Monday, October 24, 2016
Something in Common
I noticed Bella Thorne and I are both form Florida and moved away. I don't remember what, but some things were in common. I know how she "makes it." 1st, you do something incredible that no one else can achieve. After that, you take a break and take watcha really want! She was in a TV show and she had to memorize soo much and with dances most episodes and isn't even an official dancer so must be something! It was so much fun to watch. I saw her in several movies in theaters after, and she had small main roles surrounded by other "stars." I think she went back to work, but I don't know if she will be in theaters in a more main role or a show starring herself.
What's different I'm wondering is that I want to live in glory in a way that was painful again but more organized and such. I wonder if she needed a break from the TV show before doing more things but after she graduated from high school.
What's different I'm wondering is that I want to live in glory in a way that was painful again but more organized and such. I wonder if she needed a break from the TV show before doing more things but after she graduated from high school.
I know the way to go.
You have to have white hair but be that mental case school drop out passive aggressive female.
You can count me out.
I see people are concerned about being treated nicely like a daughter, but there are such nice people older than me who people who could be my parents might be rather young to be all theirs. So, I have 1 point there.
Hocus Pocus (1993)
Everyone loves this. It has Bette Midler, too, who I also like in Gypsy (1993) with a lotta catchy/popular tunes. Everyone else prefers the little girl in Hocus Pocus as far as why they like this film. I find myself in the same boat.
Did you feel like a little princess when you were a little girl? because in this movie the little girl reminds me of people I know who are younger than me.
Did you feel like a little princess when you were a little girl? because in this movie the little girl reminds me of people I know who are younger than me.
The Theory of "One?"
People think when they see people like Tim Burton as an animator of stop motion that everyone should be the only one like that.
When they see people like Johnny Depp, they think they should be the only one all about him all the time.
I think these things are strange. I honestly don't want my life to *all be in a box*. I like a world full of more than a single point of a single thing. This is one way of looking at how I function and like it. What about things like you could be a classical artist? That's something different. It's not that you can't do arts and crafts.
When they see people like Johnny Depp, they think they should be the only one all about him all the time.
I think these things are strange. I honestly don't want my life to *all be in a box*. I like a world full of more than a single point of a single thing. This is one way of looking at how I function and like it. What about things like you could be a classical artist? That's something different. It's not that you can't do arts and crafts.
Matilda (1996)
It reminds me of the A Little Princess (1995.) Which one are you comfortable with?..
Highlight for Spoilers:
A Little Princess - a girl being reunited with her blood father after a war
Matilda - a girl at the end becomes adopted by her teacher and spends more time with her than she would with her blood parents
The actors are both sweet. A Little Princess is 2 years older than me, and Matilda is a year younger than me. The actresses are similar in many ways. I wonder how old their mom is. I guess people with older moms seem younger cuz they are babied more. I wonder if that's wrong. I wonder if they don't like it in that way.
I have an older dad considering my age. I feel like he and others try to act like I'm infantile in stupid ways, to "take care" of me. How cheap! I also find myself in messes, like my room and how possessions and important things have developed. It looks sorta cool, but I was hoping for it to be more artsy and complete. I go out in the house, and it is not something I want to like it looking like a warehouse. I want an escape. Like, when I was like a toddler or little kid I didn't have anything to do or look forward to. I mean, I had more time before I started school to learn to do chores, but then I wasn't given the opportunity. Later, I was tired from life and not enough money for food and things.
Highlight for Spoilers:
A Little Princess - a girl being reunited with her blood father after a war
Matilda - a girl at the end becomes adopted by her teacher and spends more time with her than she would with her blood parents
The actors are both sweet. A Little Princess is 2 years older than me, and Matilda is a year younger than me. The actresses are similar in many ways. I wonder how old their mom is. I guess people with older moms seem younger cuz they are babied more. I wonder if that's wrong. I wonder if they don't like it in that way.
