Thursday, November 22, 2012

The Information Age

It's totally a shock that we are expected to go online.  If I thought I was a successful person in my background, I'd totally love it.

I figure I was born for some form of technology and that I take to the computer.  I don't know what most people do on it, but I don't know if you're just gonna say I'm a nigger stupidly for being adamant and fixed on e-mail growing up and then going on Blogger and message boards and YouTube.

I think life was fun and special for well-to-do white people in the Late Boom.

I don't know about people in the 20s, but they had the like, certain word not sure what.  It was mysterious.  Obviously, the late 1800s a key time in life.  Well, 1800 America was being discovered.  Before that?  Dunno, but go back far enough and you'll get into the litiniy of the saints.

I know they had nice styles.

I guess typing was invented a long time ago, and so was phones.  TVs were made, at some point.

I think I should be allowed what others are allowed, but you might want to talk about me being a mixed race.

So, I think, as time went on, things got lamer, so I'm really just kinda lucky.  I know I did the right thing but that I was blamed for it, the way it wasn't totally right, but I feel it was forced upon me.  See, I would have been more attractive if I was born 2 years earlier.

I don't know about the generation it landed on.  I see people younger than me as too sorta cut off in a limp, flat way.  I guess it's their fault but not totally.  I dunno, maybe they don't care.  They just want pity.  People in Europe have a better life, which is a good thing, but who knows what they lack.  I think they keep improving, but they never seem to make it.

It seems I should have been born in 1970.  My dad is born in 1950.  Wow, my mom would be too young.  I should have been born between 1970 and 1975.  It seems like things died down after that.

I guess I really get to it and have nothing to do.  So, when the internet came out, I would be 27 - 22.

Anyway, it seems like people born 1962 - 1997 are all like less fortunate.  The child of Ellen DeGeneres, a baby girl, would be born in 1998.

See, if you recall, people who are born between 1962 - 1997 are knocked about so much to think of not posting online like it's not worth it, probably European minorities like Italians.  It was a big thing, and it was very real.  Now, people are overly encouraged to try to start being online, and it's really hard if you didn't start at a certain age, say, 2004 or even right away.

I think I just felt guilty I forgot to write my cousin.  I should have written her and got an online journal or whatnot.  Now, I'm scrambling to catch up to something.  I know I've used my life well in activities.  Now, I like Tim Burton and Johnny Depp and watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  I went online, thinking it was safe, because of Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and having seen Pirates of the Caribbean 3.  Well, I should have written my cousin and went online.  Just to keep you posted, she hasn't returned my last letter and isn't online, probably doesn't care.  She has a Facebook, but I don't know what it is...  Well.  I started piano like her mom at 9 1|2.  8o  I wish people would stop harrassing me about not writing my cousin because my parents or my mom didn't remind me, at least not much|forcibly.  We were poor but clean.  I didn't even get enough to eat.  I couldn't even succeed in ballet, which I started after my brother was born.  It seems I should have just stayed in simply gymnastics classes.  It was a big thing not to go no a team, which was for fun.  If you just wanted a normal life, you just did the classes, which for me was once or twice a week, which had alternated once or twice.  I moved and quit ballet, who knows, maybe after my cousin writ me but I'm really not sure.  Also, I tried to go on IM with some of my friends, but I think they were being racist, which really affected me because it's how you're judged and it's what makes you astute.