Tuesday, December 9, 2014

People hate me and want me d***.

No one really is talking to me.  People are different to me.  I feel relieved to get out of the house on a good day.

I came here to say something and about forgot what it was.

I will say I'd prefer to be a normal person and use my money to eat out, but that money goes to singing and Disney.  I'm not going as a rotting corpse filled with old dreams that never got to make it because of a fart!  (I am not saying anything mean, just the situation really, me..)

I'd love a job, but I'm not used to doing non-thinking things for long periods of time.  I was taken home early from Pre-School when I was good at pretending to be a cashier.  My dad would be there.  I was with my mom or interesting baby brother (who I did care about.)

As per singing, I think I need to learn to be more of a model than actor.  I just look like a toad.  I don't like it.  My diet is slowly transforming me, as it should.  I wonder if I'll wake up thinner.  So, I have no talent to explore in me left.