Wednesday, December 12, 2012
2 Showers
Well, 3. 2 long baths. I had to put moisturizer on my wrists, which were dried up like my supposed "tears" in the New Orleans area after college my 1st year when I thought my life became monitored, like an experiment.
Showered
Ah! 3) Still feeling cluttered. Tomorrow, at the 711, I may just get a salad and a lemonade or something and maybe a dessert. :|
I had a 2nd piece of French toast pizza.
I had a 2nd piece of French toast pizza.
Eating
I had 2 Brussels sprouts and a deep dish pepperoni pizza and am having a French bread pepperoni pizza. Now, I only have the sliced Baron pizza and the remainder of these 2 packs, left.
Busy Day
What a day! We went to the grocery store. I came back. I had a set of pita wraps at 711, a bottle of strawberry smoothie that was alright.., and an e - clair donut. $9-$10. Reminiscent of where I used to live. Don't know if they sell good pitas here now.
Then, I ironed another load, with pants waiting to dry and hopefully iron tomorrow morning. I put in a load of towels. I put my bedding on.
Then, I ironed another load, with pants waiting to dry and hopefully iron tomorrow morning. I put in a load of towels. I put my bedding on.
Tuesday, December 11, 2012
People in Action
So, I was asking my dad ... police are more likely to be killed than militiamen?
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At the Grocery Store
:)
I got 3 really good kinds of little pizzas.
Thick beef burgers, bun length Oscar..., thin rye buns, wheat dog buns, chocolate Oreos, Brussels, some pulp OJ, cheese grits, thick bacon, coconut cookies, lemon biscuits, Propel peach bottles, Aquafina...
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I got 3 really good kinds of little pizzas.
Thick beef burgers, bun length Oscar..., thin rye buns, wheat dog buns, chocolate Oreos, Brussels, some pulp OJ, cheese grits, thick bacon, coconut cookies, lemon biscuits, Propel peach bottles, Aquafina...
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Entertainment Industry
What do you think about being a stupid movie star? I kinda want to like earn money. Then, I hope something opens up in the world. I already submitted myself and was denied. I mean, it would have been fun. I would have gotten excited?
Problem
So, Ellen DeGeneres has no logic and doesn't fit in. Yes, I care that I'm nice about her, but I just realized something. I didn't say like she had nothing to say. Like, her points seem kinda like Tim Burton, doesn't make sense and is a racist defense.
I hope you feel better.
That facial wash must be a bit of a shock. Maybe, I shouldn't use it tonight. My pores are getting cleaner. I'm thinking I'll use the plain wash and not the medicated grapefruit wash. I just have normal body lotion.
I thought I'd be able to walk all last night and didn't even jog but came home dilapidated and didn't eat. xp I was in the bath a long time, though. 8I
I thought I'd be able to walk all last night and didn't even jog but came home dilapidated and didn't eat. xp I was in the bath a long time, though. 8I
Sorry?
Do you think Ellen DeGeneres regrets calling the girl from Sarasota, wherever it is, gay? I don't really feel sorry for the girl just Ellen DeGeneres. I wouldn't call her gay.
So Insulting
I was so insulted when I came to Orlando and stayed. I'm originally from Florida. East Coast, Southwestern and Northwestern and Southwestern and Northwestern, different places.. I just felt that I was like totally suggested that I was like nothing. That "what" I did meant nothing. I can see that, but it was a bit too close. It was wrong. It didn't make sense. It was weird. It wasn't what I was used to. Like, I went to college, and I was kicked out of my major and came crawling back time after time and was sneered at, as though I was nothing. *Beep* Oh, wow, Johnny Depp, as Willy Wonka. Why was that American History class so hard?
Like, I tried to go to Orlando Ballet School, and they told me to spin and said I didn't have my foot in the right place, but no one does. I mean, I know where it goes. I had gotten fat, but it wasn't my fault. Now, how am I supposed to lose weight? Got something to say, you think? Gonna accomplish something? Well, I know that that was just a sneaky way of them acting and now I'm expected to take ballet if I want to do ballet again or I feel confronted about my liking of ballet. So, I just learned that maybe you're not as sensitive if you open your legs. Well, that could be a problem. I mean, I did gymnastics, so I think I would know.
