You don't encourage ppl to be more attractive in general. Like younger ppl, "kids."
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Thursday, February 27, 2014
Tuesday, February 25, 2014
Problem
Why does Ellen go in and laugh hysterically if I feel like I'm gonna fall over from the stuff she does. She doesn't want us to even imagine her liking us. Don't even have kids after 1985.
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Monday, February 24, 2014
Sunday, February 23, 2014
Saturday, February 22, 2014
Friday, February 21, 2014
Question
Is Ellen more tired of me as a person than Bella for good?? They let Bella do what she wants and then give her what I deserve.
Also, my dad doesn't care @ any of my feelings and acts like he's telling me something when uninvited and wants to pretend to save me. I am not an airhead of a Barrett-Barber. I feel I am being told I'm something I shouldn't be.
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Also, my dad doesn't care @ any of my feelings and acts like he's telling me something when uninvited and wants to pretend to save me. I am not an airhead of a Barrett-Barber. I feel I am being told I'm something I shouldn't be.
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I feel so tired I might die. Not like sleepy tired. I just feel that borderline feel. Every once in awhile it comes. I need rest. Too much alert reaction etc. Like me not feeling in the groove.. My mom wants me to volunteer. Then, I can make money in something that fits, part time. My mom thinks I'm set needing medicine.
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How do you feel @ the idea that only people with white hair would converse? I was thinking of Ellen looking around feeling the right thing bc of only 1 shade of hair and eye color. I felt discouraged to be anything okay.. I must have been dead in the head. I had brown hair that looked a bit black/gray and deep blue eyes. It got lighter and lighter. Suddenly, I saw black hair and light skin. I am from S FL so that way.. been up north. Looked more Chinese. Just no squinted eyes and a normal nose but small.
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Why can't we get into it and talk online and find her biggest fans. I think something like you knowing her is the biggest possible secret prize. Whoever displays the best affection. You can use the forum I set up. I am in charge and can create things. Like different topics and groups.
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A Response
Someone said there's no more Ellen for them cuza me not cuza Ellen. I even said I wouldn't talk to her as in I don't have to and won't necessarily just post @ her pretty much like Lily Rose Depp and others on Twitter. They make their mark in the world at least but once and that's it! :| but they did it and weren't treated like this.
It's a bit tacky for a 7 year old to oust a 27 year old from an older person who has talked to them.
I feel like exploding in my pants from having to respond to what I hear. Like teenage girls mainly. Not sure what else. It's also hard to sit. Someone did mess with me where I shut my eyes and looked almost like she was sleeping so I kept looking.
A boy walking around with keys. This may come and go. People are going crazy @ thinking Ellen wants them to be mean to me for now. It seems Ellen works with the idea me liking her at all or rather so much is a joke.
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It's a bit tacky for a 7 year old to oust a 27 year old from an older person who has talked to them.
I feel like exploding in my pants from having to respond to what I hear. Like teenage girls mainly. Not sure what else. It's also hard to sit. Someone did mess with me where I shut my eyes and looked almost like she was sleeping so I kept looking.
A boy walking around with keys. This may come and go. People are going crazy @ thinking Ellen wants them to be mean to me for now. It seems Ellen works with the idea me liking her at all or rather so much is a joke.
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Addicted?
Ellen is a public poster and it's fun when I get tired to go on Twitter. No one ever told me personally Ellen is better than me.
Do these teens think they will succeed getting away with being mean - though some don't get what's due. They think Ellen said so. What babies! People were trying to blow me up. That can't be good for me. What crowd is this? The good people are not at the mall? I can't seem to think I do anything cuza being followed. Another annoying noise. What if I hurt their precious personal rules?? Someone also dug into stimulation of me and to publicly display something like I'm the joke. My mom gets in the way. These noises keep bothering me. It is mean of whoever wants Ellen mad for checking her public Tweets. Am I not invited to the party and am not in any crowd? No, I am in a crowd. Is Ellen? Other than the joke of with the famous people? Ellen has to learn how to lock up groups to talk to. You know in my mall they started chargers. It just distresses me that people complain @ it. Supposedly me as a private Twitter follower since Ellen can find me is something to be made fun of. Like they know how to pleasure her but flop by since she's not talking to them.
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Do these teens think they will succeed getting away with being mean - though some don't get what's due. They think Ellen said so. What babies! People were trying to blow me up. That can't be good for me. What crowd is this? The good people are not at the mall? I can't seem to think I do anything cuza being followed. Another annoying noise. What if I hurt their precious personal rules?? Someone also dug into stimulation of me and to publicly display something like I'm the joke. My mom gets in the way. These noises keep bothering me. It is mean of whoever wants Ellen mad for checking her public Tweets. Am I not invited to the party and am not in any crowd? No, I am in a crowd. Is Ellen? Other than the joke of with the famous people? Ellen has to learn how to lock up groups to talk to. You know in my mall they started chargers. It just distresses me that people complain @ it. Supposedly me as a private Twitter follower since Ellen can find me is something to be made fun of. Like they know how to pleasure her but flop by since she's not talking to them.
