Tuesday, September 22, 2015
It seems to have gone by the wayside. I post good Tweets on this blog. I actually have it in me to do that.
Problem
I was in an experiment, and things were unfair and I did poorly in part of college. Everyone thinks they can be mean to me cuza that. It's not stopping, like some drug for guilt.
Something I'm Not Wondering
Bella Thorne seems to wonder why Ellen DeGeneres doesn't have long red hair etc. like her and be different from ways everyone has liked..
Bella Thorne
She's just right at red, doesn't have like crazy freckles, and had a good idea to keep it dyed back as red.
Feeling Lo
Too much supposed guilt. I'm not equipped to deal with things like this cuz I'm usually considered good.
Acting out as an Adult
Why am I bad if I stomp my foot when someone else is racist to me? I know it's unrefined, but isn't it, tho bad, technically my decision, my life.. or a risk of the democracy? In what way am I looking at this..nothing is happening? Most people probably don't care about me, even in that way. I recommend not to stomp your foot. People tend to make noises and such to annoy others when mad, at least I know to me, like if they don't accept my race. I haven't been stomping, these days, and try to ignore things that affect me. I just don't really accept it, and it's gotten worse. Who goes around with things like this ruining things? I might have had a job now at a western restaurant or working on completing my AA. Instead, I just stay inside feeling bad, unless I'm trudging along outside listening to music.
Seriousness
I should put this up on my website. If I do something weird law-wise, it should be taken into consideration. That's one stepping stone. So, also, it could be something worse next time.. I'll just remember that, staying out of jail with things like a temper or maybe even legal issues.
Acting out as an Adult
Why am I bad if I stomp my foot when someone else is racist to me? I know it's unrefined, but isn't it, tho bad, technically my decision, my life.. or a risk of the democracy? In what way am I looking at this..nothing is happening? Most people probably don't care about me, even in that way. I recommend not to stomp your foot. People tend to make noises and such to annoy others when mad, at least I know to me, like if they don't accept my race. I haven't been stomping, these days, and try to ignore things that affect me. I just don't really accept it, and it's gotten worse. Who goes around with things like this ruining things? I might have had a job now at a western restaurant or working on completing my AA. Instead, I just stay inside feeling bad, unless I'm trudging along outside listening to music.
Seriousness
I should put this up on my website. If I do something weird law-wise, it should be taken into consideration. That's one stepping stone. So, also, it could be something worse next time.. I'll just remember that, staying out of jail with things like a temper or maybe even legal issues.
One of Those Cute English-American Boys..
..with light brown hair and a parted bowl cut
I forgot to save, but there was a guy like that with a different but attractive white blonde young boy, like age almost 2.
I forgot to save, but there was a guy like that with a different but attractive white blonde young boy, like age almost 2.
All These Things Happen and We Can't
even make some things happen, like there's irritatingly something on the line.
What?!
My parents aren't cool? Or so cool they don't stop to take the time to smell the roses?
Add me to the picture. I've been stifled for mixed race. My parents are "all white."
Add me to the picture. I've been stifled for mixed race. My parents are "all white."
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
She wanted to express "what love is," "chemistry." Good one!
She spoke of falling in love with a boy.
I have that feeling for posting online, but not all agree.
She spoke of falling in love with a boy.
I have that feeling for posting online, but not all agree.
Did you skip a step?
Did you forget to look Asian, too? Or, can you leave Asians alone?
Disclaimer: Asians have attractiveness, period. They aren't all disgusting to people! No, I don't want Asia gone. I don't live all Asian, and I'm not out of sorts.
Disclaimer: Asians have attractiveness, period. They aren't all disgusting to people! No, I don't want Asia gone. I don't live all Asian, and I'm not out of sorts.
The Importance of What Touch Is
People didn't exactly used to get mad at me if I liked when someone other than my parents gave me a touch.. or if you're willing to think further of the big picture. I've obsessed with lotta things. I like my parents's touch, but they're probably not as romantic as the best, and I am.
I guess I should come out and say.. well you can piece that together.
I tend not to try to get people to touch me, but I have been.
I guess I should come out and say.. well you can piece that together.
I tend not to try to get people to touch me, but I have been.
Unfair
I did not really grow up in every way being the backbone for people like Ellen DeGeneres who are Late Boomers etc.. it was more like older ladies were motherly, tho it didn't reach me.
I feel people are demanding me to feel Ellen is my baby and not a celebrity I can look up to.
I feel people are demanding me to feel Ellen is my baby and not a celebrity I can look up to.
Small Blog
French
link
Ellen DeGeneres's last name is French, and her dad is from England, I think. It seems from the look of it that French people can do whatever they want, a little fairer than Germany. Like New Orleans, South in the water. Ellen is from a New Orleans suburb and I think has a mom from the city. LOL, my dad's mom is the "noble" farmer. I wish I could be seen for who I've become and not my family.
link
Ellen DeGeneres's last name is French, and her dad is from England, I think. It seems from the look of it that French people can do whatever they want, a little fairer than Germany. Like New Orleans, South in the water. Ellen is from a New Orleans suburb and I think has a mom from the city. LOL, my dad's mom is the "noble" farmer. I wish I could be seen for who I've become and not my family.
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