Wednesday, November 18, 2015
I know this for a fact. I come in and am positive initially the 1st time, but there's always some problem for me like it doesn't matter and I have no life.
You know what my teachers encouraged?
That you're not supposed to enjoy if you should interact with them.
Correlations
My dad made a simple mistake. He noticed I had a problem and assumed my mom could have it, too, without thinking.
Change of Times
They are going back and saying my generation didn't deserve to supposedly have it all.
They just have nothing to do and are too embarrassed at what they did.
I notice some people fight or fight others together about if you should look more or less detailed with fine points or be more one big force of energy.
They just have nothing to do and are too embarrassed at what they did.
I notice some people fight or fight others together about if you should look more or less detailed with fine points or be more one big force of energy.
Problems
They are acting triumphant when my thoughts unravel so I can't figure anything without them cutting me off.
They are also suggesting weird ideas.
They are also suggesting weird ideas.
Someone/Some people secretly say I'm Viet, Filipino, not Caucasian, etc. Also, Ellen DeGeneres is in on it and has fueled some of it.
I don't care about any excuses that develop.
I don't care about any excuses that develop.
Problem
My dad is ruining the family. He keeps being so mean to me and won't accept it. He lets off acting like he's white and I'm not and I can't prove he just acted that way, like making sounds at the table.
Problem
They're all saying I don't matter and taking possible relationships from me. They're pounding it in like I "need to be punished."
Problem
Supposedly, Ellen DeGeneres is getting people to try to make me accept I'm another/bad race. I thought it was funny to socialize with other multiracials, and I can see her finding humor in my seeing it in that light. I keep getting pounded on by her "messengers."
Problem
People pester me about getting mad, but they don't believe me when I say why. I know that. Why not mind their own business?
Problem
They keep getting at me talking at me when I'm quiet in private.
They find big problems with small things.
They find big problems with small things.
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
1 Direction did a cool show! They seemed like smart guys, with nice manners. Their music was cool.
The little Irish karate girl was so cool! She had a sword she twirled and did gymnastics.
The little Irish karate girl was so cool! She had a sword she twirled and did gymnastics.
Apology
About that Twitter remark.. I'm losing my mind! I must have lost touch with reality. Still, proves how inappropriate I've become on the inside.
Tomfoolery
I haven't done anything that invites you to make a spectacle of about me. Just keep digging thru the years?
I know what happens if you manipulate all corners/multiple facets of my life. In the end, it's stalking behavior and effects.
You're so gifted you can see into me driving a garbage truck cuz hey ain't nothing wrong with that.
I know what happens if you manipulate all corners/multiple facets of my life. In the end, it's stalking behavior and effects.
You're so gifted you can see into me driving a garbage truck cuz hey ain't nothing wrong with that.
Depressing
I'm not really here to bide time until my own d**th or whatever else it could be while you "play" around with me, basically..
"Bad Guys"
They keep "flipping" me off saying if I say I was indeed good then I am just prejudiced to mean people. They think it's a laughing point of genius. They just cut me off like a gust of wind.
Daring Beahvior
I was fine before this experiment thing started. I don't need to learn manners at age 29. It's not my fault if I need to employ myself to relearn them.
What the Core of My Frustration Is..
Being bothered when I am alone with little ticks that for some reason sound like phrases.
Being bothered every time I see my parents.
Being bothered by famous people or others in media/social media.
What Doesn't Make Sense
My basic loss of social freedom and courtesy.
Being bothered every time I see my parents.
Being bothered by famous people or others in media/social media.
What Doesn't Make Sense
My basic loss of social freedom and courtesy.
Funny How This Got Me Nowhere
Music, better than Business, for me now.
Do you mean to say everyone I lay eyes on who is attractive is reserved material suddenly?
Do you mean to say everyone I lay eyes on who is attractive is reserved material suddenly?
Put the kids in the other room for a second and enjoy the trailer for @RebelWilson’s new movie #HowToBeSinglehttps://t.co/cjBTTWTmhE— Ellen DeGeneres (@TheEllenShow) November 18, 2015Well, judging from recent events and fame, I see what's important to you. If something important does not matter, I tend to lose interest in other things.
I see you've made a web with the entire world, like Tim Burton and Johnny Depp who've basically retired.
(No offense, anyone. I just went a little wild and was mad on the inside about some things.)
Issue
Is it time to open up and be honest about how you hate me?
I see a lotta people who like me. I don't see why this should matter, then. "There's a party, and I wasn't invited."
I see a lotta people who like me. I don't see why this should matter, then. "There's a party, and I wasn't invited."
Problem
Why did you make such a big deal about me cursing on my own blog after it was justified it was controversial?
It's been a few years.
If people want me to behave a certain way, why are they just getting at me for the reasons I listed in the Problems tab of my blog?
It's been a few years.
