Wednesday, December 4, 2013

People of History

There aren't that many.  I can't believe Mark Anthony, who recently passed away but held a record for most opereas at the Met, was with Leontine Price and they supposedly had no interest in 1 another, were shooting for the stars, so-to-speak.

I bet some people had a fancy for lots of people and never bothered to show interest.  A long time ago, it was about how you prepared as a person.  If you didn't, then no one would know what to do with you.

What about this.  What if a ballerina mom had a kid with a dad who was a singer or something like that?  That would be really neat.  I don't know how I see myself mixed with my parents.  I just pull strengths, but anyway.

Why wouldn't these artists bind together other than with a spouce to have a family?  What about parental|prodigy bonds, too, on the side?  It happens.  I can't seem to make myself a success, yet, I feel fat and stuff.  I just got all these sweets for Thanksgiving and need more ingredients to make a choice meal soon.

I know like Britney Spears shuns Christina Aguilera.  Justin Timberlake seemed nice, too, of course.  He seems a bit overloaded, maybe wants to be even more popular.  I know Britney Spears really goes to Ellen DeGeneres, but Christina Aguilera is confident in herself, from Pennsylvania.  Lots of people each day pledge their being hooked to Ellen DeGeneres, but it's like their parents didn't raise them right and that's the excuse.

I know how this works.

Do you want to meet Johnny Depp?  If you are really attractive, he will date you.  He left his spouce.  You would have to be nice enough to be cool, not just be a rebellious, irresponsible human being because that will just ruin your looks in a snap, just like that.

I don't know how to enter Sarah Brightman's life..  She was with Andrew Lloyd Webber and is not gay.  She is into other people but hasn't clicked to those around her that she supports in life.

Tim Burton, I imagine you'd have to be a great, emotional artist who rises over and above.  In school, if you were like that, if you really play all your cards right, you can try to be in a relationship, send him something for his birthday, do something special for him on set, seee if you can work backstage with him cuz he likes that.

Chances

There is a chance Ellen will never meet anyone again, like let attractive teens who love her like a mom into her life.  It would be hard to meet Tim Burton for most citizens of the world.  Johnny Depp may be easy-going, but there is only 1 like him.  I think Sarah Brightman needs to be protected, but I mean if she wants to majorly meet people because of her dedication to fans online or such then I mean I would have to say yes.  I don't know who will definitely meet me, but my 2nd cousin gaped at me when I mentioned the word e-mail.  I just wanted to say I communicate in public online with people, on my forum and blogs, not via e-mail.  Is that torture?  She's @ 40.  She knows I whined about being the oldest, and this has made my life torture to this day.

Ellen DeGeneres

Do you get jealous of her talking to all the famous people who go to events and dress up in pretty gowns and prom dresses?  Do you realize those people are so messed up they have no chance of being one of the next Portias.  They don't even know how to sign on to the internet!  They think 1 day they'll be able to steal all the attention but are very wrong..

She seems to have an ideology that you have to be famous to talk to her much at all or be in a menial position financially.  I guess she does what she does on purpose.  I feel rather that it's weird she's been with the young Portia for so long.  I don't have jealousy.  I'm just talking about it.  It seems a bit insulting and suggestive that she brushes all others aside for her.  I wonder if she wants that.  I just feel that she thinks she's "saying something."  I don't have anything against her.  I just don't understand how things in life can be so unfair and asymmetrical.

Edit

I updated my race on the pro blog.

What I Think

I was wondering why my dad would dare send my mom a negative message.  I think it's just a reassurance.  My mom doesn't care to pick up after him.

So..

I woke up and am debating erasing some of on my other blog, don't know..  I am a little tired at the moment.  I don't know if it's suggestive or blatant or incorrect in a way, more inappropriate..

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

What's Out There

It seems like stars today spend so much time trying to avoid other people.  They should be ardent if in an interview with passion for what they do, a quick recoil that says they are not what you think they are if you wanna meet them so badly.  The people will come.  Before Tim Burton and Johnny Depp with Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, things were just like this.  You didn't say oh I have to meet such and such like right now.

How much is too much?  I don't know.  I'd say it's more of a depression or boredom with what the world of fame has to offer artistically.  They have all this stuff set up for kids to dream big.  In the end, all I seem able to think of for solo-based performances is singing.  I think it's important to know ballet.  Clara in The Nutcracker is spectacular, even if she is about 10 years old.  I feel as the years wore on I lost my ability to express myself and feel myself being alive.

