Problem

I hope he is okay.  I came out after leaving the TV on as I said but this time older white girls.  I for some reason was out of control with how I walked, and I was too late that it bothered him.  I don't know why I didn't stop, but I was battling what would sting otherwise, me thinking of the word "nigger" or "piece of shit" again or why my walking naturally would hurt someone, like I was partially zonked out.  I didn't mean to, but we best not have that happen to anyone.  What's everyone else's story??  Ever had this tragedy occur?  What is on TV?  I mean, other people think this stuff is funny.  I don't.  Where's my prize?  Where are my needs as a living thing met?  I got told I couldn't return to college and do what I did before.