Wow!

I just looked it up and found out Daylight Savings ends on November 1st, so we move the time back.

Also, next year is a leap year.

Gymnastics

I just got back.  I'm so tired and need to sleep.  Once a week 1 1/2 hours!  I loved watching the cheer class.  I was there like 2-3 hours early, got some food..  There was this cute little girl in cheer, the smallest with white hair, looked Swedish a lot.  She was the hero of the cheer pyramid.

Schedule

Thursday I go tot the eye doctor and gymnastics, so I may not watch Ellen that day.  I have today and tomorrow, and that's all for this week.  My back hurts from sleeping in a sorta tight bra the other day and I want to sleep/rest, so I may have to catch up later.  Also, there's Halloween Saturday and I still go trick-or-treating.  I have a costume of an empress.  So, I'll catch up on today and the the next day.  There is little possibility I predict of catching Thursday and Friday.  Good luck to ya'll in the contest!

This one looks nice

link

Nah, it doesn't matter.

Some people say the solution is raising all H***.

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Re: The Movie is Almost Finished

I want to be a celebrity. People like Depp, DeGeneres.. they turn people's heads. I want to prove anyone can do it. 😁 

Twitter

@bellalovelycute no i'm still shooting midnight sun! i'll do the baby sitter w famous in love in la...

— bella thorne (@bellathorne) October 27, 2015

A secret threat..

Marked Posts of Time

Some people need time apart.

You get interested and stop in when it seems appropriate.

I dunno.  I am minding my beeswax online, so-to-speak, but I make myself available, as well.

I don't know how to remove myself in ways I should.  I am begging for the end when we find all the cooler people than Christina now.

It's not ha-a-a-a-a-ard.

I bet this isn't hard for other people.

IMDb - Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Men Tell No Tales (2017)

Re: The Movie is Almost Finished

I want to be an actress and I'm considered pretty good, but a lotta people out there seem dynamically better and probably want to laugh at people like me who are good yet not as popular. 

Is this good-bye?

Cuz I'm not living in fear of what I write on my blog and being misinterpreted by someone.

LOOK

I'm just a normal person trying to be happy on her blog.

Why are you talking down on me?

I did what I was supposed to do.

Problem

YOU can't do whatever you want to me.

Problem

I don't do anything wrong.  Do what you want, tho.  I've been beaten at all day supposedly by someone I like.  I didn't want to offend any innocent people and didn't.

It's okay

if someone wants to be like me.

Yay!

Modeling offer from an agency I applied to.

Harley Davidson, whatever that was.

I need to get in shape and be a Medium, whatever that really means..  The gymnastics and hopefully dieting will help.  I recently just felt more positive already.  I was in bed and got up.

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I hate bossy people.

 

Riii-diculous

You know, I don't think any of my ancestors would take this s***.  Who the f*** do you r*****s think I am?  Who the h*** was I?

Feeling Hurt

I wonder what ails me.

I know my back still hurts from wearing a bra when I slept.

I get unwanted provoked thoughts to quell my spirits.

College

I wanted college in place of minimum wage work.  I figured the performance would be a similar investment so am not doing the college now.

What a Waste

It's funny the people experimenting on me are trying to socially punish me for things I didn't have wrong with me before they started experimenting on me and when I never start anything bad.  "If anyone has a problem with me they need to tell it to my face."  They never do.  They just attack me without notice cuz that's their goal.

No School

I don't think I'm going to school.

Bed

I might go to bed early today, will watch Ellen tomorrow..

Not That Poor..

Me eating is no present.

Not Waiting to Live My Life

I'm not "waiting around" letting everyone get away with being mean to me, as tho I'm waiting to meet Tim Burtons/still to do something that utilizes my emotions.  Honestly, that's quite a laugh.  Do you realize it's been like 10 years?  Also, he ran away.  Ran away in spirit, too.  He's not there for public exposure/disposal.

Disclaimer:  No offense to him.  I'm just explaining.

*Unseparated*

I will not let Orlando say I'm not in the game and that I need to be separated in order for the "white" ones to do their business.

Sorry, people!

I think I, like, just died in a way.  I feel sick from junk food out.  I just wanted some pizza!  Yea, I must seem repulsive.. it's being ingrained in my head.  Maybe, some people weren't meant to look good when fat or sorta a chubbo..

