Wednesday, August 19, 2015
You know me..
..I did drama, music.. Otherwise, I'd try to dance. (I did take ballet once a week cuz my mom said once a week. Couldn't afford to add voice, in the end.) I mean, I also did cross country there for 2 years.
Watch out.
Fun cancelled cuza people who don't matter's opinions of me. They don't matter in that they don't care.
Later
When I can afford it, I could go into a hair salon and show them the picture of the girl and ask them to do that color for me.
You Bastards From Europe
Why am I getting the debris?
What the *beep* do you think I am?
It's not a game to see if I am the one who has a good reason to use the word "stupid."
I ain't listening to you kids.
What the *beep* do you think I am?
It's not a game to see if I am the one who has a good reason to use the word "stupid."
I ain't listening to you kids.
OK
I've got it down to "riddle."
You know, I'd be accepted if it weren't for you guys being so mean and getting even worse when I negate it in my head, like it matters. I already was accepted. I never initiate begging status. I get misjudged..
I don't know if there's something anyone who reads any of this doesn't like. I get relayed that I'm pompously rude, that I spoke directly badly to someone, but, anyway, that's what they think I deserve.
I got the message that it's just unfortunate and yes they are mean to me, but so is that person who made this not exactly work out for some people with weird expectations.
You know, I'd be accepted if it weren't for you guys being so mean and getting even worse when I negate it in my head, like it matters. I already was accepted. I never initiate begging status. I get misjudged..
I don't know if there's something anyone who reads any of this doesn't like. I get relayed that I'm pompously rude, that I spoke directly badly to someone, but, anyway, that's what they think I deserve.
I got the message that it's just unfortunate and yes they are mean to me, but so is that person who made this not exactly work out for some people with weird expectations.
Hair Dye Aisle
Why do we get the feeling we need to dye our hair..for fun? The problem is then we don't get/like our natural look. They have new high quality root application.
Nice Picture of Bella Thorne
link
She does seem to be serious in a certain way and other ways very playful. I don't think she wants to look serious in any of the ways that she has..
I tend to click with people my dad's race in a funny way and same with my mom. I wish she knew how beautiful she is! Lighter than a blonde Hispanic.
She does seem to be serious in a certain way and other ways very playful. I don't think she wants to look serious in any of the ways that she has..
I tend to click with people my dad's race in a funny way and same with my mom. I wish she knew how beautiful she is! Lighter than a blonde Hispanic.
I'm looking
for the hair dye of the Swedish girl on the left at the bottom. I don't wanna dye my hair. I wanted some of it black before and black it was and still is, like my iris's not being incredibly large.
A Talk With Dad, Yesterday
I said, why don't I fit in with Nordic people? He said I would if I went (talking about Finland.) ..I went on with my claim and said, "Then, why do I fit in with the German and the English?" I am proud to fit in with the Germans.
Finns/Suomalainens
The Finnish seem to have a stronger national identity than Latin Americans. They Hungarians, which they have blood from, look just like them.
Being Good and Happy..
What do you mean you found me good and happy and want things to switch? You add.
A Joke
All my life people couldn't say enough how good I was: sweet, smart, shy.
Now, I get to watch Ellen, something happens, and to her I'm bad. Ehehe, no offense with this, but "the cheese stands alone," ya'll.
Now, I get to watch Ellen, something happens, and to her I'm bad. Ehehe, no offense with this, but "the cheese stands alone," ya'll.
Getting at Me
You can't just get at me for knowing I have an older dad or a Chinese mom. People are being mean to me and reading my mind and asking why I'm being mad like it's bad.
Bad?
It makes me really irritated for someone to tell me I am bad as an adult for no reason when I am and have been good since a kid. It just seems to trigger hatred.
Death
I keep seeing red dots. I think I saw 2 and later in the bathroom 1. They are little glowing red lights. Like of a black dog.
Blah Blah Blah .. OK, It's Over
What's all this setting up me as a *beep* fart?
"Oh, Christina, you're *beep* .. What more can I say?"
"Oh, Christina, you're *beep* .. What more can I say?"
"Farting Around" About Flaws
Why are people literally just "farting around" saying I'm innately flawed in ways I don't even know?
1997-1998
I don't even understand what's so special about anyone born in 1997-1998. I was at the peak of my existence, then. Then, we had to move from Florida for my dad's job.
