Wednesday, January 29, 2014
I was wondering.
I might seem awkard to some people.. if it weren't for the messups with the fame of Johnny Depp and Tim Burton.. but I AM NOT AN AWKWARD PERSON. I'm gittin' outta this hole'a'shit..
New Dressewear
Did you ever consider how I abhor those new coats with petite waists but like myself?
Finding the Right People????
Since Tim Burton, people have beaten me down so as I'm not as attractive, and now you want all the attractive people regardless of your relationship to people like this.
TV Schedule
I should be finished painting Friday and may catch up then.
So, then, after that, I'll ge the bedding and decorations maybe bedding this weekend decorations next weekend.
So, then, after that, I'll ge the bedding and decorations maybe bedding this weekend decorations next weekend.
So
Who is Ellen waiting for? No one cares @ having a funny feeling for her mom cuz she's torturing someone who's nice. YOU CAN'T DO THAT. You made your mom mean for me.. I didn't mean anything bad. HA!
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Problem
Ellen was mean 1st. Stop suggesting things you liar to others who are nice to me.
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Dream
I was in a small plane waving by to the Carpenters and a special bye to Richard cuz he wouldn't die. They were going to war..
My Statement
Do you know how it seems nothing is going on in the world? I've made my statement that I think kids who are failures sucking at my opportunities to live in peace like a parasite are unacceptable and I will not let it get in the way of my life. It's a trap where people want to say they accept me only to make nothing happen in the world. They don't really accept me.. These people are just annoying, bad, obnoxious, and in the end just racist against their Chinese peers. Supposedly, they aren't in your life, but they still hold a popular grudge on you. Everyone you meet doesn't even want to get close to you anymore after befriending them! No one in the world is doing, saying, nor making a statement of anything! These people are not better than me and us! Why in the world do people put themselves in this position, that maybe these people are more competent cuz they always off you and make a statement that honestly is in itself racist. People can be bad to them, but that doesn't cancel out them being bad, too!
I believe..
..my old friends are bad people because when I felt bad and crazed from being stuck in the world my friends unfriended me and didn't actually say to stop e-mailing them, 1 did in a way or after awhile. I shouldn't have to think of them now.
Tuesday, January 28, 2014
Lately
I don't get upset when someone kids, but they insist and I feel a little irritated and eventually I am mad.
PSA
People in 2002 got really mad if you even showed a happy family on TV much less complain about them complaining in private.
Sorry to be the messenger, but I'm also in a certain situation.
Sorry to be the messenger, but I'm also in a certain situation.
Facebook Post
Yay! I see there you have shots @ Disneyland? I've never been. I did go on the merry-go-round, teacups, and Dumbo. Teacups don't do a thing to me. I guess something that might be shareworthy is when I went on the Dumbo ride not only was I screaming but my lever wouldn't work after I cranked it up at the start. I've been on the Harry Potter ride and I screamed the whole time. It probably bothered people, but at the same time for some reason they actually thought I'd be scared when for me that was actually out of the question.. My brother too I think was worried of "what" I would do on the supposedly scary ride..
You know, I also recorded things at Disney such as my singing in the Haunted Mansion and that I didn't scream on other rides. When they've fixed Splash Mountain, I wonder if I will scream again! I don't go on Tower of Terror but wanted to.
Spoilers: http://goo.gl/girV8s
My favorite part unfortunately about Disney World that I've known now is the Main Street Electrical Parade. I see it's been taken down from Disneyland. Am I right? I dunno. I waited for over 2 hours at the entrance last time.
It seems like we look the same! Anyone else think so?
*huh huh huh huh huh* *leans over*
Well, as for the postman aspect, I guess the reason I did e-mail was because I liked writing to my friend, her idea, when we lived near.. she won't speak to me now. Anyway.. I was always hung up about not recieving so much e-mail and no IM-ing. Now, I'm mostly a blogger but still a forum board poster.
Thank you so much for posting this wonderful video!
You know, I also recorded things at Disney such as my singing in the Haunted Mansion and that I didn't scream on other rides. When they've fixed Splash Mountain, I wonder if I will scream again! I don't go on Tower of Terror but wanted to.