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Problem
People are funning that Ellen can want to get rid of me as a fan and break my phone so I can't Tweet pix nor upgrade to a phone with Twitter I like.
Also people are trying to channel me with hypnotic nonsense of jingling and swinging.
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Also people are trying to channel me with hypnotic nonsense of jingling and swinging.
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Why are the people doing the experiment actually busy getting back at me all the time? Doesn't that hurt my feelings. And these people in public can't always be cutting lose on me. If something happens also should not ruin my life. Very irritated bc I was mad and dropped my steady camera then my cell cam malfunctions bc I was picked at!!
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Suggestion
Why did you base something on me stomping at some guy bothering me? You think you are parodying my onlooking. I don't want my aunt in my life like that. It was something big for someone..
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What @ the other Floridians? I guess I have more in common with Ellen in 1 way.. :S So, what's it like~ You seem more advanced and fair.. Like yea Bella. It's always sad to leave, the story of my life.. :( The whole time in Louisiana in fact! Not like the Jacksonville part, I think. There, I figured something out. ...
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Well
What was wrong with Bella with the way she was? That's a topic in my forum. The idea has been growing on me, so-to-speak. I don't mean something bad, more @ something else-
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A Nuisance
My dad now makes suggestions to Ellen. Why do we have to be careful so about him?
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Thursday, February 20, 2014
@ Me
I used to stomp and toss things on the floor @ home, just a passing. I didn't have to m.. to be proppah.
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Message?
My temper does not make me trash. I have nothing, in a way.. I am not considered even a dependent. No one cares @ my physical needs.. So.. what, just mum? :(
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I saw a Spanish maybe person in a wheelchair who had shorter curly hair, thin and well-kept with others who looked like Karen Carpenter and was able to look like a young boy. It was on the yeti ride. I screamed. She noticed me. I sincerely miss her. I do not know why she was handicapped or in the wheelchair..
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Meds
The doctor said what I do is okay. Tomorrow is another day. YES IT IS! LIAR! :)
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Well, I did it.
I stomped the ferryboat like all those little brat kids! This elderly guy in charge wouldn't leave me alone with secret messages that could hurt others, I turned to look and he was walking, think he was protecting me. I had sneered, thought he was some younger guy.
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I don't really feel triumphant for having done all that cursing. :/
Also, people want the younger kids with Ellen- like no matter the mom's age. Can anyone explain the unruly, undue .. silence? I am guilty, myself.
I look pretty young, too. Fresh but need seeing aid.
What can I do? I already want to not have my hair look like pins and needles- Now this! Would it befit me? And 1985 was a substantial time to exist so whatever happens~ how will we figure it out?! I am not a teen, anymore, though.
I don't seem to have a place. I will try for fun for my peers. Namaste. And myself.
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Also, people want the younger kids with Ellen- like no matter the mom's age. Can anyone explain the unruly, undue .. silence? I am guilty, myself.
I look pretty young, too. Fresh but need seeing aid.
What can I do? I already want to not have my hair look like pins and needles- Now this! Would it befit me? And 1985 was a substantial time to exist so whatever happens~ how will we figure it out?! I am not a teen, anymore, though.
I don't seem to have a place. I will try for fun for my peers. Namaste. And myself.
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I don't really feel triumphant for having done all that cursing. :/
Also, people want the younger kids with Ellen- like no matter the mom's age. Can anyone explain the unruly, undue .. silence? I am guilty, myself.
I look pretty young, too. Fresh but need seeing aid.
What can I do? I already want to not have my hair look like pins and needles- Now this! Would it befit me? And 1985 was a substantial time to exist so whatever happens~ how will we figure it out?! I am not a teen, anymore, though.
I don't seem to have a place. I will try for fun for my peers. Namaste. And myself.
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Also, people want the younger kids with Ellen- like no matter the mom's age. Can anyone explain the unruly, undue .. silence? I am guilty, myself.
I look pretty young, too. Fresh but need seeing aid.
What can I do? I already want to not have my hair look like pins and needles- Now this! Would it befit me? And 1985 was a substantial time to exist so whatever happens~ how will we figure it out?! I am not a teen, anymore, though.
I don't seem to have a place. I will try for fun for my peers. Namaste. And myself.
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I don't really feel triumphant for having done all that cursing. :/
Also, people want the younger kids with Ellen- like no matter the mom's age. Can anyone explain the unruly, undue .. silence? I am guilty, myself.
I look pretty young, too. Fresh but need seeing aid.
What can I do? I already want to not have my hair look like pins and needles- Now this! Would it befit me? And 1985 was a substantial time to exist so whatever happens~ how will we figure it out?! I am not a teen, anymore, though.
I don't seem to have a place. I will try for fun for my peers. Namaste. And myself.