A Big Project
The kids born in 1997-1998, which includes people born a little earlier and a little later.. were supposed to be a big, revolutionary, "clean" thing. Something of love to stay. It seems a bit different by and large. There are probably different things going around for kids born around 1975-2000. Some have Early Boom parent/s, some Late Boom, and others Generation X or after Baby Boom.
Question
Poking Around: What's all this *beep* of "I'm better how dare you suggest you talk to me, I'm famous, I'm an adult?"
IMDb - Beauty and the Beast (2017)
Re: I would have taken Emmy Rossum over Emma Watson any day for this mov
Con
You can't say I'm bad just because of something you didn't tell me you wanted to do. Why can you tell me what to do? You can't. You just have to explain yourself.
Not to Please
Don't do things you shouldn't if it pleasures someone else, even if they say that's not why.
Tuesday, August 18, 2015
People
Supposedly, cool, nice people have power and they all were hypnotized to abuse it.
I don't respect Baby Boomers as being honest, fair, and authentic.
I don't respect Baby Boomers as being honest, fair, and authentic.
Another Story
I used to go to a couple malls. I wanted to go back to this one that had a hanging display of Jingle All the Way back in 2006 soon after relocating here in mid-2005 and I came back from college and started posting online. That's where I'm applying to work at Macy's + Sears for the holidays.
Unhappy
I know people get ahead by being European as opposed to Asian. I know they rushed to make it impossible for some to be happy. Older later middle aged adults aren't worth it. These people all like the kids who were bad, unless they find someone very attractive, possibly.
by Me:
Do people ever hurt you behind your back or by how they act? And it affects you possibly physically?
Like magic? Like, do you find yourself feeling punished by the time of your own parents after living 18 and out?
Do people ever hurt you behind your back or by how they act? And it affects you possibly physically?
Like magic? Like, do you find yourself feeling punished by the time of your own parents after living 18 and out?
Mis-Identification
I'm not a minority as a person and I am not someone who is whiny about their race as a minority being more important than being white.
I found something fake about me.
When others deal with others, they earnestly believe in them. Me, I have to say it's just a way to be positive. Sometimes, it gets complex, tho.
Idea
Why am I judged compared to others when I've done nothing wrong and you are mean to me all the time but not others but just because they are already complainers mostly/partly?
So..
..people are just waiting to replace my success with themselves to a fine point like playing with a Russian doll?
"I'm wide awake.."
I feel at work people will be more awake than I am. I already believe I've been in contact with aliens and ghosts. I'm probably like my personality test for careers said, "fairies and magic." No, tho, I do like to be awake when I'm not shy.
The Finer Point
I would wonder if Bella acted mean to me for Ellen even on the show Shake It Up, but in ways I know it's something else. I dunno about Ellen. I like her, but it seems a bit abnormal compared to others. It's hard for me to separate the creme of the crop.
Hopefully
I can shape up when I get out of the house to a finer point. I am trying to get a Christmas job. I'm already jogging every day and eating numerous small "meals.." I just wanna enjoy my blog and other people online.
It's just too much for me. I am having a hard time feeling like a normal person. Like, I shouldn't be bowing down to people who are bad and being addicted to stimulating myself.
It's just too much for me. I am having a hard time feeling like a normal person. Like, I shouldn't be bowing down to people who are bad and being addicted to stimulating myself.
What I Found
I was not liked for being with my cousin who for reasons got in trouble a lot. I feel the same way about submitting to other people I like.
Feeling..
..I don't feel as #1 because of being trapped in noisy environments in Central Florida.
Also, I was turned off by Tim Burton being stimulated in a coo coo way when others summon it. My parents tried to do the same to me. I just wanted to still look up to him.
So, shamed by "spreading" myself for Johnny Depp, I closed up to the world.
Also, I was turned off by Tim Burton being stimulated in a coo coo way when others summon it. My parents tried to do the same to me. I just wanted to still look up to him.
So, shamed by "spreading" myself for Johnny Depp, I closed up to the world.
My Reason
The only reason I find myself caring to be upset for others about things to do with Bella Thorne is because Ellen told her to be bad to me. However, even from watching her in the early days on Shake It Up, I felt the same way!
True, I'd have something to say. Not saying I know what it'd be and hope it wouldn't be considered bad nor be unfriendly.
True, I'd have something to say. Not saying I know what it'd be and hope it wouldn't be considered bad nor be unfriendly.
Ambiguous Identity
Why does this experiment want the opposite for me that people do in real life? They think I don't deserve any attention. If I talk about anything negative, they flip.
