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Report: What was or is your History class like?

The kids did complain that we had a devilishly lazy history teacher from MS. 

We looked up like 50 or 100 words to remember for a test like every week and 3/4. We look up the words. We don't read, outline, nor listen to lecture outside of what each word meant. We looked up definitions in class. Sounds like the Ellen DeGeneres Show. 

I didn't even have history class when I was little. 

The only history I had was grades 4-6. The teachers never handed out premade outlines or anything smart like that. We could have read the outlines and learned from lectures. I realize that's a step behind what a college expects, but this is history class, not "learn to read and think" class.

Tell Me More

Why tell your kids not to worry and that everything is okay but not me?

Stupid School

None of it is really building the soul, like history who cares?  But we need to learn to read things that are worth it were it to exist.

We need to learn other things, too.

TV

I also watched Lindsey Stirling on The Meredith Show.  I waited the whole show just to see her as soon as it came on.  She is so lovely.

Soaked In

Josh Groban on the Meredith Show

He talked about his life, the fact he is learning to fly.  They played a game with paper planes where they both got bullseye in the 2 or 3 times they went, as they got closer.

He talked about how there's a Twitter for all his body parts, and I found it very funny!

He seems like a good guy to have around and seems to live a pretty good life.  I wonder how he's taking society.

Interesting and Currently Popular Question

This is a part of my personal life, and for some people this post is not meant for their eyes.

Why would there suddenly be a girl in your class with a big nose when everyone's dream is to have a big nose?  It seems as though some parents think their kids are not ready for a big nose or the parents didn't have a big nose and they think it should be the same.  I just feel labeled the bad guy.  I know, it sounds like we're complaining and being unfair to those with a big nose who are well-liked.

Sometimes, it was the shape of the nose.  Mine went from smooth to with such visible holes.

Look-Alikes

JonBenet Ramsy looks like Charlotte Church.  I saw a picture of her with her mom.  I like her mom.

*jumps up naked from under the bushes*

I know very young people gave up on Ellen DeGeneres because her mom's last name is Askenazi Jewish.

*they still are waiting to catch you and see if you do it and have ways of making that not happen*

Doesn't only 1

Portia get lonely?

Doesn't it seem like

there'd be more Portias for Ellen?  Is Portia a locked up case?  Not offensively speaking.

Edit

I don't know why that 1 post had that 1 tag so I took it off.

Update

I had to take out my ballet video from one of my Tumblrs cuz I realized I didn't have the rights to the song.

Aliens

They would favor white people as though they were white.

A Great Deed Doer

I think what Ellen does is great, airs a program hoping to infuse the current population with an hour of "laughing."  You know, like "the people" she shows, poor black kids usually who feel stuck in the dirt.

I'll put this one up to my blog.

as opposed to up on the IMDb Soapbox message board.

I am very careful not to have any issues with anyone and to fix if anything's wrong.

What do you think about how I am always treated like something's wrong and there's nothing else for them to do?

Something wrong is something you fix, not something you try to keep on about.  Things don't just keep popping up, like the same thing over and over until something else happens.

I realize that there's now always something wrong in the world.  It isn't me, though, if anyone can figure.


It's a very sensitive and highly important thing to me, so me dealing with this is none but strange.  It's strange because I care and I fear even with me realizing new things to fix that something will always happen.

Isn't it natural to feel pain when someone hurts you?  When you talk about it without insulting anyone, why the problem?  I am not really talking about anything, but I still feel something waiting pervading over me.  I even sometimes detach myself from some things in order not to weigh the issue with it but not totally I mean.

One argument is others's insecurities allowed to be taken out on me as a precaution.  I am told I can ignore it, but that doesn't seem like it's rolled out nicely.  I would think something negative, and I feel I've been declawed of my natural thoughts and that now only words can provoke those feelings in me.

Lot of things went bad for me, and I can't seem to fix them, like it's someone else's game and they're winning, which is always how stories go when you hear them told.  What's important?  Because of Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and Tim Burton and Johnny Depp, suddenly people are all attacking me and I'm outwardly and blatantly wrong, when I just told you I was like the only one who seems to care about being polite and let be?

Possessive of Their Kids

I saw a man who looked born in the 1960s and I saw Chloe Grace Moretz's profile and it looked like a baby.

Who knows

what really goes on in -her- head, not just ours when it's not something we'd say.

Like..

She seems to think Dakota Fanning's intelligence is worth something.

No matter how much anyone would try

Ellen would be closer to people with parents from the South even if your family is from Florida.

I just noticed she seemed to really like Dakota Fanning, for example.  Not to get snotty, but it seems that the world is changing, and people from the South only if having blood prior from there get attention..