Work It Out

Maybe, I can afford to dye my hair, after all.

Edit

I updated my Twitter biography.

I'm from SE + NE FL & New Orleans. I can sing and play. I've heard voices and seen ghosts. Keeping fit as a gymnast/ballerina, an aspiring celebrity/actress.

Activity

I'm going to do adult gymnastics if there is a place open.

Maybe, eventually will add ballet.

Guess I cannot afford to color my hair.

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What color was your hair, eyes, and skin as a baby?

[b]Hair:[/b] 
[b]Eyes:[/b] 
[b]Skin:[/b] 

Hair: Brown/+Black
Eyes: Darker/Grayer Blue
Skin: Tan+Pink 

Twitter

This Saturday - "'Spooky Molloy' & Friends! Halloween Concert" at @albertwisnerlib​. Info and registration info: https://t.co/x5H0j2zsCv

— Sukey Molloy (@SukeyMolloy) October 22, 2015

Wow, sounds great!

What I Wish I Did

High School

Year 1
1- English II - Gifted
2- Geometry - Gifted
3- World Geography
4- Biology I - Honors
5- PE I
6- Career Orientation / Civics
7- Dance Team

Year 2
1- English III - AP/Gifted
2- Algebra II - Gifted
3- World History - Honors?
4- Biology II
5- PE II / Health
6- Dance Team
7- Spanish I

Year 3
1- English IV - AP/Gifted
2- American History - AP/G or Honors
3- Free Enterprise /
4- Dance Team
5- Spanish II
6-
7-

College - Loyola University New Orleans
- History Major
- Political Science Minor
- Dance Team

Career
- Aspiring Actress
- Work in My Major Field Internationally

--- --- ---

or

High School

Year 1
1- English II - Gifted
2- Geometry - Gifted
3- World Geography
4- Biology I - Honors
5- Career Orientation / Civics
6- Talented Music - Singing
7- Talented Art

Year 2
1- English III - AP/Gifted
2- Algebra II - Gifted
3- World History - Honors?
4- Chemistry I - Honors
5- PE I
6- Talented Music - Singing
7- Talented Art

Year 3
1- English IV - AP/Gifted
2- American History- Honors or AP/Gifted
3- Physics - Honors
4- PE II / Health
5- Talented Music - Singing
6- Talented Art
7-

After School - Ballet @ Giacobbe - Delta Festival Ballet + New Orleans Youth Ballet

College - Loyola University New Orleans
- Singing Major
- Ballet Minor

Ancestral Connections

Are you more connected to your ancestors thousands of years ago or to your parents?

Twitter

Check out @derekhough and @BindiIrwin on @TheEllenShow today! pic.twitter.com/NsaAv29qEP

— Terri Irwin (@TerriIrwin) October 26, 2015

She was awesome!  She dances so well!

cont.

Really cool more mature/older adults seem very good at waiting around for the right people.  They've got the stuff.  Somehow, it always seems to work out racially.

Is anyone out there?

I know there are lots of cool people out there, but we don't know who they are.

I know for a fact Ellen DeGeneres is good at waiting around, tho.

TV - Today

I loved to see The Voice judges!  They seem really nice, didn't get too much into what they were talking about.

Ellen DeGeneres was on after.  She apparently likes remodeling, like interior decorating of worthy houses regarding size/how rich it is.  That's interesting to me, maybe she also likes other houses.  I used to be obsessed with the idea of cottages in the woods.  I actually wondered if I could design my own house if I make a lotta money or become a celebrity/actress.  I'd have to start early.  I wish I earned money to travel and buy nice clothes or at least a nice array/variety.  So, it's interesting.  Most people seem pretty messy.

I seem a lot older/changed

I went online and got into some things that went wrong.

I originally posted to find out how to audition for a Pirates of the Caribbean sequel, when the franchise was fresh.  I turned down an offer to go to Miami and be under a health program to model and eventually get in movies.  No more offers after, to my surprise.  I was 21.  It was from MySpace Networking, but MySpace has lost much of its function since.  The program would probably be less than 2 months of training + free.

The Ellen DeGeneres Show

Cat Week is over!  Me Me Monday..  ED on Air (ED = Ellen DeGeneres) looks amazing!  They even have letters to mount on the wall to spell out words with hooks, like to hang Christmas stockings for Santa.