I don't force people to talk to me, but I notice people are telling people to be mean to me, like "or else."
I don't force people to talk to me, but I notice people are telling people to be mean to me, like "or else."
Question
They wanted me to talk about this, but I keep getting the feeling I'm not me and I'm treated as I'm Bella Thorne. It's like people born in 1960 want everything to be for her and nothing for me as they somehow know of me.
I guess they were just mistaken cuz I know I don't wanna be like other people mostly, like Bella for example.
I guess they were just mistaken cuz I know I don't wanna be like other people mostly, like Bella for example.
What's In and Out
OK so the feeling anyone is "better" than everyone is out.
We're talking about things like skills and having a romantic personality, instead.
We're talking about things like skills and having a romantic personality, instead.
Ellen & Bella
Ellen knows Bella wants to be treated like she's better than everyone else. Bella seems obsessed about it, which is a sad experience I also feel sorry for. She seems very concerned about her position in the world. I don't really think of myself as better than others. People do wonder why I seem so happy and celebratory about myself.
Something I Saw People Notice
Yes, people would feel Bella Thorne thinks too highly of herself, but I think she is also sweet. She may be especially different, too.
Well, I already recommended California out, but all the *beep* acting comes from there. Bella doesn't seem to act naturally, like I saw on Jimmy Fallon. She had to create the feel of being somewhere like Florida. She is from Southeastern Florida close to Miami. I lost my feeling from Florida partly/critically when we moved out for my dad's job when I was 12, right away. I was a bit bemused and rather saddened when I saw Bella had to create the feeling that she was #1 rather than just listen to the details of what people think of her.
I only wrote this cuz people have a bone to pick with her, and I wanted it settled and spoken of in my world. I admit we all have faults, tho, not just Bella or something in this case. You have a right to notice people are trying to take advantage of you, in general, too. I get upset often each day.
I am not suggesting we just make fun of her fabricating her environment because I know something about her life. She used to on her show create the feeling she was #1 while people acted like she was just high strung and didn't wanna "have a good time."
Well, I already recommended California out, but all the *beep* acting comes from there. Bella doesn't seem to act naturally, like I saw on Jimmy Fallon. She had to create the feel of being somewhere like Florida. She is from Southeastern Florida close to Miami. I lost my feeling from Florida partly/critically when we moved out for my dad's job when I was 12, right away. I was a bit bemused and rather saddened when I saw Bella had to create the feeling that she was #1 rather than just listen to the details of what people think of her.
I only wrote this cuz people have a bone to pick with her, and I wanted it settled and spoken of in my world. I admit we all have faults, tho, not just Bella or something in this case. You have a right to notice people are trying to take advantage of you, in general, too. I get upset often each day.
I am not suggesting we just make fun of her fabricating her environment because I know something about her life. She used to on her show create the feeling she was #1 while people acted like she was just high strung and didn't wanna "have a good time."
Issue
Bella Thorne isn't supposed to be a detriment to my life by acting like I deserve nothing I have and getting it taken from me.
Monday, August 17, 2015
People Who Make More Mistakes in Their Lives
Admittedly, it's a wart in my life, these being mean to me like I should be punished.
Charlie and the Chocolate Factory 2005 Blues
Everyone wants to knock me down for not being impressive enough supposedly.
Being a Bit Forward?
I don't have the problems of which you speak and you are not fixing them, but you seem to have problems.
They keep always being mean to me. It's supposedly someone I like trashing me. In the end, it'll be true.
This isn't necessary. You're just trying to punish me for no reason.
They keep always being mean to me. It's supposedly someone I like trashing me. In the end, it'll be true.
This isn't necessary. You're just trying to punish me for no reason.
Why are you a danger to society?