It's like all this stuff is in the works from a very young generation, when mine was encouraged in this way and mostly seemed to chuck it.  I think it would be fun to make it.  I really wanna do a CD and don't know what songs to do.  I don't know when I want to become famous.  I like people like Sarah Brightman and Ellen DeGeneres so better hurry.

That went rather well.

Though I feel like throwing up.. I m.. well and in the end didn't want it cuz.. forget

So stressed.  It had something to do with not being a full American..

Sorry

I was upset @ my aunt, just saying what she posted.

Question

Some people upset me and I'm worried Sharon Osbourne thought I thought it was her.  I was really mad but didn't curse -at- anyone.

Who I Am

Well, you know my mom is probably young.  So, I have 3 points.  The 1st is my dad's age, and that makes me more the kid of an Early Boom dad.  The 2nd is the guess my mom is Generation X.  The 3rd is my mom's generation, which would be guessed to be Generation X.  So, I have 3 points.

more pro blog posts

Any "Work" or "Sacrifice?"

If you think I prefer to be humiliated as I am cuddled is up to you.  I always thought we were to focus on our life, not going steady.

People play around with work and sacrifice.  It is work to not be constantly caressed..  It is a sacrifice to be introverted.

There are 2 kinds of people in this world, and I am the 1st kind, type A.  This kind is more rigid, busy, and focused on displaying a concern for more tangible results to problems.  Type B is laid back, mellow, probably inclined to cuddle..

It is said we all need positive recognition and at some point do not need anyone, like our parents.

Making [My] Dreams Come True

I know that by submitting myself to imagination and remembering to be careful eventually I will reach my dreams and they will come true.  I may not go to outer space with Sarah Brightman, but perhaps you'd possibly find doing this attractive??  Like I said before because of me everyone likes Sarah Brightman now and I don't wish to have a fight @ the occurrence.  I would be flattered, but I guess it's not "what" most people live for.

Organize Your Racial Priorities

Do people just say no I don't like Chinese but I want everything they did?  That's how I feel.  If they know you are not white, they want to know right away if it's Chinese.  I know when they find out what exactly it is they proceed to discriminating and thinking all these weird things @ what they hope their mother would say @ it.  I am listening to "Ave Maria" by Sarah Brightman, and all I can say is I know how to sing, too, now, I think.  I got that there is something special about her not being a show-off that non-Caucasians should take in stride like a god, like a stupor of a dystopia.  Some people are just more inhibited..

Identify and Label Strengths

Don't say, I wish my geographical home was divided into cold and warm, north and south.  If you are not at the very top, you will never make it.  You have to say I come with something other than hills and valleys or flat land.  Likewise, at work, though, you should strive to meet your dream and realize that you have different strengths for attaining a future goal, however big or standard that goal may be..  I've always been in sorta ratty homes.  Recognize the strengths of others and try to identify with them.  You will get more work done in that regard.  It is good to not just go around being all free and careless and happy in just that way all the time.  I mean like a blonde because not all humans can identify with and succeed in that and even hold grudges @ other people's hair as children.

What's the ***est sound you can make?

I have a grudge against all men who treat me like an old soul.

You know those really cute English-looking men with light brown hair and older 1s with the same touch and feel?  Now, that's called complimentary to a girl.  Then, you have your internet jocks who treat you like a little Chinese woman.

Some people don't like men.  Does that make me ***?  I mean, I even used to follow Johnny Depp and Tim Burton, and I think all I got was their touchy-feeliness as a gift from Mutha (mother.)

It'll go away.

It all always goes away.  I have a dream my dad is carrying me with my legs flaring out, and it makes me intensely mad in the inside but it goes away.  I feel my dad's big, chunk of a hand on my *beep* and it should also take some form of play and go away.  My dad is more a business dad, doesn't grope me throughout the week, not sure what your dad can do to you.  Just remember, any external, unnecessary, unbecoming, and undesired form of "touching" someone in any way of the word will pass and fighting but crying won't help, crying I don't know much on the subject.  I've looked into things and found that people feel an unnecessary bond to their moms, like adults.  They tend to attractively flee and escape.  In my family, I feel looking at the pictures on the wall my dad's mom had great respect for whatever her kids turned out to be and a comfortable distance with the youngest, who was cared for by the elder 2.  She turned out to be the lifetime belle and a complainer..  Why do I get in trouble for talking?  She was so tickled as a person, you know, like a positive rapport?  She looks spoiled compared to the other kids, and she probably gets good vibes.  All she has is herself.  She didn't seem inappropriately approached by my gramma, her mom.  In fact, she could sport a fun distance.
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