Why do I not have some alternate life to live?  I am not that good of a book reader, as of now.  I'm more of a talker, a doer in the world of socialization.  I do not type 200 WPM without messing up, tho.  You can't be off living your life and then come to me and dump it.  Anyone wants to be the one, but you can't defeat anyone but yourself.