Spoilers: http://goo.gl/girV8s
My favorite part unfortunately about Disney World that I've known now is the Main Street Electrical Parade. I see it's been taken down from Disneyland. Am I right? I dunno. I waited for over 2 hours at the entrance last time.
It seems like we look the same! Anyone else think so?
*huh huh huh huh huh* *leans over*
Well, as for the postman aspect, I guess the reason I did e-mail was because I liked writing to my friend, her idea, when we lived near.. she won't speak to me now. Anyway.. I was always hung up about not recieving so much e-mail and no IM-ing. Now, I'm mostly a blogger but still a forum board poster.
Thank you so much for posting this wonderful video!
Worries
I was like ah have I gone blinde! I slept in my contacts.
I couldn't get up and move around. At 1st, it was more by choice. I wanted eating with my mom. It was so weird, my body was like I dunno wrapped in shells almost in the manner of a cocoon? It was pieced together like still malleable drying iron machinery. It was like cracky. I was put together maybe like a computer. I felt if I got up as though I would feel a funny feeling of discombobulation.
So, it was weird. I was very upset. My mom would not stop bugging me, and I used to not even wanna come out to see the doctor! I felt almost forced to leave after throwing my laptop, which was breaking though it got better but then turned off. I was bugged all through the group, made a joke of. Someone made my nose too slick and I supposedly can get it back! That guy behind me! It feels Ellen is just telling them right and left to hurt me in some way each time. I know I was so good the 1st time at a group. These groups are not as good as I imagine. What else? I was bothered other ways. I'm also made to feel I deserve nothing but hurt coming up. So.
Also, I was looking up and out, it was so weird. My eyes and my body. In there I also scuffed a bump in my boots. I had to scrench things rather than hit things and say a word I didn't like more than once.
I couldn't get up and move around. At 1st, it was more by choice. I wanted eating with my mom. It was so weird, my body was like I dunno wrapped in shells almost in the manner of a cocoon? It was pieced together like still malleable drying iron machinery. It was like cracky. I was put together maybe like a computer. I felt if I got up as though I would feel a funny feeling of discombobulation.
So, it was weird. I was very upset. My mom would not stop bugging me, and I used to not even wanna come out to see the doctor! I felt almost forced to leave after throwing my laptop, which was breaking though it got better but then turned off. I was bugged all through the group, made a joke of. Someone made my nose too slick and I supposedly can get it back! That guy behind me! It feels Ellen is just telling them right and left to hurt me in some way each time. I know I was so good the 1st time at a group. These groups are not as good as I imagine. What else? I was bothered other ways. I'm also made to feel I deserve nothing but hurt coming up. So.
Also, I was looking up and out, it was so weird. My eyes and my body. In there I also scuffed a bump in my boots. I had to scrench things rather than hit things and say a word I didn't like more than once.
Was I bad?
I couldn't stand the little things people said and did to me!
I mean, what was the worst, they acted like it was all over and who knows what they'd do. My mom hurt my head a little in the car, so I was upset. Then, she just prodded me more. I should have gotten over it, but my mom was watching, I know. It confused me altogether. Why accept it? Maybe, it wasn't that bad, though. I went in, furthermore, and this lady wouldn't say hi to me just my mom. I went in and was bothered, away from my mom but with that girl in. You know how much it frustrates me?.. Ugh! What else?? :/
I mean, what was the worst, they acted like it was all over and who knows what they'd do. My mom hurt my head a little in the car, so I was upset. Then, she just prodded me more. I should have gotten over it, but my mom was watching, I know. It confused me altogether. Why accept it? Maybe, it wasn't that bad, though. I went in, furthermore, and this lady wouldn't say hi to me just my mom. I went in and was bothered, away from my mom but with that girl in. You know how much it frustrates me?.. Ugh! What else?? :/
Dream
I was feeling so bad and didn't get up thinking it'd injure me from being so fed up.
My dream was kooky. I remember looking for something carnivalish in a sewer from Batman.. In the end I was looking to see a video, saw a picture. I don't remember what it was about! Just that that was its nature. I was also trying to remember something. It seemed a bit dangerous, like someone would hurt me and I had to be on the lookout, like a sewer hound. I saw a show on monsters recently.
