Hey, guys.

Sorry I have not been on IMDb.  My old computer is breaking,  I'm on a tablet.

You know when you go for some thing

or sorta bet on it and nothing good comes of it a long time, your resource are drained?  You don't really feel as alive as you can be.

Just showered.

Bed soon.

I will not take this.

The messages are stimulating me I find when I'm like about to get up.  I didn't do anything wrong.  You all need to stop.  All these people about.  Also, why is my dad invading me it seems, like he's hanging over me?  He's perpetuating this.  He was perturbed out.

Well!

Apology and My Congratulations

to you Bella

I didn't want to linger on anything, but my dad seemed to bring it up in secret message.

I guess you can see for real 1 fact that there are more than 1 person in your life and you shouldn't keep taking shots at things being an unreality.

Stress

It must be stressful to know that the person you don't want is the one who has time to check up on you online.  It's better for that person to be occupied.

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So sorry about my seeming illiteracy.

Sorry if I have been rude.

I will add I am joyous over what people are telling me is happening to that wonderful girl who probably needs to stay away from me cuz she must judge me if she ever reads my Tweets.  I am a normal person, but being 1/2 Chinese people back off and play with me in the limelight.

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It's like it's an icebreaker topic for us all.

I am happy for what they have proven.  I just don't want to be the one who gets it the best.  I want a lot of people.

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So, how do you tell everyone they are the only one?

Things

So, I am dying my hair Dark Ash Brown.  Darkest Brown looks black against my pale, white face.

Can anyone explain to me how to tell one person they don't matter and bother them about one person wanting someone all to themselves, like Pink an her racecar husband, hardly the same, and their child Willow.

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Don't be offended, I just kept it short.  It's what happens to me and no one else.

Also, more than one person does it.  Many people do.  Some people open the kit and start on their own.

What a crazy few days.

Why would I over and over prostrate myself vying over someone else for the same thing over me?  Am I okay with what someone else does that pertains to themselves?!..  That's not to ask then and proves in general things like that that they are done to waste time and not go forward nor leave a spot, which is also up to you and means more than one thing at one time.

I'm so sorry it's been so hectic.

I am not taking any future punishment for something innocent from the past.  These criminal people are so fascinated by that, too.

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If this were a crime

it would be an accident without being on alcohol.

With the word..

..I just told myself why it must have come up.  I don't use that word on purpose like others did when I was growing up, their parents I heard.  I didn't really think it purposely.  That happens.  It needs to stop.  I used to think other curse words cuz I was surrounded by it at school a lot.  :(

I'm so sorry.. I hope my day goes well now.

My Kind

agrees.  I don't give a snoot about your failed lives as far as you being jealous and mean of others who have it hard themselves.  Tell about it on the internet rather than holding back or fix it you idle people!  I cared and care very much about people like this but I also believe in people who do the right thing.  You have no right..  People like me, which are not all successful at life, agree you can't just say you can hurt me all the time cuz you're jealous of my heritage and wanna say I don't deserve it for my race.

They are bothering me.  Fact.  Period.  What a waste of my life!

I mean..

..why would you do that?  I wasn't mad in particular, but I mean it was rubbing in something.  What am I supposed to do, pay?

Forgiveness

You may not forgive me, but I feel much better now but vulnerable to stimulation.

Hm..  Well, other people are mean all the time for fun.  That's very bad.  I don't know why that word was in my mind.  I don't know, I was just really hurt when they did that.  It hurt my feelings, and they used someone and something special to punish me, leaving them vulnerable in the end, "like it or not."

Weird.

I don't even get why I would do that.  Now that I think of it..