How would you feel..

How would you feel if people tried to convince you you deserve to feel hurt? and put you down.

Ellen was wrong.

Entourage wasn't in fact the biggest thing this summer.  It was Jurassic Park.

I know.

Kids at school messed up with how I give 1st impressions.  They probably attacked me out of sanity.

I moved out of Florida, and I couldn't be in a good group of people.  They all seemed to fall.  Too bad.  I guess they had to be "too good" for me.

If your life is important to you..

..you will not dwell on Belle

She does deserve attention, but in the big scheme of things, you don't need to wake the sleeping dragon.  You don't need to wake her up just to get rid of me.  She is having fun in what she does and is already one of the most popular people in the world.  What is the nature of what more one in that position could need or want?  Nothing wrong with being hyped about someone other than oneself.  It's just that's not all that's happening.  I just feel with her I become infamous.  She seems to be able to show off being a good person, and I was very good, too, but now it's not the same.  May I ask why it's pointedly all for her rather than like with me looking to another or others? or for a larger group of people than "just the 2 of us?"  Anyway, whatever is happening in this group or chain of events.. why is it about dissing me at all?

Literal

I'm not just being social.

Bella?

Why is everything I earned for her?

Stealing My Rep?

Why are people suggesting because of something I said that they for some reason noticed, which was true and proved them wrong.. people are acting like everything is about Bella Thorne being better than me?

Bella Thorne?

Why suddenly are people treating me like I'm bad?  I wanted to be happy I had a Norwegian or Norse last name, but people are k***ing me for it to be for Bella Thorne.  Everything in my life I achieved has to be given to her.  By Ellen or otherwise for Ellen.

My Idea? Whose Idea?

I wanted to host a talk show where I have
•people from Europe, to interview and talk to, about some topic maybe that they get to chose
•little children to sing and dance
•sometimes actors from good movies
•adults with special hobbies, etc.

I could co-host with others and I don't care if I like them.  I'm an anchor and in charge!

More About the War

over the Nordic countries.

I saw another ad with the Italian ladies going off screen while talking, which suggests for no reason that it means I'm stuck with a race with an inferiority complex.  They ended this one saying about banking on Germany as a hard thing to break to someone.  It's just for Bella Thorne, tho, to rub in people don't want me to be free to like and flourish in my interest in the Nordic countries.

Who would care if anyone and their brother were racially encouraged in right ways?  But why pick on someone?  How childish!

Who do you love?

Everyone!

You know, a lotta middle aged people love people who aren't streamlined beauty, per se.

I know the answer!

You think some teenager is worth more than me.

My Troubles

I should have focused more on just music in high school if I wanted to go to a conservatory or ^music college^.  However, I knew sorta a lotta music in the end via piano and my tastes..  I kind wanted to sing, but I have the "admitted" situation that Johnny Depp sang Sweeney Todd as an actor and since I could not afford voice on top of piano and ballet, which are related to enjoying performing.. I found Johnny Depp does not support people who sing who weren't in private voice since some point as a kid.

Prayer

It makes me happy when people are nice to other people.

Being Scared

No one should be scared if they talk to me.

#1's

If you don't think you're a #1 for your generation, why would you tell a kid they are a #1 to you?  Are you capable of communicating with someone who is considered a #1 if you say you aren't "as good??"

Arguing

Why do people argue me when they know the answer and that they are wrong?

Race

I don't see all whites as equal.  You know how black people feel clean?  Well, I feel clean.  The funny thing is I'm white and have a little Southern European, 0.4%.  I think Britney is about 1% but not sure.

Human Species

.."All men are created equal."  Who's really American?  Is being American a dead end?  Americans always respond calm, cool, collected, and informed.

Facebook

Why does it matter so much who our ancestors were thousands of years ago? That doesn't come in handy when it comes to things like your parents being mushy. I'm not much of a mushy person. I am closer to my relatives in the Stone Age than the ones I have now.