Like, I tried to go to Orlando Ballet School, and they told me to spin and said I didn't have my foot in the right place, but no one does. I mean, I know where it goes. I had gotten fat, but it wasn't my fault. Now, how am I supposed to lose weight? Got something to say, you think? Gonna accomplish something? Well, I know that that was just a sneaky way of them acting and now I'm expected to take ballet if I want to do ballet again or I feel confronted about my liking of ballet. So, I just learned that maybe you're not as sensitive if you open your legs. Well, that could be a problem. I mean, I did gymnastics, so I think I would know.
Shower
I wonder if I will take a shower this evening. 8. I'm eating at home but may get a slurpee if no one kills me.
Danger - Caution - Warning
Don't get close to me if you overpower me and I have a knife.
So, you think I'm just some mistake showing off? Take a look around.
So, you think I'm just some mistake showing off? Take a look around.
New Text Box
Desired Disney Job
✴ Part-Time Fancy Hotel Restaurant or Cleaning|Vacuuming
Desired Part-Time Job in Orlando
✈ I almost applied to be an airport greeter for Disney.
I got turned down by ✉ Sears in 2007 and ☃ Macy's Cosmetics
✴ Part-Time Fancy Hotel Restaurant or Cleaning|Vacuuming
Desired Part-Time Job in Orlando
✈ I almost applied to be an airport greeter for Disney.
I got turned down by ✉ Sears in 2007 and ☃ Macy's Cosmetics
Dreams
I had the most amazing dream. Finally, I was with these huge kinda gooey heads, like reddish blonde Tim Burtons, all lying sorta in stacks around. I even touched one, lying on the floor. I think for the 2nd time 2 big people squeezed in a box to hide in another room. I was just on the floor in this room. There was this icy person, like a cartoon of the Snow Queen but evil, kinda laughing like I wouldn't be tortured but threatening to ruin me and attack me I guess. Like, she was gonna ruin my nose, but it wouldn't really "hurt." Instead, She engulfed my arms in a huge force, and I was writhing like crazy and couldn't moved. It was so like kinda I dunno stressful and a little painful or really fast and hard to defend. I felt I was just so minisculely and so much was writhing out of this force that was attacking my arms, and I knew I would get out. Her nose was kinda like a slope that went outward and down. She was like blue and white. So, no joy, but I was happy something worse wouldn't happen and that I wasn't stimulated. So, I woke up, then, and it was similar to when I felt pain so much but not like disgusting and felt it for like years, the pleasure and happiness afterwards. So, after this, I felt kinda like someone was touching me, maybe someone who was really mad at me, my arms, like a staticy reverberation and I never really felt very stimulated, maybe just a wave of dips. My arms felt so like overpowered and disconnected. It was the best feeling and exciting, like a ride you dread yet mostly enjoy. So, it felt like that, and I finally got up.
I told you so.
Why would you want to be like Ellen DeGeneres growing up? What has the world taught you? I already decided to lay off me and blame the parents and I guess you could try to blame the kid. I mean, what are you doing? You're complaining that your kids look like me. I didn't want your kids to look like me. They're not supposed to pick up on the flaws. You did that. You influenced them to be that way. I didn't agree and had nothing to do with it. Maybe, some thoughts were thrust at me via media. How polite is that? You think I'm gonna handle your children? Through telepathy?
What's wrong?
What did I do wrong at 1st? Why do you keep coming up with some excuse, like I was just born evil and that what I do now is all hypnotized and everyone else is like who they are? Think maybe I was mistreated as an infant?