I guess more people have a desire

to see someone get stimulated than others.

Question

If someone "brings it," how does that happen to them .. just to make them happy?

Then, to show off, others manipulate them?  Like when to be nice to who and do what.

I mean, so people bring it if they are sweet, shy, and get lots of attention, with probably more simulating private lives than the rest of us, to what they know?  Someone just said this happens.  So, I started to wonder.  I apparently am not finished..or am I?  xp  People have a big deal with me when I feel stimulated, like some think I'm not supposed to do it, usually it seems that people one's own age would think that or in my case.

I dunno

If I call my Gramma outside

there'll be cars and some people

I need to ask my dad for the #

Dunno if it's sleep time or something, for her and otherwise me

Did you ever notice

they treat people born in the late 1950s and early 1960s like they are so special?

Gramma can you hear me?

I need to call her sometime when I'm out walking.  I feel so sluggish when on the phone at home.

Well

I can't find an easy to find classical version of "Silver Bells."

I thought the English

wanted straight for New York or something.  You know, it's great, and they're a pure and original heritage.

Listening for Music on iTunes

The choirs just can't get it right.

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Please, anyone post here, even if you are famous!

What will my dad do when he finds out

he likes Ellen and not me because of him?

Of course, I support his getting better as a person and might have solidified this desire in magnification.  Something did happen, I felt cornered that he'd be whining in an attractive way.

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Public

TV

The Voice needs to be proclaimed its specialization in POP music and not like it could be classical.  It was like that on Rising Star, though.

Children

Why do anything in my face if you have a personal issue?

You think you're here to wait around

and take over my life?  Prolong it until I'm too old to establish one?

Lame

Why do you pay attention to my dad?  He's not me.

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I might take voice lessons.

It costs $300/month. That's $75/week. I took from a theater and speech specialist for $200/month as a deal.

I was wondering if I should try and land on Broadway or just keep trying to be an actor through an agency.

I need to add power to my voice, again, and a voice teacher can infuse that capability.

Otherwise, I go to Disney World each week, would have to give it up.

He is saying he's like a temporary influence. He has a Masters, I dunno.

Then, I can't dye my hair. I think I could make a good actor as is. I have experience in high school, which seems most important.

Mistaken

Some people think being a good parent means being mean.

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Late Boomers

Do you agree they should not be treated like they were teenagers when we were born? Aren't they top parental unit in our lives? 

Late Boomers are born in the late 1950s and early 1960s, like Johnny Depp and Ellen DeGeneres. 

 

So what if your parents are older, right? My mom doesn't even want anyone to know her age, tho, so it's hard on me. I don't find it funny, neither. I mean, you are allowed to know my dad's age, I think. 

I hear other people just to get a crowd to agree will say they are like teenagers to us.. to what, us as a baby or us as a kid? I don't feel freedom from my father like that at this age. I find it sickening. He shouldn't be allowed to communicate with me in these symbols like that. He turned me off while I was feeling something in bed. 

The world will not revolve around Late Boomers getting people like me riled up like we're all teenagers except for the kids and people older than them. I'm not in. You can count me out.

Startled

There is no romantic generation of people finish off their silly mood like a teenager while in their 20s making babies born then unable to survive in the wild.

Treating people my age like Late Boomers were teenagers when I was born at the late ages of 25-30..

I don't want to "get 'something' started."

Like they're a baby and the center of attention in some global movement.

Will all Late Boomers end up in trouble?

Disregard my dad's or others's insecurities.  I won't end up without anyone as a parental unit to me.  Even people less than a year older do what that is.

What about my dad's generation?

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Do you have racial needs or requirements?

I will not settle

being told I'm the 1 closely related to blacks.  Esp. when it isn't cool.

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Do you want to be the one picked on by black people?

and others wish such issues? 

I know who's in the bushes. 

Do you know any black people with ^problems^?

Problems

How is it helping me if someone is ordering my mom to do mean things and my dad won't stop.  If I lived alone, my dad would "send out messages" via other people.

Maybe, these things should be my mom's decision and not based on the forces of others.

What About the Sentiment and Mood

Of oh let's just totally forget about the sentiments and feelings of people and just go out and have the most fun and forget about the feelings of that which is most sensitive, like let's celebrate with fun stuff and not what mattered?  I don't mean anyone in particular but know who does what.

Nice Hair

Video of Me Singing

I don't feel invited

to watch Ellen.  But something about her still hangs over me.

See

You're just mean to me.

It seems

to be contrary to who they are and their beliefs.  Why not everyone be like that?  Why just compare her to me like that?