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Also, people want the younger kids with Ellen- like no matter the mom's age. Can anyone explain the unruly, undue .. silence? I am guilty, myself.
I look pretty young, too. Fresh but need seeing aid.
What can I do? I already want to not have my hair look like pins and needles- Now this! Would it befit me? And 1985 was a substantial time to exist so whatever happens~ how will we figure it out?! I am not a teen, anymore, though.
I don't seem to have a place. I will try for fun for my peers. Namaste. And myself.
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I don't really feel triumphant for having done all that cursing. :/
Also, people want the younger kids with Ellen- like no matter the mom's age. Can anyone explain the unruly, undue .. silence? I am guilty, myself.
I look pretty young, too. Fresh but need seeing aid.
What can I do? I already want to not have my hair look like pins and needles- Now this! Would it befit me? And 1985 was a substantial time to exist so whatever happens~ how will we figure it out?! I am not a teen, anymore, though.
I don't seem to have a place. I will try for fun for my peers. Namaste. And myself.
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Also, people want the younger kids with Ellen- like no matter the mom's age. Can anyone explain the unruly, undue .. silence? I am guilty, myself.
I look pretty young, too. Fresh but need seeing aid.
What can I do? I already want to not have my hair look like pins and needles- Now this! Would it befit me? And 1985 was a substantial time to exist so whatever happens~ how will we figure it out?! I am not a teen, anymore, though.
I don't seem to have a place. I will try for fun for my peers. Namaste. And myself.
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I don't really feel triumphant for having done all that cursing. :/
Also, people want the younger kids with Ellen- like no matter the mom's age. Can anyone explain the unruly, undue .. silence? I am guilty, myself.
I look pretty young, too. Fresh but need seeing aid.
What can I do? I already want to not have my hair look like pins and needles- Now this! Would it befit me? And 1985 was a substantial time to exist so whatever happens~ how will we figure it out?! I am not a teen, anymore, though.
I don't seem to have a place. I will try for fun for my peers. Namaste. And myself.
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Also, people want the younger kids with Ellen- like no matter the mom's age. Can anyone explain the unruly, undue .. silence? I am guilty, myself.
I look pretty young, too. Fresh but need seeing aid.
What can I do? I already want to not have my hair look like pins and needles- Now this! Would it befit me? And 1985 was a substantial time to exist so whatever happens~ how will we figure it out?! I am not a teen, anymore, though.
I don't seem to have a place. I will try for fun for my peers. Namaste. And myself.
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Interesting Topic
Did my dad try to stimulate Ellen DeGeneres? That's also tacky. They think she's leaked..
It's just for his pleasure against kids.
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It's just for his pleasure against kids.
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More
Now, he said "lovely." Some bitch is messing w/me etc. For thinking of the word "nigger."
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Problem
My dad spilled paint in my room and now said "but." He's the 1 under the wing in a way. I am an independent soul, I mean.
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Wednesday, February 19, 2014
Tuesday, February 18, 2014
Upset
Mad @ Ellen - ppl I know already..
Is Ellen making up rules like Depp to be ***y and is a younger generation? Thern she should listen to what Oi sat - why should anyone listen to her
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Is Ellen making up rules like Depp to be ***y and is a younger generation? Thern she should listen to what Oi sat - why should anyone listen to her
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Sunday, February 16, 2014
Friday, February 14, 2014
Wut did I do to be put on a show as worse than Ellen as a person so much? The n word thing not my fault.. and the cursing which everyone does and I was attacked. Still am I feel sometimes. I am not stopping you from Ellen! I said we could negotiate but you still just keep going wild and being blunt.
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Thursday, February 13, 2014
Lotta people scorn my partly or mostly dark hair my parents fault apparently.. I did post when I found blondes as ideas you can see. Like want me with a big dark lady and though I am kinda with Ellen just~say that when I said I was interested in figuring things of this nature out. I see Ellen is better and I'm technically gotten worse..
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What I Did
Went on Space Mountain 3 times.. Ellen... Test Track, yes Spaceship Earth, will talk more @ home.. Well, Space Mountain is so fun. The only ride of its kind. ..
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My Dad
My dad was the 1 who thinks I'm nothing different than him and worthless. I was trying to relate to him friendly like his fam-
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Something came up.
I said Ellen is annoying tomyself @ others bc she can ^have things^ I was supposed to have. Like a fair shot @ adult life. It's not enough to mentally slice me out of things like college.
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Some1 gave me the idea to remind me.. Me as 23 is too old for a good life.
Also, something from the 80s comes up and it's @ people complaining so I'll just leave.
Do you get the feeling my parents manipulated my life to doom? Also, they favor Late Boomers.. They like stimulation from like guys born in 1950. Things I do not see that exist even.
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Also, something from the 80s comes up and it's @ people complaining so I'll just leave.
Do you get the feeling my parents manipulated my life to doom? Also, they favor Late Boomers.. They like stimulation from like guys born in 1950. Things I do not see that exist even.
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Wow
Hi ellen nice disney ride..I sat in baclk on thr side.