The Option to Live
What do you think about not giving me the option to live? Like, supposedly, I did something mildly wrong, but then my whole life becomes jeopardized over everyone else, like "I'm not really that smart" and it doesn't matter if it's not my fault, I'm just made a big deal over in a bad way. Then, more bad things happen, and they're not like I happen to be homeless. What's the deal? I know, for a long time, my dad thought I just had to keep feeling sorry and like suffer, like I shouldn't ever get away. However, that's wrong, and I can fight back. I mean, the question then goes to why not everyone else suffer just because I'm made to suffer unjustly I found because maybe it's okay since other people are suffering... Well, like, if you kill maybe a poor black person in Africa, maybe it would be not as bad as killing a rich white girl. What if the black person was already sick?
Ate Out
I got a hot dog at a 711 and a Sunkist, which is in my bathroom, which is clean except I need to take some things out, and a long donut with red Peppermint sprinkles and chocolate frosting. It was a big hot dog.
I saw a nice thin guy there who seemed to like me. Everyone there seemed to. I also saw 2 girls come in who were probably without heels around 5'6" or 5'7". They seemed about my size. They thought I pretty much made a statement. They were like thin and curvy with hook noses and bleached hair. Like, they were thinking, "Just 'say 'what.''"
I saw a nice thin guy there who seemed to like me. Everyone there seemed to. I also saw 2 girls come in who were probably without heels around 5'6" or 5'7". They seemed about my size. They thought I pretty much made a statement. They were like thin and curvy with hook noses and bleached hair. Like, they were thinking, "Just 'say 'what.''"
Not Feeling Well
I'm not really feeling that well. I just ironed 2 loads of laundry, hung up 2 more, and also washed the towels.
I also cleaned up the stuff I got and a few other things.. I arranged my new stuff in the bathroom.
Also, I got Dirty Jobs cleaning stuff for bathroom and multi-surface.
I found that the grapefruit acne body wash was labeled CVS Pharmacy, but I found it at Wal-Mart today..
I got princess vitamins, and they're shaped mostly like princesses.
I got toilet drops, a small brush and comb to go that's like darker aqua and probably shiny, hand wipes and to go, eye shadow, Colgate green most intense toothpaste, sticky waterproof clear earplugs and spent a lot of time in the bath, Caress body soap, this teddy bear brand with a design of wipes for going to the bathroom in a nice bubbly case, rubber hair wraps for green, the new Sheer Blonde which is for like all something but then later you read it's for lighter blondes (after I used Radiant Red for light red hair up north, I couldn't find it nor this round case of glitter for gold|platinum hair coming from up north, they stopped selling fancy stimulating body scrubs and sets at Bath & Body Works in 2007 and I saved mine for about 2 years, and something else oh yea they stopped selling teen vitamins after I stopped taking them once recently but the ear plugs are back at Wal-Mart..) and Fructis Hair Curl Gel, and clear plastic cups to wash my "pennies" in..
I got this cheap nail polish at the mall and it's taking forever to dry. I mean, it's fun. I guess I just have to make time. I'll probably get something more expensive, next time.
I also plan to get a coat rack, a big air purifier (now have a leftover scented plugin that's working well,) and a spotlight lamp which only costs $42, like a shiny silver Boston lamp. The total is $160 - $170. For Christmas, I will probably get $250 - $300. I'd like to get those sweaters, at Wal-Mart. Maybe, my dad will get them as a Christmas present. I told him I'd probably get clothes in January.
He's also supposed to get me a loud fan that I think costs $150 - $200. Maybe $100 to $150. So, that should work out. So, I have all my necessities. At CVS, I got a little air sanitizer for the bathroom, a stack of colored pill boxes to take my vitamins when I eat out at a restaurant, other things..
I also cleaned up the stuff I got and a few other things.. I arranged my new stuff in the bathroom.
Also, I got Dirty Jobs cleaning stuff for bathroom and multi-surface.
I found that the grapefruit acne body wash was labeled CVS Pharmacy, but I found it at Wal-Mart today..
I got princess vitamins, and they're shaped mostly like princesses.
