Tim Burton & Johnny Depp

Tim Burton apparently is a trap.  If you believe he is worth a lot, he will make it so older young people can't succeed in life nor make it in Hollywood, at least not easily, because he believes he is wrapping up life for us.  At least, that's what people think and that's one thing that happened supposedly.  Johnny Depp made it seem like good people were not worth it cuz they didn't become actors, too, and so bad people would find solace in condemning them.

Life

Nothing  lasts forever.

Bella

is a medicator.

Under cova'!  (Under cover!)

Bella is a mediator!

I am so not in the zone.

I am so not in the zone.

I've made my decision.

I'm gonna try to get in a movie rather than age faster in college.

Has anyone out there seen..

..the Magic Bullet program?  That lady is great!  She speaks with "a real British man."

New Favorite IMDb Picture

link

Trick or Treat

If I shouldn't trust one person, why does that mean I trust someone else?

Person 1 doesn't give in to right and wrong.  The other says I'm in trouble.  Can't look up to anyone

Go Outside!

Are you anyone trying to cause a problem?  Because these problems don't all seem to exist.

Both Sides Now

a continuation of the last post

Everyone encourages different things and has different things they are critical about concerning.

You know what Bella has to do?

She has to weed out the spoiled parts!  A har har har!

I mean when people spoil her.  That's what this poor girl does!  Not the part where it's being critical and demeanor-ing on me.  That's not the poor girl sacrifice!  True, people can be critical of my crazy actions.

Also, if Ellen gets mad because she can't do it, she should realize that it's hopeless and she needs to "behave."  U huh u huh u huh.

Why does Bella have to weed that?  Because that's what she does and that's what Mama says!!

About Ellen.. she thinks she always knows more than everyone about everything.  Like, ya!  I guess that isn't true of anyone.  Everyone finds a weak spot.

New Body Shot of Me

link (full resolution)

New Picture of Me

Blogging and Being Specific

I think younger people need to do it to get ahead.  It's our lives.

New Videos of Me Talking

Is Johnny Depp a legend?

He certainly is a superstar.  People don't seem to want him to be, tho, just a normal guy who'll talk to anyone, like Tim Burton is.  Tim Burton is almost considered a legend for his pre-Pixar animation skills in 3D stop motion.

What's so funny?

About praising Bella?  I do want to be considered a good person.

Bella Thorne

She seems like a really good actress.  She'll probably become a superstar and even is a legend!  Too bad we can't have more people like her.  They just don't pop up in Hollywood.

New Audio of Me Singing

Old Blogs

I made a new Page for it and a Disclaimer.

New Video of Me Talking

New Picture of Me

A Car

What if in about a year when some things are said and done I get an acting job and can afford a car so I can work?  I don't know what would suit me in my past lifestyle, like in school doing work for it all day.

New Picture of Me - Makeover

New Video of Me Singing

Look *sigh*

I need to take care of myself and my own problems.

Won't Be Bossed Around

Why do you keep telling me what I like?  Is someone's brain made of fluff or cotton candy?? or spider web silk?

Twitter

😄 Wow! Spreading the love? People there like to do that. 😄 Bella must have the heart of New Orleans! 💜💛💚 🐲 https://t.co/TSXskd9O4K

— Christina Barrett (@ChristinaAnnJB) July 15, 2015

A Well-Oiled Machine

Ellen has the answer, that she has to be right and can make it so you always feel guilty.  Some people from places like where she's from are like that.  They're up and ready for business.  She's just sitting there waiting for you to reject what she inflicts, like we're not equipped to handle it.  She never really tested me out, just stayed aloof, but she is testing Bella and letting her win.

Disclaimer: No offense.

Anita Lehtola-Tollin in Suden Aika!

