I always used to check if I was really good. I wasn't full aware of what was expected of my attitude, but people around me were bad themselves. Everyone said I was good.
People used to exaggerate how glorious it was that I was so good throughout my life, until my life became known to me as becoming an experiment. I felt a cut in my connection to others.
So many people are mistaken and waste time hating on me for no good reason. Also, I seem to come in contact with a lot of those people.
Who else "pays" who achieves for others being jealous?
People don't get that, tho I live with my parents to see them if they like for now.., that it's not about saying I can't talk to other people but others can.
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