I got toilet drops, a small brush and comb to go that's like darker aqua and probably shiny, hand wipes and to go, eye shadow, Colgate green most intense toothpaste, sticky waterproof clear earplugs and spent a lot of time in the bath, Caress body soap, this teddy bear brand with a design of wipes for going to the bathroom in a nice bubbly case, rubber hair wraps for green, the new Sheer Blonde which is for like all something but then later you read it's for lighter blondes (after I used Radiant Red for light red hair up north, I couldn't find it nor this round case of glitter for gold|platinum hair coming from up north, they stopped selling fancy stimulating body scrubs and sets at Bath & Body Works in 2007 and I saved mine for about 2 years, and something else oh yea they stopped selling teen vitamins after I stopped taking them once recently but the ear plugs are back at Wal-Mart..) and Fructis Hair Curl Gel, and clear plastic cups to wash my "pennies" in..
I got this cheap nail polish at the mall and it's taking forever to dry. I mean, it's fun. I guess I just have to make time. I'll probably get something more expensive, next time.
I also plan to get a coat rack, a big air purifier (now have a leftover scented plugin that's working well,) and a spotlight lamp which only costs $42, like a shiny silver Boston lamp. The total is $160 - $170. For Christmas, I will probably get $250 - $300. I'd like to get those sweaters, at Wal-Mart. Maybe, my dad will get them as a Christmas present. I told him I'd probably get clothes in January.
He's also supposed to get me a loud fan that I think costs $150 - $200. Maybe $100 to $150. So, that should work out. So, I have all my necessities. At CVS, I got a little air sanitizer for the bathroom, a stack of colored pill boxes to take my vitamins when I eat out at a restaurant, other things..
Monday, December 10, 2012
Sweaters
There are a lot of nice long-sleeved, striped sweaters, at Wal-Mart.
I found a darker, hot pink and underneath black alternating material, 1 with lace, short-sleeved shirt I got and a pink and gray zip sweater and a navy blue with silky velvetty aqua under windbreaker I also got, have 2 different kinds of blue sweaters, navy and aqua zip.
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I found a darker, hot pink and underneath black alternating material, 1 with lace, short-sleeved shirt I got and a pink and gray zip sweater and a navy blue with silky velvetty aqua under windbreaker I also got, have 2 different kinds of blue sweaters, navy and aqua zip.
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Shiny Blue Light
Such a shiny blue light emitted from my right eye when I was about to be stimulated.
Pink Grapefruit
So, I got Pink Grapefruit cleansers, including an acne body wash. I just got ordinary body moisturizer. I also got facial wash. The cream makes my face feel greasy. I'm glad I'm taking my pills again. (Vitamins.) They have ones for like mood swings, even. And sleep aids that are like more natural. So, my new one is a big chewy fiber pill that generally increases digestion that this 1 is for weight management. It bloated me and made me feel drained, but now I feel less bloated.
Dreams
I remember there was 1 where it was like a talent show where you meet Ellen DeGeneres. Someone had a boy cut, sticking up, kinda thick. There was this person who came up to me who wanted me to sing and show "her" my books, a thick brunette who I guess I found was a girl. Ellen DeGeneres or someone who seemed like her came and I don't remember what happened. I thought this person was a girl with straight hair and big round eyes, dark hair and eyes, and we saw her in high school with hair a little fluffier and thicker and like collected at the bottom who supposedly seemed the same when you thought about it.
Something else interesting happened I don't remember. I had 3 dreams. I went to the bathroom once. Seems I'm always waking up when my dad is around waking.
My last dream was kinda nostalgic. 8|
Something else interesting happened I don't remember. I had 3 dreams. I went to the bathroom once. Seems I'm always waking up when my dad is around waking.
My last dream was kinda nostalgic. 8|
Problem
All the famous people are so annoying, and so are other people, though other people care. Since the n word thing, I think people found out.
What's worse is things were bad before. People decided to fix those things, like people online hanging onto me like flies for being mean to me.
What's worse is things were bad before. People decided to fix those things, like people online hanging onto me like flies for being mean to me.
