because of you
Other people have been mean to me, not me to them. People are pushing me to think bad things and then getting mad at me for it. What I said, it wasn't blatant how I said it. There's no "moment" like maybe I don't matter and someone else does. I'm not being sarcastic. I'm just saying. The "moment" is weird. I can post about my feelings on a blog if I feel I have been hurt and am free to say I take it back just because. I was just upset about something and something keeps happening. I wanted help. I wanted to get it out there. Maybe, someone out there will read it. Maybe, the world will be a better place if I talk something out that doesn't make sense. I don't think I was that mean nor obvious. If it's that thing I posted, I explained that later. I dunno what to say. I respect the person, but someone was suddenly glorifying white people over me for their meager accomplishments. I am told anything I did was less than meager. Or meer. No one hand spoons me the things this person gets. Instead, you acted like it was a big deal to live to fight against me about it.