I don't know how brilliant this idea is, but I realized everyone is in a stupor different from the one prior. They used to think my generation had potential, but now they think non-famous people in general are mediocre.
Did you know that people who seem to draw others in don't really have "the answer?" They don't seem to be meeting the people they need to rub elbows with.
You may think in the end I wasn't really talented and was unable to live up to a better parred potential. The truth is, who is?
Now, for some strange reason, this post reminds me of the quality of an e-mail. I wrote longer e-mails, tho, and this seems to be about all I can think of, which is of significance. I didn't repeat anything the same.
Who's really pulling this boat along? True, older people emit sparks that are very stimulating when it happens. However, what I'm posting is very interesting. I know most people who are successful "stimulators" would just shove me aside because it's not good news to them and therefore seems boring, cuz it's not all about them. They don't have the answer! They don't mean (I mean meet) diddlysquat! I want to see them shut up! I want a turn to be in charge! Being bossy used to be coveted, something you can do when you're not winning. It turned crazy!
Disclaimer: This is about anyone in general. I'm not pointing fingers! If anyone talked to me, I'd say let me know if you have a problem with me and we can try to talk it out via IM or something. Now, IM is actually more useful than e-mail. Again, this is about people and their attitudes in general. I admit, I was inspired and found my made up muse. I'm mostly upset with how I'm not considered talented, anymore, maybe cuza my age and lack of people around in real life. I admit, I'm sorta diddlysquat, myself, but I achieve. I'm an adult. I know the mistakes of the world, partly/hugely.
But, nope. People today don't show great leadership. What's worse, there are too much of people out there who never cared about what someone else had until that someone else got it. I mean, when I was with mostly normal people, there was no thing about them that fit in.. like all of a sudden they care about what you care about and you never knew and they fight for what you earn. This is another stereotypical action.
Again, if you have a problem, someone's gonna have to talk out what everyone's problem is with me, via IM or my public message board.
Friday, July 24, 2015
Thursday, July 23, 2015
Wednesday, July 22, 2015
Not Ready to Make it "the" Commitment
Maybe, my dad wants a silly, berserk relationship with his daughter. He's got the wrong mother and the wrong daughter and son if that's his mission. I don't mean I dislike what he does in every way.
Haha, a funny joke.
He can't calculate "the dream" for this family!
Haha, a funny joke.
He can't calculate "the dream" for this family!
Being Nice
If you compare how nice we are, I win.
You think you win cuz people let you give them the warm fuzzies, but in a way it's not as much as they say. I also impart intelligence.
You think you win cuz people let you give them the warm fuzzies, but in a way it's not as much as they say. I also impart intelligence.
Don't look for magic in
popular people cuz they're too popular to care about most people. It's the unpopular people that deserve or want attention.
Being in Trouble
So, what is it my fault or something I don't have to worry about? I mean, this could have been prevented?
"Let's get serious, here."
I think Dr. Phil r**ed me. I used to watch his show. My fingers and fingernails reek, like something came outta them. I'm saying my fingernails, not talking about Dr. Phil. He seemed clean cut until awhile, and once only his ring fingernail was long. What he likes looks tacky on me. I have that sorta squared look in some angles or flared out to the front like a 4 sided figure. For some reason, it reminds me of Dr. Phil. No offense to this man and his hands and nails, tho. It just seems funny for mine to look like that. 1, I'm a girl. I can get used to different aspects of how they look that seem to have hit a dead end, tho.
To wrap it up, Dr. Phil is a nice guy, clean cut, like a good fellow, nice hands and nails, too! for this male person.
It just happens to seem how it is for me. No offense to him. It was a complicated thing to explain. That's how it is, tho, with me.
I do think he has a grudge, cuz I did something once after looking at someone's nails, and he may know thru the experiment on me.
I have flaws in my nails from being with others, as well, and one/some of these really were flaws.
To wrap it up, Dr. Phil is a nice guy, clean cut, like a good fellow, nice hands and nails, too! for this male person.
It just happens to seem how it is for me. No offense to him. It was a complicated thing to explain. That's how it is, tho, with me.
I do think he has a grudge, cuz I did something once after looking at someone's nails, and he may know thru the experiment on me.
I have flaws in my nails from being with others, as well, and one/some of these really were flaws.
