Ellen is not in this world. She makes me uncomfortable by accident|nature. That's okay, though. Keep it up. For now.
I mean, basically what I can collect in my thoughts now is that like it's not your normal hi nice to meet you, everything's cool..but wait it's not. She knows the danger of everyone liking her too much yet acts like hardly anyone likes her, when I mean it can be either both or not, not just not and some negation of the truth in detail. It'll affect how she's delivered herself. The simple fact is we all want to know her. When we find out we don't deserve it or didn't win or weren't this or that or your favorite, people will riot. I wonder what she'd be like in public on TV with Portia all the time!