Apology

I went coocoo again and thought of something that could be seen as risque and definitely an insult.  I wish I didn't.  It's so hard to think with these animals.  I thought it was a way of dealing with a thought, but I guess not.  I went and thought something nice in the end and found a problem to weed out, tho, so that wasn't really good news tho.  It was very much not in the spirit of things, and the idea still confuses me and I don't get it other than a false punishment.  Some people care, some might not.  I was envisioning people being tacky and they brought up something they didn't care about for me and I thought of it in a tacky way.  You can judge me how you want, it was mean of me and I was just confused.  You get the picture?  I'm in trouble.  I will try to ignore it and not think of the tacky thing.