I feel people are treating me like I am Bella Thorne and treating Bella Thorne like she is me. It seems very crafty. What do you do when you're *beep* upset? Do you ever think of a curse word? People seem to make me think of them. I'm not the one who needs to be taught seriously lesson-wise. I feel people telling me what to do like I'm a different race. No, I earned who I am. You just drop everything on Bella Thorne's lap cuz she'd lash out at me in jealousy. She was kinda mean to me at the beginning for not a good reason. That's Bella, tho.. You aren't helping other people like her, of her stature. You just want her to ruin my life. You are terribly incompetent. You don't find a flaw and look at me like I'm your mother, too. Look around at everyone else. I earned what I got. I'm sorry if you all blame involving your parents. I'm nice to people. I lack in things, too. You need to quit playing that game with me that everyone should be me cuz I'm attractive and earned it or deserved it, too, or happen to be lucky but not odd in a bad way. I don't mean to ruin the spirit of things, whatever's happening today or from yesterday's festivities. I just noticed something really, really funny. You know, my parents are being questionable. Why am I cooped up with you like this? I may work soon and not have to do this soon so much. Why are you trashing people I like? You're saying a lot of things that are unimportant. Everything I accomplish you swear is simply for everyone else, just not me. How typical! You're just showing off, thinking you have my trust so can manipulate me. Someone has kinda offended me saying I'm in a situation like this, too, looking in and encouraging such things as I describe in this post. I do still like them.. but that's a sick way of thinking/behaving. Notice I didn't wish to say who it was. My blog is anything goes. I don't need it to contribute to attempts to punish me for no reason.
About Bella Thorne, she has always been bemused with my situation to begin with. This turn of events does not really make sense, a bunch of flipping mumbo jumbo.
Let's otherwise try to just have a good day. We are supposed to think positively. We are supposed to have fun and help the needy.
So, my original point is that people are treating me like I can't have what I earned as a person and they're beating at me like I'm an other and letting everyone else do what they want like you have no room for me, cuza race. That seems to insinuate that bad people should be not "beat" but reprimanded and treated differently. No, you said you had a reason and you do your best but not really mean to them racially. Maybe, everyone is good, but that includes me. Why can't anyone get that?
This message is not to entertain everyone. It's about my life. Why are you into it like that? It's complexly bad. Anyone would say that of what I've embellished.
Think of things like people who enjoy making computers.. making food like a craft.. There are lots of good things in this world. By the way, you think you provided classical things, but that's what you don't have cuz you're into pop mumbo jumbo. You're already older so it's hard to reverse that, even with my experiences.
There are things like illness that are a cause of stress and lack of rest. Sometimes, I am more relaxed awake at my blog than in bed.
I am sorry if anyone is offended by anything, but I just was describing impersonal aspects of things. I didn't want to say anything bad in defending myself. It is pretty funny but pretty real. I personally like lessons, but they should also reflect on your good qualities. If you constantly think you're better than others I've known is a big no no. Some people like who they are, but some people might also be messed up. Maybe, they have a hard life.
I feel it's funny that these days if you have a good experience with someone, others just want them to be ruined and trashed and stimulated inappropriately. What will anyone ever do for others emotionally?? It's coming back.
Well, I hope what I said is sincerely.. "okay." No offense, not sarcastic. I feel a little embarrassed to post this and in some trouble.
About Bella Thorne, she has always been bemused with my situation to begin with. This turn of events does not really make sense, a bunch of flipping mumbo jumbo.
Let's otherwise try to just have a good day. We are supposed to think positively. We are supposed to have fun and help the needy.
So, my original point is that people are treating me like I can't have what I earned as a person and they're beating at me like I'm an other and letting everyone else do what they want like you have no room for me, cuza race. That seems to insinuate that bad people should be not "beat" but reprimanded and treated differently. No, you said you had a reason and you do your best but not really mean to them racially. Maybe, everyone is good, but that includes me. Why can't anyone get that?
This message is not to entertain everyone. It's about my life. Why are you into it like that? It's complexly bad. Anyone would say that of what I've embellished.
Think of things like people who enjoy making computers.. making food like a craft.. There are lots of good things in this world. By the way, you think you provided classical things, but that's what you don't have cuz you're into pop mumbo jumbo. You're already older so it's hard to reverse that, even with my experiences.
There are things like illness that are a cause of stress and lack of rest. Sometimes, I am more relaxed awake at my blog than in bed.
I am sorry if anyone is offended by anything, but I just was describing impersonal aspects of things. I didn't want to say anything bad in defending myself. It is pretty funny but pretty real. I personally like lessons, but they should also reflect on your good qualities. If you constantly think you're better than others I've known is a big no no. Some people like who they are, but some people might also be messed up. Maybe, they have a hard life.
I feel it's funny that these days if you have a good experience with someone, others just want them to be ruined and trashed and stimulated inappropriately. What will anyone ever do for others emotionally?? It's coming back.
Well, I hope what I said is sincerely.. "okay." No offense, not sarcastic. I feel a little embarrassed to post this and in some trouble.
Passing Fair, Respectful Judgement
If you are very different from someone and must pass judgement, imagine a different kind of different person and make it fair by imagining passing judgement on them. For the same issue.