A Problem
You know, a lotta people have problems with the lack of success of me as a human being in this experiment post 2005.
I feel threatened..
..and my "loved ones"
just for not wanting to be in trouble now. I had some hard times, but it's not relayed as how it happened. You all were mean. If anything bad happens, I can go straight for this as blame. Sad, yes. Wait, don't ya'll "get sad/serious" thinking I'm some joke that needs to happen?
just for not wanting to be in trouble now. I had some hard times, but it's not relayed as how it happened. You all were mean. If anything bad happens, I can go straight for this as blame. Sad, yes. Wait, don't ya'll "get sad/serious" thinking I'm some joke that needs to happen?
Joke
Why can't anyone just accept me as good and not in trouble for the way I swish my spit in my mouth?
You can do anything I can't do better, I can't do anything better than you
So, you do something to me, I do it to you in a way, but I'm not okay and you are? In some common ground type of situation.
"What She Said"
Showing off is fine, but when other people wanna show off you can't really stop it. Why isn't it okay when someone else wants to be cool? I'm not trying to poke at anyone in a bad way. Is it because you think they aren't prepped up for it? Sometimes, people aren't all "glitz and glam" in every way. They still deserve a nice life. I'm not sure what chemistry people look for. I feel like some animal that aids some other animal into finding what they supposedly both want, tho, and 1 want something normal and the other wants it and no one else to have it in most important cases in life.
Disclaimer: I don't mean the hinted sarcasm you may interpret. I have freedom of speech in anything that seems humorous. I hope it is not inappropriate here.
You know, I feel they only built up life for people who are too old to be the kid of someone more modern. That kinda leaves me, however, with a battle against those who are even younger. I mean, I can't seem to be as youthful as I'd like compared to people more around my generation. It's like you had to do it young, some out-of-place action. It's like some people could jump to be hot earlier and not it's too late for others to feel for their way in life.
To my 1st paragraph, I hope the answer isn't a simple "I'm in trouble." Look call the police and find I'm not in that much trouble.
Disclaimer: I don't mean the hinted sarcasm you may interpret. I have freedom of speech in anything that seems humorous. I hope it is not inappropriate here.
You know, I feel they only built up life for people who are too old to be the kid of someone more modern. That kinda leaves me, however, with a battle against those who are even younger. I mean, I can't seem to be as youthful as I'd like compared to people more around my generation. It's like you had to do it young, some out-of-place action. It's like some people could jump to be hot earlier and not it's too late for others to feel for their way in life.
To my 1st paragraph, I hope the answer isn't a simple "I'm in trouble." Look call the police and find I'm not in that much trouble.
Waiting for the Next People
Yup. And my complete blog, which I can only upload 5 in a day. I have over 100. I'm on 25.
I just uncovered a secret mystery.
It's important.
I'm not one to feel stimulated, and I function.
Having a baby around a young child or toddler is not a healthy idea. Each generation presents itself with important issues and problems.
Did my mom build me up because I was small and dumb?
Also, my dad has a bug of seeing me as very little.
I'm not one to feel stimulated, and I function.
Having a baby around a young child or toddler is not a healthy idea. Each generation presents itself with important issues and problems.
Did my mom build me up because I was small and dumb?
Also, my dad has a bug of seeing me as very little.
Tuesday, July 21, 2015
Oh No
Must cope that your teens are pioneers in living a rewarding life, which at the push of a button could come to some mature fruition and accepted revelation as we speak.
What You're Endowed and Then Allowed
So, someone is endowed being born a certain year.. was supposed to appreciate their lives.. but then suddenly [says] it's about taking, like taking relationships and even stealing emotionally for your reputation. They even go out as to say, "Why not me? Why not anyone? So, why not just me?" That's the logic of a 2-year-old. Why did Helena Bonham Carter act that way about getting private time with Tim Burton?
You know, a lotta people don't have a problem.
For me, I don't really believe in the "only 1" theory. I lived life never having that problem without computers. No one knowing someone I liked ever ruined my relationship emotionally. And I earn relationships. This experiment is partly getting in the way of me feeling any gratification, relief, settlement, safety, etc. I didn't get to grow up as a respectable young lady. It was a lotta fighting emotionally about people who believe in joking about the age of a youthful generation, like kids and teens and young adults. Like that we were too old but later we find we weren't but are now, in ways.
