Sarah Silverman, a girl who likes to play basketball was really nice and good at basketball. When I play, the ball lobs a bit off if I back up far, but I'm pretty good medium close. I liked her hair, bangs parted to the side, a little long, black. She's real sweet and cool. She actually said she was the class clown. Ellen was, too. Yea, I remember people being like her. They might be out of line but otherwise seem sweet. Sometimes, I wish certain people would speak to me. I have also found when they are technically younger.
Morris Chestnut was a nice guy, too. He seemed to want to be in his A game. He was great at shooting the basketball from far away, I saw. He seemed very friendly. I wonder why these people aren't more self-centered. I know the guests who aren't famous can be the polar opposite of them.
I liked seeing the 2 guys who like Drew Brees from the New Orleans Saints. It is because one is paralyzed that they are helped on the show. They are very nice, interesting people to me. I don't know, but Drew is cool and from Texas. I remember the 1st time they were on I looked them up. I didn't connect all the way. There's a big thing about being from the South, like I not being from the country makes me more foreign. I think people have some accepted as who I am where I am from. So, it was cool seeing, especially since Ellen is from New Orleans and 2 years in Texas. I do feel a bit alienated by habit of being new there and somewhat vulnerable. I guess no one in my life as approached me about how to take things. I thought my dad would like to do that, seems more dangerous if my Gramma did but my dad didn't. I might be like her kids, then, who she expressed she thought were at least some bad. They have a different father, a different kind of person. You know, she did have a few miscarriages and her husband died young, maybe from drinking and smoking. Sometimes, I feel attacked like I'm bad and don't deserve to live and that she's trying to radar me. My gramma was very nice in my opinion, friendly compared to my dad in ways, sad to see her in old age. So, interesting.
Cat week. I liked the cat she showed following the turtle. Don't remember other cats. I wanted to get a cat this week, but anyway my room is not cat proof. I just realized too many chords, too. My clothes are on a shelf and I need new shelves. Maybe, I'll make them catproof. I might have to get rid of the cat if I got away. Not sure how good that is, but I am willing to buy a pre-owned cat. I love abused animals. They are so innocent-looking and still stand tall.