Why are people so cold?
Can't you even shape up and imagine yourself knowing someone attractive as Ellen DeGeneres? From there, you might make more friends, too. The world is so evil. Everyone wants to look snazzy.
Funny People
Do you ever get in trouble when what you say makes the truth stand out but you didn't really say what it seems like everyone knows what people were thinking?
Mistake
You can't blame me for others's mistakes making them look bad. I'm not God, and no one is. I have to fix myself, and it's like painting a sculpture.
Issue
Why do you put me with people you don't put others with, like extremely popular and extremely unpopular people? It's not like anyone is my friend in all this. Maybe, I don't need even the extremely popular people in ways because I am cool, too, so they don't need to or just don't teach me how in many ways.
I just wanted like a nice conversation we could all understand. I have my forum ready from 2013, too.
I just wanted like a nice conversation we could all understand. I have my forum ready from 2013, too.
Well
What could possibly go wrong, now?
They just knock me down, like the just sh*t me. They keep adding more things, fighting like constant shots from a r*fle.
I just wanted to have my say and not have people constantly at me. They act so smart like they know what I'm thinking and say it's easy to figure out, dumb, and that I'm not special. Why are these perverted kids all like that today?
I don't think ruining someone's life is a good way to remind them of the ideal rather than let them reach it.
People are at me for my attitude or the way I was or something I did or thought when I was a baby or toddler. I always was good and nice but felt hatred and racism. I would not accept it. I probably suffered from it. I was silent or talked about other things, I remember, when I was 2. That wasn't a good time. I had dark skin and dark hair and was small and in some ways careful.
They just knock me down, like the just sh*t me. They keep adding more things, fighting like constant shots from a r*fle.
I just wanted to have my say and not have people constantly at me. They act so smart like they know what I'm thinking and say it's easy to figure out, dumb, and that I'm not special. Why are these perverted kids all like that today?
I don't think ruining someone's life is a good way to remind them of the ideal rather than let them reach it.
People are at me for my attitude or the way I was or something I did or thought when I was a baby or toddler. I always was good and nice but felt hatred and racism. I would not accept it. I probably suffered from it. I was silent or talked about other things, I remember, when I was 2. That wasn't a good time. I had dark skin and dark hair and was small and in some ways careful.
These days, I feel I have lost it and will get mad at anything in a social situation.
Posted by Christina Ann Joanna Barrett on Monday, August 17, 2015
Before
I wanted to make coffee and tea at Starbucks, but I'd have to do it for 4 hours at a time. I wonder if I'm still interested. I feel too old for that at this point. Not sure how people can work at a job there that long.
My Show
I think I wanna have it in Palm Beach.
I don't really like it there, but at least it's a hot beach.
I don't really like it there, but at least it's a hot beach.
These 3 women are changing the world. They’re also on my premiere week, starting September 8th.
Posted by The Ellen DeGeneres Show on Monday, August 17, 2015
Wow, this is a bit hazy.
There are a lotta negative comments concerning at least 1 or 2 of these women.
All the Drama?
You think with me it's the drama that I'm always pretended I just did something or should take mean treatment.. but I'm more the Harry Potter with the Dursleys or the poor kid with mean parents.
Needs
So, that's how you get ready. I'm not ready to be seen now, but counting on a source of nutrition as a Nutri Ninja for energy to work out and means to get thin.. that's the same as famous people being ready with money for preparation of whatever they need to get healthy and all the feelings they get being famous and going to events and getting pictures taken.. etc. See, anyone has to do something to get ready to be seen right. I could sure use some friends now, tho.
cont.
How do you account for all those people who think there are wild and crazy lunatics out there making out like they're more attractive than everyone else? All those people who "aren't as good-looking" are not on the side of the supposedly attractive and pretty ones. They think they're, well, being "cheap" or "hollow" and are nothing but insulting and lacking. I'm just trying to describe it.
Skyrocketing
No. you didn't do better than everyone else, your mom set anyone of you up on fast pace so you can make everyone else feel bad. What I'm saying is I feel like people suggest I was bad since a baby when I didn't get to do anything.
Yer wrong.
You said the world was all bad if you were too young to have been born in "real" times. Now, it's spreading and is used for people's convenience.
Are you people crazy?
They wanna be the good one and me bad when they were bad and act like I'm not nice to them.
A New Wave
Is there a wave of, like, young men/older boys trying to lure in certain people with a spite for who they are and act pestering?
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