Sorry @ this morning guys just slipped me, I didn't go away from the computer and it wasn't illegal..thought maybe I'd learn a new way to not get as mad, not much luck as I don't get to be that excited that I'd get into a deep conversation and pound something dramatically.. Not fun.
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Sorry @ this morning guys just slipped me, I didn't go away from the computer and it wasn't illegal..thought maybe I'd learn a new way to not get as mad, not much luck as I don't get to be that excited that I'd get into a deep conversation and pound something dramatically.. Not fun.
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Tuesday, February 11, 2014
Wut It Is
It's the fact you think I'm shit. It's not cuz I rank Ellen higher but that I'm being overcome. You might hurt Bella. I am here each day @ some trash from the past. Things aren't for me. I'm ready for some action.
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Well
Ellen is fun, but she kinda seems to set me back insofar as she'd think I could not handle kids and other things. I find it something people have detected @ me and it's ruined my life.
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I know
You did the Kate Bush thing for a reason. You think I wanna be close. Well not if it's @ Ellen and Bella and maybe not anyway to anyone. Well maybe kids!~
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Question
Uptight to me cuza my bella with ellen.. Talk @ it?? I can't help you if not. Your idea is Ellen disses me and not you.
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Monday, February 10, 2014
Today..
We had an easy job worksheet and the lady was directly suggestive to get help from parents after assigned and I asked like mad. :(
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Am I
Am I always on that I am too old of paretntal generation like tacky for Ellen and her kids'.. Like my smiling @ my mistakes like it's funny? That has to not be an issue, what is wrong with my life. For ppl that age.
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Sunday, February 9, 2014
Question
If Ellen is mean wst y iz that okay for her but I just post wut happened.
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Saturday, February 8, 2014
Friday, February 7, 2014
Issues
Pretty soon the US will be all white.
I keep getting delayed insults from Ellen who everyone likes the way she treats "others."
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I keep getting delayed insults from Ellen who everyone likes the way she treats "others."
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There was more shit in the Lego mov ie. How is that ok for a second? You all are shit. Apparently, that's what's. Gonna happen cuz you won't stop irritating me for no good reason. Why don't you just move on with all your lives?
I grabbed my empty water bottles after the show. Hope it didn't "ruin" it..
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I grabbed my empty water bottles after the show. Hope it didn't "ruin" it..
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In the toilet
Wuz I gonna die? I had a craving for juice last night and a mango gelato at Disney.
LOL!!
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LOL!!
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So
Ellen has a mad problem. No, that is not a mean thing to say. I an an adult, and no one gave a *beep* @ me.
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Thursday, February 6, 2014
Issue
All you people are outlandish bc of Tim Burton, and I could get you sooner or later. You're all just flop bop bu dee bop!
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Tuesday, February 4, 2014
Question
How do you feel @ Johnny Depp and Ellen DeGeneres showcasing today's world of the South?
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Issue
Carpenter children think we called them sinners or not good enough. That proves they are defensive over dad.
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Well
I'm cleaning my room?
What happens to me now? I know I was just upset. I was funny @ 1st, but after injuring my dad? Are you just trying to see more examples of JC?
What happens to me now? I know I was just upset. I was funny @ 1st, but after injuring my dad? Are you just trying to see more examples of JC?
Well
I was mad @ the injurious car accident. I feel I blew up and just kinda left off. I wish I didn't, shoulda got more when we ate out or something to quell myself. Or just see if you could shut up?
I EVEN SEE IT
You think oh cute baby born 1998 is yours .. then you throw me out.. then you want me back! just to do the same thing again! to compare me badly to a baby! I wanted to be a good baby.
What did you feel??
How did you feel @ sitting there like an animal grunting out thoughts because of people like Ellen??
Monday, February 3, 2014
OMG
PLACE THE RESTRAINING ORDER ON ELLEN SHE THINKS SHE CAN JUST NASTILY HAVE A KID WITH HIM AND I CAN'T THINK OF HIM AS A DAD
Well
I had a close friend with parents born 1941, daughter perfectly fine, needs some exercise and stuff, a bit bossy but okay with that. So, Richard Carpenter is not all that daunting.
Grossed Out
I detest these weird things that happen, like that I have to think @ someone else when I want something, like my daddy post @ Richard Carpenter and then my dad had a car accident when 2 of them reduced my Chinese mom's perfect eyesight.
What I Think
I think Ellen just is mad at you for nothing to show off if your life is dreary. Why does she get mad so easily? I just said shit for fun and later took it back and said something else.. What's the big deal? My dad suffered a car accident..
TV
I watched some of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" online, my TV not even set up in my room. She seems to be doing fairly well. I have to go to bed and wake up early.
I liked her Beats music stuff whatever it's called. I also liked watching Vine, the family with the little girl that came out at the end though I didn't like the way dad was holding her, and something else .. oh yes prizes, very funny costumes!