Problem

Now, they're saying someone else is just all that jazz even with babies, like I won't know what to do.

Problem

Someone is programming someone to be better than me.

Before

Ellen could be looked up to, but maybe she's just Dutch much.

See

You all keep bothering me and wasting my time.  So, I don't have time to call my Gramma.

She popped out all a sudden sounding like someone is suddenly all this calculated better than me.  Telling me I can't be what I want!

I am worried.

Ellen must be tired of me, like she was able to get it over with with me.  Why would she need to do that?  I can't be in on the show?  It's all dirt in that sense, my interest?

Well, my mom just made me mad.

I was putting dishes in the sink and in the process didn't stop pushing the dishes and it made a loud noise, didn't initially intend for it.  She's sick!  Stop it!

A car just drove by and for some reason messed up my head, my ear placement.

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Popular in Politics

Anyone here a Politics major? 

Social Work seems like something Psych majors do in grad school. 

What if you could have a position in Politics just for helping the Poor, like with Education, etc. Like, have kids not talk and waste time during learning time and have teacher hand out outlines? In addition to building reading skills in subjects that are more factual like History to prepare for History classes in their college major?

I don't need rubbed off on me

that I "do it" for my 1950 born dad..

Why is anything that isn't

for a Late Boomer bad?

Well

If I SHOULD

I may have the energy to watch 2 Ellen shows in 1 day.

It's funny..

..you don't have to waste time worrying about half Asians cuza me cuz I used to be treated with respect in certain ways at some points in school.  It was a normal thing for me to be well-accepted and happy.  However, people did base the fact on they knew me when I was skinnier but not as pretty.

Also

It's caught on to others.

Aren't we just supposed to deal with it and move on with our lives?

I don't know why I posted anything

because I can, I have a blog.

Problem

Now, I'm getting messages, whether she's real or not, that like she's crying and doesn't want to be strong for other people like me.  Then, what are we supposed to make of her show?  I did sit through it last time, but I don't feel it was a good time for me.  I mean last season that's how it was.  I hope she herself was okay or is now and doesn't feel in danger of it happening again.

Good Side

Before this becomes an Ellen taco, I wanted to say that she has a lot of good things going.  I just am feeling funny about this not supposed to watch her.  I might, anyway, so she don't feel her being obliged to tell people they can watch her show.

You know, ever since I took class from a certain lady, things seemed like they had to mean something other than what they said, but it seems too much to where I'm not listening to anything I don't like.

Not Fun

Ellen was practicing exerting self-pity after seeing Johnny Depp that I watch her show each day..  I had thought or said people should watch her show sometimes assuming too busy for all the time.  Think that's what it was?  Like, she was acting outwardly like she was crying or something swinging around shaking her head and stuff at that time.  Does anyone feel sorry for her?

So

All Ellen had to say for me was the annoying noises in my room?  I can't even watch the show?  What is she claiming to have done that was nice without all these stuff?  She also seemed nervous about whether or not I call my Gramma each day.  I do need to call her, but I feel outspoken sometimes.

Does

Ellen have the right to be mad at me for cursing about the noises in my room?  She's chasing me from watching her show and putting other people's faces in my life like I did that to people watching her show, which is what she did.

But then she wishes I watched the show supposedly like it matters then?  Does she even care about people who are younger than her?

I said I'd watch T-Th now, and I thought she was violent in secret code and acting like a mangy cat looking for pity that I go away on Fridays and not watch the afternoon show.  Then, she could possibly know I go to Disneys, but I slept in today.  What do I do?  Assume it's her fault she's mad at me, at least?  I never wanted to attack her initially.  She attacked me and keeps acting like she said it was pretend or something, but it hurt.

What?

Supposedly, I can watch TV but not her show as often as I had?  Is she getting older "kids" or young adults from watching her too much?

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Anyone ever feel blacks condescending upon them?

Blacks have a tendency to ward of the Oriental race by saying no race lies between them and being white, nor even in being like white.

Why do blacks respect whites so much alone?

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Middle Easterners

They are dark but are said to be the best race. They are not called "black" nor treated like other races with dark features. 

It is true that races that are near Africa other than the Middle East have the physical features of a black person: protruding and indented teeth rather than that smooth look. Their faces look boiled over like a black person rather than thick and rich like an exotic dancer. The Middle East is its own race. India is supposedly from Europe. I heart the Middle East was from India, but I am pretty sure it's varied. It seems some of the settlers to India are the same as to Pakistan and other places. Some people originated it seems around Turkey. I somehow am under the impression the Middle East originated more around where they already are. I think that's what it looks like.

Just Wondering

Does any girl want to profile their dad like I have cuz no one actually treats me like I'm a girl it feels.