The 1st guy, Anthony Anderson, who came on from Blackish was funny.

Gwen Stefani was a cool singer.  I found out she was popular from No Doubt when I was younger.  I like the song "It's My Life."

Bindi Irwin and her dance partner were great.  The dance was so energetic and fun.

"The English"

They are beats if you are insufficient in something, like fairy dust falls from the sky.  I wonder how hot their poor really are.

"The Irish"

The English do not accept the Irish from anyplace anyway, and they may be all alone.

Problem

Other places are slow, too.

If you pimp someone..

..do they have to be considered and called nice?

What is the definition of cooler than everyone else?

It seems we don't have many interesting young "stars."

A Decision

I will not do myself as Irish because they think it's funny to not fit in.  It fits perfectly for some people, either because they wanna be popular in controversial ways or other things.

Well.. I like other Irish people if they exist, too, and don't hate anyone.  It just seems for some strange reason Ireland is both the outcast and the treasure.  I think they have castles with fairies, but I'm not sure.

Problem

They people experimenting on me made IMDb sometimes load very slowly for me.

Twitter

I love to help deserving people. When I see others doing the same, nothing makes me happier. https://t.co/bM0oTNTS9H

— Ellen DeGeneres (@TheEllenShow) October 26, 2015

Who ever said I don't deserve to even do that?  That's gone wild.  Helping people is a generic activity.

I think Ellen DeGeneres sometimes just sides with the underdog in order to remain well seasoned in ways.

She waits til all is quiet and then "says" something mean.  Lights go out.  People are running into each other.

See, it does not count if it's being mean to me at times.  She tries to satisfy all, all those other mean people..

It's like an addiction..  I saw people on TV explaining addictions and they were for some stupid reason trying to target me!


No offense, just being honest and apparently funny in a way.  I edited this and have it whittled down to a somewhat finished product.  You may have noticed something in this, that you can walk away thinking falsely I flat out insulted Ellen DeGeneres cuz connotations to you point in that direction, when they don't.  They just scoop up the poop!  Not insult anyone.  The people may not be the main focus in this.  It's just bad circumstances.  Let me know if you want me to change this post.  Some things stand as cold hard facts.  Let's not be afraid to post well-polished issues.  Nothing's perfect in people's minds.

LOL

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Re: If you ever did drag for Halloween and realized you were a passable

Sometimes, I wonder about Ellen DeGeneres. She seems to be gay in both ways, masculine and feminine. She acts like a boy and gets p***ed off/p***es off like a girl.

Problem

They won't stop irritating me.  I'm worried the absolutely bad attention they give me could give me cancer or maybe even some other disease.

Problem

Why does someone in my family always have to come in and ruin it?

Problem

They keep staring me down and making me look stupid, the people watching me in my room.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: Once a criminal, always a criminal?

Why would people be advanced enough in life to know what it even means to hurt someone? That's death row. 

Bad People

People take advantage of me.

Problem

This person who is telling to be mean to me is obviously wrong.  They probably want the experiment to stop and blame me for it.

People Who Can Deal With Life

People want people to be able to deal with life, but they keep putting them down.

Problem

I can't deal with this.

I get upset at someone because of someone else, and then someone else starts fresh and gets a turn.

Alone as Alone Can Be

No one will talk to me nicely.

Problem

They're tying to say my younger cousin far away is better than everyone else, like Bella Thorne.  Born 1991 and 1997.

Problem

I'm not here to comply with the lasting mean humor of older adults to only their convenience with me.

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Re: Once a criminal, always a criminal?

Being a criminal is bad if it's killing people. Otherwise, it's just wrong if it hurts people. Some rules are just like for a game. Sometimes, rules don't matter. Sometimes, rules are made for the opposite things.

Leave the past behind, in this case as any! 

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If you picked one country in Europe where you fit in, which would it be?

You know Indonesians and Chinese-Indonesians have Dutch culture. I dunno, I'd be happy in Finland, Sweden, and Norway.

