So, I had such a strange experience. I wanted to hide in a bed at a swimming pool that was all like black and white|gray. I wanted to have fun and pretend someone picked me up cuz I was h***y. I never did. It was long-winded, about going back, about being in like a movie, no one sees you in bed. I felt stimulated by my comforter and sheet, which I hand't slept in in awhile.. I woke up and finished the deed though I did not do much. Guess I'll grow outta it. Wondering @ what came over me. I don't believe I am really that h****. I dunno, I mean, not really sure what it is. I don't want people to touch me all the time. Well, you'll see I've come to like that, as well, but perhaps it was the stress. I dunno, though, you see, I like to also touch people but am afraid of my race and weight. I seem to be able to stimulate people and make them forget @ it. Nice thing to do whether or not I do. :/ Not sure @ this dream. It was interesting, like people I knew knew what I was doing and like a girl was my bed. So. Kinda okay, some danger, but I didn't think astray. We had to stroke across the pool and not like startle nor touch the octopus. On the way back, it was like in our place, though I thought it wasn't even in the pool but sitting on the dry other side. An attractive lady @ group Tuesday said she's going to Wet 'n' Wild. What do you think @ being touched by someone? I'd like that. :) I dunno @ my parents, maybe it would make me m*********. When I hug them, I feel like not good enough. It is sad, I mean there are other things to do in the world than hug people. I know. :|
So..