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The Irish

I decided not to look at the Irish as weird but just another place for people to live with some assets over things like the English, tho mixing babies makes no sense unless the parents both are ardently or from blood English.  Also, you need to have a good couple to make good babies.

Deviant Art

Good News

I was able to sit for about 48 minutes and do weight lifting with Body Beast - Beach Body.  I get bored with most workouts or sore, but this was great.  I can adjust my weights to proper size.  I feel pumped up.  I went down to 10 minute a day before with regular exercise and then to like 2 minutes from a book at a time/per day sometimes.  It doesn't replace my aerobic exercise of jogging at least 1/2 hour a day, so I need both + 2 dieting plans - using NutriBulletRX for fruits and veggies to extract vitamins and Try Food Lovers.  It tells you to increase metabolism by eating every 2-3 hours and having a variety of foods via the 3 meals a day + the snacking exists in between every 2-3 hours til an hour before bed or something like that.  There are 3 kinds of foods, slow carbs (like veggies and I think at least some beans,) fast carbs (like fruits and breads,) and proteins.  There are also fats, which I think includes nuts.

All you need for Body Beast is a weight lifting bench, which is easy to manipulate, and weights that you can lift about 10 times in a row.  I have a set of 2, 3, 5, and 8.  This time was mostly 2 and 3.  There are other optional equipment I think.

So, adding the help of NurtiBullet and balancing my diet with Try Food Lovers, I can still eat the foods I love on the side or if that means main meal partly.  A good meal is a good thing.

A Change of Heart

Isn't Ellen great?  I think she knows something about what she's doing.  She brings back that 1980s feel.  I was talking about her but not attacking.  We should appreciate all she does and represents.

Ellen

Why did Ellen say in a commercial, "He's fine?"  She thinks she's the "big shot" who punishes younger people, but if she did she's got it wrong.  I notice she thinks she just made a statement as to who she is.  I think she's full of "empty promises."  I don't see it in it in her personality complications.  Seems fabricated to be a witch.  That's just a neutral statement to something that is already topic and belief in certain opinion.

No sarcasm intended to Ellen.  Just the 411.  She literally punishes people and it has different aspects.

New Audios of Me Playing Piano and Singing

Rank of White Ethnicities, Then?

Swedish/Finnish
Norwegian
Dutch
Danish

and then the rest

hard to think about the rest

I'm not white!

If Middle Easterners are colored, I can't seem to focus and say I'm white.  I am not sure what it's like to be all technically white.  I don't even know if it's better.  They are secretive and shy.  Good ole Ellen DeGeneres can help with this!

I wonder what the hierarchy is..

Middle Eastern
White
Latino
Asian
Black

And you thought there were only 3 races, "White, Black, and Asian."  You know other ethnicities have migrated like the Latinos in history.

A reason Asian is above Black is because Blacks have Afro hair.  I'm even straightening mine out, now.  I've seen Middle Eastern girls, and they have wavy/cury hair like their dads.  Apparently, it gets straight later on.

I think Jewish is Middle Eastern.  Too bad all you people who think Hitler had any idea that was based in anything that made sense or whatever.  I don't fear Hitler and the devil.  I fear a God.

When I watch..

..Bella Thorne in Shake It Up, I feel I'm a loser just cuz I'm not being displayed in a TV show like this one.

Just Being Stupid

There exists no reason that I should have my relationships taken and ruined.

Why

did Johnny Depp and Tim Burton lure me in with no reward?  Something happened, and everyone famous seemed to know and made the world boring and bad.

The Good Old Days

Maybe, some people made themselves underdogs before.

I liked when people were nice when it was about me.  It was about the big, big world.  Anything was possible.  We had new relationships.  We were still young.  Now, we're going to die, people who were once young in our lives.

We didn't have a good childhood, but we still fixed it, made it thru.

Someone has destabilized my family life and support system.  I don't have friends and don't have family, all cuza the world going crazy because of Johnny Depp and Tim Burton with Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, a favorite movie they took a lot of credit in.

Some of you are still young and have what you want.  Yet, it seems bleak.

I am very nice, but one thing gone wrong, with me, no friends.

What happened to social media?  The internet and computers.

What did we want, happiness, peace, order, excitement?  Instead, we are suffering and miserable?  Looking forward to that which will not happen.  A sense of joy and knowing.

Problem

Ellen thinks I have a problem.  She is mean to me.

