I got a little upset at this 1 guy and he started talking to me more.. He doesn't get that he's off. I told him to post whatever the hell he wants on my forum or join IMDb but quit tailing me like he likes me. Sounds dangerous. Sometimes, I get dark outcasts who are trying to like "play" with me and what I feel about other people. People think there are castes, or levels, of people, and I used to be considered more top. I'm like an old has-been, like an old Spanish or Italian lady who is faintly attractive but older than they were before. You know, once attractive, but more in high school than junior high like me. Before I was as "attractive" I was considered differently, not as shit for someone like him. People made my life hard, and I have no wish to be in their crowd like on a leash. I'm worried I'm being made fun of like that's really me! They won't leave me the hell alone!
What about all those other people who get it all? Is this some racial joke for me? All these dark male outcasts? But no one else??