Sunday, September 11, 2016

Violinist

from France

Virginie Buscail

Orchestre Philharmonique de Radio France

Trio George Sand

YouTube

I know 02:14-02:48 is especially good.  I enjoy listening to the whole thing, and it's even more fun watching.

This helped inspire me to want to pursue orchestral music in lieu of chamber music.

This is Orchestre Philharmonique de Radio France.

YouTube

The music starts at 04:41.
I watch until 10:17.

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The "On Ignore" Race

I just thought of a great topic that doesn't get addressed.

I was watching some religious music on YouTube for children, and I remembered maybe one of the most important things to the Catholic/Christian/Jewish church.

It is true that some people's problems are not addressed and are ignored in the world.

I am pretty certain we are hurting our brothers and sisters interested in the Catholic faith who are Asian, our beautiful, lovely Asians. Catholics think Asian ways are sinful, I'm guessing because it seems cunning, sly, and socially handicapped scientifically speaking. As a tradition, it comes up as everyone classifying it as on ignore and ^sinful^ like they can handle anything but that.

We need to reach out and pray for not just what people expect these days but what they needed all along.

I think Asians are comfortable with how they are, but it is a problem for some people of mixed race. I feel people are going in and overly promoting people of all Asian and putting down people who are mixed Asians/Chinese.

New Photo of Me

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Thursday, September 8, 2016

Welcome!

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I don't think I can catch Ellen next week.  I am not caught up now and am tired.  I was out jogging for almost 1 1/2 hours.  I sleep a lot and need to learn to cook more.  I barely like watching TV sometimes, but if I do it's often cooking shows.  I might be able to watch her at a later date if things start looking up for me in fundamental ways.  I hope I catch up with today and tomorrow.

New Photo of Me

on my Flickr

New Vlog Entry

on my YouTube

2 New Photos of Me

on my Flickr!

What can I do?

At 1st, I was upset.  No one said anything.  I didn't lose it myself.

My dad is cool born in 1950.  Why make up some old wives tale and say my dad is not young enough for me to be cool to even my own mom born in 1959?

I'm sorry if others have failed, but I had not.

My fallibilities may be because of things other than my dad's age becoming unnecessarily prominent.  I'm not a bad person, like a monster.  Just look around.

No wonder I was a limp baby.  No one thought I was cool nor loved me in some certain end.  I just didn't feel anything, like all these other people do to tear me apart before anything else.  How would you like to be a baby? and with a dad born in 1950?  He is cool, but I guess people like what's uncool.

Even if it is the time of my dad's birth did not mean I was to be abused.  I can't even see a clear scale between me and my friends where I'm treated fairly considering my dad's age.

I don't want to be in trashy situations cuza my dad or his age or something.  I think most families are trashy in their background, if I'm considered how I am.

What of Late Boomers thinking they need even more stimulation but others no?  It's not all that drama about Early Boomers tearing me up while Late Boomers reap the fruit of labor.

My Honest Feelings

I don't think I need to feel an old person is peeping thru the windowpane telling our family that me being good does not mean I deserve what I have and to instead work out unraveling my little brother.

I know I had a friend who I think her dad decided he needed to prevent from seeing me and trying to affect my family in bad ways, just for fun cuz she had nothing to do sometimes/too much.

More about the social scene, I think someone I know with a teenage mom at birth is the life of the party, following her peers's every move, and dictating the lives of people like me by making statements in secret message I have to adhere to, tho she is younger.  Just so you know, I'm not actually jealous of her mom being born around 1970 and mine in 1959.  So, if you have special needs and have issues need to take care of them!  I guess I don't mesh cuz people think my mom is too young to have me and hate on me but not on someone with a teenage mom.  They seem to take to my dad okay.  He's born in July 1950 so pretty cool I guess, knowing people with parents born in the 1940s and 1950s.

Wednesday, September 7, 2016

"My son!"

I've revived my little brother before, after he was in something like intensive care as a baby.  I played with him and brought back the meaning in my mother's life.

Bad Gospel Reading

I missed church this Sunday due to my back being terrible, but I heard it was about leaving your family behind to follow Jesus, which means not to let them lead you to sin nor detract from your training to be a disciple, even if it requires sacrifices of other people.

No, we need to learn about modern problems!