If people want me to behave a certain way, why are they just getting at me for the reasons I listed in the Problems tab of my blog?
Problem
They're manipulating my life. I can't seem to communicate with anyone genuinely. It's been 10 years, tho.
Problem
They're acting like nothing just happened and I'm bad and can't improve my life maybe in a way.
Contest
Is there a contest that might still be on when you were born, that whoever wins wins regardless of age?
Being Loners
When you see someone come up on stage, are you really "happy to see them.." I feel the world is a little lonely.
Mouth Sore
I doesn't seem precancerous.
I started brushing my teeth like 5 times a day and try to remember mouth wash when flossing.
It doesn't hurt when I eat, anymore. 1st, lining of skin in my mouth fell off.
I just got a soft toothbrush and soft floss. I also started brushing my tongue.
I've smoked 2 cigarettes and a few vapor samples.
Ulcer!
I started brushing my teeth like 5 times a day and try to remember mouth wash when flossing.
It doesn't hurt when I eat, anymore. 1st, lining of skin in my mouth fell off.
I just got a soft toothbrush and soft floss. I also started brushing my tongue.
I've smoked 2 cigarettes and a few vapor samples.
Ulcer!
Saw My Therapist
She says my dad can't be racist to his family cuz it's basically stupid. He married and he created.
Ha Ha Ha Ha
Ellen DeGeneres struggled as a baby with her accent, no offense very cute.
I can hear it..
I can hear it..
Problem
They keep bothering me.. trying to make me the guilty one. I want them to stop, but they are being rude, acting like they are someone else annoying me. They keep acting like they are hurting my possible future kids.
Tuesday, November 17, 2015
Problem
They keep bugging me if I take out my anger physically. I am the one people are being mean to.
Problem
My mom stared at me like she was someone I like k***ing my possible future daughter. If I resisted.. it feels dead.
Problem
I don't like the stress of people around me thinking if I think of a curse word, violence, or hit my sofa.. that the next day for me there's reason for it to be "not it." This has to stop now. You've had your fun.
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
I liked the flashbacks for the 2002th show. I remember the 2000th show, too.
Khloe Kardashian was cute.
The Filipino boy dancer and the attractive Filipino female translator were cool. The dancing the young boy did seemed difficult. I think it's Zumba. I did Nia when I was 19. Ellen has a lot of black people and not a lot of Asians. I wonder in light of recent events she'll have a Parisian.
Khloe Kardashian was cute.
The Filipino boy dancer and the attractive Filipino female translator were cool. The dancing the young boy did seemed difficult. I think it's Zumba. I did Nia when I was 19. Ellen has a lot of black people and not a lot of Asians. I wonder in light of recent events she'll have a Parisian.
Monday, November 16, 2015
Problem
I've been mad all day from 4-10 because of the people experimenting on me being mean. I didn't do anything, in a way. I have the rest of the week..
Problem
They add more problems if I post about a problem.
Also, they keep talking at me so it'd flood my blog if I addressed it.
I don't need these annoying noises, "no matter what you think." I'm not here to ignore them as they fly by. It just is funny and proves how annoying you are.
I get threats of being framed too in the future. Like to be set up for failure and say me getting mad at them now is why I'm guilty.
Also, they keep talking at me so it'd flood my blog if I addressed it.
I don't need these annoying noises, "no matter what you think." I'm not here to ignore them as they fly by. It just is funny and proves how annoying you are.
I get threats of being framed too in the future. Like to be set up for failure and say me getting mad at them now is why I'm guilty.
More of a Problem or a Solution
Johnny Depp caused people to be happy, but it was not worth it with all the people bullying me influenced by him.
Problem
They keep inflicting forceful feelings on me that I have to sit and can fight it off all night long in some cases, now it seems I can be mad for hours, either way it brings me down.
They'll make little noises that communicate something annoying. Someone I see will be involved, etc.
How am I supposed to move on in life! I'm 29 and nowhere now.
They'll make little noises that communicate something annoying. Someone I see will be involved, etc.
How am I supposed to move on in life! I'm 29 and nowhere now.
Why People Act Racist
People are racist because they themselves have deficiencies and prejudices racially.
Interesting Things That Existed in America
Blacks are better at being Americans than whites, on the whole.. even tho there are seemingly many Jamaicans here and some African immigrants and you can't tell the difference as easily.
People Refusing to Talk
Did you ever have people, for a long time, not acknowledge you because you, like them, haven't yet decided to just become famous tho not to be famous in a likable way?
IMDb - Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Men Tell No Tales (2017)
Some of his fans went so totally crazy over him they aren't really fans anymore.
Well, it seems like everyone was affected by his performance as Willy Wonka in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory that they took advantage of it, all acting like fans in a way that makes him uncomfortable, so that everyone fought to be considered his biggest fans.