You know, a lotta people don't have a problem.
For me, I don't really believe in the "only 1" theory. I lived life never having that problem without computers. No one knowing someone I liked ever ruined my relationship emotionally. And I earn relationships. This experiment is partly getting in the way of me feeling any gratification, relief, settlement, safety, etc. I didn't get to grow up as a respectable young lady. It was a lotta fighting emotionally about people who believe in joking about the age of a youthful generation, like kids and teens and young adults. Like that we were too old but later we find we weren't but are now, in ways.
Issue
Ellen DeGeneres is/acts like she is there for young people and their problems but then trumpets off to praising cantankerous older adults.
Pathetic
You think Indonesia should be *beep* for you, like a comrade that lowers their standards? because they are fellow Asian islanders? Or do you just hate the immigrants to Indonesia, like my family? No one said there was anything wrong with you in my boat. Why'd you have to go and say that? What's so hysterically funny? Did you get that attitude from a friend?
Pathetic
The Filipins, they act like they hate me and Indonesia. Which means they abuse the news. Hating on a somewhat minority race? Get a life! Make fun of China!!
Know something I live for now?
Shake It Up starring Bella Thorne at 2/3 AM. I happen to be up. It's the party!
Monday, July 20, 2015
What You Do
Why is what you do considered your doing and mine is "ooh something my parents/ancestors did and not me?"
Twins
So, if Bella Thorne and I are the same, how did you chose to abort me.. I see signs from the past, that there's some case out there and it's me.. but they couldn't spare anything else for her!
Hair Dye
What if I dye my hair for fun now and when I'm older go natural again? ^66^ That hair dye "is calling my name!"
If I lived where it was cold..
..I wonder if my hair would be lighter. A light red and brown maybe sometimes from the look of it, as opposed to dark red.
"Coping Skills"
Like it when you've coped with something and people tell you you're "fresh outta luck?"
Sunday, July 19, 2015
"Prestigious"
Just get A OK'd by an acting agency and don't forget all those snotty-nosed brats still in school.. and that's what's "prestigious?"
Onto Other Things
I am slowly getting off cholesterol pills and using my NutriBulletRX before my over $100 of food spoils. I am supposed to ask my doctor, if I am on cholesterol pills.
Just a Topic Between You and Me
I mean, what is up with the pattern of Europeans "following" Americans in ways they want to see their stereotype as, for better or for worse?
What if..
What do you think of Europeans who worship the US? I guess there is no creme of the crop. I'm not up for being lazy and introverted. Why is my life so trapped, as tho it's something I've done?
Tim Burton & Johnny Depp
Tim Burton apparently is a trap. If you believe he is worth a lot, he will make it so older young people can't succeed in life nor make it in Hollywood, at least not easily, because he believes he is wrapping up life for us. At least, that's what people think and that's one thing that happened supposedly. Johnny Depp made it seem like good people were not worth it cuz they didn't become actors, too, and so bad people would find solace in condemning them.
Saturday, July 18, 2015
Has anyone out there seen..
..the Magic Bullet program? That lady is great! She speaks with "a real British man."
Trick or Treat
If I shouldn't trust one person, why does that mean I trust someone else?
Person 1 doesn't give in to right and wrong. The other says I'm in trouble. Can't look up to anyone
Person 1 doesn't give in to right and wrong. The other says I'm in trouble. Can't look up to anyone
Go Outside!
Are you anyone trying to cause a problem? Because these problems don't all seem to exist.
Both Sides Now
a continuation of the last post
Everyone encourages different things and has different things they are critical about concerning.
Everyone encourages different things and has different things they are critical about concerning.
You know what Bella has to do?
She has to weed out the spoiled parts! A har har har!
I mean when people spoil her. That's what this poor girl does! Not the part where it's being critical and demeanor-ing on me. That's not the poor girl sacrifice! True, people can be critical of my crazy actions.
Also, if Ellen gets mad because she can't do it, she should realize that it's hopeless and she needs to "behave." U huh u huh u huh.
Why does Bella have to weed that? Because that's what she does and that's what Mama says!!
About Ellen.. she thinks she always knows more than everyone about everything. Like, ya! I guess that isn't true of anyone. Everyone finds a weak spot.