I have an older dad considering my age. I feel like he and others try to act like I'm infantile in stupid ways, to "take care" of me. How cheap! I also find myself in messes, like my room and how possessions and important things have developed. It looks sorta cool, but I was hoping for it to be more artsy and complete. I go out in the house, and it is not something I want to like it looking like a warehouse. I want an escape. Like, when I was like a toddler or little kid I didn't have anything to do or look forward to. I mean, I had more time before I started school to learn to do chores, but then I wasn't given the opportunity. Later, I was tired from life and not enough money for food and things.
Too Late?
It seems too late to get to know about the other countries in Europe and the rest of the world because they've all grown up and married. You'd have had to have been smart and gone online and posted there around year 2000 or the late 1990s. Maybe, you'd become accomplished plus famous somehow / as a celebrity of some sort.
I'm also relearning values, normal manners, etc., from the English takeover that made us all too close and carefree in bad ways.
I'm also relearning values, normal manners, etc., from the English takeover that made us all too close and carefree in bad ways.
Some Pointers/Ideas
(1) People and Their Relationships
(A) Notice when people get along with those they like the most in certain ways because of complimentary personalities and personal preferences.
(B) Do not push people into unpleasantness in relationships, but remember to also respect them in having relationships they really would like.
(2) Respect others who have built themselves up as somebody known to others.
(A) Notice when people get along with those they like the most in certain ways because of complimentary personalities and personal preferences.
(B) Do not push people into unpleasantness in relationships, but remember to also respect them in having relationships they really would like.
(2) Respect others who have built themselves up as somebody known to others.
When you get pizza..
what do you get if you get dessert?
Cinnamon, chocolate chip pie, or a full brownie? I like the chocolate chip pie too much. Maybe, I should get a brownie this time. It has chocolate chips, too.
I just had some rice crispy treats. I like the M&M ones better than coco treats.
I had like a couple last night and 3 this morning. The M&M ones are gone!
Cinnamon, chocolate chip pie, or a full brownie? I like the chocolate chip pie too much. Maybe, I should get a brownie this time. It has chocolate chips, too.
I just had some rice crispy treats. I like the M&M ones better than coco treats.
I had like a couple last night and 3 this morning. The M&M ones are gone!
Sunday, October 23, 2016
Saturday, October 22, 2016
Male Prowess
Why are they so proud to say how they are going to punish me, like it's my fault I did something else?
Hurt and Sad
People are pursuing me like "there's nothing in it" in me.
They like to say I'm bad to lure anyone into sparing a few moments of their life communicating with me.
They like to say I'm bad to lure anyone into sparing a few moments of their life communicating with me.
Is there anything in it?
If I don't worry about losing relationships now if I have any, can I go around and believe I am a good person again?
As Good As Blonde
I could pass as fair with my skin, which is flushed with some color and from being Floridian from the beach. My hair has highlights but not as seethru anymore. Yes, it has "dark roots." When I straighten it out it's not black at all in the light. I don't, tho, so it doesn't get ruined.
Into the Woods (2014)
It's on TV.
I'm trying to get sleepy. Church again tomorrow! I just used the bus to go this evening, and I will use the bus again tomorrow. You know why? I want to see what the people if any thought of what I posted online from the festival, including 2 girls singing karaoke.
I'm trying to get sleepy. Church again tomorrow! I just used the bus to go this evening, and I will use the bus again tomorrow. You know why? I want to see what the people if any thought of what I posted online from the festival, including 2 girls singing karaoke.
Being "Cute" in a Cool Way
Why does my parish think only the pastor is cute insteada following his good example and giving themselves a good identity?
This Morning
I stretched up to exactly/over 5'3". When I stand I look shorter, tho. I see girls slouched/popped over sometimes. I still feel short. I'm not sure if I've grown or if I was just shorter recently. I just slept a lot.
