It gets to me.

The French.

Do you ever find

People looming over you a pest?

So

I guess you are stuck not letting people develop and be who they want.  It's all a game of catch from the past.

Also

Everyone says I'm perfect.

What I Find

I am under the idea that things long ago are forgiven.  I'm not an animal.

So Far

Cereal

Apple

Rice and Fried Chicken from Popeye's

..toast w/pb+honey

Fruity candy cane

Jog

I was thinking..

Bella Thorne is a really cool person.  'd love to see her go far.

Why didn't I get a chance at my own life?  Am I an illegal age?  Just unfortunate in a world that isn't about my success, anymore, denying my comparable talents.

Apology

On my cell.  Last night, I was not so nice and was stupid and mean.

Music

I wrote a short song and like 2 1 liners.  Hi as well as deep low.  I might have to make the regular sized 1s repeat.

I guess

It gets delivered today.

IMDb

I might not be able to get on for over a week.

TV

I liked Jennifer Anniston on Ellen.  She is very sweet.

Garth Brooks was also very nice.

There aren't many clips online and my computer was slow .. and the show was interrupted and I ended up turning it off.  Whoops, it may have come back on.

Health

I had an apple today.  It seems I'm getting healthier.  Too bad about the diabetes.  He thought I should get an early start and get shots, but I said no.  Instead, I am gonna get of my psych meds.  I just have to switch psychiatrists.  I could die, lose eyesight.. I can't even get an early appointment.  Should I wean myself?

TV

about to watch Ellen

I guess..

..I got away with myself.  Sorry.  I figured I should not try to be mad cuz it made me more mad, too.

Exercise

Abs - 10 Minutes

Wonder if it tempered me.

Where I'm At..

Laundry

I cleaned and vacuumed my room.

I just need a shelf for my books, might stack em up here.

Looking forward to Ellen @ 3.

Edit

I set my YouTube videos to private.  I'll add more public ones.  I wanted to take away the copyrighted ones.  I do want to be a singer.  The accompaniments didn't indicate neither if we could record over them and post them online.. so I won't.  I can see why.  :/

I don't see

why they point out me cursing or hitting things or screaming.  You just stay positive and say not to do it, not sit there and poke a bug with a stick.  It is worthless to be here.

What I Did

dishes, ate zucchini, washed laundry, ironed, dried laundry, vacuumed

 Now, I have to finish the laundry and wash whites and special things.