Website Update

Personality Tests
---Extroversion: More Extroverted
---Stability: Emotional
---Creativity: Average-Very Creative
---Strong-Mindedness: A Balanced Personality, Diplomatic

Disagreement

I do not agree that only Late Boomers and their Generation Z kids are worth it.  I think Ellen is tooth and nail wondering about my precious dad's youngest sister's child, but with me I'm pretended to be bad by all.  Well, who cares about what ya'll say!  Be concerned about everyone!  EQUALITY

Special Aspects of People

You're either in adult position or child position.  Like, when you say an adult is hot material for kids, like Tim Burton.  Well, the recipricol is there are kids like that as kids.  Instead of being an adult, tho, they are the kid.  Get it?

What can I do?

I'm 1/2 Asian, and with light hair I could have been considered *beep*

I'm 1/2 Asian, and if I did ballet I might not be a perfect person and gymnast.  I didn't start til 5, too late.

I wonder if I was in trouble with relatives, for what's in my head etc.

Wow, so much for that.  I can't just get up and dance.  I hate excessive barwork!  Plies!

I'm kinda Spanish myself..

..people act like there's something wrong that I got to live in the oldest continuing city in the US.

Trashed Life

My parents tried to throw me off rather than having a smooth existence.  "Why don't we live in Boca Raton because Christina is bad, even tho we could live where we used to, where Christina's dad's sisters and little niece still live??"

cont.

"Christina is not perfect!  Neither are we.."

New Audio of Me Playing Piano

Ordering About

Is Ellen "out there" "ordering" me to think others are more loved?  That's not good in some cases, at all.  I mean I like to complain.  Give me something I can complain about.  People tell me I'm awesome when others find out they believe I'm not.  I was pretty popular.  I'm not trash, that I know of.  That's sad.  I feel for those people who get that reputation for what they did cuz I see it's not their fault what it was punished for, and it wasn't for throwing tomatos at me!

WHAAT

I'm just a normal, good person!

OK OK

I don't need people to fabricate my reputation.  "They're gonna/wanna do and undo it."  What??

There are 2 things in this, fact and intent.  If I can't concentrate and am not given a chance, "what's" to happen?

Impressed

She's wonderful!

What about other people?  She needs people to talk to, like everyone.  I mean, I know things for her are getting monotonous like watching coconuts fall on people's heads.

She's gotta have fans.

OK OK..

I like Bella, it's nothing but an undeserved/unearned privilege.

New Video of Me Singing

Well..

That's okay if that's your dream.

What did this have to do with what I do??

Not Married

but people usually want me in their life

Ugh!

Like, I don't even wanna hear what Ellen would have to say.. blah blahblah

A friendly.. joke

Making Me SICK

On Scream Awards, they joked about New Orleans.  I am from Florida and New Orleans!  You think I'm *beep*?

Edit

I edited my last post.

Why?

Why is Ellen so amazed at child musicians?  That's the easiest time to learn!

Huh! :0

I saw a baby like m*****ed to be like Bella Thorne.

(I mean told to do it or else.)

So..

..Ellen has gone a bit far in her babyish craze that Bella has something to do with extracting even the most important things from my life for Ellen.

Hey

I made a fanclub for a reason.

Pretend

So, you're gonna keep playing pretend til you get everything in the end.. but don't put me in jail.

Looking for innocence?

Good point.. what did I do?  What is the big idea, anyway.. WHAT'S GOIN' ON AROUND HERE!  Dx

What does me talking about..

..Bella have anything to do with this?

So..

..You're mean to me just because I'm good so I'm not spoiled by the reward I earned, makes no sense!

I remember

I was kinda taken aback finding nice people being "mean" or something.  It's a weight on my shoulders.  I guess they don't think it's safe or have a grudge or something.  It is upsetting.  I even find them manipulating others like it's some kinda joke.  They want to destroy my relationships!  What am I doing wrong in saying this?  Do you, like, have something on me?  Is that all??  I'm just expressing my feelings and giving the 411.

Apology

Everything I said should make sense.

