It kinda shocked me when they said someone else would be experimented on but without the mean things they did to me. They would also be the one close to someone, which is a good thing, but like as punishment to rub it in against me. That is why it made me feel bad. It was a startling way to say someone else can be experimented on but nice and not nice to me. I just thought about disliking it once and then tried not to linger on it. It was my reaction because it was a weird thing how they said it like I have to react and not say anything. I'm sorry this apology is not very good.