I mean when people spoil her. That's what this poor girl does! Not the part where it's being critical and demeanor-ing on me. That's not the poor girl sacrifice! True, people can be critical of my crazy actions.
Also, if Ellen gets mad because she can't do it, she should realize that it's hopeless and she needs to "behave." U huh u huh u huh.
Why does Bella have to weed that? Because that's what she does and that's what Mama says!!
About Ellen.. she thinks she always knows more than everyone about everything. Like, ya! I guess that isn't true of anyone. Everyone finds a weak spot.
Friday, July 17, 2015
Is Johnny Depp a legend?
He certainly is a superstar. People don't seem to want him to be, tho, just a normal guy who'll talk to anyone, like Tim Burton is. Tim Burton is almost considered a legend for his pre-Pixar animation skills in 3D stop motion.
Bella Thorne
She seems like a really good actress. She'll probably become a superstar and even is a legend! Too bad we can't have more people like her. They just don't pop up in Hollywood.
Thursday, July 16, 2015
A Car
What if in about a year when some things are said and done I get an acting job and can afford a car so I can work? I don't know what would suit me in my past lifestyle, like in school doing work for it all day.
Wednesday, July 15, 2015
Won't Be Bossed Around
Why do you keep telling me what I like? Is someone's brain made of fluff or cotton candy?? or spider web silk?
Tuesday, July 14, 2015
😄 Wow! Spreading the love? People there like to do that. 😄 Bella must have the heart of New Orleans! 💜💛💚 🐲 https://t.co/TSXskd9O4K— Christina Barrett (@ChristinaAnnJB) July 15, 2015
A Well-Oiled Machine
Ellen has the answer, that she has to be right and can make it so you always feel guilty. Some people from places like where she's from are like that. They're up and ready for business. She's just sitting there waiting for you to reject what she inflicts, like we're not equipped to handle it. She never really tested me out, just stayed aloof, but she is testing Bella and letting her win.
Disclaimer: No offense.
Disclaimer: No offense.
Monday, July 13, 2015
Website Update
Personality Tests
---Extroversion: More Extroverted
---Stability: Emotional
---Creativity: Average-Very Creative
---Strong-Mindedness: A Balanced Personality, Diplomatic
---Extroversion: More Extroverted
---Stability: Emotional
---Creativity: Average-Very Creative
---Strong-Mindedness: A Balanced Personality, Diplomatic
Disagreement
I do not agree that only Late Boomers and their Generation Z kids are worth it. I think Ellen is tooth and nail wondering about my precious dad's youngest sister's child, but with me I'm pretended to be bad by all. Well, who cares about what ya'll say! Be concerned about everyone! EQUALITY
Special Aspects of People
You're either in adult position or child position. Like, when you say an adult is hot material for kids, like Tim Burton. Well, the recipricol is there are kids like that as kids. Instead of being an adult, tho, they are the kid. Get it?
What can I do?
I'm 1/2 Asian, and with light hair I could have been considered *beep*
I'm 1/2 Asian, and if I did ballet I might not be a perfect person and gymnast. I didn't start til 5, too late.
I wonder if I was in trouble with relatives, for what's in my head etc.
Wow, so much for that. I can't just get up and dance. I hate excessive barwork! Plies!
I'm 1/2 Asian, and if I did ballet I might not be a perfect person and gymnast. I didn't start til 5, too late.
I wonder if I was in trouble with relatives, for what's in my head etc.
Wow, so much for that. I can't just get up and dance. I hate excessive barwork! Plies!
I'm kinda Spanish myself..
..people act like there's something wrong that I got to live in the oldest continuing city in the US.
Trashed Life
My parents tried to throw me off rather than having a smooth existence. "Why don't we live in Boca Raton because Christina is bad, even tho we could live where we used to, where Christina's dad's sisters and little niece still live??"
Ordering About
Is Ellen "out there" "ordering" me to think others are more loved? That's not good in some cases, at all. I mean I like to complain. Give me something I can complain about. People tell me I'm awesome when others find out they believe I'm not. I was pretty popular. I'm not trash, that I know of. That's sad. I feel for those people who get that reputation for what they did cuz I see it's not their fault what it was punished for, and it wasn't for throwing tomatos at me!
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