My dream was kooky. I remember looking for something carnivalish in a sewer from Batman.. In the end I was looking to see a video, saw a picture. I don't remember what it was about! Just that that was its nature. I was also trying to remember something. It seemed a bit dangerous, like someone would hurt me and I had to be on the lookout, like a sewer hound. I saw a show on monsters recently.
So
This is a big thing, someone is flailing @ all over my life. Supposedly people are preplotting thru others to hurt me. They can be wrong.
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A Flavorite Story
There was a girl named Christina with bouncing smooth, silky, thick cherry, red hair. Her eyes were pure blue with crystals about like hands on a clock. She was from Sunshine, Florida. She was up in New York at this time. She was all bouncy, year was 1900. She had on a green dress and pale green bonnet and stared into the clear open. "Judie," she said in her "rich" voice. "Dear!" She was 3 years younger and followed behind out in the wide opened.
Just as they went a bit further, a man in yeller came. "Gals! Wait up!" He as like a knight in shining errmor (armor.) Then interrupted a more mature lady, "Hello!!" "Hello!!" Heavy clouds came over. "Girls!" said the gentleman. "You have a place to go?" "No!" said Chris.. So, the fair maiden took her arm and pulled her in naturally by the waist. The man picked up the little girl. They went over to a carriage at long last and rode off into the sunset, storm clouds behind.
Just as they went a bit further, a man in yeller came. "Gals! Wait up!" He as like a knight in shining errmor (armor.) Then interrupted a more mature lady, "Hello!!" "Hello!!" Heavy clouds came over. "Girls!" said the gentleman. "You have a place to go?" "No!" said Chris.. So, the fair maiden took her arm and pulled her in naturally by the waist. The man picked up the little girl. They went over to a carriage at long last and rode off into the sunset, storm clouds behind.
Story
There was a father of 10 children named Richard Carpenter with his lovely wife, Mary Carpenter.
There was another family with the mom named Ellen DeGeneres and the dad named Syracuse Ny. She had 3 beautiful children.
There were many other families with children and many single people, as well, without any family..
A little girl named Diana Quinn sat on the lap of her father and he patted her back as she almost choked on her food some. "Ugh!" wittered Christina. I have ta eat this frik kin food to get energy but I always choke and have problems peeing in public!
Julie Gardener burped some of her lovely pizza, like a little baby would burp! Christina eyed her, "Nice day we've been having, eh?" "Picnic!" "What's that?" "It's been a picnic." "Oh, yea."
There was another family with the mom named Ellen DeGeneres and the dad named Syracuse Ny. She had 3 beautiful children.
There were many other families with children and many single people, as well, without any family..
A little girl named Diana Quinn sat on the lap of her father and he patted her back as she almost choked on her food some. "Ugh!" wittered Christina. I have ta eat this frik kin food to get energy but I always choke and have problems peeing in public!
Julie Gardener burped some of her lovely pizza, like a little baby would burp! Christina eyed her, "Nice day we've been having, eh?" "Picnic!" "What's that?" "It's been a picnic." "Oh, yea."
Monday, January 27, 2014
Wanna know something funny, anyone??
I got a doctor set at age 3 but had a Hollywood Minnie towel.. it just got a hole in the past year.
Hey
Ellen I told you. I'm considered shit because I'm from where you're from, the area or area around. All these fancy schmancy folks dressed up and spunked. Professionals in what they do as adults. Orla Fallon the Irish singer.. and so on and so forth. :|
Proof of a Problem
I wouldn't deal with the made-up insults if it weren't for the issue involving Nell Burton or her mom|parents or whoever.
:| I have a situation.
Now, people have already ^wondered^ if Orla Fallon is better than me like I'm just shit and that she's like a ***y but "youthful" and even in some positive typical way childlike.
They wonder if this that and the other wants to dream of being in a movie.
What about me! Leave me alone!!
They wonder if this that and the other wants to dream of being in a movie.
What about me! Leave me alone!!
