mommy let her do it.

She doesn't care @ us. She keeps being avoiding and like she always gets to be on a show. Well, Ellen, did you try to sing classical music?

Problem

My dad won't shut up with his secret messages.

To: ScarlettQuigley

I know lots of music. My CD will have 19 musical theater songs, 3 or 4 by AWL and 4 or 5 at the end from Gypsy.. Some of my advice to you is to be ahead of the music. BTW, the songs on my CD are not the "popular" ones. I'm not even singing anything from Cats, just to be funny cuz I like the dancing cat.

Also

Ellen does seem to claim to be something she's not, like I meant nice.. know people might talk @ this stuff but I mean what I mean.. I mean this kinda stuff. In the end, I mean, you just get she's not being nice pretty early on, not waiting for it to be 2-sided. I wonder if those people in Texas were messing around with her. In reality, it doesn't matter, you could even live in Mississippi.. Still, I am getting things like this happening, and it's taken a toll.. it's not funny.. I know it was just to punish me for no good reason, too. She's just a selfish.. like pulling these things on others. Wow, all you Late Boomers care about is your own family and no one else. Something will probably be pulled on Ellen. I don't want her hand picking what happens to me. And you Late Boomers generally just find yourselves coming up stealing dignity from kids's older dads. Selfish, you wonder @ that, I mean the way she does that, gets mean to me and changes things in my life via communicating to others around me secretly. I kinda liked it, but it was all mean stuff. I don't wanna look back and say oh well @ the secret communication, but I always asked for it to stop. It's not my fault if you did it.. I don't mean Ellen should be called selfish, but these criminal acts are selfish.. Okay? I hope you don't sit there and play with that like a stick as a dog, as well. I explained what I mean. Still, just think @ her smile, she's no well-behaved personality. She can't do this! She'll have to accept that I'm still what I was.

What I Like

I think Ellen does have a certain disposition or attitude. I mean, I don't really care. I've never even been to Miami. I am just worried it's like an exorcise and the fact I might not like that kinda stuff, grew up with a different family.

Oh yea, and Ellen doing these things when I feel bad and making me feel guilty will no cut it, at all. I mean, it's wrong and I'm not "guilty."

I found out.

Ellen really is lashing out at me, and I don't lash back, exactly. If she didn't do it this way, she'd hurt me in some other way. How am I from a remote area like Mississippi? I came from Florida.

Why I Was Talking @ Her

Because it bothered me. I thought it was to punish me, which I find extremely humiliating at 27. I don't think I need to listen to her cuz I already listen to my conscious and don't really go up to people to be mean nor do I need to just because I don't like them..

Did you notice I didn't insult anyone nor curse? My goal was just to explain what happened and see if there's a reason it's okay. She's done something like it before, too; I don't know what she's doing, but I find it kinda weird, as well. I got sorta an image of her being like that part in Carrie where Chloe Grace Moretz, near the end, is on the floor looking up at an enemy peer from school twisting her head and somehow getting her eyes to do something that looks like a guy from the northeast.. looks a bit into herself, funny, wish she did some more appealing trick, you know? I have imagined this image of others, like she looks so rubbery and into something.. like a little cozy amidst conflict and the girls in the movie looking down at her like she's, sorry to say, but like overly aroused or stimulated with these thick features and such babied expression as a teenager but not like the stereotype. ..Um, I was just explaining something, not trying to be insulting. Like, I had the feeling Ellen was into herself for hurting me for real and making fun of the experiences she caused that don't really mean anything.. just watch, she did it, it means something to her.

Dream

I remember 2 sides, and I was on the 1 that wasn't real and important but it was much wider. We were divided by like a pole. We were going up stairs. Someone left we wanted to meet. I could see myself like a monkey, but I have more the recollect I was trudging up like a buffalo.

Apology

I am so sorry I thought of those words. I got dreepy time to sleep.. xp

Problem

I envisioned Ellen taking a toss at me, so I took mine at hers. My brain is agitated. I imagined her like a rubber punching stand. I just hit her like with a wand. xp Tired but cooking more food.

On the TV

They called me their Vietnamese and that Viet that can't sing. I am sure I could sing, I was in choir for so many years and sang at home, good things.

Wow

Ellen, I wasn't thinking of calling you, anything. Someone called me Chinese.

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Advice

If someone gets mad at you for not moving somewhere else, just ignore it. In the end, it doesn't matter.

I don't care.

