..you will not dwell on Belle
She does deserve attention, but in the big scheme of things, you don't need to wake the sleeping dragon. You don't need to wake her up just to get rid of me. She is having fun in what she does and is already one of the most popular people in the world. What is the nature of what more one in that position could need or want? Nothing wrong with being hyped about someone other than oneself. It's just that's not all that's happening. I just feel with her I become infamous. She seems to be able to show off being a good person, and I was very good, too, but now it's not the same. May I ask why it's pointedly all for her rather than like with me looking to another or others? or for a larger group of people than "just the 2 of us?" Anyway, whatever is happening in this group or chain of events.. why is it about dissing me at all?