Tuesday, November 29, 2016

I don't care.

Again.

Question

Why are people ignoring me an encouraging others but "instead?"

What?

I didn't do anything wrong to be sorry about.

Being White

Do you know anyone who's "whiter" than me or is everyone just shit?

"I've been tested."

People think I am shit, after I lived a hard life being tricked and trying to figure things out as a minor.

"Be Happy"

They think there's something to be happy about.

Sad

People think they don't have to be nice to me because maybe I have friends in high places, but I don't seem to have anything.  I have no one to cope with about our similar conditions.

I don't have some things I need, and people are teasing me like I offend people and giving them attention but like it's instead.  When I talk about this, they do something else "big" to hurt me.

Did you know growing up

I never got met my harbored desire to do music interacting with others so much-

The Big Picture

I can see that, but I'm focusing on other problems if possible cuz they're there.

How are you?

Do you wanna talk-

Hey

Isn't this kinda stupid?

Enemy Creatures

Everyone said Christina doesn't matter, "I can 'do it' say Christina doesn't matter, but I don't know why."

Look, there is nothing wrong with me writing about my problems just because you're watching rather than enjoying any thing.  My problems are there, and I'm not so stupid as to say a problem is if someone else is happy.  Maybe, you didn't follow.

Not at My Prime

How am I just lazy trash?

I look more prettified than a lot of people.  I'm not some thing that spiked off the chart.

German German German!

Are Germans really "better," is this about me, or is this about my personal discovery?

I kept asking my mom what other language should I fall back on.

"Needs, Wants, and Desires"

Like, my life has been forgotten, essentially, if you look into it.

cont.

Like, who is making real "sacrifices" socially in their lives?

What would you spare if anything had to be spared?

💊

Sparing Things

What Would You Do?

👶

Ha Ha

Why did this other person ever need pleasure over me?

😎

If it's not okay for me..

..it's not okay.

Why did I get told maybe things were good potential before but now better?  It's just to punish me.

That's a big statement.  It says that things were already okay, but now they're better for someone else.

😊

And..

Where did everyone go when Facebook came out?