My skin is probably more "orange" than Ellen DeGeneres's. It looks white in the light, tho.
*evil grin forms*
It was an accident, tho.
Friday, January 8, 2016
Racism
I told my therapist no one would talk to me.
I'm probably considered as great as Johnny Depp save for my race. In the end, I do the same thing except I get knocked down each time. I didn't say I was like Johnny Depp. Now, he's very different in certain ways. I think Johnny Depp is great because he is a fan of Tim Burton. I checked my watch and remembered him, too.
I'm probably considered as great as Johnny Depp save for my race. In the end, I do the same thing except I get knocked down each time. I didn't say I was like Johnny Depp. Now, he's very different in certain ways. I think Johnny Depp is great because he is a fan of Tim Burton. I checked my watch and remembered him, too.
Tuesday, January 5, 2016
Jealousy and Pride
People from down South in cool places such as New Orleans are questioning their validity encompassingly.
People in Florida usually seem to..
..solve their problems by not addressing real people but making it a general statement of a feeling.
Vanishing Act
If you didn't want other people there, then they wouldn't be, but I saw that they already are..
Things That Matter, People Matter
You may think what's important is "that people matter" and therefore you do, but you don't alone.. You'll find quite logically that other people matter.. You are special tho even if you are not the only one. Sound familiar?
I got this off of other people. It seems to be a stereotype unfortunately in nice people of more dynamically mixed European ethnicity.
Look at it this way. It could be feasible to say you took care of the needs of 1 person. Someone else is gonna get something, too, and it's not just 1 other person.
I had an epiphany on this topic but forgot how to put it and recall it back.
Even if other people share your interest, it should not ruin yours.
I can't see every black person deserving to take from others.. I can't see every white person being seen as "whole" in spirit..
I got this off of other people. It seems to be a stereotype unfortunately in nice people of more dynamically mixed European ethnicity.
Look at it this way. It could be feasible to say you took care of the needs of 1 person. Someone else is gonna get something, too, and it's not just 1 other person.
I had an epiphany on this topic but forgot how to put it and recall it back.
Even if other people share your interest, it should not ruin yours.
I can't see every black person deserving to take from others.. I can't see every white person being seen as "whole" in spirit..
Friday, January 1, 2016
Attention-Getting
Did you notice people notice certain people younger than themselves and say they didn't get enough attention but blame it on someone else younger than them like they did something, when it's actually just their fault?
Thursday, December 31, 2015
Succumb to Burton
The whole world has taken the shortcut.
No offense to the guy. It just happened, I know.. People also went crazy..
(See next post for further explanation.)
No offense to the guy. It just happened, I know.. People also went crazy..
(See next post for further explanation.)
Generation Gaps
Isn't it funny how they have older younger people like they need to identify so much with all people who are like 30/35+ years older than them.. yet "kids" today as a general population don't *need* to deal with the people of the previous generation I'm explaining?
Blog Update
Age|DOB: 29|05-20-1986
Race: ½ Chinese-Indonesian Anglo/Irish French Dutch German (?)
Location: SE + NE FL, New Orleans, Orlando
Heritage: Pennsylvanian, New Yorker
Height: 5'4"
Weight: 145 pounds
Hair: Brunette, Straight/Wavy/Curly
Eyes: Brown/Green, Crystally
Nose: Mostly Upturned, With a Bump
Skin: White/Tanned/Pink
Race: ½ Chinese-Indonesian Anglo/Irish French Dutch German (?)
Location: SE + NE FL, New Orleans, Orlando
Heritage: Pennsylvanian, New Yorker
Height: 5'4"
Weight: 145 pounds
Hair: Brunette, Straight/Wavy/Curly
Eyes: Brown/Green, Crystally
Nose: Mostly Upturned, With a Bump
Skin: White/Tanned/Pink
Wednesday, December 30, 2015
Church (cont.)
It was like an experiment to see how holy I could be staying at home.
I didn't go to any doctor, dentist, etc. I told my mom to cancel anything that requires me leaving the house and so much my room. This was okay until I had to see a psychiatrist and my dad brought me to the movies with him.
I didn't go to any doctor, dentist, etc. I told my mom to cancel anything that requires me leaving the house and so much my room. This was okay until I had to see a psychiatrist and my dad brought me to the movies with him.
Church
Just because I found a cool preacher and am a holy person, people are finding an excuse to tell me not to engage as readily and wholeheartedly in the church and coolness of the priest for some reason. They also found it sin for me to sing in choir cuz they don't sing in choir. No one else in the world has these rules.
I always went to church. I even went in college.