Mistake
The mistake Ellen made was not thinking I was as good as her. You don't go and see just me naked. You see me how I am online. Ellen thinks she's juicy from "what she did" as a kid.
She's ready for the world, and I am not really against her.
She brings up unsolved suggestions as though they are solved, such as this issue as closed. Fine, make me 2nd tier! It's not my fault nor my wish!
She's ready for the world, and I am not really against her.
She brings up unsolved suggestions as though they are solved, such as this issue as closed. Fine, make me 2nd tier! It's not my fault nor my wish!
What's it to ya?
I already wanted to go to ballet to get in shape but could hardly keep up but was not bored.
I thought I should post my feelings about something..
..1 of the women who lead the support group kept getting up and leaving and doing something like she was the ***y young mother and the best there. I know the older lady got really upset.
I have something else. If you think I'm good enough now you won't later.
What is your thing with me? I forget now what else I was gonna say.
I have something else. If you think I'm good enough now you won't later.
What is your thing with me? I forget now what else I was gonna say.
Problem
I will not listen to Ellen thinking she can influence my time here.
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Wonder Wut
I wonder what Tim Burton did this time! Orlando also! What perverts! I was the piano recital type!! You selfish beasts! YOU ALL RUINED THE WORLD!
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I feel like I just keep getting upset and that it makes people think I messed up and what would fix my mood is not things like taking time to go to these groups. The auditions were bad enough it seems. Lots of people keep going back. It's things like happening to instead pay for something like ballet or who knows what activity. I thought bad things but didn't tell you.
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Problems
Ellen is a liar, maybe, the experimenters think I don't deserve my own mom and our relationship is not right. I'm going to a group my therapist said to attend til May.. Don't like the people..
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So, this girl stooped so low as to talk to me?
http://alexisar.blogspot.com/2014/01/a-guest-in-my-home-away-from-home.html
I did say that I wanted to play with her and that I knew she'd rather play with someone famous like Richard Carpenter or I mentioned Celine Dion. Certainly beats Yo Yo Ma as the only 1.
She thinks now I can't play with anyone famous because I dropped out of the role and said she'd want some adult. Well, I'm some young adult, as she is kind of in my generation.. Anyway, the reason she wouldn't want to play with me is because I'm not an adult figure and I have problems that should not be.. like Tim Burton though I like him a whole lot. He just influenced things in a bad way or in a good way and people took it their own way. He does go along with this sometime, but what can you expect? Also, I know Helena Bonham Carter has bad messages, too, "got them out of the way." They still exist today actively. She knows that. She is nice now, but these things should not really have ever come about.
I feel I didn't fully comment, but it's nice just to know you mentioned it. These girls are so sarcastic. They are like bashful about their parents. Well, I'm not so young that I do that. Not at all.
I did say that I wanted to play with her and that I knew she'd rather play with someone famous like Richard Carpenter or I mentioned Celine Dion. Certainly beats Yo Yo Ma as the only 1.
She thinks now I can't play with anyone famous because I dropped out of the role and said she'd want some adult. Well, I'm some young adult, as she is kind of in my generation.. Anyway, the reason she wouldn't want to play with me is because I'm not an adult figure and I have problems that should not be.. like Tim Burton though I like him a whole lot. He just influenced things in a bad way or in a good way and people took it their own way. He does go along with this sometime, but what can you expect? Also, I know Helena Bonham Carter has bad messages, too, "got them out of the way." They still exist today actively. She knows that. She is nice now, but these things should not really have ever come about.
I feel I didn't fully comment, but it's nice just to know you mentioned it. These girls are so sarcastic. They are like bashful about their parents. Well, I'm not so young that I do that. Not at all.
Problems
I decided to ignore everyone @ the experiment, but they think they got 1 on me. I do have thoughts against this. Also, I thought they stopped and were nice now.
Titanic
"Jack, I love you!" She grabs his hand and holds him up. Her hat flies away leaving her sparkling blonde hair flowing in the wind. Her green eyes look at him in a cross at the situation. He doesn't expect to live. "Rose, I love you!" He tried to get back up on the boat but was pulled down to swim beside the lifeboat. They get away, and he is in critical condition. He is sick and stays home a lot. Rose is a teacher and politian now with her Bachelor's in an Honors side and in Philosophy. He hears her heals marching in, "Oh, I'm fine," he says. She checks his temperature and goes on to prepare food.
