Friday, December 4, 2015

The Soapbox

Re: Me vs Karliah

Sometimes people with other strengths are more odd and it's a stimulating thing.

I can't even tell who's more accepting.  Or if someone likes to be stand-offish.

I just can't! 

WWJD

Think about what would happen if you treated others like I'm treated.

Most Parents in the US..

I notice most parents are more lenient with their kids.  I feel in my house it's the other way around.  It's the attitude and "secret messages."

37 Minute Interview..

I found it interesting to me.. link.

Some of the Extra-Curricular/Activity Teachers I Had

I remember in gymnastics when I was young the young women who taught us.

Later, it was serious older men or adult women.

My 1st music teacher was in kindergarten, not Pre-K.  She was a sweet lady, too, but not much individual attention at all for good kids.

"And I Will Raise You up on the Last Day"

People elevating those I desire to communicate with from my being worthy of an easy process of recepting their reaction to me.

Help!

I always worry my parents will die.

I cracked some case, too..

People think if one person makes it someone else isn't worth it socially. They also knock people out if they wanna talk to someone else?  Why not talk more to one person and others can talk to the other person or you can also some.

Being Responsible for Myself

Why does my dad get mad at me for going the extra mile?  He thinks I'm not good enough and that it's some hoax that people praise me at all.

Taken Advantage Of

I feel like I'm wasting my time hanging around Facebook.

Extended Family/Relatives

I come from a very queer extended family.  Since I am good, the adults take advantage of me and don't pay attention to me much, tho.

Time for Fun

Let's just have fun like nobody is watching!

Thursday, December 3, 2015

How People Get By Easily on Others.

People are just going around uncomfortable about who's not famous.

I feel like I'm Jesus putting up with that which is unnecessary and in the way!

The Ellen DeGeneres Show

The girl from Ohio was really neat!

Rachel Platten was very sweet.

Sofia Vergara was very funny!

More Cheating!

Everyone who was iconic to young people stopped cuz they don't have to and just live with attention for what they once were.

The Bare Necessities

Other famous people have just what they need.  Like, the reason they aren't even more exposed is because they don't need it, just their fans need people to occupy their minds.

In My Way

If you weren't going to be a "good" friend, why did you act like you would be before?  Now, I don't have any resources.

I figured it out, too.

Johnny Depp, Tim Burton, even Danny Elfman.  In a way I will explain, "they don't have anything more to offer."  That's just it.  They do have more to offer in their trade but not socially so much (tho they are supposed to and can maybe still,) moreso Johnny Depp and Tim Burton I'm talking about, too.  I just wanted to see your reaction, if you were on the right page.  It's sad.  They seemed to change their personality.  They seem more centered on their personal lives and not so much the excitement the world has reserved for them.  Others have much to offer but are just unfortunate.  They are not using certain parts of their gifts that they can/could.  You have to be thankful for your gifts because they are a blessing.

So, in case you didn't read thru, I don't mean anything bad about their skills in art, just how much they've given to people considering that's what made them famous in the 1st place.  They are still doing stuff, but life seems to have crept away for some of us.  Some of their fans seem to have gone a bit too wild.  Then, they stopped.  I felt a cutoff just by watching them and no other reason/meaning.  I didn't go wild and crazy.  Just the fact I thought I deserved to watch them seemed bad/frowned upon.

It seems anyone reading this is a waste of time because one day they'll want something and take all of our anticipation for granted.  Come on, make movies fun.  Some of us want to have fun in life outside of theater!

I feel they are saintly, as well.  I just feel that they should have been more active and not stopping to reprimand us for being so excited or something.  Who cares if someone is not the one?  Get some vibrant people on the screen.  They are the world's sweethearts.  If you're worried they will be beat, their lives will still be miserable if they make the wrong decisions and don't use their gifts/talents.  It won't make them any better, in some ways.

So, it will be tragic either way but only moreso if you don't chose vibrant people etc.

I feel like a politician.

I feel like I'm growing up and not in the game anymore, merely a commentator.

Please do not take me out on what I wrote that you think must be negative in a bad way cuz clearly that's not my intention.

On TV

Baby care.  Dark people holding any sort of kids.  A Scandinavian-looking young American girl in bare feet, maybe age 19 or 20.  She's having fun shaking instruments, blowing bubbles.  It's all about her.  The kids can tell she's no mom.

I'd like people to treat me like that's my race.

What did she do?


Kids With Southern Parents

I saw this baby on BabyFirst from Alabama, which is between Mississippi and Georgia and has the oldest city in the US.


New Favorite

Dance Time Boys on BabyFirst.  They go into a ballet studio with older girls rehearsing The Nutcracker.  Little kids are sitting around.  They show the face of one girl lying down partly and you see her eye is so clear and blue and pretty.  Her hair is straight and white.  I think we saw her get up.  Has to be Swedish.


I feel a real bond..

..to this little girl dancing on BabyFirst, with Dance Time Boys, who looks part Swedish with medium-long white blonde hair and a young, cute look.  Like, we all love Ellen.  This girl is cut for success.


Parenting Magazine Subscription..

I get the Parenting magazine and it doesn't have a whole lotta/if any psychology.  It had a cute craft.

What I'm here to say tho is they highlighted that the Peanuts movie was out for "winter" break, which is early November.


IMDb - The Soapbox

I kept peeing in my pants today at beginning adult gymnastics. I had an Ultra tampon in.

...

At least mostly white, I think.

I really liked her a lot. It was a sub who teaches intermediate/advanced gymnastics.

She whipped me into shape.

She is quite a bit taller than me but not too tall, reddish hair cut short, maybe with some volume yet mostly straight/waved. Not sure what color her eyes are. It was me and 2 other girls mostly. She is probably in her early 50s or 40s.

She helped me flip back with my feet up on a square thing.

I often get there early to watch the kids and I see her then.

Grandeur

The Norse are like as beautiful as unicorns!  What marvelous creatures/beings!