I started having to stay home all the time in 2007. We probably stopped going to church on Sundays sometime in 2006 or 2007 cuza my mom's job. We could have gone at a different time. A lotta masses tho are only traditional in music on Sunday mornings, tho.
I want to know why people are so crazy and agitated, in general.
So, I was sick in 2007. I had to quit ballet, too. I'm not a dancer, now, and possess less of a yearning for it.
I was big in church music all growing up and in choir.
I was sick like 2007 and stayed in my room not seeing anyone pretty much mostly until 2010 when I was placed in a mental hospital. The racism had gotten to me online, but my mom was bothering me tho acted like she wasn't. My mom called my dad and she called 911.. I was mad and threw some things, but my mom still kept trying to make me feel bad.
So, at some point in 2009 or 2010, I had to leave the house sometime, I think for movies, because I was so mad at the racism I threw my pretty much broken anyway laptop against the wall several times. I was stupid. I hope this doesn't haunt me, again.. I know I saw movies once or twice a week by 2011.
I was foreign to the bus system and neglected it for some reason. I started watching Ellen DeGeneres easrly-mid 2012. I have never seen the show on TV, just ran into her on YouTube and later Twitter. I was just Tweeting her at 1st and then watched the show every day. At 1st, I didn't wanna leave my room so much.
I really wanted to get outta my unemployed situation and become an actress. I found a theater teacher I liked and took class but was kicked out.
I didn't go to church cuz I didn't want my dad to drive me. A hassle for him, I felt. He did drive me to ballet every day 4 days a week in 2007-2008.
I got in big trouble for cursing about illegal, hurting noises in my room supposedly by Ellen DeGeneres. I still am tho I don't and it was supposed to be about the noises....
So, now, I started to get in shape with some things I bought from TV and later found adult gymnastics was available. Being more sane from the appropriate exercise, I was able to muster the desire and daring to go to church. I figured as a religious person being as I was in choirs before and respected as an accompanist sometimes that I'd feel at home and welcomed back. I had not run away.
However, now, I am being beat for this fact, that I didn't go to church for it seems nearly 10 years. Yes, I've been a few times spread out. Haven't gone back to ballet since like starting to watch Ellen.
My life is tortured and weird and I'm being experimented on or spied on and talked to in private.
I always went to church. I even went in college.
I started having to stay home all the time in 2007. We probably stopped going to church on Sundays sometime in 2006 or 2007 cuza my mom's job. We could have gone at a different time. A lotta masses tho are only traditional in music on Sunday mornings, tho.
I want to know why people are so crazy and agitated, in general.
So, I was sick in 2007. I had to quit ballet, too. I'm not a dancer, now, and possess less of a yearning for it.
I was big in church music all growing up and in choir.
I was sick like 2007 and stayed in my room not seeing anyone pretty much mostly until 2010 when I was placed in a mental hospital. The racism had gotten to me online, but my mom was bothering me tho acted like she wasn't. My mom called my dad and she called 911.. I was mad and threw some things, but my mom still kept trying to make me feel bad.
So, at some point in 2009 or 2010, I had to leave the house sometime, I think for movies, because I was so mad at the racism I threw my pretty much broken anyway laptop against the wall several times. I was stupid. I hope this doesn't haunt me, again.. I know I saw movies once or twice a week by 2011.
I was foreign to the bus system and neglected it for some reason. I started watching Ellen DeGeneres easrly-mid 2012. I have never seen the show on TV, just ran into her on YouTube and later Twitter. I was just Tweeting her at 1st and then watched the show every day. At 1st, I didn't wanna leave my room so much.
I really wanted to get outta my unemployed situation and become an actress. I found a theater teacher I liked and took class but was kicked out.
I didn't go to church cuz I didn't want my dad to drive me. A hassle for him, I felt. He did drive me to ballet every day 4 days a week in 2007-2008.
I got in big trouble for cursing about illegal, hurting noises in my room supposedly by Ellen DeGeneres. I still am tho I don't and it was supposed to be about the noises....
So, now, I started to get in shape with some things I bought from TV and later found adult gymnastics was available. Being more sane from the appropriate exercise, I was able to muster the desire and daring to go to church. I figured as a religious person being as I was in choirs before and respected as an accompanist sometimes that I'd feel at home and welcomed back. I had not run away.
However, now, I am being beat for this fact, that I didn't go to church for it seems nearly 10 years. Yes, I've been a few times spread out. Haven't gone back to ballet since like starting to watch Ellen.
My life is tortured and weird and I'm being experimented on or spied on and talked to in private.
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