"Examination of Conscience"
I wonder if I deserve to be killed by the old German Nazis that existed. They look like they're right. What if it's something my dad believes in already, that people have to work and providing jails for criminals to live in is a sin already?
The Civil War
was pointless and not that exciting. Who cares if the hot people in the South need slaves.
No One Talks to Me / I Don't Know People
Why do the bad people in my life hold more significance in it?
I am not talked to by others, and their negativity takes hold on my life.
It's like it's time to gather around. People judge me as not that good because they want to find reasons to like others and not me.
People would rather fight, debate, and hold a conversation with a surprise of people but only certain people, who can't seem to hold a conversation whenever they're with me or messaging me. I have people in my life who have abandoned me, seems to happen quite naturally with those who knew me, when strangers are so respectful and seem to have the opposite feelings about me, like they don't know me cuz they are respectfully shy even.
Also, if you know me, why do you have to know everyone in my life and have good people have to go against me? I'm not asking for attention, but it's clear I don't get any. It's not kinda true or something.
I am not talked to by others, and their negativity takes hold on my life.
It's like it's time to gather around. People judge me as not that good because they want to find reasons to like others and not me.
People would rather fight, debate, and hold a conversation with a surprise of people but only certain people, who can't seem to hold a conversation whenever they're with me or messaging me. I have people in my life who have abandoned me, seems to happen quite naturally with those who knew me, when strangers are so respectful and seem to have the opposite feelings about me, like they don't know me cuz they are respectfully shy even.
Also, if you know me, why do you have to know everyone in my life and have good people have to go against me? I'm not asking for attention, but it's clear I don't get any. It's not kinda true or something.
To Have a Round With Germany?
Why are Germans so uptight about manners and supposedly teach others, in lieu of WWI + WWII? I mean, if I think something that's tiring to think, they can tell I am not on top of it and I'm immediately eradicated. I don't have that kinda racial pride on my tailhide to keep me awake and aroused. Maybe, like my mom raised me as a half Chinese person, my dad influenced me to be nothing but Irish from him. What, are the Irish fresh outta luck compared to Germany, England, France, Spain, whatever? and he feels a debt to them cuz he's part Irish? So, I guess Germans are better racially and that's why we shouldn't be mad at them for WWI + WWII. They weren't going to attack, anyway.
Do you "stop, drop, and roll?"
When you see others are bad, do you take it in stride or do you find it in you to somehow convert them? I mean "when they don't have their act together."
Friday, October 21, 2016
Thursday, October 20, 2016
Nothing Wrong Here!
If someone is a certain way, they can be that way, but I didn't do anything wrong to anyone!
Fun Fun Fun Fun Fun
Why make fun of a good program in life? It's not tacky to succeed. I am not unworthy now! It seems life is tricking bowling over.
Some People
seemed nice, but now they aren't.
Someone is upset of things being about me, the things that are, and they took apart my situation like, if it can be explained in black and white, it's for them and not mine.
Here's the lowdown.
So, some people just "get" to follow what other people say about them feeling pleasure over others, like it suddenly doesn't matter and no one else matters tho they do, at least the people telling them that?
This nonsense sounds like it's from some of the immigrants to L.A.
Why do some people have to smile to stay outta trouble.. because trouble is around them?
What do I have to say about my life!!
The people who bring me joy are transformed into evil, selfish robots, in some feeling? Famous and feeling all the pleasure like no one else can have any? I can't trust nor look up to anyone remaining in this life. It's not coo'. They said I deserve this in a sneaky, false, claimed way.
Disclaimer: No offense to anyone.
I'm still there.
Why is someone mad if my life is not about someone else following me in my glory? How spoiled, selfish, and unfortunate.
Something About You?
What if something about you was about someone else? I guess it only matters when it's not about me.
What if you were great and people just found some way to say you are different and took advantage of that saying you were just bad and so much worse than everyone else?
What if you were great and people just found some way to say you are different and took advantage of that saying you were just bad and so much worse than everyone else?