I liked her Beats music stuff whatever it's called. I also liked watching Vine, the family with the little girl that came out at the end though I didn't like the way dad was holding her, and something else .. oh yes prizes, very funny costumes!
Problem
Ellen you are bad, you have no way of saying no. You and Richard just keep talking and then stop when you find we are younger and act like something's wrong. What? Nothing happened. It's not magic.
Busy
Tomorrow morning I go somewhere, see you when Ellen comes on, will bring my cell tho. Nothing Wednesday. =] Par-tay.
Videos
I made some against Ellen. They are loading. It's @ the shit that happens here. I don't really know who started it. I'm not totally against Ellen, I don't know what she does. I don't want to unravel shitty messages. My dad's car accident ^means^ something. It jerked at my beautiful Chinese mom's eyesight! Stupid Orlando-inians!!
Should I be worried @ saying stupid? I just want this post to go by smoothly!
Should I be worried @ saying stupid? I just want this post to go by smoothly!
My Sorrow and Woe
I got an gay disgusting interrupted click in my sorrow, and I lost feelings stunned and horrified, like I'd been on a spell and that I'd want to do that.
B4 I Go
I willl add I'll try to not curse but that I could, which is a temporary queller.
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B4 I Go
I willl add I'll try to not curse but that I could, which is a temporary queller.
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B4 I Go
I willl add I'll try to not curse but that I could, which is a temporary queller.
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Problem
Arrest Ellen I didn't do anything - she is hurting me! Stop! You are boring often and taxing and waste my time on shit. I am not shit.
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Wah
Who cares @ Rich Carpenter if he's really unwilling to make himself known?? I feel sorry @ that..
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Problem
If you don't stop testing me @ Ellen giving me attention all the time I don't demand..
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Problem
I keep being attacked. Ellen said something not true and I said so. So what?!!
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Why I Curse
Ellen won't stop remembering when I was mad at a time before and thinks it's in me more than others. I don't really curse often, and you can't give me punishments others don't get. Why do you make me mad? I may contact the police @ Ellen, maybe even my aunt.
Website Update
Do's and Don't's
I will use curse words possibly when upset but unravel my thoughts after and apologize..
I will use curse words possibly when upset but unravel my thoughts after and apologize..
Problem
So even after you are sorry for getting mad at someone who really did something to you .. you end up seeing the other person think you're there to kiss their feet!?
Stating the Verdict
You can't act like you can punish me. You all are just shit to me and lie and are mean. I mean even someone young got the word of safety. You trying to k*** me?
Problem
Now, I'm getting negative messages cuz I used the word shit but didn't mean it as someone.
I did think of it as someone before and not say but not the way you want to think.
I did think of it as someone before and not say but not the way you want to think.
Not What I Thought..
I thought you were outta my life. Isn't this like the 1 thing you shouldn't do?
Believe
I know Ellen does stuff to cancel stuff out, and it works. However, I don't have the same track history. Anyway, I know that when I do something for real it doesn't work, too, just because of my race so I don't have to listen to anyone.
News to Spread
I saw an obese kinda touchy feely mamma with 4 kids, the eldest looked Spanish and had bubbly fat skin and 1 nail with white at the end cut crookedly.. She was looking at me like "this is my .. lesson" you know, her disposition? I'm sure it's made its mark. No, I didn't do anything wrong, but I slept on the bus. She was in front of me facing me, though, but I was already that tired and gonna sleep anyway most likely..
No pun intended, just feel sorry and wanna help.
No pun intended, just feel sorry and wanna help.
O Boy
Dear Little Ellen!
I just watched 2 of your wonderful videos on YouTube!
was upset at my mom on the inside
My room is stressing me out. I told you I was sick and why I got up.
I just watched 2 of your wonderful videos on YouTube!
was upset at my mom on the inside
My room is stressing me out. I told you I was sick and why I got up.
On a Roll
Wasn't even watching to see her but the little girl and now the gift scene. Why is Ellen so mean? I got mad online, but I don't do things like that little boy. I'd probably smile and admit I was uncomfortable, at this point in life.
Why I Like the Show
Maybe cuz she's popular, but I feel like I'm not good enough to watch it but still good enough for other things..
OK
I should have just said technically I don't believe I gave forth the battle of any such message..
In a Rush
I'll manually disclaim my point in saying shit I do not mean poo.. what else could I have said in a rush??
Worried
I am worried @ losing all or any of Ellen. I was just expressing myself against her mistakes. No one likes me for my race, so.. if I was just being helpful someone would leave me. Leave now or leave naturally.
MAH THERAPIST
She 1st acted like she stimulated my brother because she knows I called her stupid because she's really mean and unprofessional sometimes.
Bored and Watching TV Online..
I thought people in Orlando were messing with my dad. Got tired of listening to music.
WOW YOU JUST RUIN MY RELATIONSHIP
*ELLEN*
I don't want anything on you, but that's a mean way to say you don't wanna talk to me like those friends you all take to.