Even if people are having problems of their own and for me, I don't see what it has to do with anything. I was thinking @ being in Orlando, been here awhile, so, anyone who may have visited me.. I've been in Central Florida and I know where I am. I still believe in doing things for the best. ':| See, sometimes, it's for a reason, not done for an odd reason with no real reason. How can you stand up and define what you've done? You can't make up a reason, neither. That's like when I was in a plane that stopped in NYC but I didn't get out. I am even more mad she is punishing me for when I was mad I was hurt.. I had a right to be mad and have a hard life, and she doesn't.

Choking Up

I think Ellen DeGeneres is hand picking things like "Ghost Adventures." They went to a place I grew up and then stopped @ a famous place in Mississippi. I was vying for where I lived in Louisiana. I think it's simply an insult and that there's no reason to say Ellen is from New Orleans- I'm just awful hurt and don't think I can get back at her nor do I know why I should watch her show.

Guess what place that is in Lousiana? It's a special place.

Why should I have her waste time if it even helps me?

Saturday, November 16, 2013

Question

Let's be funny. Who's nicer, Ellen or me? Or, is Ellen as nice as me?

Then, who gets treated better considering where they got themselves, etc.?

My CD

I'm gonna do my CD via the social network and have it come with a stuffed animal I hope to design! }=]

Mobile

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19 Songs

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ALW

Evita
Another Suitcase Another Hall

JCS
I Don't Know How to Love Him

Starlight Express
Only He

The Phantom of the Opera
Think of Me
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Fiddler on the Roof
Far from the Home I Love
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L&L

My Fair Lady
Wouldn't It Be Loverly
Show Me
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West Side Story
Tonight
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Sondheim

Sweeney Todd
Green Finch and Linnet Bird
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Les Mis
Castle on a Cloud
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The Sound of Music
Something Good
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Mary Poppins
Feed the Birds
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A Chorus Line
What I Did for Love
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Gypsy
Let Me Entertain You
Some People
Wherever We Go
You'll Never Get Away From Me
Rose's Turn
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Lazy Weekends

I guess I just sit at my computer and randomly get food like it's Thanksgiving and I'm 3 years old..

Weird, Again..

I already touched base on the definition of border is parents. You can't hop up to me later and inform me I need ***. And how is me talking @ something indication that I need to do it? I need to talk.

Watcha Need

You aren't NY, you need NY. To cleanse the Southerners, PA is strict. Jackie is a kid.

Any Heritage..

No, when did I feel continuously good @ my heritage?

Perfection

Well, Ellen, you think that you need more perfection? Like where you're from? He he he ~ he he he.

Problem

Ellen, New Orleanians like me don't fight..

You're Weird

PA is a nice place.

Wouldn't Say

I guess Ellen wouldn't say that, but I'm getting messages "from her."

Toiletries

Can Ellen take care of her needs? Ha ha! No hard feelings.

I thought you said tha-

(NY + PA were no good for me..)

Is this Mid-US Heritage?

Remember, when you insult me, that there are good qualities, too? Is that like New Orleans?

Problematic

So, Ellen wants to make me feel bad @ PA blood but she feels good @ the good parts.. this is incredibly nonsensical/silly..

Weird

Ellen wants to be the only 1 who can whine, cuz she's from the New Orleans area.. and then acts all mimicy if we size that she's just whining all the time and then we can't say anything at all, just her whining @ her culture and wanting the creme of the crop without even touching base on the fact that her city might be good..

Fun!..

Geography Lesson

You might think you're more New Yo'ker, but the fact is I am 1 of a moral persons.. I evan have a line or so of New Yo'ker blood but NOT New Yo'k city where you belong where I don't care|like it! Just say, you like New York, don't creep up on me. ':| You are not more New Yo'ker. You are pretending to be Ellen. She is for Southern stuff, like Latinos. You can see I've been out quite a bit, apparently. No hard feelings from my part.

Tumblr Girl

http://nellburton.tumblr.com

IMDb

Good Tarts

Music Box

Does anyone know why Tim Burton doesn't make more animations after his drawings? I am on the music box site, and this music is so tear jerking. This is essentially Danny Elfman. I might not buy this. It comes with all these CD's, and the music box isn't that fascinating-looking. Also, this music is drugged, a bit obvious without ornamentation.. Not much evidence of chord progression.

These things are a bit strange, maybe cute.

Oh, the music, I mean, yea, I like it a lot, it seems to fit Tim Burton and taken work, lots of hard work..

The music isn't much to my interest. I mean, it's not that dramatic and doesn't even seem to underscore the movies much. Why don't they sell a Frankenweenie?

Tanning Skin

Does anyone really know why adults get tans? I think it's really, ultimately, more because of teens who used to tan. Best to be fair so you look more stimulated .. I mean still go outside and get fresh air but wear sunblock. I mean what question is there to ask? It was a trend.

