Tuesday, May 17, 2016
Well
I wonder about people thinking they admire me and look up to me but by finding out what I like and saying they want every one of those things for themselves but not for me too.. not for me too? What about the saying that there's "nothing in it" to relate to me like a normal person but to take advantage of me because I don't want to sin and be mean to them. Jesus Christ? I'm sorry, but this is creating problems and not just involving myself, if that matters to you even.. You gotta try, try, try. It's work.
Nah, Nah (Now, Now)
I was in Ohio and NY and I heard voices and seen a ghost! I can totally connect to these stories on TV.
Idea
Just like voice, I was thinking of quitting and learning violin on my own rather than a 30 minute session every Saturday morning and with early bussing over 6 hours total. I want to work at a daycare and just learn violin from the books and when I can to play in a local amateur group and maybe accompany musicals. It would be a dream to play classical professionally but not necessarily a soloist. I wish I could be a 1st violinist cuz I loved singing in groups, choirs, and feel like I should be given some honors because I did it so much when young.
Not Dealing With It / Forgiving / Trusting
How can I deal with, like, all these people I meet who are good being so weirdly bad to me? They're just human but "by a large margin?"
Remember when we were told some people are good and some are not? I think it's just a fad, but you can single some people out as especially good possibly for some reason or another. Maybe, they are attractive.
Remember when we were told some people are good and some are not? I think it's just a fad, but you can single some people out as especially good possibly for some reason or another. Maybe, they are attractive.
Not Making It??
Do you all think you'll make it in life listening to my dad like he's popular more than me and I'm not?
Wednesday, February 3, 2016
Sunday, January 31, 2016
Latin Americans!
We need to see them as real Spanish people like Italian Americans are real people. I might have some blood. I'm not a person. I'm 1/2 Asian 1/2 hairy Caucasian and proud of it.
What if..
What if people tried making me look different from someone they knew I'd run into? So what, I'm an American and proud to be free.
Saturday, January 30, 2016
Friday, January 29, 2016
Opportunity When Being Tested
When I am tested, I feel it is an opportunity to do something unnecessary and get more of what I want and need in life.
Keep Sinning, er, Smling
Do you know that people who you like a lot are popular for acting like all the wild, confusing people who seem to have such a miserable life that they let out contradictory instructions on what to do that overcome the world? The very likable people say, "Hey, yea, that's okay, just rattling up the tight stress and making things more comfortable even tho it's like a sin. Let's all submit to this instruction." Do you realize what this says? It says, "Hey, keep sinning cuz it makes life seem easier to copy from. Maybe, this is the right way to eventually ride into death by the time one is an old man or woman. Hey, nothing wrong with being, like, a dump truck driver, after you've dedicated to some other path, cuz hey you know it really is okay so why not give up the other dream for something else - jump on the bandwagon too?"
I'm not trying to victimize people. I notice this desire from a lot of things I bet. Who fits the description in your life?
I'm not trying to victimize people. I notice this desire from a lot of things I bet. Who fits the description in your life?
Did you notice..
Did you notice people who always want you in limbo, like what you think is never right either way cuz it's supposed to hurt you? They just wanna keep the mystery.
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