Problem
So, my dad was driving, and my right sack felt disconnected and like it went up front. I had to be careful.
I went to a restaurant, and I got the message my daughter wasn't even a cut.
I went to a store, and it felt kinda like a wound scab stuck. It couldn't move and was like under pressure.
So, with my dad, supposedly it was an accident, but then it wasn't. Can you believe Ellen DeGeneres would will that? I don't have my female thing, mostly. Then, I stayed with my dad in front of the house and I got another insult. I got the image of his fingers rubbing like to my daughter.
So, it's not funny, and I'm not laughing.
I went to a restaurant, and I got the message my daughter wasn't even a cut.
I went to a store, and it felt kinda like a wound scab stuck. It couldn't move and was like under pressure.
So, with my dad, supposedly it was an accident, but then it wasn't. Can you believe Ellen DeGeneres would will that? I don't have my female thing, mostly. Then, I stayed with my dad in front of the house and I got another insult. I got the image of his fingers rubbing like to my daughter.
So, it's not funny, and I'm not laughing.
Problem
I don't like Ellen DeGeneres's attitude. She's trying to get attention from older people like my dad over younger people and ditching us.
She makes mistakes and has nothing to say. She thought my brother and I were worthless. What does that say? It just means that everyone else is worth nothing. Then, I realized I thought that the reason was because of other people. I just realized they were all really bad. What's the idea of coming into my home and making judgements on our lives? Don't you think we have it hard with my mom being Chinese-Indonesian, and you think you can come in and take her like a prize?
Consider it you shouldn't be able to enjoy her if she's gonna ruin our lives. I don't trust this. I think it's because of the n word thing and other things. She's just getting mad at things and connecting ideas and has no point and is being worthless whoever this is and I already figured that if it's not her she should be flattered that she stooped so low as to accept it and should feel blessed she didn't do it. I've been checking in a lot and don't know. She just seems to hate the world. Isn't it interesting how we don't see how she stimualtes herself? She probably was stimulated as a child. Is that all she's worth? Well, she's pretty attractive and interesting, but I hope it isn't because she's Jewish. I guess everyone now likes people who makes statements.
Why can't you just accept it, I said no? Like if you don't stop I should hu*t you. I already said it was my dad's fault, and it is. I'm also mad at other people I meet.
My dad hurt me recently. He's coming out wanting me to be all impressed with his authority over me, though I'm 26 and just want a nice relationship.
She makes mistakes and has nothing to say. She thought my brother and I were worthless. What does that say? It just means that everyone else is worth nothing. Then, I realized I thought that the reason was because of other people. I just realized they were all really bad. What's the idea of coming into my home and making judgements on our lives? Don't you think we have it hard with my mom being Chinese-Indonesian, and you think you can come in and take her like a prize?
Consider it you shouldn't be able to enjoy her if she's gonna ruin our lives. I don't trust this. I think it's because of the n word thing and other things. She's just getting mad at things and connecting ideas and has no point and is being worthless whoever this is and I already figured that if it's not her she should be flattered that she stooped so low as to accept it and should feel blessed she didn't do it. I've been checking in a lot and don't know. She just seems to hate the world. Isn't it interesting how we don't see how she stimualtes herself? She probably was stimulated as a child. Is that all she's worth? Well, she's pretty attractive and interesting, but I hope it isn't because she's Jewish. I guess everyone now likes people who makes statements.
Why can't you just accept it, I said no? Like if you don't stop I should hu*t you. I already said it was my dad's fault, and it is. I'm also mad at other people I meet.
My dad hurt me recently. He's coming out wanting me to be all impressed with his authority over me, though I'm 26 and just want a nice relationship.
Lives Ruined
Just because we "met" "Ellen DeGeneres" doesn't mean our life needs to degenerate. I guess Tim Burton is just a joke. Ruined our lives or was it everyone else. Yup, it was everyone else. Why can't you admit it, Tim Burton? Nothing you do is explained|solved. You are not welcome.