I mean, what could it hurt?  How does a biracial girl have a relationship with her dad?

White girls are different, but I find when multi-ethnics comes in it's sorta similar.

You older people cannot be trusted.

You're acting like an old best friend.

You say you are your parents cuz you're the ones who're modern shit and the earlier the generation the more like the flower age Late Boom sentiment being natural.

Disney

There's always some adult guy or woman who acts annoying in line.

Why do you test me further

on if I'm so jealous I wouldn't let others have good things happen to them like me, but partly I get a lotta bad things?

So

I come out innocent, and people are speculating on odd things just to get attention.

Is someone severely autistic?

What's the buzz that maybe you should make someone else exactly me and me not me anymore?  That would hurt.  You don't make anyone worse.  You make people better, and you don't bother someone else about it.

I'm in trouble.

I stopped calling my Gramma a couple years ago.  I feel I'm being pushed to talk to my family and never get to know anyone successful like myself.  I do like being with my parents.  I like talking to my aunt.  I should start.  I spend my time upset posting what it is on my blog a lot, tho.  I wanna call my Gramma when I'm outside taking a walk, hopefully this week will happen.  I'd like to call once a week, again, or so.  At one point, it was every day.

What do you think

of my old best friends knowing the world partly is there to charm them, while the rest of us wait, just because I spammed them out of a fury.  It was all advice and stuff, tho.  I was worried about them, but I shouldn't have.

OK

So, think of actors.  What keeps them going is more big projects.  What does that say for the rest of us?

Also, watching Ellen can be very difficult.  She tries to help people feel better.

Again

Why are people pretending to be more withheld than someone such as .. myself?  I am considered shy and sweet.  I don't need someone to pretend to be there for me.

It seems

unsupported to have nice and organized activity.  It's a private place where people just use it to go to Disney.  There's no "feeling" about it.

If I were somebody

it'd be different.  Instead, you all attack me for things I did when I was attacked then, too, and lost all my friends.  They just stopped.  Won't talk to me now.

I'm a nobody.  My college and high school records are crap.  I am not going back to put more on it right now, neither.

You know..

..it's really lonely and frustrating, having a sick mom and only going out alone once a week to Disney.

I did realize there was nothing special about how I looked and maybe getting more physically fit again would help.  So would doing something, but I'm too old for all that's provided to kids by high school and if they aren't "kicked out of their major" and uncounseled about things and forced to get help, like your plans they want to know to match what you do and when you do what or whatever.

I guess I gotta be careful

not to be a weirdo.

Think about it.

The people born in 1991 have it so much better than in 1990.  Everything is about them.  So, they have something we don't that they fall back on.  They're the age that shines.

Stuff

link

Clearly, those born in 1990 have it worst.  They are under the submission of mistaken adults, and the next generation 5 years later experience ecstasy and a feeling of solidity.

Weird

Why do people want kids to be obedient yet unattractive?  That was the opposite sentiment.

I also need to pray

that my family is safe after how I felt last night outside.

La. is 1st class.

I am in a 3rd world culture.

Like, there was a murder of a couple with an attractive, sweet Spanish lady and a white guy who's obese and older some.  The case was big over the gulf course.  I know that what hits right away in that modern culture, La., they would be talking about how the wife would take advantage of the money and whether or not it was good for her, like if she's spoiled or deserves it.  Here, they'd be wondering about killing the accused.

Still in Vigil?

Maybe, you should teach me a lesson.  I decided to leave if the cars bother me.

Why

are other siblings told they are like their siblings in a way I'd like but not me?

Ya

Pretty foolish.  Only a smart person would notice.  I am treated haphazardly because it's through a screen and technology and not out in the world yet.. that's what I'm concerned about, that it's like this at all, even if just because I'm behind a screen and not active in some thing in the media.

I even

am not bothered by why.  Because I know why.

Now

I'm debating going to bed.. dunno if I should restart this machine.  Some browsers don't work.  TV?

I don't need help, tho.

The thing is..

..I'm not exactly over it.  It's kinda like m********ing to think about, which isn't too easy to slip the handle of.

I'm NOT gonna

make you wait and not find me and wonder if I'm out hiding waiting to make fun of you and take all you have.

So

I have a blog, I show I'm a real person, I'm there for you as far as being a real person who talks normally~

I was feeling bad a Florida zoo kicked me off their Twitter.  I said they were being racist to me.  I honestly can't get over it cuz Ellen did it partly seriously and partly in fun.

O Yes

I was mad cuz I don't wanna fight people.

Sad

Not feeling accomplished.  Down.  Sad about last night some.  I didn't like being tested.