I met someone I like a lot, and I happened to be upset that day and posted about it on my blog. I repeatedly thought of things to post. My dad didn't take that and now people I find are acting like this person is getting stimulated. I fel distanced, and it's painful. Yesterday, nothing much happened that I remember, but my oldest aunt supposedly had her going all dizzy and saying, "No, you go back to work."
I like this person a lot and find it done robotically and even just as a check or precaution without explanation that Bella Thorne takes away all my relationships. There were big things done.
They keep interjecting things that she says that are negative and selfishly picky, so it's probably not straight from her.
Also, it might be cuz my Gramma once acted like she said, "If it happens around something, why, then, it must be re-Lated," and that "if it happens when I've been thinking of a person (I like) that person must be a problem."
Things have been pretty good without all this.
My dad yesterday seemed to say, "I'm making so-and-so into soup and leave you in your crib. See? I did it." I don't want that feeling, neither, of being stuck with my dad, like that's my message in life. He might not think that at another time. If I'm c***, that's not my fault. I'm mad at my parents for that, my dad in this case. They can't stimulate others and keep me for themselves. I don't want him (like that.)
I will not take nor let you get away with stimulating her. I will not take that it's over cuza something I did. You don't lose people like that. I think it's my dad's fault now. My mom thinks if they said something they can't take it back.
Quit acting like me posting this is bad or you're my enemy. I was thinking of not, but the stimulating factor is too much. I felt like m********** while I was asleep and I feel the effects now.
You don't go and r*** someone just because they are a role model and you think they "need it," like if they're attractive. They might be somebody's mother! You don't just "press the button." No, you're not getting away with this. I don't know who did what, honestly, and I'm not threatening to hurt anyone, but justice must be served. I can't even reverse the process and don't know what to do. It's my skittish, drawling personality of a dad in action. I don't know how to deal with this. I figured I'd just not talk to others as much if possible. I really won't take this! What can I do? I started liking someone, and everyone is acting like the person is being stimulated just because I posted about my problems when I met them! I don't care! It's not funny!
Do you wanna talk this out? I won't accept it. This is absolutely ridiculous.
Also, why are you so attentive to Bella Thorne and being mean to me when I mention her or think about her? I didn't do anything bad like she did to me. Did you know that when I was sharing something with my dad he made a noise that knocked out a part of my brain forever, the front, and right after I said Bella Thorne was being shown affection being picked up? So, in the end, yes I am nice to Bella. Why do you keep pushing me about how I treat her, then?
They could give me messages all day, and I'll have to boomerang back to here.
Bottom line, you don't ruin my relationship with someone just because you see me post about my problems and maybe you think the relationship is too perfect.
I know, they'll get tired of keeping this up.
Now, I just have to worry about the new inappropriate messages. I was mainly backing up stuff I didn't write about when I tried to lay off it. I will not take this new way of acting about someone I like! It's not for you to monitor.
Also, I got upset the other night and now my eyes are seeing faintly in double some things sometimes. I think Bella Thorne did it posting 2 images of herself in one picture like a trick. Someone told her to do that to me. Why am I the bad guy?? I don't do anything. She did. It's nothing to go viral about, but you tell her to be mean to me and she decides to.
Now, nothing "wrong" about what I said. Most good people would agree or care about it. You're just making up stuff, like I'm bad if I informed of this. Lotta things happened, but this is bigger. They keep acting like someone I look up to is just stimulated into a stupor. Get it, now? Cuz I've had to say enough. It's time to get breakfast. I didn't do anything to deserve to be treated badly. It is important that I post about this. It's not really bad. It might not be to your liking cuz it's about what you do wrong to me, which you believe is right. Don't just get mad. If you wanna tell me it's bad, figure out a reason. I should post about problems, you think just not to do with you. I realize it's not perfect. I am an adult, and I write my own blog. It is not for you to edit and be bad about.
Did you know also I think my dad and Ellen and others may have made my left nostril have a whistling hole in it sometimes when I started singing lessons once?
So, another reason I posted about this again is because it damaged me. It's for me to write and you not to bug about the fact I wrote it. Maybe, there's a hint of an attitude but not especially. You can't go making up stuff, neither, about what I really did and then trying to bug me about it and get all mad. I'm sure you appreciate the news of "what's going on." I will continue to blog freely about my life. Maybe, this all doesn't matter, but maybe a little of it does, the stimulating part. I feel I didn't go about saying it in just the right way, tho. It will probably at 1st cause more stimulation, even. I dunno. A lot happens, and I say about it all.
I don't know about the fact that this person needs to be stimulated inappropriately and from some revoltingly, but I saw you change my life. What's with all the good people being stimulated inappropriately? The bad people are just losers. Now, we have no one to talk to cuz they've all been drawn in to be stimulated inappropriately like it's funny. I didn't say, "No, they can't be stimulated in any way," like a kid would say.
Also, quit acting like I'm bad.
I'm gonna go ahead and post this and hope nothing bad happens. I'm just reporting and solving, not trying to even insult the bad people..
About the stimulating, I think it's important cuz it's really happening. I am not inappropriate to deserve this annoying treatment. Maybe, I was tired on the meds. I thought my dad didn't even care if things were neat and tidy for me and even was silly enough to think it was bad to make myself happy cuz he thinks I'm bad.
They were just mean to me again! They made the aura around my hands feel cross-eyed..
I see there is a point for me to post this. Quit being irrational. You were mean to me just because of me posting about Ellen and my problems! Now, the world will know!