Help!
I got the idea that my brother is acting like he's a huge version of my dad with a deep voice. Obviously, Ellen DeGeneres knows, and the idea is connected to her, though she doesn't like it. Make this stop. Things went well, before. She acted nasty after I didn't follow her on Twitter over the summer and her new season started.
I don't care about her desire for Late Boomers. She can't ruin my life. Why does she keep pushing it? She needs to lay off. She doesn't fit in my family.
I don't care about her desire for Late Boomers. She can't ruin my life. Why does she keep pushing it? She needs to lay off. She doesn't fit in my family.
Food
I feel fat, but I just had my Fiber Weight Management pill, which is huge and chewy.
I had some honey chicken and a little leftover fried rice and then white rice, which wasn't very good.
Now, I'm heating 2 pans of veggies and a bloody hunk of beef. ^--^>
I had some honey chicken and a little leftover fried rice and then white rice, which wasn't very good.
Now, I'm heating 2 pans of veggies and a bloody hunk of beef. ^--^>
Perturbed
I spend all day thinking how people shouldn't pay attention to me and then get little surprises that they supposedly do.
I keep getting messages and hearing noises planted where I am, like in my room and in my ear now again.
It's really stressful, and no one cares. I guess people just hate me and also don't think I can make myself succeed without being hurt or told what to do.
I keep getting messages and hearing noises planted where I am, like in my room and in my ear now again.
It's really stressful, and no one cares. I guess people just hate me and also don't think I can make myself succeed without being hurt or told what to do.
Sunday, December 9, 2012
Arts Training
What do you think about majoring in a traditional art? What about Charlotte Church? I mean, I've had a degree of presented training in the arts. So, Charlotte Church must have begun at @ 10. Well, I was in choir since 9 and 8. My interest in singing began at 5. My aunt gave us Wee Sing songs at 6 or 7. I asked to sing at 7. I just participated in the Christmas Choir. They let in people that age "who could read" the next year. I heard of private voice at 9. I just got in a good choir. I was supposed to take voice and piano from a young Russian brunette with gray skin but didn't feel like singing, at 1st. There was supposed to be a health club built. I didn't have time for piano. I had no more relationships.
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Doing Ballet
I did gymnastics sometimes at age 1 3/4, and I couldn't remember anything in ballet at 5.
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More Stimulating Relationships
Is Tim Burton's relationship with Helena Bonham Carter more the peak of his past history? Also, what's with people who are more European acting like it's okay for them to show off?
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No Pro-ble-em
I don't see the problem with interacting with prominent members of the community. However, I get tired when I go out with my dad, in Orlando. First, I needed to catch up on rest. Then, I stopped going out and stayed in my room. I didn't eat right but was some confused. Then, some/thing/s happened, and he started to stimulate me, as though, all of a sudden, he was Tim Burton.
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School
I'm thinking of taking American History to Present online next semester. I mean, I like movies, which there aren't as many I like. Also, this is like when people major in English to understand the world.
Going to School
What I Need to Get an A.A. in Something Online
10 General Studies Courses - 30 Credit Hours
1 Speech
1 Communications
1 English
2 Humanities
2 Math
2 Science
1 Political Science|Government
Major - 12 Credit Hours
Western Civilization I
US History to 1877
US History 1877 to Present
Western Civilization II
Total
42 of 60 Credit Hours (Electives Completed)
University of Pheonix has a pretty good Communications major, but I don't trust it. It might be the new thing since Business. It goes up to the Bachelor's level and may take a year to complete the A.A., I forget, but it's less than 2 years. You may have college credit, already. Remember all those ads for distance learning back in 2004 or somesuch to like 2010 say?
One bonus is that you can get your A.A. online and then go to a big school and have the General Studies taken care of. It's funny they don't require Philosophy. Instead, it's Humanities.
However, college is a big thing and can take a lot of time. I found I could not succeed in Math and had to quit that semester. If I quit English again, I don't get grade forgiveness. I don't have a 4.0. I have a 3.5. Humanities is a bit laborious, like studying Greek. Also, the money is a hassle and I'm not ready.
