Beaten

I feel I am being beat like a black person about what their race is.

Your Race

You may not want people to mention you race, but I do so I can tell them off.

Edit

I edited a post and said "accepting."

A Message from Mama

Ellen DeGeneres's mom wants to say that she is more like people she's not married to than Portia!  Ellen is a kid and doesn't care, hmph!  Okay, Ellen.  I'm not gonna be some cook and try to punish you.  You're a great person, but Mama is Mama and you're "just Ellen, I guess."

SMH (Shaking My Head)

Did you know Ellen DeGeneres wanted to be both popular with the naughty people and revolutionary as someone who butts in to tell how she does the right thing?  She didn't get both.  I don't mean to sound rude, but she decided with some people, me, I'm just not worth accepting.  I'm just talking about the kinds of messages she discusses actually, like sorta suggested.  I am sick of talk show hosts appealing to the negative crowds.  She tries to overcome that, tho, so that's pretty sweet of her to vie for.  If you had a problem with me saying about it not being worth it to be nice to me, most white people think that.  If you're bad, she'll get you or forget you.  She's just on the ball.. but she didn't get both SMH.

How..

How people get into power seems the wrong way.

A Bad Rap on Me

Do you really find this necessary?

Is that what people think of me??

*bonk*
..and all the blocks fall down!

I just made a plan.

I'm gonna use my Disney pass until it runs out near the end of this year.

If I look good enough from the NutriBulletRX and running every day, I will submit myself to a casting agency.

I might take film acting at a film acting school (non-college) next year when my Disney pass runs out.

I'm 29 and will be 30 next May.

Here's the story.. Bella Thorne

She did voiceover with Ariana Grande for an animation.  Ariana Grande is all Spanish it seems.  Bella's dad is Cuban.  They showed another preview for an animation with just Ariana and it was Spanish.  The end of the preview is triumphant with an English character.  They made illusions at least 2 or 3 times in a movie of Bella to do with someone well-liked in Finland, so that may be why.  I slave my butt off for racial equality for myself.  I am happy for Bella, but what does me not have anything to do with being European or white mean if Spanish matches Finland so easily now for her?  What about everyone else?  Is she just that kinda person?  I came home and posted about this last night but took down cuz it seemed angry sadly.

This has left me a bit disoriented.  If Bella's favorite person really were this Finnish lady, that would sit cool with Ellen.  Ellen has managed to send people to mar my body if I even wanna be a singer because that has nothing to do with Ellen.

Bella Thorne is a fine young lady.  Tho things upset me that have to do with her, it's not her I "have a bone to pick" with.  I might not have a "bone to pick" with anyone.

So, good news..

Bella is making it!  :D

Now, don't set her up to .. "get in trouble."

YOU CAN'T HURRY LOVE!

Finnish



Australia

I know why people want Asians skinny.

So there's nothing there!

Hot?

Have I tempered myself to a hotter climate?

Aha ha ha!

People think if someone is cool from a colder climate they get to be silly and go around spouting about themselves being from a cold climate!

Taking It Down

I could do that.  I could later, too.  I mean, I might mess up again? tho I know it's unlikely.  I explained what I meant.  I do have freedom of speech, but I got tired of talking like that I guess.  I shouldn't have to do this. I think my meds tire me out.  People keep hating on me, tho!  I said that.  Maybe, I just went to Disney too many times without getting enough sleep.

I dunno, just disclaim the flub and move on?

That Video

I'm not trying to draw attention to any single person.  Everyone who is born as a Late Boomer or the age their kids should be .. well, a few kinds of people do these things.  Do bad and get stimulated.  I'm not exactly sure concretely what is going on.  It just seemed like "what" and I said I was going to talk about what I talk about blogging, not very good at it yet, apparently.

New Video of Me Talking

New Picture of Me

New Audio of Me Singing

Rhyme or Reason

Is there any for people with the same hair?  No, some Europeans with dark hair are queer, but ones where the whole race is black hair aren't.

I think I know about this *beep*.