Lecipe (Recipe)

link

AH

I want a tart for breakfast!

I won't have a life.

My kids will, but Mommy won't, and who knows what else @ this, not as much of a life in New Orleans as others.

These People, These Faces

Did you know I put out killer effort supposedly each time I try to think I'm from New Orleans? Why does everyone from there want to be from there? What about the rest of the U.S.? That has nothing to do with it. Pretty much, New Orleans is sorta .. it goes to them. I never get the ghostly blessing. What happens to people who go there from Europe? Isn't that supposedly a hi class? How do I find out? I guess look Britney Spears and Ellen DeGeneres. All I can say @ that is I'm from Florida, SE + NE, and I lived in Slidell, which is probably more New Orleanian, in the end. I can see the blessing settle on Ellen, but she's not full-blooded New Orleanian, which is why she probably is famous, herself, has another side to her, seems not to have participated having a dad from outside the U.S., though I find it more open though maybe not as compatible. Still, I believe New Orleans is more European, so that's different.

Muuu sik

Funny, I thought I was recruited into music, now I'm kicked out after? Maybe, there's just too many other singers out there. I think I'm the most of a musician.

You know, once you're out, you're out.

I did get some sort of joke. You think I'm an actor and have no voice. Try not talking nor singing for 5 years of your life, like someone who can't do ballet, anymore.

You can't be serious. I have lost my conversational skills, in the process. I think you're just being uncommunicative, whoever.. I stopped singing to rest and develop other assets of my personality. I just wanted to get away from the world, you might say, haha just realized what that sounds like.. I wasn't like healthy and well-rested. My life became an experiment. I had big plans for my singing and ballet. I stopped so I could become a normal person physically. I had my dreams but could not afford them. I wanted to do ballet and singing.. be able to play organ? I mean, you only have to practice so much to be able to do something, but to compete is different. A ballerina who's been a regular can go back, but 1 who starts late is out of hope. I'd say the same for singing, and I'm a singer.

If you're just bugging with what I posted to Miley Cyrus & @ Britney Spears.. I didn't mean any harm.. it may have just seemed possibly suggestive and I think made you antsy. I don't know what to say @ it, now. I can take it back..

Processing

I just don't have it in me to process that kinda stuff.

Oh, and..

..no, I didn't say anything

Furthermore

I don't know what was wrong. He just seemed to want me to do something perverted.

Tonight

Not trying to get nasty thoughts in my head, but my dad did something and I just didn't find it a pleasant thing to have happened, but he seems to have something to pick at with any little thing. I just was like no .. that's not right .. ugh .. you know?

Friday, November 15, 2013

Nitey

Going to be dsoon..

Just bc you're famous doesn't mean you are better as a person. Being famous is totally separate.

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My dad is as untaken aback as a black person, like is silly.

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Africans in particular seem to have dark indents like the 80s.

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Being Colored

I like colored racially but thought we all had strived to change to be as fair as we could, maybe because they look more complex underneath. So, it's not like we don't like it. What @ being Indonesian? or living there? I have yet to see an Eskimo for sure with a big nose and not a puffy face like they usually have.

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I could never party like the people actually in new Orleans. Why the people so casual outside'a the city? I am from Florida, and part of my family is New Yo'ker..

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Mobile Soon

may or may not post

Sorry

Seems I lost control of myself. I feel better now, however.

Nitey

Soon

For Her

I hope Sarah Brightman to me is doing this space thing for her.

To Be Polite-

I think she's become a diva. To explain, I mean, she thinks she's like a legend. She may have a kind side, but this may be so. I lost my trail of thought.

I mean, like, she won't be impressed by anything. We'll have to wait and see. Maybe, she finds herself on top in fame. I'd like to be a singer, wish I Was, though.. I just wanna win singing with her because I am such a talented singer and musician. I'm just saying I feel cheated on, that I don't sing, but I mean I do, I'm just saying, like, I don't have performance experience. I feel I've drilled a hole in my soul for singing.. not maybe to a crucifix in that reason. I did not do singing privately since some age as a child cuz I was learning in choir and alone, sorta like Sarah Brightman lost in space LOL jk.

xp

Also, you feel you lose it if you don't use it. I applied for "America's Got Talent." I wanna sell Sous le Dome Epais. I am doing well on my other songs. I dunno, dance.. I just am having a hard time with my life. I wanted in when I moved but I slept in in 1 of the schools too much. Online may be a favorite of mine, though. I am not sure what goes above online. I dunno, I wanna do something big and in charge. I dunno if I can sing, but I'm better than most, maybe it's my fault.