I already tried to be an actor. I think everyone should like, if they're interesting, seriously make a consideration, like I mean it's kinda an issue, like it's a big deal that some people a lot of us wouldn't mind being actors and the world needs more people to make appearances, like online and maybe get like glamorous lives and such. What about Ellen DeGeneres? She has a show and has a ride up at Disney and is acclaimed like Tim Burton for categories of things. What about fashion models, aren't they something to do with good acting?? Why is there only 1 Johnny Depp? Didn't you ever get bored? I'm excited to see who performs. I mean, I do stuff for fun, and it's expected and needed. People need to take voice and stuff like that, must be worried about ruining their voices. What about Charlotte Church? Start singing on your own? Then, take lessons.
I wanted to get a job in Communications, but I need a Bachelor's degree in something. I wanted to work for kids in Hollywood. I was a Music Education major. I've always liked the arts and performing. However, nothing has happened. My submissions were not taken into consideration. I could consider studying a performing art, but like Ballet is not so good these days and it would like make it harder to act at this point, I know. I like blogging online, eating, and living my life. Then, what, theater, I already did in high school. Then, art, I like art. Then, there's music, which I talked about. Charlotte Church at Christmas was really good. She had a short-lived career, grew up quickly. What about Celine Dion?
So, I'm already like doing these things, and people are being mean to me. To get a job, I'd need a college degree. I'm not sure what's so bad about me and what I do. I feel pushed to go to college. And get a job. That's kinda hard. I'm like trying to catch up on eating and stuff. I'm trying to post on my blog. If there was no internet, I'm not sure, but maybe I'd have had a better education. Part of the reason I post online is to get better at talking|writing. In and of itself, I think blogging is a good way of social networking, the basic way. Message boards were exciting, but I had a hard time because of Johnny Depp. It seems the world has gone stupid. Did you know he's part black?
10 General Studies Courses - 30 Credit Hours
1 Speech
1 Communications
1 English
2 Humanities
2 Math
2 Science
1 Political Science|Government
Major - 12 Credit Hours
Western Civilization I
US History to 1877
US History 1877 to Present
Western Civilization II
Total
42 of 60 Credit Hours (Electives Completed)
University of Pheonix has a pretty good Communications major, but I don't trust it. It might be the new thing since Business. It goes up to the Bachelor's level and may take a year to complete the A.A., I forget, but it's less than 2 years. You may have college credit, already. Remember all those ads for distance learning back in 2004 or somesuch to like 2010 say?
One bonus is that you can get your A.A. online and then go to a big school and have the General Studies taken care of. It's funny they don't require Philosophy. Instead, it's Humanities.
However, college is a big thing and can take a lot of time. I found I could not succeed in Math and had to quit that semester. If I quit English again, I don't get grade forgiveness. I don't have a 4.0. I have a 3.5. Humanities is a bit laborious, like studying Greek. Also, the money is a hassle and I'm not ready.
I already tried to be an actor. I think everyone should like, if they're interesting, seriously make a consideration, like I mean it's kinda an issue, like it's a big deal that some people a lot of us wouldn't mind being actors and the world needs more people to make appearances, like online and maybe get like glamorous lives and such. What about Ellen DeGeneres? She has a show and has a ride up at Disney and is acclaimed like Tim Burton for categories of things. What about fashion models, aren't they something to do with good acting?? Why is there only 1 Johnny Depp? Didn't you ever get bored? I'm excited to see who performs. I mean, I do stuff for fun, and it's expected and needed. People need to take voice and stuff like that, must be worried about ruining their voices. What about Charlotte Church? Start singing on your own? Then, take lessons.