I just wanted to try to get your attention didn't expect anything weird.
I don't want anything on you, but that's a mean way to say you don't wanna talk to me like those friends you all take to.
I just wanted to try to get your attention didn't expect anything weird.
Mad?
May I also interject to ask what's up with Renee Fleming? I wonder if she knows that I follow her and was busy and missed her on TV once.. I kept being under the impression it had to be online. My room isn't even set up.
Problem
You idiots on Ellen that dad just called Ellen shit, a nigger. So, how is it I do not deserve to say what I think of you like I just have?
*I almost *whammed* my table*
*I almost *whammed* my table*
IQ
Wow, Ellen, are you mad at me? Guess you don't need me at all.. You just shit shit in people's faces and then get mad at nice people for nothing!
You think the world is concrete and that nothing is complicated, it's either A or B and you can't say anything.
You think the world is concrete and that nothing is complicated, it's either A or B and you can't say anything.
Wow
The parents are just there so tacky nodding their heads, too young-looking to have a good kid.
I guess Baby Boomers should not have been born, their parents were young.
I guess Baby Boomers should not have been born, their parents were young.
CooCoos
All anyone says is they would know what I'm gonna say, but you know that of anyone, so SHUT UP. ..Am I a nigger?
Wow
Wow, Ellen, I'm tired of your show, the people on it are rude to me.. or is it just plain stupid? too
Weird
People think I mean something I don't. They think everything is 1 or the other. I thought maybe it wasn't, but like sometimes the way it's said.. seems to connect to something.
BLEH WATER
BLEH WATER
Upset?
My aunt can't be upset with me. I am an adult and I make my own decisions. She needs to get a life otherwise.
Bed Again?
I was gonna watch some of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" online but am not finished with my room, so see you when I guess, I'll be missing the show.. hopefully not long.
Dreams
I remember Richard Carpenter answered in all lowercase and I saw him, big, in a doorwa like in the dark. I was passing in a caravan. We were supposed to like be picking osmething in school. If I didn't kep moving I'd fall behind. I started ahead and was trudging through ahead some. There was a place where I shot. I was with Jimmy Fallon and like someone like him or him came out, I was with 1 old bestie at the time. Like, someone was coming to hurt me. There was a thing where you shoot toward the center of hte circle from the last dream. We walked some, and I had to keep looking for danger.
Dream
I was in a big thing where it's like a circle and toward the middle you see like an animal. I came outta 1 and was asking what the panda bear was for. We just passed something neat, like maybe regular bigger bears. I think there were babies of these bears.
Recurring Problem
I keep thinking people are scared I said "oh no" when my dad came home cuz I wanted to see him and not to homework. Something to talk about or do.
Potential
I had the chance to go through life unpunished. I DO know I am not supposed to really be bad and I DO know caps are okay. I AM NOT bad. I just make mistakes like everyone! I thought my life was an experiment and I never saw the people and things I was promised. I slipped in school for reasons beyond my control. I am beaten for taking care of my health. Worry @ school, sometimes need to relax and get away from the noises and people who will never be nice to me. YIKES!
I was looking @ the pictures of Miami Beach or Miami. It reminds me of birth.
I was looking @ the pictures of Miami Beach or Miami. It reminds me of birth.
Sunday, February 2, 2014
Watching.
On the NFL page there are Tweets @ the game. There are a lotta semi-mature attractive yet nerdy guys having pretty European-looking babies. It feels like hte 1980s again, so I am happy for that. I want to be there for them. So, I am not having kids. I'm not ready. I don't want other kids jealous. I am an attractive artistic romantic figure. When I am 40, I may still be young and sire a new generation of humans. That's far away. I think someone wants to marry me and wants kids.. but I decided to naturally plan a boy then a girl maybe a year younger, you know right after.
No Friends
I will not stand people not talking to me because of Tim Burton like oh I know what you're gonna say so I hate you. WTF does that mean?
Why even do that to me? I will find friends someday.
Why even do that to me? I will find friends someday.
Forgotten or Left Behind
Why does Ellen just believe in adults? She did that and thinks good kids should be forgotten and possibly hurt.
Bleh Bleh Bleh ~ Bleh Bleh
Why does Ellen keep telling me stuff if something happens to me?! I don't want to even think @ it. I can do "what" she believes the South has done alone. I am from there. What, so you can do it, too? Maybe, people from the South should not do it. How will you get along with people from Europe if you are mean to everyone who is better than you?
Doo .. U re mem ber me
Remember when we used to live to make life nice and do things at our pace and know success lies ahead?
Staying European
Don't let black people make you less European to people in Europe, don't die for people born in 1960!
Feeling-less
People think that things in life are important, and it's true you think you have no feelings.
All the Time?
Several things bothered me. Exactly how fun is it to say ooh Christina someone thought of something you didn't think of anything like it, you just used their basic good idea. Ev ery time!
No Chances
I'm me. I can't listen to anyone else. You'll just say to do something stupid 1 day, I know for sure.