Wednesday, October 19, 2016
Bedtime for Me!
Church tomorrow probably for a 1st excursion?
I'm too depressed to practice violin, maybe. Tired, too, didn't sleep much well last night.
I'm too depressed to practice violin, maybe. Tired, too, didn't sleep much well last night.
If you’re under thirty, you’re welcome. https://t.co/7lFyhODJBa— Ellen DeGeneres (@TheEllenShow) October 19, 2016
Unless you're around Ellen's age, too.
Hey, guess what? I'm serious.
I don't get certain affection outta relationships, but others are stealing some opportunity from me in life. Why do these people have to follow me around like I'm their mom?
Sh! You could say it does not affect me, but it is a real situation. They weren't around before.
Sh! You could say it does not affect me, but it is a real situation. They weren't around before.
Ethnic Swapping
Did you know they encourage someone who is part one ethnicity to be another but with me think I am a slave to theirs?
Uncertainty
People have inner fights on if they want me to "touch" them.
Either way, I'm out to them.
Either way, I'm out to them.
Tuesday, October 18, 2016
In the Movie
Why do they put people like that in movies without a leader like me? I can feel their jealousy that I don't wanna hurt Christina Barrett.
Issue
I can't believe how they have people talk to me..like I'm nothing.
You know, I don't believe the fact that Ellen DeGeneres promoted that only people with certain kinds of parents or races or born whenever or who doesn't trump her .. only people who "aren't in her way" are okay and to say only some generations are okay. That's why she "has" to be mean.
You know, I don't believe the fact that Ellen DeGeneres promoted that only people with certain kinds of parents or races or born whenever or who doesn't trump her .. only people who "aren't in her way" are okay and to say only some generations are okay. That's why she "has" to be mean.
..and we have something else in common
We don't seem to have had the opportunity to learn much dancing.
All the Drama is to Torture Me
It seems like I got the message someone supposedly very popular I like accepts other people over me even if they don't fit some requirement. I understand if you wanna make them feel better, but I'm not gonna be the only one compared to them as worse. That's so crazy!
The Beggar Woman in Beauty and the Beast
I'm really a fairy. Do my aunts really like to talk a lot? I've heard stories.
Disclaimer: No, I did not turn anyone into a beast.
Disclaimer: No, I did not turn anyone into a beast.
Onto Me
People keep following my every move. How gay!
Like, I woke up and didn't use the bathroom but feel okay here now and jotted down some issues. I bet they would remind me of things like this, maybe just cuz I said it here. Like, they'd make some situation to remind me of some thing I did they observed and thought could be improved.
Like, I woke up and didn't use the bathroom but feel okay here now and jotted down some issues. I bet they would remind me of things like this, maybe just cuz I said it here. Like, they'd make some situation to remind me of some thing I did they observed and thought could be improved.
Too Many Texts?
Supposedly, me posting on my cell is a waste of other people's time, when they post at certain times to annoy me. It's in group posts. Maybe, I should make another group. It was nice portraits, too.
What It Was
If I am upset even when in my room alone and hit something, like my sofa or using a punching bag, they say I can't have something if it is something important that I think about that comes up then. It's like they can't leave me alone.
In my long post yesterday..
..I said I was just wondering about something, tho if it helps to understand I was wondering if I was getting in trouble. I'm not sure why people are in my life suddenly like it's their business, the ones being mean telling me I did something wrong. It's like they either want to affect a relationship, negatively, or are already involved with me in mine for some reason manipulating it in ways that don't make sense. Also, for some reason, if I say something about things like this, they are getting more uptight about if it's not very very short. Well, here I was clarifying what people are thinking at me. No offense to anyone!
Oh, wow, "that's it!"
It feels like it's 2nd nature to other people that I'm no good cuz I cursed about hurtful, illegal noises Ellen DeGneeres put in my room. Must I become a recluse in some way?
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