In a "Bad" Way 8|

You know, the medicine took away my female thing in a bad way.  I will never contend to it because it is 2-sided.  I think it is even a touchy topic as to if it is even okay.  =I  My doctor told me it'd come back.

A Very Bad Thing

So, it really is a very bad thing.  Even if there is someone cool like Ellen DeGeneres without kids, though maybe she can still have kids.  I guess she should plan to have a daughter ASAP, except she needs a good man.  Don't ask me for anyone because I don't know anyone who's like touchy feely like her.

People Being Born

I guess I sit here and really wonder why I was born.  I am interested in the idea of keeping making people because I don't believe we die.

Dangerous

This may be extra information, but did you know it's altogether dangerous?

My Female Thing

Isn't it horrible I lost my female thing?  Well, I had it a little, earlier today.  =}  I mean, think about it.  It didn't just like come more.  Oops!  I forgot that's what other meds do.  I don't know why I stood it.  I really don't.  It's my aunt's fault!  '8{

I'm uncomfortable following Ellen DeGeneres.  Tim Burton and Johnny Depp had their kids, late.  I feel as though that's the reason I don't have my female thing.  There really are 2 major points.  My body changed taking the meds, though I had some problems and it probably fixed some, though I didn't need it, which is like illegal..  The other problem is I think everyone cares that their female thing is good, in case they have a baby, most people wanting one someday.  I guess I'm uncomfortable because of Ellen, but I'm kinda mad at the whole situation, to be honest.  I'm mostly mad about the important part, not about how I feel.  I mean, I know it's sorta an idea I am not having kids now, but will I someday?  I guess it saves it for later.  It's just altogether detrimental to have your decaying female thing.

Oh no! ^0^

Now, I'm getting cramps.  You know, I get painful attacks a little.  :|  It surprises me.  I mean, I've had the really unbearable pain.  It's just a rupturing threat!

Not Feeling on the Bright Side

My bathroom is somehow flooded about an inch or 2.  So, I had to wear my old high heels that don't fit with socks and my feet hurt.

Slight Problem

The other problem was I needed it.  I took too many courses.  The full load, 19 and then I think 21.  However, some of those classes were merely Ballet, Ensemble.

Also, I was told I should get out of American History APG in 11th grade, but I was stunned.  They didn't force me, but I ended up changing other classes.  The teacher was attractive.

Lost Focus 7 Years Ago

I was unable to focus since being kicked out of Music Education and Voice and forced to be an Organ major.

What the World is Made Of

Why would my dad get mad at me for getting in situations I didn't know about.  His belief is that's what the world is made of.

Thinking for Yourself

Can you imagine my dad getting mad at my mom for not reminding me to write my cousin?  I wonder which parent wanted me to figure things out for myself.

HELP

I think my mom wants to hurt my dad for causing me to take the medicine which made me lose my period.

Deceasing

I feel like I'm just dying, no pity, unnecessary.  I don't mean like literally deceasing.  I mean decaying, losing my energy.

Odd Cramps

I'm feeling like pooing but kinda in a bubbly way.

P1

Feeling Downtrodden

I get that feeling of being kinda like "fake" and "unflowing."  8|  Like, I feel kinda compact but not well-connected.

Punished for a Supposed Attitude or Feeling

I feel like I've been punished for my attitude not doing well in school, not knowing I had to take easier courses, coming across concrete barriers.

Feeling Pressure

I get like the feeling of my sacks being empty and dry and I feel like I have to control it so it doesn't explode.

Racism Online

So, Johnny Depp did benefit me going online, but did you ever stop and think no one would ever have been racist to me ever, otherwise?

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