Like, you said something and I stopped thinking.
Like, you said something and I stopped thinking.
Baiting
She's just saying only grandparents age is important to subdue naughty fans and impress our strict parents when like me I didn't do anything wrong.
Taking Sides
What do you think of how Ellen thinks she's innocent, smiles defiantly like we're shit .. and thinks that grandparents are the only thing that are worth it and not young people? That's like killing a baby. "Bye bye to my grandson?"
Stuck-Ups From New Orleans
People with New Orleanian heritage think they are the only perfect 1s. Like, they were more modern before us supposedly and anything we do they don't like.
Weird
Everyone said I was talented at everything, especially arts, until Tim Burton made a statement. I never wanted to ruin him.
Firefighters!
The people here want me to like stop thinking how I do.. like you know what I do that's none of their business, I think my life in private in a way.
Anyone Know?
Anyone know what's going on? I hear tantrum-like poundings.. not sure it was the laundry machines. Like a aluminum pan.
Nitey
Was crocheting.
Going to bed soon.
Can talk tomorrow or Monday.. unless I'm just too into the cleaning.
Going to bed soon.
Can talk tomorrow or Monday.. unless I'm just too into the cleaning.
Pros
How pro would you say are the people Richard Carpenter has worked with after Karen passed away?
Pretend Ghosts
The garage door to my memory has never creeked. The washing and drying was on. When I did something with a graveyard online something metal in my room, which my dad and I just painted, fell. It's still very messy, but I cleaned lots of it. My dad just took out the ladder today.
Saturday, February 1, 2014
May Be
Ellen probably is more adept to Florida in ways than us, but we still should be who we are, too.
Issue?
Ellen does not listen to some in FL.. The positive morphs into something outlandish and negative with her and us.. It's okay, but my life is really trashy but getting better-
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My Opine
These Baby Boomers follow crap from their parental generations the way Chloe does them, just to sinfully get stimulated. I do that, too, get sinfully stimulated, but not this kind of sin!
Problem
It seems that if her fans are happy, Ellen is happy. I'm not watching cuz I'm cleaning my room and don't have the TV even set up in here.. I don't believe I should necessarily watch in the living room.
Also, these noises in my room are racistly glossing over my saying that they were annoying before..
Well, I mean, yea, Ellen, but I gotta do mah room! It's fun when you know she's read you online. I haven't found others who seek her out, like leave a trail to an attractive blog like me. I know some people she would like. I'm not baiting myself, just saying it's available and you don't even have to do anything with anyone!
In saying something like that, I might not be perfectly a worshipper, but you'd see through the problems for some reason. I'm always obsessed over things like Tim Burton talking too much to his "girlfriend" and I guess sometimes his kids.. :/ Oops, I meant random strangers who are just lucky- and not me. I see the kids putting out their hands in L.A. I think. What I meant by his gf I didn't really mean it but realized that's what he did. She really is critical of him.. I think his gf like Richard Carpenter mocks fans.. my dad just came in and seemed upset that I posted or attempted to talk to Richard via his facebook fan group. Well "page."
Also, in my groups I think Ellen was messing around again. They both made me utter something fast as a comeback. I am upset about this. Ellen acts like I hurt her feelings if I say something @ it.
With his gf it even is more for Tim Burton fans than her own that she gets mad. If she is more critical of him than monitoring herself, I wonder how desperate this 3rd person I labeled that is. About Richard, he knows he has that in him. He said on his website too he is not looking for a professional partner, contrary to "what we read." I didn't read it, but that's a nice thing to say- I mean I found it the same. I don't think Richard is mean, but I don't wanna be asked why I like someone, like in grade school the kids leaving me with no friends and me feeling uncomfortable and like I'm not in the scene. I'm not being mad @ Richard, just talking for fun and don't even mean things in bad ways, just like for with the gf for instance how they are. I feel if I say something, they also do something different. It's a feeling you might get, and they might read you up.
What's this acting coy by the experimenters and maybe something for Ellen to laugh at me .. supposedly saying I can't have Ellen cuz she's better than me and then saying that means I'm also second in normal people, that I'm not quite as gregarious.. meaning I will never make it up the ladder? That's not something to laugh at, but it's funny for other people. I found it was said in a rude way, yea, but all the same seems a good message. I feel I am more pleasant. These people are a bit mean and I mean I don't want to be a part of them. They hurt me, anyway. I think it was better I never met them.
Also, these noises in my room are racistly glossing over my saying that they were annoying before..
Well, I mean, yea, Ellen, but I gotta do mah room! It's fun when you know she's read you online. I haven't found others who seek her out, like leave a trail to an attractive blog like me. I know some people she would like. I'm not baiting myself, just saying it's available and you don't even have to do anything with anyone!