As for my dad's side, I'm not exactly sure what it is yet, taking another genealogy test, dna.ancestry.com. I did 23andMe.com. It said I had 35% of relatives from Irleand/UK, tho I have a lotta Anglo-Irish, it seems. Like 10% is unknown middle European. I have 0.4% Southern European. I thought I was Native American indian, very little, but it didn't show up. These 2 systems are $100. I never knew my dad's dad, but I thought he was more Irish than my dad's mom. I don't think he was from the country. It's funny when people judge you by your ancestral background. It seems like farmers come from Ireland, and the rest of the world doesn't matter, they'll be accepted either way. I respect farmers, like my grandma used to be, of course. I found her to be very smart and nice. She's pretty big but shorter than me and maybe shorter than 5'. Supposedly, she has more Germanic. It's funny I noticed them thinking about that. They don't talk about it as often as I post about it. She might be big cuz her mom's dad was who I think was more American and his wife maybe Amish from even Canada. I think I have an ancestor born on the Atlantic, whatever that means, I found online. I think that means I'm part Scottish, but I'm not sure. It's certainly possible, despite what I've been told. 

Worthless People

People are so worthless thinking I have done all these things wrong + that no one else has done anything.  They do it to submit to Ellen DeGeneres.  Like, "Oh, yea, it's H***."

Problem

My dad keeps on acting abusive emotionally in the environment.

Problem

You sure don't own your actions, you all.

Problem

They keep thrusting people into me and making me mad and judging me for it.  This is my life!

Dying My Hair

light gold blonde
link

So, talk.

What's wrong with Poland?

Why do some countries get excluded?

Post Count

21,000+

Stupid Question

Why would Jews hate Asians and like Europeans?

Problem

They are still hurting me.

Problem

They went crazy after I said something they did wrong.

Blowing up at Me

What makes you blow up like a cannon at me that you'd risk yourself to express anger towards me and I may never even know?

"Nothing the Matter"

Just because so many people seem bad in so many ways does not mean you can tell me there's something wrong with me!

Problem

They are trying to negatively stimulate or destimulate me.

Problem

So, people incessantly attack me redundantly, I feel mad and have trouble separating my anger from them puppeting someone I like, and then they commemorate it via trashing Twitter with questionable features, which pollutes us with an insult about me.

Money

I have no desire to hurt anyone.  I'm being hurt.

And right now all that's on my mind is to clean my room.  I need a shelf.  I'm also dying my hair to see if I will be more accepted.. and getting dna.ancestry.com.  It will tell me how much Irish I have, too, like the other one didn't, blended it as Britain.

Maybe in the 2nd week of November I can get the shelves.

Kmart $64
link

This is all my dad's fault.

I'm not paying.

Tradeoff

Even if they said they'd be nice to me while acting weird, they haven't been.

Problem

WILL YOU "STUPID" PEOPLE JUST SHUT UP SAYING I'M BAD AND WHEN I SAY THIS YOU THINK YOU'VE BEEN CALM AND ARE ON TOP OF ME

Abusive

Abusive

Problem

The people experimenting on me are getting violent.

Unaccepted

Why don't the damn talent agencies ever accept me!!

Issue

Did you know Dr. Phil messed with my eyes?

Age

I hate it when people are gross with age and keep me from an ideal experience.

"Life isn't fair."

Life is unfair for Asians.  What if you never wanted to be Asian?  Forget that I'm 1/2 white.

Racial Fights

I didn't start a fight about race.  Look what the "clowns" are doing now.

Jealousy

If you let other Scandinavians be proud of their race, then it's the same for me.

Problem

Stupid Europeans, quite blaming me for your problems.  I don't "hold 'the real 'white' people'" captive from you.

Being Short and Dark

People are telling me I'm racially unacceptable, that I am like a Jew in Nazi Germany and they're Hitler.

People Playing Pretend

People want to pretend I do something wrong to make an excuse claiming they tried to say something nice to me.

Problem

They won't stop!

No way!

I'm not doing this for Ellen, pretend I fit as my grandma's baby.

Problem

Ever since I got into someone, some people don't talk to me.

Unaccepted.

People are messing around that I'm suddenly not accepted.  They think America is now Europe, at least.

Suckers

People don't like me cuz there weren't as many ways announced to treat little ole blackheads.

Younger poeple

can be mean to me and not get in trouble for it.

I miss..

..New Orleans and Miami, a place I never lived/visited.

Spoiling Using Other Generations

They are spoiling Bella Thorne, "making" everything right for her, when to stimulate her, when to calm her down, while they mess with me like I'm s*** cuza my generation.

Problem

They keep putting up more things to lure me to fill my blog with their *beep*