Nite!

Gone tomorrow and earlier on Sunday!

I know the plan.

By being mean to normal people, people later say because they were mean to that person that they should take from all I've accomplished and give it to them.  That makes no sense.

Ganged Up

It appears I've been ganged up upon.

I'm not really shit!

I didn't make myself shit compared to everyone else!

You got your wish!

Dude got his crowd to bow down, what more does he ask for? it's a dream galore.  Wish you were young again?  That it were the hippie days again?

*tumbleweed*

Some people are "stubborn" and self-absorbed and do not want to take command over that which they hold power.

Dangerous

There are people out there who hate me.

Well

Just not "lucky," I guess.

Am I "worth" anything, as a person?

Someone thinks they "have" to hurt me and can come in in private and ruin it for me.

😭

Funny

In the world of people, actually I don't matter, tho other people do.  I see it flash before me.  Well, I matter to people, too, but I haven't been able to make myself feel comfortable.  I care about other people, but people think no big whoop.

What I Found There

I saw my psychiatrist and had a revelation revealed to me.  Supposedly, us "kids" went thru life making it, but we had adults in our lives and now all people wanna know about is the adults and drop us grown kids.

Changing

No one cares about what I did anymore and just turning people into me.  So, bad people, who are racially superior, don't feel bad about being shit.  They say it is unfair I earned.

How I Behave

Is it about who it's to who's mean to me or just what I do in general to anyone?

Good morning!

I am going somewhere this morning and this evening!

Tomorrow, I go somewhere at night I think!

And Saturday.

Church Sunday.

Nite!

Watching baby beauty pageant!

I didn't get it. Come again?

My dad thinks he lives like a fart cuz he and my mom are already too important.

What do I mean?  Their worth?  No, no, no, NO!  Like, they live like life is a warehouse without even the neon lights.  "Florida is a parking lot."  Yea!  "I saw the sign!"

Thought Bubbles

I forget.

But, like, what is wrong with me being interested in other people than my dad and also suggesting concerning eyes?

Before I left home, I already was around other people.

Well Well Well

Just can't avoid some things, can you?

I just damn don't know nobody!

Ain't it the truth?

I Doubt It

I don't think anyone really cares about me.