More Naughty Stories
A little girl had a mother and father and close friends her age and knew other people, as well. When the town went on a big caravan, the little girl had to be picked up in the story. She had started to cry in the middle of a break. "Mommy," she said blindly, "When will we arrive?" There were some older girls adventuring in the creek spearing flopping fish. 1 was named Christina, and she had smooth wavy red hair. Her blue eyes sparkled in the distance, almost childlike.
2 Sides
There was a guy named Romeo DiCaprio and a lady named Ellen DeGeneres. A girl named Christiana's eyes bulged out in awesome hypnosis for what she saw laid before.
Joanna said to Mr. Rick, "How long until the Spanish Armada arrive?" Jackie said, "Yea, how long!!" He picked up Jacqueline. Now now you 2! Joanna left and found some older girls while the girls her age stayed somewhere else. Joanna paced on the side of the bay. She would never fall in. She jumped down into the fort and there were some teenage boys in the distance.
Joanna said to Mr. Rick, "How long until the Spanish Armada arrive?" Jackie said, "Yea, how long!!" He picked up Jacqueline. Now now you 2! Joanna left and found some older girls while the girls her age stayed somewhere else. Joanna paced on the side of the bay. She would never fall in. She jumped down into the fort and there were some teenage boys in the distance.
The Real Miss Tarzan of the Apes
There was a Tarzan named Richard Lynn Carpenter. His wife Jane's name was Karen Anne Carpenter. They had a baby boy together and lived peacefully in the jungle. They had a 2nd boy.
1 day 1 boy went off and got eaten by a snake, swallowed whole, suffucated to death. Jane said, "Tarzan, we must leave now."
There was a bearer of news named Christina Reading Chang. She gave a testimony like a witch in a transe of what was to come. They met a nice little girl named Chloe Moretz who said, "Whoops," looked, "I gotta go.." And then she made the Tarzan call, "AA AAA AAA!" A lovely lily lady with a pot of water said, "Hi, I'm Jackie Evancho, may you be blessed by many spirits," and she evaporated up into nothing.
Jane ran home with the other boy, while Richard stayed, confused. Jane was the most beautiful lady, long and slender but not strong.
A fully loaded girl climbed outta the water and said "Me wan' me wan'.." The zombie came toward him and a smile broke out- "Ah," said he. He ran away and up a tree.
Finally, this Tarzan found a place where swam black people and then descended some white people who he found lived in a noble town, but they had to fend for themselves to live. 1 was awesome mostly in white with a hat bonnet with yellow flowers on it. He was hypnotized and fell inlove with the young widow.
1 day 1 boy went off and got eaten by a snake, swallowed whole, suffucated to death. Jane said, "Tarzan, we must leave now."
There was a bearer of news named Christina Reading Chang. She gave a testimony like a witch in a transe of what was to come. They met a nice little girl named Chloe Moretz who said, "Whoops," looked, "I gotta go.." And then she made the Tarzan call, "AA AAA AAA!" A lovely lily lady with a pot of water said, "Hi, I'm Jackie Evancho, may you be blessed by many spirits," and she evaporated up into nothing.
Jane ran home with the other boy, while Richard stayed, confused. Jane was the most beautiful lady, long and slender but not strong.
A fully loaded girl climbed outta the water and said "Me wan' me wan'.." The zombie came toward him and a smile broke out- "Ah," said he. He ran away and up a tree.
Finally, this Tarzan found a place where swam black people and then descended some white people who he found lived in a noble town, but they had to fend for themselves to live. 1 was awesome mostly in white with a hat bonnet with yellow flowers on it. He was hypnotized and fell inlove with the young widow.
I have sinned!
I look at Miami and think of home!
Also, no one cares what I did that was nice from Fort Lauderdale, me in particular is all. A place where people can be nice I mean like. My past is erased!
Also, no one cares what I did that was nice from Fort Lauderdale, me in particular is all. A place where people can be nice I mean like. My past is erased!
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