People who didn't like him went all crazy and spread the word about how he wasn't all that, just to get attention, when he was just a nice actor like any other actor, not more popular than others then nor now. Just more.. "famous.."
"He doesn't use social media," as you say. That's not a good idea. That's taking advantage of his "faithful fan base."
Amber seems to be flirtatious about her relationship with him yet would easily be taken aback at anything said the wrong way, with Johnny there to protect her feelings.
Well, it seems like everyone was affected by his performance as Willy Wonka in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory that they took advantage of it, all acting like fans in a way that makes him uncomfortable, so that everyone fought to be considered his biggest fans.
People who didn't like him went all crazy and spread the word about how he wasn't all that, just to get attention, when he was just a nice actor like any other actor, not more popular than others then nor now. Just more.. "famous.."
"He doesn't use social media," as you say. That's not a good idea. That's taking advantage of his "faithful fan base."
Amber seems to be flirtatious about her relationship with him yet would easily be taken aback at anything said the wrong way, with Johnny there to protect her feelings.
IMDb - Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Men Tell No Tales (2017)
Well, you might have the same desires, just some more beaten up by life than others. I can't believe all the people who think they're big fans of Johnny Depp and more than me. They've abused him as a fan by making him overrated.
Why is he such a target for ridicule? Those aren't fans! Does he even have any fans? I must say he is popular as in being appreciated or noticed from under the radar. I dunno, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory was like a Disney movie, with him as the hero. So, that's the way he's famous. If he has so many good fans, howcome he isn't friends with any of them, other than his wife?
Why is he such a target for ridicule? Those aren't fans! Does he even have any fans? I must say he is popular as in being appreciated or noticed from under the radar. I dunno, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory was like a Disney movie, with him as the hero. So, that's the way he's famous. If he has so many good fans, howcome he isn't friends with any of them, other than his wife?
Sunday, November 15, 2015
Flute
I guess I'll try the recorder 1st.
I like oboe, too, and with that you do clarinet 1st possibly or probably some straight to oboe.
I like oboe, too, and with that you do clarinet 1st possibly or probably some straight to oboe.
Note to the Theater
I liked the floutist who played for Cinderella on Saturday night, last night November 14th 2015. Do you know if she is a flute teacher? Thanks!
Something I Noticed
People say it's not all about looking like a Barbie and being symmetrical, yet when you see another person/girl like this they get praised.
Who You're After
Do you ever think you can win people over back to old ways? Like because you're older?
What Has to Happen!
If it can happen does not mean it has to. You don't have to look at things in a bad way.
Cinderella Souvenir
I got the bracelet for The Phantom of the Opera and Beauty and the Beast.
I told the lady selling that I had just enough coins to complete the price. My card didn't go thru. She ended up giving it to me for free cuz her machine didn't work. It's a necklace with a clock and shoe.
She was very sweet, as well as smart to think to do that. Not sure how she learned she could do that.
I was gonna give her the cash/coins, but she said no..
I did see it online and might have bought it sometime.
Always save like $50-$100 for these things, in case you want to use it. They had at least 1 gift packet.
I told the lady selling that I had just enough coins to complete the price. My card didn't go thru. She ended up giving it to me for free cuz her machine didn't work. It's a necklace with a clock and shoe.
She was very sweet, as well as smart to think to do that. Not sure how she learned she could do that.
I was gonna give her the cash/coins, but she said no..
I did see it online and might have bought it sometime.
Always save like $50-$100 for these things, in case you want to use it. They had at least 1 gift packet.
IMDb - The Soapbox
😏
Lotta good music like that out there to find.
I made a list of Enya songs to buy that I didn't hear before as much, learned to appreciate more.
Lotta good music like that out there to find.
I made a list of Enya songs to buy that I didn't hear before as much, learned to appreciate more.
Flute
I think I'm gonna learn flute. Oboe is expensive, as well as hard. I tried to play one from band, and no sound came out except once. I'd love to learn flute and oboe. I'm not sure which way I'd sway in an ensemble.
Oh, boy!
Auditions Coming to Orlando in April for Aladdin and The Lion King - singing or dancing
I think I will try as a singer. I do intend to take some ballet and get good at each level one at a time.
You know, I could make it. 1st, I am audition for America's Got Talent, tho. I might take private singing.
link
I think I will try as a singer. I do intend to take some ballet and get good at each level one at a time.
You know, I could make it. 1st, I am audition for America's Got Talent, tho. I might take private singing.
link
Gas
Do you know what keeps people going?
imagining what their white European/American moms provide for them. It might have been in a way you shouldn't insult people with. Like, you shouldn't go out and address it in a negative way to someone.
imagining what their white European/American moms provide for them. It might have been in a way you shouldn't insult people with. Like, you shouldn't go out and address it in a negative way to someone.
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