In saying something like that, I might not be perfectly a worshipper, but you'd see through the problems for some reason. I'm always obsessed over things like Tim Burton talking too much to his "girlfriend" and I guess sometimes his kids.. :/ Oops, I meant random strangers who are just lucky- and not me. I see the kids putting out their hands in L.A. I think. What I meant by his gf I didn't really mean it but realized that's what he did. She really is critical of him.. I think his gf like Richard Carpenter mocks fans.. my dad just came in and seemed upset that I posted or attempted to talk to Richard via his facebook fan group. Well "page."
Also, in my groups I think Ellen was messing around again. They both made me utter something fast as a comeback. I am upset about this. Ellen acts like I hurt her feelings if I say something @ it.
With his gf it even is more for Tim Burton fans than her own that she gets mad. If she is more critical of him than monitoring herself, I wonder how desperate this 3rd person I labeled that is. About Richard, he knows he has that in him. He said on his website too he is not looking for a professional partner, contrary to "what we read." I didn't read it, but that's a nice thing to say- I mean I found it the same. I don't think Richard is mean, but I don't wanna be asked why I like someone, like in grade school the kids leaving me with no friends and me feeling uncomfortable and like I'm not in the scene. I'm not being mad @ Richard, just talking for fun and don't even mean things in bad ways, just like for with the gf for instance how they are. I feel if I say something, they also do something different. It's a feeling you might get, and they might read you up.
What's this acting coy by the experimenters and maybe something for Ellen to laugh at me .. supposedly saying I can't have Ellen cuz she's better than me and then saying that means I'm also second in normal people, that I'm not quite as gregarious.. meaning I will never make it up the ladder? That's not something to laugh at, but it's funny for other people. I found it was said in a rude way, yea, but all the same seems a good message. I feel I am more pleasant. These people are a bit mean and I mean I don't want to be a part of them. They hurt me, anyway. I think it was better I never met them.
New Videos
February 1, 2014
1 - 3.5/5 - Rainy Days and Mondays
2 - 7.5/10 - Rainy Days and Mondays
3 - 2/10 - Far From the Home I Love
3 - 4/5 - All Who Hunger
1 - 3.5/5 - Rainy Days and Mondays
2 - 7.5/10 - Rainy Days and Mondays
3 - 2/10 - Far From the Home I Love
3 - 4/5 - All Who Hunger
Don't Like It
I don't like Tim Burton ruining life, saying we're all in trouble. Let's take away what's his and see what he feels like. He he he? Don't listen to people like my old friend. I didn't say anything "bad."
Cleaning
Have books and videos to sort, ladder needs to be taken care of. Move @ more furniture, get rid of some I hope. Store some things in a box for now.
You got that joke?
No offense, really, please don't read into things like that friend, it isn't right, I'm just trying to communicate via typing..
I mean joking @ @ Ellen..
I mean joking @ @ Ellen..
"Take it down!"
I find my old friends a bit possessive of the attention they got because I ^did something^. Like, they just think yea I deserve that in a different way than they'd be like if the world did not resolve around Johnny Depp. They aren't like me. I get more attention, but I really deep-seatedly said I didn't want it. Now, people like it, it's something they can hold onto against Depp and Burton.
All I otherwise say is if Ellen thinks I can't be famous then her show is a slave for us.
All I otherwise say is if Ellen thinks I can't be famous then her show is a slave for us.
Singing versus Acting
Well, acting in movies is more like being a fashion model. Acting means acting in a theater. Singing is better than theater acting, but movie acting is the best. There are good theater actors who are movie actors, like in I think Diary of a Wimpy Dog or whatever. There was a lady. I think her dad was a successful boxer.
That's how you make it, you go to Hollywood where they do film.
That's how you make it, you go to Hollywood where they do film.
Thought Associations
Stuck in my head! Get out there child stars who are already in high school! Make the world a better place than you hiding waiting to trap me.. or you're just a complainer like I was told I was as a teenager. Maybe we need to complain because it seems hard to succeed and have everyone know you. We should all get in so many movies at the same time!! What do you got to lose? No one might recognize you?? Dunno. Safe in a different way, too. Get out online, discover [things like] Blogger and IMDb. Find out more, online.
Juicy Gossip
Lovely Bella.
Anyway I said simply for Chloe not to go sideways and assume something that isn't about Southerners without Southern parents. Now, Bella says Chloe is the 1 over me just temporarily. How do you rank people? Not nice.
Anyway I said simply for Chloe not to go sideways and assume something that isn't about Southerners without Southern parents. Now, Bella says Chloe is the 1 over me just temporarily. How do you rank people? Not nice.
Outlandish and Clingy
You know how outlandish Baby Boomers are about getting attention.. and subduing anyone younger ultimately?
Well, people think life is some big grand effect and that only really good people can provide this. They go off and expect others to do shit for this and in the end they are the baby to the early Boomers, like 1950?
Well, people think life is some big grand effect and that only really good people can provide this. They go off and expect others to do shit for this and in the end they are the baby to the early Boomers, like 1950?
Stuck
Explore Talent is not good enough. I need to get better and apply to an agency. 1st must clear room.
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