Like, My 1 Point

I'm not trying to lie a little, but it was that this person was to be respected and it was in disbelief that they would like submit for anyone.

When I achieve

you give everything to this one person in the world and no one else.

What

Why would you be the one mad at me?  Why should anyone be involved like this?

So what if I get pangs of pain?  I didn't do anything.

What's Good and Bad

Why is being pretty not good enough?  I can't even touch into what I want cuza my race.  I want to be arousing, too.

Distress

If I get an opportunity to see someone I really like, it pains me to think that another person comes to mind as a "punishment."  I mean, why?

That's probably all.  I may seem to have other nasty thoughts, like about being mean to me in my room with little noises and secret messages.  I haven't gone into that, tho, cuz it's probably bad.

Rubbish!

People secretly like their teachers and get catty about it in secret attitude.

People also go thru life meeting and leaving relations.. It's all you can do, these days!

Maybe, I need to just clarify myself?

As I go thru life and see people, acquaintances you usually just see once, I don't need it to be that I'm being followed by someone and replaced in the process of my seeing other people so that I can't have a genuine experience.  You don't do that like that to other people.  I see the world does not encourage me into certain things others have successfully in a way I could have.  Everyone is in my way, too, tho.

What?

I didn't even get to talk it out!  Didn't think it, neither.  Not much there to think.  Yes, I was trying to be nice.  I was just upset about Ellen DeGeneres making it so I'm "punished" when she's not even involved!  She apparently has popularity power.  I don't need to unravel the pain with my family/parents.  What, do you think I come from a trash family line?

Left Out

It's all about the Baby Boom / Generation X parent generation..  "Ooh, how attractive are they?"  "I don't care for the kids.."

So..

What's wrong with me getting upset and keeping it to myself and not even really thinking about it?

What am I upset about?  I keep getting ripped off for Ellen DeGeneres.  Why can't I leave this past behind?  I keep getting attacked, period.

I have to hide in my room for peace.  I am calling the police, if things aren't okay and don't get better.

Parental Love

I may not act like I am older than someone older than me, but I know that each generation gets something different.

People Who Matter

Why do other people matter so much?  You all don't go around and beat them to a pulp.

Super Bored

being online and all with so many people who just seem to ignore me

What's there to hope for?  My life is being beaten to a pulp.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: i hate asians, k?

Maybe, they can't help how they are. Do whites really deserve all the glory they get or are they an example of an accidental race that's not all it's cracked up to be?

People wonder if blacks are more European than Asians. They may have more of the base traits that would be the backbone for any ethnicity, even of Asians. Technically, I read in a book we all spawned from the Middle East, which spawned however from the black Africans. My genes tell me my maternal "type" ancestors are out-of-African 50,000 years ago. That may be when a mass migration took place, but I am not sure. There were people not in Africa before that, as well. They may even be talking about the part of Africa that is the Middle East. I think Asia also comes from places like Indonesia, I read online in a lotta places I think. I just wish I could be sure of whether or not I am more closely related to blacks. 

Interested??

I just didn't want it to be everything I do Bella follows around and does it instead or just for Ellen to mess with me.

..I need a special "thing"

"Attitude"

It's okay if everyone gets attention, but I noticed Ellen was like snapping at me about it.  She wants me to know I'm not special, and my lifestyle is not altogether that great.

If I wasn't in trouble, if that's earthly possible now, I would still feel like one of the winners of life.

YouTube

1:54

Edit

I tamed a post title and hid the link of reference.

Blenders

So, we'll have 4.

What's up?

I'm not cursing now.

You went pretty far.

Life is not about saying, "Oh, that's not what and then that's that."  I do what I do and I do it right.  It fits the traditional rules.

Beaten

I feel I am being beat like a black person about what their race is.

Your Race

You may not want people to mention you race, but I do so I can tell them off.

Edit

I edited a post and said "accepting."