I wanted to get a job in Communications, but I need a Bachelor's degree in something. I wanted to work for kids in Hollywood. I was a Music Education major. I've always liked the arts and performing. However, nothing has happened. My submissions were not taken into consideration. I could consider studying a performing art, but like Ballet is not so good these days and it would like make it harder to act at this point, I know. I like blogging online, eating, and living my life. Then, what, theater, I already did in high school. Then, art, I like art. Then, there's music, which I talked about. Charlotte Church at Christmas was really good. She had a short-lived career, grew up quickly. What about Celine Dion?
So, I'm already like doing these things, and people are being mean to me. To get a job, I'd need a college degree. I'm not sure what's so bad about me and what I do. I feel pushed to go to college. And get a job. That's kinda hard. I'm like trying to catch up on eating and stuff. I'm trying to post on my blog. If there was no internet, I'm not sure, but maybe I'd have had a better education. Part of the reason I post online is to get better at talking|writing. In and of itself, I think blogging is a good way of social networking, the basic way. Message boards were exciting, but I had a hard time because of Johnny Depp. It seems the world has gone stupid. Did you know he's part black?
Problem
I got the message that we were to slave away in history outside of school and that Ellen DeGeneres is better than us. How does that connect?
Problem
Stop saying Ellen DeGeneres is everything just because she is famous.
Also, I can't improve every time I try because people all attack me like in some surround sound way.
Look, I'm being cornered by boring people, and then other people are considered extraneous. Stop being so perverted all day. Leave me alone. You're just complaining that you do this. You think something bad will happen if I get a wrong idea because I think it was something like a click made in my room. This used to be humane, but I think that people are being racist. I already said I don't want to do this. It might be complimentary to anyone, but it is a bad idea. If I'm in an experiment, don't bother me.
So, Ellen DeGeneres can be said to and can make fun of people for what they are and trash them?
Also, I can't improve every time I try because people all attack me like in some surround sound way.
Look, I'm being cornered by boring people, and then other people are considered extraneous. Stop being so perverted all day. Leave me alone. You're just complaining that you do this. You think something bad will happen if I get a wrong idea because I think it was something like a click made in my room. This used to be humane, but I think that people are being racist. I already said I don't want to do this. It might be complimentary to anyone, but it is a bad idea. If I'm in an experiment, don't bother me.
So, Ellen DeGeneres can be said to and can make fun of people for what they are and trash them?
Problem
Why are people down South proud not to get snow? In Florida, they bring stacks of snow in some areas..
People up north get tired of the "cold," I think. You know, you can go up there and experience the snow. I think any race can interpret the snow in its own way, even Native American indians. I thought the Asians got snow, even Indonesia.
Why should Ellen DeGeneres be allowed to be like interested in people up north for being in the cold but mad at people down south whose parents aren't from the South? Tim Burton has culture in the beach. Wait, what's your message now about Tim Burton and the beach? I don't think that means you'd have culture where you're from. Why are you so jealous of culture in the beach, huh, huh? Gotta problem? Don't go up north, in that case.. Why didn't you live in California? Look, I didn't make that up. I got the idea.
So, I said there are some things Ellen DeGeneres doesn't know because that's what interests people. My net just got shut off. I already said my life was a journey. I'm a person. What's so funny about that?
People up north get tired of the "cold," I think. You know, you can go up there and experience the snow. I think any race can interpret the snow in its own way, even Native American indians. I thought the Asians got snow, even Indonesia.
Why should Ellen DeGeneres be allowed to be like interested in people up north for being in the cold but mad at people down south whose parents aren't from the South? Tim Burton has culture in the beach. Wait, what's your message now about Tim Burton and the beach? I don't think that means you'd have culture where you're from. Why are you so jealous of culture in the beach, huh, huh? Gotta problem? Don't go up north, in that case.. Why didn't you live in California? Look, I didn't make that up. I got the idea.
So, I said there are some things Ellen DeGeneres doesn't know because that's what interests people. My net just got shut off. I already said my life was a journey. I'm a person. What's so funny about that?
Everyone Else
So, why is everyone else so comf and cozy?
What happened to the others, gonna ruin my life?
What happened to the others, gonna ruin my life?
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