Who cares about how spoiled that girl is from The Brady Bunch, little Cindy?  If she, as a public icon, is never old enough to have kids but people born much later are, then we're talking about a serious problem.

Just let life go on.

Well, I just got my female thing for the 1st time in 4 months.

I have been relaxing etc.

What if we abused people who were all Caucasian, instead, too?

This is just ridiculous.  Ellen is already a bit old and still trying to yap everyone off in her attitude.

I bet Ellen's mom feels sorry for her.  Baby Boomers are spoiled.  My Gramma is more suggestive to me now or vicious sometimes in her messages.

Baby Boomers like kids born in the late 1990s.  No one cares about me cuza my age, born in 1986.  I'm always too old and from a *beep* generation.

I think Ellen acts like I want to feel perverted.  I am a mature adult, tho.  What do you want, for me to hate my parents?

Why does Ellen act like I'm the one with a problem?  I already said I don't have a problem just cuz I was born in 1986.

Ellen wants to take my relationships, too, and leave me in the dust.

I always feel bad in a certain spot, too.  Once I used the word m*********** as a post against her hurting me or doing something bad.  Why do you all act like I'm like everyone else, not that good for Ellen when before I was?  How stupid!

Ellen hurts people to teach them a lesson.  Why is she so popular?  I don't need a lesson.  I need people to be nice to me, or else things won't go right.

Now, I have a right to speak the truth and get my life back.  I said Ellen is vicious, but I didn't say anything "wrong."  Let me know if I did via a message online.

Why do people act cool and I find them secretly punishing me later for no reason?

I don't mean anything against Ellen, but she's involved in this experiment on me and has had a negative impact.  I don't see anyone else being tested like this.

They're on a yoyo of what I did in the past, judging me as a biracial.  They don't do anything like this for anyone else.

I don't want to say anything against Ellen, but she's already onto me and denies it sometimes.

Why is she so dramatic like that?  She seriously has a problem.  I'm not on the bad side.

This is crazy!  You'll be sorry later  you didn't take the signs and instead went about to getting your life's due by punishing an innocent person like me for no reason other than to hurt me.

I should not be talking about Ellen like this, but she is intent that my life can't go as it should but others's have improvements.  Maybe, I should let bygones be bygones, why I wasn't as mad as I could be.  Can't I dish the 411 to other people?  Sorry, it seems I am too dumb to say it right.  I don't like how I feel I attacked Ellen cuz I didn't.  I don't know if she does this stuff, but I mean she says she does.  I hope I can figure out better things so as not to be like this, the way this post looks.  I am posting it cuz it's significant, to get down the facts and prevent bad things from happening.  It's what happened to my thoughts.  Again, sorry.. let me know what I should do via talking to me online or some other ways that are okay.  Thanks!

Something Sick

Ellen had my dad act like he had kids with someone I like to avoid me and not to be interested in me, like Ellen says it's wrong.  This is just "mindless."  I can't have my whole life be constricted by Ellen.  I already said she was hurting me with noises in my room.  So what if I cursed about it on my blog?  It's my blog, and it's not even her website.  She can't go around manipulating my life and getting people to think I'm bad eventually.

I figured something out, but..

..it isn't a nice subject.  I don't have personal problems with Bella Thorne.  Ellen used to follow me online, but she started being mean and told people to be mean to me with cameras and microphones in my room..  I finally lost it and cursed about it.  After I'd done it awhile is when Ellen threatened my life's peace.  Now, she likes Bella, but she keeps others from making me feel good.

It's about Bella Thorne.  I like her, but I don't think anyone likes how she is convinced she is better in sick ways.

You know, Ellen thinks I have to put up with this.

You know, my Twitter is starting to suck.  I wonder what will happen.  I'm not a bad person.  I don't need to be fondled by certain people with a superiority complex who are younger than me etc.  It seems anyone my age and older gave up on social media to avert me.  They're playing a losing battle.

Let me know if I need to fix anything offensive I said.

How would you feel..

How would you feel if people tried to convince you you deserve to feel hurt? and put you down.

Ellen was wrong.

Entourage wasn't in fact the biggest thing this summer.  It was Jurassic Park.

I know.

Kids at school messed up with how I give 1st impressions.  They probably attacked me out of sanity.

I moved out of Florida, and I couldn't be in a good group of people.  They all seemed to fall.  Too bad.  I guess they had to be "too good" for me.