A Message from Mama

Ellen DeGeneres's mom wants to say that she is more like people she's not married to than Portia!  Ellen is a kid and doesn't care, hmph!  Okay, Ellen.  I'm not gonna be some cook and try to punish you.  You're a great person, but Mama is Mama and you're "just Ellen, I guess."

SMH (Shaking My Head)

Did you know Ellen DeGeneres wanted to be both popular with the naughty people and revolutionary as someone who butts in to tell how she does the right thing?  She didn't get both.  I don't mean to sound rude, but she decided with some people, me, I'm just not worth accepting.  I'm just talking about the kinds of messages she discusses actually, like sorta suggested.  I am sick of talk show hosts appealing to the negative crowds.  She tries to overcome that, tho, so that's pretty sweet of her to vie for.  If you had a problem with me saying about it not being worth it to be nice to me, most white people think that.  If you're bad, she'll get you or forget you.  She's just on the ball.. but she didn't get both SMH.

How..

How people get into power seems the wrong way.

A Bad Rap on Me

Do you really find this necessary?

Is that what people think of me??

*bonk*
..and all the blocks fall down!

I just made a plan.

I'm gonna use my Disney pass until it runs out near the end of this year.

If I look good enough from the NutriBulletRX and running every day, I will submit myself to a casting agency.

I might take film acting at a film acting school (non-college) next year when my Disney pass runs out.

I'm 29 and will be 30 next May.

Here's the story.. Bella Thorne

She did voiceover with Ariana Grande for an animation.  Ariana Grande is all Spanish it seems.  Bella's dad is Cuban.  They showed another preview for an animation with just Ariana and it was Spanish.  The end of the preview is triumphant with an English character.  They made illusions at least 2 or 3 times in a movie of Bella to do with someone well-liked in Finland, so that may be why.  I slave my butt off for racial equality for myself.  I am happy for Bella, but what does me not have anything to do with being European or white mean if Spanish matches Finland so easily now for her?  What about everyone else?  Is she just that kinda person?  I came home and posted about this last night but took down cuz it seemed angry sadly.

This has left me a bit disoriented.  If Bella's favorite person really were this Finnish lady, that would sit cool with Ellen.  Ellen has managed to send people to mar my body if I even wanna be a singer because that has nothing to do with Ellen.

Bella Thorne is a fine young lady.  Tho things upset me that have to do with her, it's not her I "have a bone to pick" with.  I might not have a "bone to pick" with anyone.

So, good news..

Bella is making it!  :D

Now, don't set her up to .. "get in trouble."

YOU CAN'T HURRY LOVE!

Finnish



Australia

I know why people want Asians skinny.

So there's nothing there!

Hot?

Have I tempered myself to a hotter climate?

Aha ha ha!

People think if someone is cool from a colder climate they get to be silly and go around spouting about themselves being from a cold climate!

Taking It Down

I could do that.  I could later, too.  I mean, I might mess up again? tho I know it's unlikely.  I explained what I meant.  I do have freedom of speech, but I got tired of talking like that I guess.  I shouldn't have to do this. I think my meds tire me out.  People keep hating on me, tho!  I said that.  Maybe, I just went to Disney too many times without getting enough sleep.

I dunno, just disclaim the flub and move on?

That Video

I'm not trying to draw attention to any single person.  Everyone who is born as a Late Boomer or the age their kids should be .. well, a few kinds of people do these things.  Do bad and get stimulated.  I'm not exactly sure concretely what is going on.  It just seemed like "what" and I said I was going to talk about what I talk about blogging, not very good at it yet, apparently.

New Video of Me Talking

New Picture of Me

New Audio of Me Singing

Rhyme or Reason

Is there any for people with the same hair?  No, some Europeans with dark hair are queer, but ones where the whole race is black hair aren't.

I think I know about this *beep*.

"My Take"

Ellen is kinda creepy.

Why?  She features people naked with underwear and she posts the unlikeliest of thing which I do not recollect.

Post on!